第三章
wosuizhewomazaijiahou,yizhihehoubaxianganwushi。
woyiweitazuihuaiyebuguoshizaiwomamianqianwuxianwotoujialideqian。
womabudawo,zhishizuilimawodemingcigengduolexie。
neitianwocongshuzhongxiaowulihuijia。
wodaojiayijingbipingshiwan,ketingheihuhude,zhicongwomadewoshilichuanchuyidiandengguang。
wolieliejujudimojinlezijidexiaofangjian,mengshangbeizizhunbeirushui。
shuizhelejiutingbujiangebichuangshangdedongjing,yebuhuizaiganjuedaoe。
dengwoxinglaideshihou,yanqianshimohudeyipian——
wotangzaiyiyuandebingchuangshang。
wodechuangbianzhanzhelianggechuanjingfudeshushu。
tingwanjingchadechenshu,wogandaohoubeifaliang。
yuanlaiwodehoubaduiwodeyanechaohuwodexiangxiang。
zuotianwanshangtazaibanyelazhewomachuquchixiaoye,zhaogejiekoubawomakunzaishaokaotan,zijiliuhuilejiali。
tabawulidemenchuangdouguanyan,menfengsaimanlemaojin,zaiketingshaoqilechaihuo。
tachumendeshihoubawodewoshitoutoudakaile,dengzherangwozhongduerwang。
kexishiwomingbugaijue,zhudingzuowomadetuoyouping。
ranshaodechaihuoshunzhedishangmeiyoudasaoganjingdezhixie,shaodaolepangbiandechuanglian,mingxianyueshaoyuewangdehuoguang,beiwaimianluguogangchiwanyexiaohuilaiderenfaxianbingbaolejing。
zaijingchadexunhuazhong,houbadangchangjiuhederenlezui。
jingchawenhoubazheiyangzuoyoumeiyouxiangguoshenmehouguo?
houbashuoyibahuoshaole,jiushenmezhengjudoushaomeile。
tameiyoushuotaweishenmeruciyanewo,yexuwotianshengrangrentaoyanba。
woxiang,wojiushigetianshaguxing,xiangwomajingchangzaiwoerbianmadeyiyang。
woshenbianderendoumeiyouhaoxiachang,wojiubuyinggaichusheng。
“haizi,xianzaimeishile,nibayijingbeizhuazoule,yihoubuhuiyourenzaishanghaini。”jingchashushuanweiwo。
“tabushiwoba,womeiyoubaba。”wotangzheyouqimeili,yaozheyashuo。
shenpangdejingchashushumentengxidikanzhewo,wunaideyaotou。
tamenzaojiurenshiwole,ruguobushitamen,woyezaojiubeiwoqinbadasile。
wodehoubayinweiyitusharenchilelaofan,erwoderizibingmeiyoubiandehaoqilai。
womazhenxianhuoyebuzuole,tatiantianjiuzaijialikuma,mawoshigesaobaxing,wobatahaicanle,tameiyoulenanrendoushiguaiwo。
tabuxuwozaiqushangxue,shuoyihoumeiqianjiwojiaoxuefei,rangwogunchuqugongzuo,zhuanqianyangjia。kewohaiweichengnian。
wodiyicimeiyoushuncongwoma,yinweiwozhidaozhiyoukaoshangdaxuecaishiwoweiyidechulu。
wobanyecongjialitoupaochulai,yongyigepolandexinglixiang,zhuangmanlewodeshujihehuanxiyifu。
zhanzaijiamenkou,womolemolianshangdeyanlei,duizhekongqishuoleyisheng:
“mama,duibuqi。danruguowojixuhenizaiyiqi,wopawohuisizainideqiantou。”
wotoukaolechenzhipeng,tadejialihenda,shushuayiyeduiwohenyoushan,tamenzhidaowodeshenshi,duiwomanshitongqing。
“liangliang,yihounijiubazheilidangchengzijijia,younijianduwomenpengpengdexueye,womenjiugengfangxinle。”
ayibaozheyitaoganjingdeshuiyi,pailepaiwodejianbang。
tadeyanjinglishanzhexingxing。
houlaiwoyoujiandaoleyigeyanjinglinengkandaoxingxingdenvhai,rangwojuedemeihaodenvshengshizhiyudeliangyao。
buzhicongnayitiankaishi,wojiufaxian,woshengbingle。
kushutianwoyiranchuanzheyijianpolandezhangxiu,bujinjinshipaluchushoubeishangbeiwobadadeshanghen。
haiyouwoyijingjiebadeshouwan,neishiwozijigeshangqude。
一次又一次。
woduichenzhipengyinmanlezheijianshi,zaitamianqian,wojinkenengzuodaoqiangyanhuanxiao。
zheishigebuzhizhizheng,woparuguowoshuole,jiuhuishiquweiyizuihaodepengyou。