第4章他们强迫我笑
mengchuanweihehuizaijiaoxueloudetiantaishang？guiyideweixiaoni？tashiyaotiaolouzishama？weishenmehuizuozheiyangdeshierni？
mengchuanzhuzaiwodegebisushe，jinjinchuchuyinianduo，suiranwoshigeshekongbutaigenbierenshuohua，yebutaigenbierenjiechu，danshimengchuanbuxiangshihuizishaderen。
zaiquzhengjiulumengchuandelushangwoturanxiangqiyijianxiaoshi。
youyicizaisushedexiyifang，wozhengzaixiyifu。mengchuanzaiwoshenpangduiwodudunangnangdishuoyaoqujianxinliyisheng。
yinweijuedeyouxieqiguaijiuduowenleliangju，tashuotayoudeshihoujuedeshenghuohenlei，xiaobuchulai。
zhihouwohaiguanxinguotayoumeiyouququjianyisheng。
tashuoxinliyishengshenmedoumeishuo，zhishigaosutaxiao——bushibing，xiaojiuxingle，ruguoyudaoshenmebuxingdeshier，biequxiangxiaojiuxingle。
zhiyaorenxiaqu，yiqiedouhuiguoquxiaojiuxingle。
xinliyishengrangtameitianduizhejingzilianxixiao。
mengchuangaosuwoweixiaojiunengziwocuimian，gaosuzijishikuailede。
danshixinliyishengquemeiyouwenmengchuandaodizaoyuleshenme，weishenmehuirangtajuedeshenghuozheimeku，zenmexiaoyexiaobuchulai。
woyilupaozhe，meiyoutingdun，woxiangkuaidianerbamengchuanjiuxialai。
zhishiwobujinfachuyiwen，ganggangzixishimeiyouyigetongxuekandaomengchuanma？
ganggangzaizixishitongxuemendoukanbudaowodebijibenfashengleshenme，zuotianzaiditiezhan，ditiezhanlidechengkeyemeiyouchajuedaoxiaohaizimenzaiwanlaolanglaolangjidianledeyouxi，nandaozhiyouwonengkandaolaolangma？
其他人都看不见他。
neixiehaizideshengyinzhiyouwonengtingdao，bierentingbudao。
laolanglaolangjidianle？shicong1diandizengdao12dian。
erxianzaini？laolangxianshenghuisuizheshijiandebianhuaerjiejincanyuzhe，jiuxiangzuotianchutianzishashi，neigexiaohaizuihouhandao12dian。
zuotiandaole12diandeshihou，laolangxianshengjiudaolechutiandeshenhou，ranhoutadexiongkoushenchulehaoduozhishou。
suirangangcaizhidaoyuanshuochutianshitiaoguizisha。danshi，dangshizaiditieliderenyinggaikanbudaolangtouguairen。
tiaoguizisha，zheishitamendeguancha。
“laolanglaolangjidianle？”
“4点了“
turan，woxinzhongchanshengleyiguliangyi。
“laolanglaolangjidianle？”
“5点了。”
wobutingdepaozhebutingdepaozhe，buxingwoyaojiumengchuan。
woyilubenpao，touguochuanghukandaoleganggangdezixishi，meigerendouzuozaizuoweishang，lengmodetamendouzaizuozhezijideshiqing，meiyourenkandaowoqujiumengchuan，meiyourenkandaomengchuanzhunbeitiaolou。
daodifashengshenmeshierle？zheigeshijiedaodizenmele？
wopinmingdepaoxianglouti，pinmingdepadaolouding。
“laolanglaolangjidianle？“
“haoxianghuanleyiyuzheng，zongwenwozenmebuxiao，yishengwenwozenmebuxiao。”xiaohaizixiangshizaichuandimengchuandexinmo，haowuqinggandetongshengcongyuanchuchuanlai。
“laolanglaolangjidianle？”
“8点了。“
xianzaimashangjiuyaodaojiaoxuedaloudetiantai。
zuotianwodiyiciyudaozheiyangdeshiqing，wotaihaipale，danshijintianjueduibunengranglangtouguairenrenyiwangwei，zaidaizouwodetongxuemengchuan。
womenbunengshudiaozheigeyouxi，zheigesiwangyouxi。
woyaozai12dianzhiqiandadaojiaoxueloudetiantai。
“laolanglaolangjidianle？”
“woshuowobuxiangzaihuoxiaqu，tamenbizhewoxiao，tamenqiangpowoxiao。”
“laolanglaolangjidianle？”
“10点了。”
wozhongyupaodaoleyangtai，“woweishenmeyaoxiao？wobuxiangxiao。”haizimendeshengyinbujinzaichuandimengchuandexinlihua，gengxiangshizaixiaohuata。
“laolanglaolangjidianle？”
“十一点”
孟川不能有事。
zhongyudaoletiantai，wochuanzhecuqikanzhemianqiannanshengdebeiying。neishiyijianjuhuangsedewaitao，tashimengchuan，shangyifenzhongwozaifeichangjiaojidedanxintadeanwei。xianzai，taanranwushidezhanzaiwodemianqian。
woxiangyongbaota，danshiwozhishizheiyangdejingjingdekanzheta。
“niyoubinga，nizhanzaijiaoxueloudetiantainiyaozishama？niyaosima？“mengchuanmeiyouhuiying，yidongyebudong。“kuaizoukuaizou。”wolazhetadeyoushou，turandaizhule。
mengchuanxiangyizundiaoxiangyiyangdongyebudong。
turantadetoukaishigegegegegegedexuanzhuan，
“niyoushenmezigekelianwo？”tadetadeyangzigenmengchuanyimoyiyang，danshifachudeshengyinjiushiyiqunhaizideshengyin。
maogusongran，“nishisheia？”tabushimengchuan，tabushiren。
turan。woyanqiandezheigemengchuanbianchengleyitanheishuiluozaidimian。
xianzaiwocaihuangranxingwu。zhenzhengdemengchuanyiranzhanzaitiantai，womashangbenxiangta。
mengchuanzhishizaitiantaishangshoulinazheyimianjingzi，meiyourenhefankang，yetingbujianwoduitadehanjiao。
takanzhejingziluchukuazhangdexiao，xiaodehaoqianqianga。
“buyaobuyao......”yiqietaichile。conglangtouguairenxiongkouzuanchulaideshoubamengchuantuixialetiantai。
镜子破碎。
xujiadexiaolianshangshimengchuandeliangxingyanlei。
“shierdian”shizhongshangbumanlemengchuandeyanlei。