第三章

21.

wobeiguanzaidixiashiyouyigexingqi,hewangchangyiyang,wotingjiankaisuodeshengyin。

wobenyiweishiyeanlaijiwosongfan,meixiangdaolaiderenshigaolu。

gaolukanjianwo,chongshanglaibawobaozaihuaili,[mianmian,haizhendeshini。]

wobeiguanzaizheilichulehuanxideyifu,yigexingqimeiyouxiguozao,tayebuxianqi。

wowenta,[nizenmezhidaowobeiguanzaizheili?]

gaolu:[wojianyeanzuijinyouxieguguai,woqutajiazhaota,tayizhiganwolikai,erqiewozuijinyizhilianxibushangni,jiucaicetakenengbaniguanqilaile,erqiezuijinjingchangkanjiandixiashiliangzhedeng,jiuxiangbanfanonglaileyaochi。]

tadaiwotoutoulikaidixiashi。

zuojincheli,wozhongyulikaiguanlewoyigexingqidedifang。

luxiao,wobuxiangqujiuta,suoyilikaideshihouwobizuibuti。

buguowoyekanjiangaoluyouyaoqujiuluxiaodeyisi。

[gaolu,nigaosuwo,nidaodiyoumeiyouxihuanguoluxiao?]

takaizheche,chenmobuyu。

wowunaideyuqidaizhejifenweixie,[ruguonihainawodangpengyou,nijiugaosuwoshihua。]

gaoluhuanhuanbachezitingzaiyipang,kanxianglewo,[meiyou。]

[neiniweishenmehuihetawenzaiyiqi?]

我始终想不明白。

ruguoshuoluxiaohegaoluwenzaiyiqi,shiweile**woliudiaohaizi,neigaoluwanquankeyijujueta。

zongbunenggaoluhetawenzaiyiqi,yeshiweile**woba?

这说不通的。

gaoluyandichanshengyimohenyi,[yinweiwobuxiangnimenzaiyiqi,woxiangchaisannimen。]

yinweijingliguoleyeanxihuanluxiaodezaoyu,tingdaogaoluzheimeshuowoxinxiayijing,[nibiegaosuwo,nixihuandebushinanren,ershinvren。]

gaolujingyadekanxiangwo,yanjinglirutongfanqiboguanglinlin,[mianmian,nicaiduile,woqueshixihuanni。]

我:[……]

22.

gaoluzhuazhuwodeshouyuwoshizhixiangkou,[wogenluxiaojiewen,zhibuguoxiangrangnigenluxiaolihuneryi,keshiwomeiyouyaohainidehaizi,wozhidaoneishinidehaizi,nimengmeiyiqiudehaizi,wozenmeshedeshanghaita,shanghaini?]

[mianmian,congxiaowofumujiubuxihuanwo,shiniyizhipeizaiwoshenbian,wozaoyijingbanidangchengjiarenle,kewokanjianniduiluxiaohao,wojiurenbuzhudejidu,jiuhenbudechaisannimen。]

[dangluxiaozhiwenwobayesuanhuanchengmanxinghuataiyao,wojiuzhidaozheijianshiyoukenengjiushiluxiaodeyinmou,shitazidaoziyanbayaohuanle,rangnilaiwumiewo。]

[neitian,wogentachaoleyijia,gaosutawoxihuanni,congneitiantajiubuzairangwojianni。]

woxiangdaoyigeyihuodian,[bu!ruguotawumieni,jiubuhuizhiwenni。ruguoyesuanbushinihuande,yebushiluxiao,neijiulingyouqiren。]

叶谙。

neitianzaiyiyuanshitazaibojiezideshihoubayesuandiaobao,ranhouguyibayaodiaobao,rangwoyiweishiluxiaohuandeyao,yinciwogenluxiaolihun,tahaoheluxiaozaiyiqi。

zheiyaoshigaolusongjiwode,danluxiaoyiyangbuxiangyaoneigehaizi,suoyirangtawaidazhengzhele。

woxiangdaozheili,limaquleyiyuan,diaochajigeyueqiandejiankong。

kandaojiankongshangyeandejudongzhengruwocaicedeyiyang。

wochideyesuanruguomeiyouwenti,neijiushiwochideweishengsubyouwenti。

zheiyaoshiyeanjiwokaide。

wozhaodaowojingchangfuyongdeweishengbpianyicha,yezhengruqucaicedeyiyang,zheilimianzhuangdecaishimanxinghuataiyao。

23.

wohuidaojiali,baozhewoma。

womawenluxiaodexialuo,woyebushuohua,jiujingjingdekaozaiwomadehuaili。

jinglizheimeduoshiqing,wofaxianwodeshenbianzhiyouwomale。

woqulaojiashoushiwomashengyudeyiwu,zaiwomafangjiandechoutide,wofaxianyiheyao,kandaoshangmianmingzizheishiyihekangninghekangxuexiaobandeyaowu,shinaoyixuezuijihuideyao。

不可能!

womaneimeaiwoba,zenmekenenghuihaisiwobani?

wolianmangnazheyaopaohuijiaxunwenwoma。

womalianyigejieshidoumeiyou,zaiwomianqianchengrenle。

wokuzhezhiwenyanqiancixiangdenvren,[weishenme?]

womakanxiangwoshuo,[mianmian,nizhidaoma?yinweinibadangchudiudiaowodeyigehaizi!]

我下意识屏住呼吸。

是陆枭吗?

yuanlaitazhendeshiwogege,shiwodeqinge!

womaliuzheleijixushuo:[tafanxiadecuo,rangyigehaizichudanzui,zheijianshiwoyizhihuaihenzaixin,suoyicaihaisileniba。]

woxinxiangshibeidaojiaoyiyang,tengdewofama,[neinizhidaowobayeshisiyumanxingduyaodema?]

womahuanhuanbishangyanjing,dianlediantou,[shi,nibademanxingduyaoyeshiwoxiade。]

zheiyike,woxinrusihui,shentitengdeyijingmamudemeiyouzhijue。

wochaoxixiangchuaiwodezhangfu,shiwodeqingege。

wowenroucixiangdemuqinshishahaiwofuqindexiongshou。

wocongxiaowandaodadeguimishixihuanwoderen。

haiyouwenrunruyudeanlianwodexuezhangshiaiwozhangfuhaisiwohaizidefengzi。

24.

我妈被警方带走。

bushiwobaodejing,shijingfangyizhidiaochawobadesiyin,zuihoudiaochadaowomadetoushang,womayemeiyoubianjie,beidaizoule。

wowuyongdezhihuiliulei,haowurenhebanfa。

sihuzheigeshijie,woshenbianderendoulikaiwole。

gaoluxintengdebaozhushizaidishangdewo,[mianmian,nihaiyouwo。]

wokanzhetadelianshangtongyangliuzhelei,wohuiyingdebaozhugaolu。

woganshoudaotadeshentiyidun,bawobaodegengjin。

gaoluzhuzaiwojia,genwozhuzaiyiqi,shenzhixiachutiantianjiwozuofan。

wanshangshenzhitiyigenwoyigefangjianshui。

wozhidaogaoluduiwodexinsi,kewozijihaishizhide,guoduanjujueta。

25.

zheitian,wodasaojialiweisheng,zaishafadixiadasaoyimeiniukou。

woxiangqilai,zheimeiniukouwojianguo,shiyeanfengyishangdeniukou。

woyishidaowobadesimeineimejiandan。

taqiujinwodeshihou,yidinglaijianguowoma。

wolianmangfangxiatuoba,huanxiayifuqujianyutanshiwoma,zheijianshizhiyouwomaqingchu。

wozhiwenwomashibushijianguoyean,womajubuchengren,wozhihaotaochuheiseniukounajiwomakan。

guobuqiran,womakanjianniukoulimabianlelianse。

woyansudezhiwenwoma,[ma,nigaosuwo,badaodishibushinihaiside?]

[mianmian,nibiewenle,nibajiushiwohaiside。]

womahaishibukengaosuwoshiqingzhenxiang,wozhihaoweixie,[ma,nibushuomeiguanxi,wobuzhidaoniweishenmebaobiyean,danshiyeanbangjiaqiujinwoyigexingqi,luxiaoyezaitashoushang,zhiyaowobaolejing,tayiyanghuijinlai。]

[bie……]womakaishijinzhangqilai,jianwobudamudebubaxiutanlekouqi,[mianmian,nizhidaomagennishuoguonibadiudiaodeneigexiaonanhaiba?neigenanhaiqishijiushiyean,shinigege。]

wochenmoliangjiu,banxinbanyidefanwen,[ma,niqueding?]

womadianlediantou,[tanajiwotaxiaoshihoudezhaopian,cuobule。]

26.

wogengrenweizhaopianzhengmingbuleshenme。

luxiaoyeyouzhaopian,erqieluxiaohaibeiyeanguanzhe,shuobudingyeanyijingshenmedouzhidaole。

jidakenengyoushiyeanweilebaobiluxiaofanzui,nazhaopianweixiewoma,rangwomachumiandingzui。

wojiushuowomayizhishenaizhewoba,zenmekenenghuishahaiwoba!

wobayijinglikaile,wobunengzairangwomachengshoububaizhiyuan。

luxiaoshiwogeyehao,haishiyeanshiwogeyeba,tamenzheilianggebingjiaofengziqizhongyigezuolaozizuodingle。

[ma,wogaosuni,nibeipianle!yeanbushinierzi,luxiaocaishi,taqinkougaosuwode,zaihenjiuzhiqianjiugaosuwole,wopanichengshoubuzhuwogentadeguanxi,yizhimeibazheijianshigaosunin。]

[zhiyuyeanweishenmezhaoni,shiyinweiyeanshigegay,taxihuanluxiao,xianzailuxiaohaizaiyeandeshoushang。]

wobazheijianshiqinggaosuwoma,womachichimeiyoufanyingguolai。

wodengbujiyaobaojing,suoyimeizaijianyutanshitaijiu,jiulikaile。

houmianwodedaoxiaoxijiushi,jingfangzaiyeandefangzilizhaodaoluxiao,bingqiejiangliangrendaihuijingchaju。