第1章
1966年，沪市。
xuxiangsizoujinguoyingfandian，fandiangangguo，renbusuanduo，danyexixilalazuolejizhuo。
kongqilimimanzheyigushuobuqingshifanxianghaishiyouyanweierdeqixi，hunzazherensheng，youxiecaoza。
tayiyanjiuqiaojiankaochuangneizhuozuozhegenianqingren，beiyingtingba，chuanzhejianbanjiudedequeliangchenshan，shouzhougezaiyouninidezhuomianshang，zhengpiantoukanzhechuangwai。
jiushitale！meipowangshenzishuode，chuanganjingchenshan，duzidengrendenianqingnanxing！
xuxiangsishenxiyikouqi，kuaibuzouleguoqu。
taxinlineijiaoyigeyumen！
haoduanduanyigexiandaidulinvxing，qianjitianyanjingyibiyizheng，jiuchuanjinleyibenjiao《jiaoruanmeirenbeixiangjiangdalaochongshangtian》niandaiwenli，chengleshuzhongnvzhuneigediaomanrenxing、xiongdawunaodeedujijie！zhuanmenjinvzhusongwennuan、songjiyuan、songqidongzijindepaohui！
这叫什么事儿啊！
longpeiyezhengchushendidengzhetayuehaodezhanyou，lengbufangmianqianguangxianyian，yigudandande、shuobuqingshishenmehuaxiangdexinxiangzuanrubiqiang。
tataiqitou，yigenvrenyijingziguzidilakaitaduimiandeyizi，yi**zuolexialai。
nvrenmingmouhaochi，pifubai、xidehuangyan，shuzheliangtiaowuheiyouliangdedabianzi，wuguanjingzhidebuxianghua，jiushizheibiaoqing......teyansuledian，xiangshilaixunchoude。
longpeiyemeitouweicu，taquedingzijiburenshizheigenvtong、zhi。
gangxiangkaikouwenyiju“tong、zhi，nishibushirencuorenle？”，duifangquexianshengduoren。
“nihao，wojiushixuxiangsi，nidexiangqinduixiang。”
龙沛野：“？？？”
tajintianyuedeshitashengsiyugongdezhanyoulaoli！shenmeshihoubianchengxiangqinle？
zheinvtong、zhipabushinaoziyoudianwenti？
dan“xuxiangsi”sangezizuanjinerduoli，longpeiyexinlimengdiyitiao！
zheigemingzi......
tabudongshengsedizhongxindaliangduimiandenvren，neishuangshuiwangwangdexingyanlicikesuiranxiemanlebunaifan，danyixihainengkanchujifenshuxidelunkuo。
是她！
longpeiyejihukeyikending，yanqianzheigexuxiangsi，jiushixiaoshihouzaihebianjiuguotayimingdeneigexiaoguniang！
kezhei“xiangqinduixiang”youshizenmeyihuishi？
tadangnianluoshuibeijiuhou，jialihenkuaijiuyinweichengfenwentijujiabanqian，zaiyemeinenggenxiaoguniangdaoyishengxie，yizhishitadeyihan。
xuxiangsikebuguantaduizijideshenfenyoushenmejingtaohailang，taxianzaizhixiangkuaidaozhanluanma。
taziguzidijixukaikou：“wodeqingkuang，meipoyinggaidougennishuoqingchule。wojiuyigeyaoqiu，likejiehun，jintian！mingtian！yuekuaiyuehao！hunhouwodehukouyaolikeqiandaonijiaqu。”
longpeiye：“......”
tajuedezijihaoxianghuantingle。
xuxiangsidunledun，sihujuedezijideyuqitaiguoqiangying，shaoweihuanheleyidian，danneirongyijiujingren：“dangran，wobushibairangnibangmangde。womenshijiajiehun，youmingwushideneizhong。shichengzhihou，wokeyijiniyibiqian，huozheniyoushenmeqitayaoqiu，zhiyaowonengbandao，doukeyiti。”
zheihuayichu，longpeiyefanerbujizhejieshile。
tashensuideyanmoulishanguoyisiwanwei，shentiweiweihouyang，kaozaileyibeishang，shuangbeihuanbaozaixiongqian，haozhengyixiadikanzheta。
“e？jiranshixiangqin，wokendingshibenzhezhengjingguoriziqude。zheiweixuxiangsitong、zhi，nidaoshishuoshuo，woweishenmeyaofangzhehaohaodexifubuyao，gennijiajiehun？”
zheinanrenbuantaoluchupaia！
xuxiangsixinlidigu，meipobushishuoduifangjialitiaojianyiban，jixuyongqianma？zenmehaitiaosanjiansiqilaile？
tanaizhexingzijieshi：“yinweiwomenbicidoubushuxi，yemeiyourenheganqingjichua！zhijiezhenjiehun，nibujuedetaicaolvlema？”
longpeiyetiaoletiaomei，yuqidaizhejifenxixue：“keshixuxiangsitong、zhi，woxiangzhaogezhenxinxiangyaogenwoguorizideduixiang，erbushiyigezhixiangyaowohukoubendehezuohuoban。”
xuxiangsibeitayeleyixia，dunshiyouxiewuyu。
zheirenzenmeyouyanbujinni？
taliumeiyishu，xiaolianyekualexialai，yuqiyechongle：“jiranzheiyang，neijiusuanle！daobutongbuxiangweimou，wozhaogeyuanyide！”
zhenshilangfeishijian！tahaiyiweinengsuzhansujueni！
shuozhe，ta“ceng”diyixiazhanqishen，zuoshijiuyaozou。
“ai，dengdeng！”longpeiyedichendesangyindaizheyisibuyichajuedexiaoyi，jishijiaozhuleta。
xuxiangsibunaifandihuitou：“haiyoushenmeshi？woganshijian！”
longpeiyekanzhetaneifujihouhoudeyangzi，zuijiaogoulegou：“nixianshuoshuo，niweishenmeyaozheimezhejijiajiehun？liyouchongfendehua，wohuoxukeyikaolvyixia。”
tadaoshizhenxiangtingting，zheigedangnianjiuleta，rujinyouzhudongsongshangmenlaide“xiaoenren”，hululidaodimaideshenmeyao。
xuxiangsiwenyan，dongzuoyidun。
tajinjinminzhechun，yanshenshanshuo，chenmoleyixia。
bale，shidaorujin，yemeishenmehaoyinmande。
tataiqitou，yingshanglongpeiyetanjiudemuguang，shenxiyikouqi，yuqiqueyichangpingjing。
“yinweiwowaigongjiachushile。niyinggaizhidao，xianzaizheishidao，youxieshenfenshihenmin、gande，wowaigong，jiefangqianshihushiyoumingdezibenjia。”
“suiranjiefanghou，talaorenjiayizhihendidiao，yexiangyinghaozhaojuanlebushaojiachan，danshudazhaofeng，qianduanshijianhaishibeirenjijubaole，jieguojiushi，quanjiaxiafang。”
“suiranwobadangshijiudengbaoduanjueguanxile，danshitahaishixiangyaobanquxiangjiang，”tasonglesongjian：“wobuxiangquxiangjiang，danshiwozheigeqingkuang，yigerenliuzaizheili，yaomebeixiafangjieshoupinxiazhongnongzaijiaoyu，yaomejiuxiaxiangqudangzhiqingjianshenongcun——woyigedoubuxiangxuan，jiuzhihaojiarenle！”
xuxiangsishishizaimeibanfale。
yuanzhudemamawunianqianjiubingshile，diernian，yuanzhudebabaxurongchangjiuqulediergelaopolinjiaoyan，haidaihuilaiyigebitaxiaosangeyuedejinv，xujingjing，yejiushiyuanshunvzhu。
yuanzhuwaigongjiayichushi，xurongchangpashouqianlian，diyishijianjiudengbaogentawaigongduanjueleguanxi，dantahaishibufangxin，dasuanjujiaqianwangxiangjiang，qutoubenyuanzhuneigemingyishangdeweihunfu，songshengze，yejiushiyuanshunanzhu。
xiangdaodaozheili，xuxiangsizuijiaogouqiyimofengcidexiao。
yuanshuli，yuanzhujiushizaiquxiangjiangdechuanshang“shizu”luoshui。
erxujingjingyeshineigeshihou，laxialetabozishangguazhedeyupei，tongshibashoulechulexue，kaiqilekongjian。
zhiyuxianzai......xuxiangsiyichuanyueguolaijiulikedixuekaiqikongjianle。
takebuxiangzhongdaofuzhe，gangchuanyueguolaijiuquweiyu，suoyitasidixiaquzhaolejiafujindemeipo，rangtajizijijieshaoyigeduixiang。
longpeiyemeiyouchahua，jingjingditingzhe。
xuxiangsifanghuanleyuqi：“niyebiedanxin，woshuoleshijiajiehun，youmingwushi，dengfengtouguoqu，huozhewozhaodaobiedeanshenlimingdefazi，youhuozheniyoulexihuanderen，womensuishikeyilihun，woyekeyibangniqugenduifangjieshi。”
longpeiyetingwantazheiyifanhua，shouzhiwuyishidizaizhuomianshangqingqingqiaojizhe，fachudududeqingxiang。
tademuguangshenchen，xiangyikougujing，rangrenkanbutoutazaixiangshenme。
xuxiangsixinliyouxiedagu，zheinanrenbuhuishilinshifanhuileba？
tadoubalaodidoukuaitaoganjingle！
banshang，longpeiyecaihuanhuankaikou，shengyindichenerpingjing：“wokeyidayinggennijiajiehun。”
xuxiangsixinliyisong，chadianjiuyaohuanhuchusheng！
kehaimeidengtagaoxing，longpeiyeyoubuleyiju：“danshi，youyigetiaojian。”