第1章
shenying，nizheizibenjiadechouchong，jiugaisizainiupengli！”
heianli，shenyingmengdizhengkaiyan，houlonglihaicanliuzheqianshibeiguanxianongyaodezhuoshaogan。
tashouzhisisizhuazhushenxiadaocao，shixianyidiandianqingming——pobaidetupifang，loufengdechuanghu，haiyoushenshangneijiandamanbudingdehuibumianao。
zheishi......1968nian？tabeixiafangdeqianye？？
ketabushibeizhangfuhepopoanzheguanxianongyaodusilema？nandaotazhongshenghuoguolaile？！
“哐当！”
mumenturanbeichuaikai，zhangfuzhaojianguoyinchenzhelianzoujinlai，shouliniezheyitazhi，henhenshuaizaitalianshang。
“gongshemingdanxialaile，mingtiannijiuqutaishangrenzui！”
shenyingditou，kanzheneizhangfanhuangdezhi——heqianshiyimoyiyang，ta“ziyuanjuanxianjiachan”derenzuishu。
tahuranxiaole，ganliedezuichunshenchuxuesi，yandiqueshaoqitaotianhenyi。
shangbeizi，taziranbuyuanyi，danshizhaojianguozhuanershuohaohuapianta，xinshidandandaitabuhuibian，taqianwanjiunenghuijia！
taxinlezhaojianguodeguihuaqianzi，jieguofumuliuxiadebaobeibaokuoyiwuquanjinlegongshezhurendeyaobao，ertahuizhaojiadangwanjiubeizhaojianguomuzidusi，haibeitamenweizhuangchengwuyangouhuozisha！
sihoucaizhi，yuanlaizhaojianguozaojiukanshanglegongshezhurendeguinv，yaonongsitapingjie“gonglao”lingqu，yibeiziguodeshunfengshunshui！
zhonghuoyishi，tajuebukenengzairutadeyi！
shenyinghuanhuantaitou，shayakaikou：“jianguo，woqian。”
zhaojianguoyileng，tayijingzuohaolefeidaliqihongtadezhunbei，meixiangdaoyishanglaijiudayingle，
“zheijiuduile，suannishixiang！”zhaojianguodeyidiliekaizui，tawanyaoqujianrenzuishu，paizaishenyingmianqian。
shenyingzhanzheshoujieguotanbi，sisiniejin，yibiyihuaxiexiazijidemingzi。
zhaojianguozheicaimanyi，“niyaoshizaoqian，woyebuzhiyubaniguanzaizheieryitianfansheng。laopoa，wodoushiweinihao，niqianlecaibuhuishouzui！”
shuozhejiuyaoshouhui，quebeishenyingyonglianzhu。
“woxiangtongle，mingtianwozijijiao，”tajieliyaxiashengyinzhongdeyiyang，“wohaishixiangbaoxiawofumudebaobei，shuobudinggongshenengkanzaiwotaidulianghaodefenershangbushouzou。”
zhaojianguotingtatiqibaobei，yandishanguoyisitannian。
zenmekenengbushouzou？dengshouzoule，youyibandoushitade！
zaikanshenying，zhaojianguojiufangfozaikanyigejiangsizhiren，dadudedayingliuxiarenzuishu，zijihengzhexiaodiaozoule。
ranertacaizou，shenyinglimajiangrenzuishusidefensui！
“womeizui，shenjiayemeizui！”
shenyingzhuaguomuchuangbianfangdezaojiuliangledewowotou，congcongchiwanhuifutili，ranhoulimalikai。
zheitupeifangshizhaojianguomuzizaizhaojiacundelaofangzi。danhetajiehunhou，zhaojianguoqianqianhouhouxiangfacongtazheiernazoubushaoqian，zaojiuzaicuntouyoulingqilexinfang，pingshitamenjiuzhuneier。
zhaojiameiliangdengle，shenyingzhidaozhaojianguohepopowangguilanyijingxiexia，taqingshouqingjiaoxiaoxindejinqu，dakaidijiao。
她想好怎么办了。
xiafangyijingwufagaibian，danshizhaojianguomuziyebiexiangcaizhetahaoguo！
shangbeizilinsiqian，tacengtingdaowangguilanshuo，yuanlaibiekantamenpingshiguodezhuojinjianzhou，zhaojiaquehaishiyoubushaohaodongxi，jiuzaidijiaolizangzhe，zugoutamenguohao！
neixiehaishimuzilianghegongshezhurensunshengligoujielaide，zangzhejiushibuxianghuazaitashenshang！
shenyingmodaoyoubianqiangshang，haizhenmodaogenenghuodongnengxialaidezhuankuai，limianzangzhegetiehe，manmanzhengshiliangpiao、bupiao、roupiaodeng，haiyoukuaixiaojintiao！
dengshi，shenyingxiangqishangbeizibeipidou，cunlifaxiandaduishengchanwuzishiqie，doutuidaotaleshenshang，erzhaojianguomuzihaizhuangzuobeiposidefuhe，dingletadezui！
mingmingtanwushengchanduiwuzideyizhidoushitamen！
quezaizangjileta，jishenjia！
taotianhenyijiaoshenyingchadianzhanbuzhu。
huran，shenyingfaxiantiehezuixiamianyoukuaiyuzhui，yiyanrenlechulai！
neishitajiehunshi，bamajitadechuanjiabao。danshihunhoumeiduojiujiumeile，zhaojianguoshuoshibeirendingshangtoule，queyuanlaishitanazoule！
shenyinghongzheyankuangnaqilai，sheizhishouzhiyitong。
yidixuecongtazuanzhemusuikuaihuashangdeshouzhililiuchu，ganghaozhandaoleyuzhuishang！
xiayike，yuzhuizhongbengfachuciyandebaiguang！
shenyinghaimeifanyingguolai，jiuzhishenyuyigemoshengdefangjian！
yanqianliangpaishujiashangbaimangezhongguji，kanzhexiangshiyishu，dishanghaiyoujigedakaidexiangzi——qizhongyigehuangchengchengdexiaojintiaopaidezhengzhengqiqi，xiamianyazheqianpiao，qitaxiangzilidongxixiangshixiyiqixie！
shenhouyoudaomenkaizhe，tahuitougengshikandaowaimianyoupianyueyimudaxiaodekongjian，zhongjianyoukouqingchequanshui，zhouweishizhengqideyaotian，zhongzhetarenbuchudeyaocai，zaiwangsizhouwumengmengde，buzhidaohaiyoushenme。
“zhei......zheishi......”shenyingzhenjingdehuangusizhou。
fumujiangyuzhuijitashicengshuo，zheishizuchuandebaobeiyuzhui，laozuzongcengshuolimianlingyoutiandi！dangshimeixixiang，queyuanlaishizhendeyoutiandi？？！
shenyingdaizhule，xiangdaofumuyouyanleiduokuangerchu。
“ba，ma，nimenfangxin，zheibeiziwoyidingtaohuilai，yehuijishenjiaxiqingwuming！”
tayonglimodiaoyanlei，zixiyanjiulexiayanqiandeqingkuang，faxianxinnianyidong，taxiayikeyouhuidaolezhaojiadijiao。
zhiyaoyigeniantou，hainenghuigangcaidedifang！
shenyingxiaoxindedaishangyuzhui，batieheliyibandeqianpiaodounajinkongjian，zaibazhuankuaifanghuiqu，qiaoqiaolikailezhaojia。
shangbeizizhaojianguoyinadaotaqianderenzuishu，diertianjiuchaomeileshenjiashengxiadedongxi！
neitabudanyaobaozhushenjiadedongxi，haiyaojiefazhaojianguo，rangzhaojianguoyechangchangneiziwei！
dadingzhuyi，shenyingcongkongjianlinalezhibi，xiechengjubaozhaojianguohesunshenglitanwushengchanziliaodejubaoxin，chenyezhaoqudadui。
daduiqianyougexintong，meitianqingchen，douhuiyourenbalimiandexinjianshunlushaodaiquxiancheng！
shenyingsaijinqu，zhuanshenzaiqulesunshenglijia。
sunshenglijialiyeyoutanwudedaliangqianpiaoshikendingde！dantabuzhidaofangnaerle。
meiguanxi，takeyizhizao！
shenyingbacongzhaojianguoneinalaideqianpiao，zaisunshenglijiahouqiangchuzhaolegehejubaoxinshangxiangjindeweizhizangzhu。
pazheidianbugoudingzui，shenyingrenzhebushecongkongjiannachuyikuaijintiao，yizhifeicuizhuozi，yiqizangxia。
chongzheixie，tabuxinsunshenglinengduoguo！
zuowanhou，shenyingcaihuilelaofangzi，nabachanzi，zhuajinshijianqulehoushan，xunzhejiyilidelujinshanzhaodaoyikelaohuaishuxia。
bamabaoxiadebaobeidoumaizaizheier！
zhaojianguoyezhidao，shangbeizipidouwanta，tajiudaizhesunshenglilaiwale！
zheicitayaozaodianzhuanyi，jiaozhaojianguowagekong！