恋了他十年,我不要了第一章

wogenduanqingxulianaishinianquebunengjiehun,zhiyintadezhinvyouzaokuangzheng,jingbuqi**。

wodebianmuyuanyuanxingfenshijiaodedashengyidian,jiubeitanapibiandadaobiantilinshang。

“jiangou!yaoshihaixiaxiazaokuangzhengfazuo,kanwobudasini!”

jinghuangshicuojian,wobayuanyuanhuzaishenhoukudesixinliefei。

“nimingmingzhidaoyuanyuanjiushiwodeming,pingshenmehaiyaozheimeshangta!”

duanqingxuchenxialian,“tayitiaogouhainengyouxiaxiademingzhongyao?”

“nitinghua,buyaowuliqunao!dengxiaxiabinghao,niyaojitiaogouwodounengsongjini!”

yuanyuansuozaiwohuailitongdao**,yanlimanshiwucuo。

tashenmedoubudong,pingshenmeyaojinglizheixie!

huran,wojuededuanqingxuyebuzhidele。

……

1

“sigou,jiaonichia!songdaonizuibiandoubuchi,zhenshigennizhurenyiyangdejian!”

“nijintianyaoshibuchixiaqu,kanwobudasinizheitiaojiangou!”

haizaihouhuayuan,jiutingdaofangbanxiazaiqiantingdenuchi,bansuizheyuanyuande**sheng。

woxinliyijing,liaoxiashoushangdedongxichongdaoqianyuan,jiukanquejianfangbanxiayishouqiazhegouzui,yishouwangyuanyuanzuilisaitachishengdeguohe。

laibujisikao,wojiuyaochongshangqianqutuikaifangbanxia。

zaiwokuaichupengdaotadeshunjian,duanqingxuhuranchuxian,zhuazhuwodegebomengdiyishuai,“yitiaogoueryi,nidaodizainaoshenme!yaobushiwolaidejishi,banxiaxiajiuyaobeinishangdao!”

“nizuoweitadejiumazenmezheimehenxin?”

zhuangdaochajishangdewochitongdequansuozaiyiqi,worenzhetongchayidetaitoukanta,yandileihuashandong。

kewofenmingzhixiangyaohuiwodeyuanyuan!

yuanyuanshiwodejiaren,yiwangdetayeaiwujiwu,congmeiyouxiangxianzaiyiyangkanjiantabeirenqifuerwudongyuzhong!

wogubushangzijishenshangdeshang,nulinuodongshenti,zhizhefangbanxiahuailipinmingzhengzhadeyuanyuanyandixinghong,“bayuanyuanhaijiwo!”

duanqingxuliansechenxia,shuochudehuayebinglengcigu,“nizaiwuliqunaoshenme!?tahaohaodegenbenjiumeiyoushangdao!”

“daoshiniyangdezheitiaohaogou,chadianjiuyinweitarangxiaxiashouleshang!”

yuanyuanyixiangtinghuacongming,ruguobushifangbanxiaguyitiaoxin,zenmekenenghuishangdaota!

keduanqingxuquebuyiburao,“jintiannidejiangouchadianshangleta,neinigenbanxiadaogeqian,zheijianshijiusuanguoqule!”

yuanyuancaibushishenmejiangou,tapeilewobanian,shimamazuihouliujiwodeyiwu!

tafenmingshenmedouzhidao,quehaishizongronglefangbanxiadexingwei,shenzhiyaorangwodaoqian。

eryipangdefangbanxiasishihuranqingxingyiban,kusuzheyongjintahuaili,“duibuqixiaoshu,ganggangwoshizaokuangzhengfazuole,meiyoukongzhizhuziji。”

tayibianjiekaikunzhuyuanyuandeshengsuo,yibiankuzheqiuwoyuanliang,“shenshenduibuqi,wozhendebushiguyide……”

jianwomeiyoushuohua,taguidaowoshenbian,batoumaijinwohuaili,“shenshen,qiuniyuanliangwo,wozhendebushiguyide……”

tadeshengyinkaishiyouxiezhandou,biandeshaya,xianruodejianbangweiweidoudong,luozaiduanqingxudeyanli,kelianjile。

erwolengzhelianyishengbuhang,xiandewodeliburaoren。

duanqingxujianwomeiyouyaoanweitadedongzuo,yibajiangfangbanxiabaoqi,lengshengkaikou,“nimeiyoucuo!daoshirangnishenshenhaohaofanshengfanshengba!”

duanqingxuhuayingangluo,fangbanxiaxieguoyankanxiangwo,yifangangcaiweiqutaidu,yandidetiaoxinyanzangbuzhu,zuiliwushengtuchuliangzi。

“活该!”

luguowoshi,duanqingxuzhilebu,dichenyinlengdesangyincongwotoudingchuanlai,“ayun,zheicishiniguofenle!xiaxiayouzaokuangzheng,nibugaizheime**ta!”

“wanyitabingqingjiazhong,ninengdandeqizheigezerenma!”

zaitachongaidezhinvmianqian,woheyuanyuanshenzhiburutadeyigenshouzhitouzhongyao!

wodaodihaizaiqidaishenme!

wanshang,woyinweiyaoshangtangzaichuangshangwufadongdan,huranmenbeituikai,lairenqingqingdebawoyongjinhuaili。

taqingtanyishen,shuangshouluozaiwodeyaojian,tiworounie。

“xiaxiadezaokuangzhengxianzaihenbuwending,nizairenren。”

“dengtahaole,womenjiujubanhunli,dengdaoshi,woyidinghuijiniyigejingxi。”

wochenmodibishangyanmeiyouhuiying,yanjiaodeleiwushengluoxia。

diertianyizao,duanqingxuzaojiubuzaipangbian。

wojiannanqishen,jiaozheyuanyuandemingzi,kehuanlexujiu,haishimeiyoukandaotadeshenying。

yuanyiweitaquhouhuayuanwanle,quemeixiangdaoxialouhoukanjianlebukezhixindeyimu!

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yangguangmingmeidehouhuayuanli,yuanyuandaozaixuebozhizhongmeileshengxi。

yipangdefangbanxiashoushangwozheyigenzhanmanxuejidegunbanghaizaibuduandihuiwuzaiyuanyuanshenshang,tadexingfenyichuyandi。

“jiaonizuotianbutinghua!zaojiushuoleniyaoshibuchixiaqu,wojiubanidasi!”

“xianzaihaole,nineigejianzhurenzhinengkanjiannideshitile!doushinihuogai!”

wowuzhezui,shengsilijiedesihou:

“园园!”

tingjianwodeshengyin,fangbanxiashouzhongdegunbangyingshengerluo,lianshangdejinghuangyishunerguo。

wochongguoqubuduanjiyuanyuanzuoxinfeifusu,wangxiangtanengzaixuebozhongsuxing。

可一切都是无用功。

wozhuantou,sisididingzhefangbanxiadelianshangmanshifengkuangdechouhenhejuewang,tajinghuangshicuodezhanzaiyipang,shentiweiweizhandouzhe。

mingmingwodeyuanyuanneimetinghua,taweishenmeyaohaisita!

wodexinfangfobeirenjinjindiwozhu,tongdaokuaiyaoshuobuchuhualai,zaiduanqingxuganlaideyishun,wochedishiquyishi。

xinglaishi,duanqingxuzhengzuozaiwodechuangtou,yilianningzhong,“ayun,nihaodianlema?”

womeitoujinsuo,cangbaidelianshangtouzheyigudandandisiyi,“yuanyuansile……beifangbanxiadasile。”

yuwoeryan,yuanyuanjiushiwodeming,ketaxianzaiyeyongyuandelikailewo。

duanqingxuliansefuza,jiannankaikou,“xiaxiatayijingzhidaocuole。”

“nizhidaode,tagenbenkongzhibuzhuzijidezaokuangzheng,weilenengrangniyuanliangta,tazhengzailouxiaqinshouweinizuofan。”

wokanxiangta,yandidebukezhixinqingxieerchu。

yuanyuansile,tazenmehainengqingmiaodanxiedeshuochuzheixiehua?

jianwochenmoxujiu,tazaicikaikou,“yuanyuandesiyijingshishishile,nizainanguotayehuibulai,woyijingcongguowaimaileyitiaodingjipinzhongdebianmusongjini,mingtian……”

tingdaoduanqingxuhaowuganqingdehua,wolenglengdaduan,“buyongle!”

hualuo,louxiachuanlaifangbanxiatiannidesangyin,“shushushenshen,chulaichifanla!”

meidengwotongyi,duanqingxuqiangzhixingdebawobaoxialoufangzaishafashang,“zheishixiaxiadeyipianxinyi,nibuyaogufuleta。”

“suiranshitayoucuozaixian,dantabushiguyide,nibuyaozaiduitashengqi,tayouzaokuangzhengsuishihuifufade。”

wodetongkongyisuo,huerqingxiaochusheng。

tadasilewodeyuanyuan,pingshenmexianzaihaiyaorangwoxinpingqihedemianduita!

duanqingxugangbawofangxia,fangbanxiajiuduanlaiyiwanroutangfangdaowomianqian。

tayaozhechun,shiluludiyankuangweiweifahong,“shenshen,niyaozenmedawofawodouxing,woyijingzhidaocuole!suiranwobushiguyide,danwojieshouchengfa!”

shuowanhou,taditouguidaozaidi,sizaizize。

wendaoroutangdeweidao,wohurankongzhibuzhudeganou,liansecangbaidezhiwenta,“zheishishenme!?”

fangbanxiasishibeiwohedao,mengdiwanghouyisuo,“a?shenshenbuxihuangourouma?”

狗肉?

womengdikanxiangwanlilinglingsuisuidejikuaihongrou,huranzhandouzheshouyigebazhangluozaifangbanxiadelianshang,wugehongtongtongdezhangyinshunjianchuxian。

duanqingxufanyingguolai,yibajiangwotuidao,“nizuoshenme!”

“xiaxiadouqinshoujinizuofandaoqianle,nihaixiangzenmeyang?nandaoyaotazaokuangzhengzaicifazuonicaimanyima!”

fangbanxiawuzhelianbandaozaiduanqingxuhuaili,leiruyuxia,“shenshen,wozhendebuzhidaonibuxihuangourou,niyaoshishuolewoyidingbuhuizuode!”

tawozhewodeshouluozaitalianshang,“shenshen,nidawoba!yaoshininengjieqi,jiusuanwozaokuangzhengfazuoleyemeiguanxi!”

zhenshihuaji,haisilewodeyuanyuanxianzaiyouzhuangmozuoyangdeyanzheiyichu!

wochenmodizhanqishen,momolikai。

jiranniduanqingxuyuanyihuzheta,neiniyibeizihuhaota,wolishuyunzaiyebuxiangchengweinimenzhijianbaxi!

jianwolikai,duanqingxuyoucoushangqianlai。

“ayun,wozhidaonihenshangxin,danxiaxiadezaokuangzhengfazuoshimeiyoubanfakongzhide。”

“nifangxin,woyijingzhaodaolenenggouzhiliaoxiaxiazaokuangzhengdeyaole,dengtahaole,womenmashangjiukeyixiangwaijiexuanbuxixun!”

“woyijingzhaorenkaishibuzhihunlixianchang,doushinixihuandefengge,nijiandaoleyidinghuihenjingxide!”

wodandandekanxiangta,yandideaishangyijingbeishiwangchediqudai。

duanqingxu,kewoyijingbuxianghenijiehunle!

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huranjian,meidengwofanyingguolai,yiwanguntangderoutangpodaowodeshenshang,“bukeyi!”

zhuantoushifangbanxiaxinghongzheyan,ehenhendekanxiangwo,xiayimiao,tajinghuzherengdiaoshoulidewan,“shushu,wohaotong!”

ketashenshangfenmingyidianshangdoumeiyou!

shunjian,wodeshoubeihongleyidapian,xixiaodeshuipaohuanhuanmaochu,wotongkude**,xiangrangduanqingxudaiwoquyiyuan。

kemeidengwokaikou,tabaoqifangbanxiazhuantoulikai,“ayun,nizijijiaochequyiyuan,xiaxiashenbianbixuyouwo!”

womeitoujinsuo,kanzhetamenyuanqu,xinlishunjianyourudaoge!

zhiyaoyoufangbanxia,wozaitaxinliyongyuandoushizuibuzhongyaodeneige!

jiruci,womenfendaoyangbiao!

wonachushouji,jichenjizaitongxunluxujiuderendaquledianhua。

“qinsili,woxianghuijiale。”

neibianchuanlaiyishengqingtan,“ayun,zheigedianhuawodenglehenjiu,mingtianwolaijieni。”

guadiaodianhuahou,woduzidalechequyiyuan。

jiandanchuliwanshangkouhou,wozhunbeilikai,quekanjianletongyangchulaidefangbanxiaheduanqingxu。

takanjianwo,sesuoyixiaduodaoduanqingxushenhou,“shenshen,womeixiangdaoshiqinghuifazhanchengzheiyang,niyidinghuiyuanliangwodeba?”

“niyezhidaode,zaokuangzhenggenbenmeiyoubanfakongzhi,buranwoyebuhuishishoushalenidegouduibudui?”

tajiaodidideyaozhechunjiao,yanjiaodeleiyoushishiluoxia,mingmingkanqilairenchuwuhai,shuochudehuaqueranglingrenexin!

duanqingxujianzhuang,lianshenganwei,“tayidinghuiyuanliangnide,niyigexiaohai,ruguomeiyouzaokuangzheng,neigouyeyidingbuhuichushide,gengbuyaoshuohuishangdaonishenshen!”

“nifangxin,shushuyidinghuizhihaoni,buhuirangnizaibeizaokuangzhengkongzhi!”

wokanzhetamenzhijiandejudong,yiqiedouzhijuedekexiao!

shiqingyijingfasheng,xianzaiguanmiantanghuangdetiqihaiyoushenmeyong!nandaotahainengbayuanyuanhaijiwoma!

wolenglengkantamenyiyan,zhuanshenliqu。

shenhouduanqingxuhaizaianwei,“nishenshenzhishiyinweishiquyuanyuantaishangxinle,guoduanshijiantajiuhuiyuanliangnide。”

“bijingneigounayouzijidexiaozhinvzhongyao!”

zheixiehua,jiuxiangdaoziyiyang,yicunyicundegezaiwodexinshang。

mingmingwowushucitiqiguoyuanyuanduiwodezhongyao,tajinghainengqingmiaodanxiederangwoyuanliangfangbanxia!

duanqingxu,nihaohaobaozhenidezhinvshuoyuanliangba,wolishuyunzaiyebufengpeile!

huidaofangjian,woshoushizhezijideyiwu,kanzhediaoluodexiangce,huranxiangqiduanqingxuxiangwogaobaideneitian。

tashoupengxianhua,yibuyibuxiangwozoulai,“ayun,genwozaiyiqizheibeiziwodoubuhuirangnishouqifu!”

wojieguohuaxiaozhefanwen,“haiyousheinengqifuwo?”

tashaxiaozheyongworuhuai,zhouweishipengyoujiwomendezhufu,woyiweiwomenhuiyizhixingfuxiaqu。

kezicongfangbanxiadedaolai,wodeshenghuochengleyituanzao。

wojijinrenrangqueshideqifan,duanqingxuweiletayiciyouyicideshitanwodedixian。

dangchushuobuhuirangwoshouqifuderenrujinrangshangdezuishen!

xianzaikanzhezheibenxiangce,zhijuedetajiluwocishengkexiaodexiaohua!

wosuishoujiangtarengjinyijujiaoluo,duanqingxutuimenjinlaiqingshengxunwen,“nizaizuoshenme?”

taitoupietayiyanhou,wodandanfuyan,“shoushiyixia。”

tahuermanyanfangguang,“mingtian,womenjiehunba。”

tingdaozheihua,wodeshouyidun,kanchuwodeyiyang,tajixukaikou,“xiaxiadetexiaoyaoyijingchile,muqianzhuangkuangdahao。weilemibuzheixienianduinidekuijiu,wobahunlitiqiandaolemingtian,niwozhidaoniyehenqidainengjiajiwo。”

“woyeshi,henxiangquni。zheixienian,weilexiaxiaweiqunile。”

wobudongshengsedechouchushou,meiyoujiehua。

jinjiezhetabayigejiezhitaojinwodeshouzhi,“ayun,zheishiwosongjinideqiuhunjiezhi,meigerendouzhinengyongshenfenzhengmaijinciyimei,xianzaiwobatasongjini。”

wodandandekanzheta,yandimeiyouyisiqingxu。

ruguoyuanyuanmeiyousi,ruguowomenzhijianmeiyoufangbanxia,woyidingshihenqidaide。

kexianzai,wozhixiangyongyuandelikaini。

dengduanqingxuzouhou,tiansejianghei,wojiakuaileshoushixinglidedongzuo。

wosihaodoubuxiangzaizaizheigefangziliguoye。

ganglahaoxinglixiang,menturankadayisheng,woshangqianzenmeningdouningbukai。

menwaichuanlaifangbanxiawanweideshengyin,“lishuyun,nijintianhaishushuzemalewo,wohaimeiyougennisuanzhang!”

“congxianzaikaishi,nijiuzailimianhaohaofanshengfanshengba!”

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waimiandejiaobushengyuelaiyueyuan,buguanwozenmejiaohandoumeiyourendakaizheishanmen。

wotanxiyisheng,fangxiaxinglibuzaizhengzha。

diertianyizao,tianhaimengmengliang,menwaichuanlaicaozasheng,“li**,duanxianshengrangwomenguolaijieniquhunlixianchang。”

faxianmenbeisuozhuhou,kaishiyourenyongmanlizhuangkai。

daolehunlixianchang,yijingnengkanjianyouhenduorenluxudaochang。

wobeirenlingdaohuazhuangjian,fangbanxiahuranchuxian,shenqingjuao,“lishuyun!nizaizheilizuoshenme!zheimezhejiganlai,buhuizhenyiweizheigehunlishiweinizhunbeideba?”

“niweimiantaiqiaodeqiziji!zheimeduoniannihaimeiyoukanqingchunizaishushuxinlidediweima?”

“zhiyaowozaizheigejialiyitian,nijiuyongyuanbeiwocaizaijiaoxia!”

kanlaizaokuangzhengchedihaole,xianzailianzhuangyebuzhuangle。

woqinggouchunjiao,mouzilizangzhejifenpibei。

tayanjinglishanzheguang,kaikoujixudao,“weilezheigehunli,wokeshijinxinjinli!zhishimeiyouxiangdaoshushubahunlitiqianle,yexushixiangjiwoyigejingxiba?”

zhuanertaliaoqiyipangdehunsha,manlianxiaoyi,“kanjianzheigehunshalema?anzhaowodechicunliangshendingzuo!jiuliantoushadoushicongguowaikongyunhuilai!”

“shushuduiwokezhenshitaihaole!”

taxiaodemingmei,fangfozheiyiqiezhendeshiweitazhunbeideyiyang。

kanzhetayubendemoyang,wodandankaikou,“shima?neizhufuni。”

woshenshouzhenglibinjiaoluoxiadefasi,quebeifangbanxiakandaowoshoushangdejiezhi。

“zheijiezhizenmezainishoushang!haijiwo!”taliansehubian,zhizhewomanlianfennu。

wowusuoweidejuqishou,“niyao?”

tachenxialian,“shenmejiaowoyao!neibenlaijiushiwodedongxi!”

tashenshoujiulaiqiang,woshanshenduoguo,yanedekanxiangta,“duanqingxusongde,niyaowojinijiushi!”

womanbujingxindequxiashoushangdejiezhi,zhijierengjifangbanxia。

tanadaohou,manlianjingxi,“shushuguoranshiduiwozuihaode,jiusuanmeiyouliangguowodezhiwei,yenengzuodegangganghao!”

wochixiaodikanxiangta,yanyufengci。

“fanzhengshiwobuyaodedongxi,niyaoxihuanjiuqianwanshouhao。”

woxiaodefengci,luojinfangbanxiadeyanlirangtayouxiezhuakuang。

tashenchushou,jiuchaowodelianzhualai,“nige**!neimingmingjiushishushuteyiweiwodingzuode!”

“nitouledongxiquehaishuochuzheizhonghua!woyidinghuihaohaojiaoxunni,rangnichangyixiagenneijiangouyiyangdekutou!”

huranhuazhuangjiandedamenbeidakai——“nizaizuoshenme!”