她居然怕他？！
mozhangyanhenhendejiangtashuaizaihouzuoshang，ranhoubuyoufenshuodejiuya。shangqu。
“ni……nixiangganshenme？buxudadiaowodehaizi！buxudadiaowodehaizi！”lingxijidongdehuiwuzheshuangshou，zaitalianshangliuxiayidaodaoxuehen。
tayiweimozhangyanshilaibatadaiqudataide。
“nidehaizi？nihaizhidaoyouhaizi？！youhaizinihaigangenqitananrenguihun！？lingxinijiuzheimejibukenaima？！”mozhangyannuhoudao，dashoutandaotadetuijian，yibachediaotadezhegai。
“ni——nifengle！”lingxijinghudao，zheidoushenmeshihoule，tajuranhaiduitazuozheiyangdeshiqing！
“bie——bie——woqiuni～haizi～haizi～”lingxiaiqiuzhe，shenzibuduanwanghousuo，huzhuzijidehaizi。
zheibandejudonggengshi**lemozhangyan，gentazaiyiqijiuzhidaohaizile？neigangcaigenshenlanyueyoushizenmehuishi？
lingxijinjinyaozheya，bufachuyijushengyin，xinghongdeweidaomanyanzaizuili。
tashiemo，tashiemo！
buzhiguoleduojiu，lingxizhongyubeifangkai。
ӽɨռɢ“haizi，dadiao。”mozhangyandeshengyinbinglengdexiangqi。
lingxiyizheng，xilexizui，hudexiaole。
“mozhangyan，nipingshenmerangwodadiaohaizi？zheigenbenbushinidehaizi——”
“lingxi——”wenyan，nanrenlikeqishenershang，shouqiazhutadebozi。
“hehehe，nibushidouzhidaolema？woheshenlanyueshangchuangle，zheihaizishitade。gennimeiyourenheguanxi，suoyi，nirangwozouba，suanwoqiuni。”lingxideshengyinfeichangpingjing，tingbuchurenhexinu。
mozhangyanyanliyongdongzhebieyangdeqingxu，kanzhemuguangwushendenvren，zuishangehenhendao，“xiangzou？xianganwenguorizi？lingxi，nizuomeng——”
你做梦，你做梦——
“mozhangyan，nishenmeshihouquwoa？”shiqisuidelingxichuanzhexiaofu，lianshangyangzhezixincanlandexiaorong。
mozhangyanyechuanzheyiyangdexiaofu，lianselenglengdekanzhebengbengtiaotiao，nvhai，“xiandengnichengnianzaishuoba。”
“wu——nizheiyangshuoshibushisuanshidayinglea？”lingxiqiaopiyixiao，bengdaotagenqian，zhixuyigeditoudejuli。
mozhangyandixiatou，muguangqinglengdekanzheta，weiweiditoutabingliangdechunbansishiwuyijianlveguotade，miansedanmodeliuxiayiju，“nizuomeng。”
lingxizhengzaiyuandi，shishenbandefushangzijidechun。
hudedahandajiaoqilai，xingfendezhuishangqianmiankukudenanhaizi。
“aaa——wozuomeng——wozuomeng——aaa——”
第十六章我只要孩子
dadidadideyanleiconglingxishishendeyanlihualuo。
tazaogaimingbaile，zaogaimingbaile！
neimeduonianqiantajiuyijinggaosuletadaan。
mozhangyan，xiangxinwokeyima？
——你做梦。
mozhangyan，aiwokeyima？
——你做梦。
mozhangyan，quwokeyima？
——你做梦。
“hahahaha……hahahaha……hahahaha……”lingxihuranfengleyiyangdexiaoleqilai，zhenggerenzhibuzhudeyaohuangzhe。
mozhangyanbeitadejudonghedao。
“lingxi，wojinggaoni，buyaozaijiwozhuangsha！yaoburanzheiyicisongniqujingshenbingyuannijiubiexiangzaihuilaile！”
“mozhangyan，”lingxideshengyinqingpiaopiaodexiangqi，“nishuowozenmejiuneimeshani？mingmingnilaozaojiugaosuwojieguole，keshiwohaishiyaofenbugushendepuxiangni，rujinzheigejieguo，wozhenshizizuozishou。”
“heng，nixianzaizhidaonicuole？nijiubugailaizhaorewosuanjiwo！”mozhangyanhenlidao，yuqiliyounanyichajuedesuanse。
bugairangwoaishangni，yourangwohenshangni。
lingxihuangranwuwen，zhishidao，“woqiuqiuni，wozhiyaohaizi，woxianzaizhiyaozheigehaizi。mozhangyan，kanzaiwomenxiangshiyichangdefenshang，kanzaiwobayanjingjilerongqingyandefenshang，woqiuqiuni，woqiuqiunifangguozheigehaizi，jiwoyidianhuoxiaqudeyongqihaoma？”
lingxisisidebaozhetadegebo，jinhuqiqiubandao。
nideaiwobuyaole，niderenwobuyaole，nidexinwobuyaole，nidexinrenwoyebuyaole。
xianzai，wozhiqiunifangguohaizi，fangguowomendehaizi。
“lingxi，nishiyinweizheishishenlanyuedehaizisuoyicaizheimeqiuwodema？”mozhangyanniezhutadexiaba，qiangpotataitoukanzheziji，yanshenzaitashimingdeyanlitanxunzhe，xiwangnenggoufaxianshenme。
lingxizuichunweiweixidong，tuchuyigezi，“shi……”
lingxihaishibeimozhangyandaizoule，tayebuzhidaotajiangzijidaidaolenali，yinweitashenmeyekanbujian。
keshizicongneitianwanshangyihou，tazaiyemeiyoulaizhaoguotale，jiangtaanzhizaizheigedifang，zheigeyigerenyemeiyoudedifang，zhishidingshihuiyourenjitazuofan，bangtaxiyu，daoleshijianyouhuilikai。
jinguanrucilingxirengranyouyizhongxingfudecuojue，yizhongbeitabaohuqilaidecuojue。
huoxuzheijiushirendeliegenxingba，tamingmingwushucigaosuguozijiyaosixinyaosixin，keshihaishirenbuzhuyiciyouyicidejitaduitadeaitianjiafeiliao。
zheiduanshijianlingxiyiqiedoufeichangxiaoxin，shenzhaideneiyicituranmiyun，haishirangtaxinshengkongju，zheiyicidezheigehaizi，tayidingyaobaozhu！
rongqingyanbuzhidaoshishenmeshihoujinlaide，denglingxiwenjiantateyoudexiangshuiweizhunbeihuhanshi，tayijingwozhuletadeshou，bingqiebashoufushangletadeduzi。
“hehehe，lingxi，haiziyijingzhangdekejiankang？”rongqingyandeshengyinyincecede，ranglingxibuhanerli。
“buguannideshibiepengwo！zheigehaizibushimozhangyande！”lingxichouhuizijideshou，hunshenjiedi。
“hehehe，wodangranzhidaozheigehaizibushishiyandea，”rongqingyanwenroudao，“woduzilizheigecaishishiyande，lai，nilaimomo。”
rongqingyanlazhetadeshoufushangtaweiweilongqideduzi，“shiyankedanxinzheigehaizileni，ririyeyedouzaiwoneilipeizhewo，wodougentashuolehaoduocile，meishidemeishidetajiushibuting……”
rongqingyanxuxutaotaodeshuozhemozhangyandegezhongguanxin，yiziyijuxiangshiwanzailingxixintoudedaozi。
“duile！”rongqingyanturandao，“nidehaiziyouwugeyuelaiba，anrizisuan，xianzaiyinggaikeyiyinchanle。”
第十七章引产
引产？
lingxihunshenyizheng，lijishuaikaitadeshou，huzhuzijideduzi，“biepengwo！biepengwo！wojinggaoni！sheidoubiexiangpengwodehaizi！”
“bieguolai！bieguolai！sheixiangrangwodehaizisi，wojiuxianshaleshei！”lingxiturancongshenshangchouchuyibashuiguodao。
rongqingyanweiweiyijing，tajuransuishendaizhedao？meixiangdaolingxijuranzheimezaihuduzilizheigehaizi，neitagengyaohuileta！
“hehe，”rongqingyanhudexiaoqilai，“laia！ci，wangzheici！”
rongqingyanlazhulingxiwodaodeshou，wangzijideduzishangyin，“lailecizheier，zhiyaozheiyidaoxiaqu，nijiukeyibaochoule，jiukeyirangwohemozhangyantongkuyibeizi。laia，wangzheier～”
“a！！a！nibiebiwo！”lingxixinzhongyoupayounu，ruguokeyi，tazhendexiangshalerongqingyan！danshitahaiyouhaizi，tayaoweilehaizihaohaohuoxiaqu！
rongqingyanyiliandeyidekanzheta，tajiuzhidaotabugan。
“xingle，”rongqingyansongkaita，yandifuqiyiyangbinglengdeshense，zuishangquedanrandao，“nizouba，chenmozhangyanhuilaizhiqiangankuaizou，daizhehaiziyouduoyuanzouduoyuan。”
“kuangdang……”lingxidedaodiaozaidishang。
“wobushiweileni，shiweilewoduzilidehaizi，woyaoweitaqifu。danshilingxi，wozhijinizheiyicidejihui，ganjinzou。”rongqingyandeshengyinyichangdanran，haitouzheshulengdeshanyi。
lingxiweiweiyizhi，“xiexie！”
shuobabianganjindiediezhuangzhuangdefuzheqiangchuqule，tayaopao！yaoganjinpao！juedingbunengzairangmozhangyanzhaodaota！
keshi，mozhangyan，zheishinidehaizia，niweishenmezheimecanren，weishenme？
zailingxikanbujiandeguangliangzhixia，rongqingyandelianjinhuniuqu，mouzilideyindujiyuyichu，shenshouchoudiaoyifulidedianzi。
“lingxi，zheiyiciwoyaochechedidihuileni。”
daolefandianshijianmozhangyanzhaochanghuilai，yijinwuquemeileneigenvren，zhinengkanjianyiwuzidelangjie。
“……shiyan……”rongqingyanhunshenshixuedecongwuhoupachulai。
“rongqingyan！”mozhangyanjiangtafuqi，“nizenmehuizaizheili？lingxini？lingxiqunalile？”
rongqingyanyandiyounanyichajuedejihen，chuchudao，“wokanzhenimeitianbuhuijialaizheili，hendanxinnibiangenzheguolaile。meixiangdaojintianyijinwujiukanjianshenlanyuehelingxigouqiezaiyiqi，tamenkanjianwoyishijinghuangshicuo，yongshuiguodaocishanglewo，xianzaitamenyijingpaole……”
youshishenlanyue！tajiuzheimexianggentazaiyiqima？zheimepobujidailikaita？
mozhangyanyandifuqiyicenghanyi，danxiongkoumougedifangquehuranjiantengdelihai，xiangshishiquleshenmezuizhenguidedongxi。
lingxi，tashizhendeshiqutalema？
“womashangjiaojiuhuche，nixianchengzhe，shangkoubushenyinggaimeishi……”mozhangyancongcongjiaodai，ranhoubianjibukenaidepaolechuqu。
shenhouderongqingyanyandifuqiyipianyinleng，mozhangyan，danfanwozainixinlinengyoulingxiyidiandianzhongyao，niyebuhuizaizheishihoudiuxiawo，neime，nimendejiejujiuguaibudewole！
lingxiyichumenjiujishenlanyuedaledianhua，tarangtazaiyuandidengzheta。
lingxiyigerenzhanzaimalubian，jiaojidedengdaishi，shenhouturanxiangqimozhangyanyinzhideshengyin。
“lingxi，niyaodaonaliqu？”
lingxihunshenyizhan，xiayishidejiukaishipao，tabunengbeitazhuazhu，tabunenggentahuiqu！
tahuishaletadehaizi，huihuiletasuoyoudexiwang！tabuyao！buyao！
“lingxi！nijiwotingxia！tingxia！”mozhangyanjiantabatuijiupao，xinshunjiandiaodaosangziyan。
zheiyangdecheliubian，tayigeyunfu，haishenmedoukanbujian，bupachushima？zheigechunnvren！
“nijiwotingxia！lingxinitingjianmeiyou！tingxia！”
跑！快跑！
bunengbeitazhuazhu！bunengbeitazhuazhu！
lingxinaozilizhiyouzheiyigeniantou。
“hu——”yigejichache，zhongjiuhaishiwanleyibu。
lingxixianshoudanbodeshenzi，beigaogaoyangqi，luozaidishangdechanei，hongsedeweimumankai……
dishibazhangniqinshoushalenidehaizi
“haizi！wodehaizi！”lingxidajiaozhexingguolai，shoufushangzijipingbiededuzi。
“wodehaizini？wodehaizini？a！a！nimensheinazoulewodehaizi？！”lingxifakuangdedahanqilai，buguanbugudejiudiexiachuang。
mozhangyanjinjinbaozhuta，yiyanbufa。
“wuwuwu……haizi，wodehaizini？！”lingxichuidazheguzhezijidenanren，“shini！shibushini！yidingshini！nishalewodehaizi！nishalewodehaizi！aaaaa！woyaoshaleni！shaleni！”
lingxijuewangdekuhanzhe，kongdongdeyanjingliquezaiyeliubuchuyidiyanlei。
“meiguanxi，meiguanxide，nihaihuiyoude，nihaihuiyouhenduohaizide。”mozhangyanbaozhuta，shengyinlveyougengyan。
“a！”lingxijuewangdedahanzhe，shuangmutonghong，yikouyaozaimozhangyandegeboshang，henbudebataderouyaoxialai。
“si……”mozhangyansihaobukangju，zhishiwenroudefuzhetadetoufa。
kanzhetadaozaixuebolideneiyishunjian，tahuranjianjiurenqingle，taaita。
从来都爱。
zhishizheixienian，tayourenbuzhuhenta，hentadangniandejueqing，hentadeliyong。
danshikanjiantahenkenengzaiyexingbuguolaideshihou，taturanjianzhidaole，taduitadeaiyaoyuanyuanduoyuhen，napataliyongta、qipianta，shenzhihuailebierendehaizi，tayiranaita。
“mozhangyan，”lingxizuishangguazhetadexue，huranjianxiaodeqili，“neishinidehaizi，hahahaha！neishinidehaizi！niqinshoushalenidehaizi！”
“bieshuole，bieshuole，”mozhangyanyibajiangtaloudaozijihuaili，jiujingshisheidehaizizaojiubuzhongyaole，zhongyaodeshita，shitadeanwei。
lingxisihumeiyoutingjiantadehuayiban，zhishiruguimeibanninanzhe，“mozhangyan，nishuonishibushiminglizhudinga？sannianqiannibuyaowo，wobababiwodadiaolewomendediyigehaizi，xianzai，hahahaha，xianzainiyouqinshoushasilenidediergehaizi！haizi！hahahahahaha……”lingxidiankuangdedaxiaoqilai。
墨长衍全身僵硬。
她说什么？
第二个孩子？
sannianqiantamendediyigehaizi！？
“lingxinishuoshenme？！nizaishuoyibian！nizaijiwoshuoyibian！”mozhangyankezhizheniezhetadejianbang，rangtaduizhezijideyanjing，keshiyoukanjianleshenmeni？tazaojiuyijingshimingle。
“zenme？”lingxiweiweitiaozhemei，nandedeluchuxiexumeihuodeshenqing，“nishengqile？nixintongle？ahahahaha，mozhangyanamozhangyan！niyehuixintong！niyehuiyouzheiyitian！”
lingxituikaita，manlianyuandudao。
mozhangyantongchudekanzheta，jinjinningzhemei。
他要怎么告诉她？
yaozenmegaosuta，tazhishixintengta，xintengtayigerenmianduineimeduo。
ruguozhendeshizheiyang，neimesannianqiandeshiqing，tazhendeshiyidiandoubuzhidao，nandaotashuodedoushizhende？
tiana，ruguoshizheiyangdehua。
neitadouduitazuoleshenmea？
“mozhangyan，nijizhu，wohenni！wohenni！wozheiyibeizidoubuhuiyuanliangni！”lingxichuizhebeizidahandao。
mozhangyankanzhejinhudiankuangdelingxi，manmanbaozhuzijidetou，aohuidedunxiaqu。
sannianqiandezhenxiangjiujingruhe，tahuranjianmeiyouyongqizaiqutanxunle。
xiuyanghaozhihoumozhangyanyoubalingxidaihuilezhiqiandebieshu，meitianjingxinzhaoguzheta，ranertaquefangfobeichouzoulelinghunban，yigezidoubushuo，shenzhiyilifandoubuchi，jiusuantaqiangpozhetayanxia，tayehuizaitalikaihouyoutuchulai。
tasuoyoudexingweidouzaiwushengdesushuozhetadexinsi，tabuxianghuole，tameiyouzaihuoxiaqudeyongqile。
rongqingyandexiaoshanghenkuaijiuhaole，duiyulingxihemozhangyanrujindejumian，tahenshimanyi，zhishi，taxuyaozaitianyibahuo。
哦，不，不对。
是再帮帮灵兮。
tabushixiangsima？xianglikaima？
那好，她就帮帮她。
第十九章你的孩子
lingxizuozaiyizishang，muguangdaizhidekanzhechuangwai。
qishitashenmeyekanbujian，zhishixiangnulidexiangkandejianyiyang。
“lingxi，”rongqingyandeshengyinroumeidexiangqi，lingxihunshenyizhan。
“wolaikannile。”rongqingyandeshengyintouzhesisiyuyue。
“lai，laikankanwowohaijinidailiwuleni！”
“e，buhaoyisia，wowanglenikanbujianni！”
“ai，hentengba？wozaojiugaosuguonigankuaipaole，nikan，haishibeishiyanzhuazhuleba？ai，shiyanyezhenshi，weilebangwojiehenguyibanidehaiziliudaowugeyuedeshihou，shuoshizheiyangnihuigengtongku……”
“ei！nihenxianghaiziba？”
灵兮微微一颤。
“re，haizijinidailaile！”yigebingliangdebolipingchushanglingxideshou。
lingxilianshangyongxiangezhongqingxu，rongqingyanmanyidekanzhe。
“kuainahaoa，zheikeshiwotoutouweilenishouxiadeni！tongweimuqin，wolijienideganshou。”
lingxishuangshouzhandouzhezhunbeijieguopingzi。
“啪——”
“ya！nikankan，nizenmebunahaoni？nidehaizidousuichengyitanxueshuile！”rongqingyanxianezuozuodeshengyinxiangqi。
“a！haizi……haizi……wodehaizi……”
lingxicongyizishangdiexia，hunshenmeiyouleliqi，pazaidishangdexiuzheneiyigufuchoudeweidao，manmanpaguoqu，“haizi……wodehaizi……a！wodehaizi！wodehaizi！”
modaozhanchoudexuexingweidedongxidechanei，suoyoudeqingxushunjianbengta，lingxideshijie，zaiyemeiyourenhedongxile。
rongqingyandaxiaozhekanzhezheiyiqie，zaimozhangyanhuilaiqianqiaoqiaolikai。
peilezheilideyaochi，taxiangshenmeshihouguolaizhemolingxijiushenmeshihouguolai。
erzheigenvren，zhinengbeitahenhencaizaijiaoxia！
mozhangyanjinmenkandaodejiushizheiyangdechangjing——lingxizuozaidishangdeshoulipengzheyituanxuehuhudedongxi，pangbianshiyipiansuiboli，dishangdeyiduixuehongdedongxi，buzhidaoshitadexuehunzheshenmedongxi。
“nizaiganshenme？！”mozhangyanyibushangqian，“lingxinigoule！nibunengzai……”
“shiyan，”lingxideshengyinqingpiaopiaode，mozhangyanhunshenyizheng，tazhongyukenshuohuale！zhongyukenkaikougentashuohuale。
“ng……”mozhangyanweiweidongrong。
“xixi，”lingxilianshangfuxianyimoguaiyidexiao，shenmixixidebashoushendaotagenqian，“nikan，zheishiwomendehaizi！wodeyanjingkanbujianle，buzhidaotazhangdehaobuhaokan，xiangnihaishixiangwo，shiyan，nibangwohaohaokankanhaobuhao？”
mozhangyanshunzhekanguoqu，zhijiantashoulipengzhexuehuhudeyituanneizangyiyangdedongxi，shunjianxiangyaooutu。
“ng？zenmeleshiyan，haizihaokanma？xiangnihaishixiangwoa？”lingxitianzhendewendao，lianshangdangzhehaiziyibandexiao。
“lingxi！nigoule！”mozhangyanyibadadiaotashoulizheiyangyituan，“niqingxingyidianxingbuxing！meile！haizimeile！”
“a！a！haizi！wodehaizi！”lingxijinghuangdedahanqilai，zhijieyoupuzaidishangmosuozhe，suibolipianbatadeshouhuapo，“wuwuwu……haizi！wodehaizi！”
“baobao，baobaoguai，”lingxizhongyuyoumodaoleneiyituandongxi，baobeiyiyangdelouzaihuaili，“baobaoguaie，mamaduibuqini，shimamanongdiuleni，nifangxin，nifangxin，congjintiankaishi，mamayidinghaohaobaohuni！”
kanzhetazheifumoyang，mozhangyanjuewangdebishangleyanjing。
lingxi，duibuqi，duibuqi……
第二十章精神失常
congneitianyihoulingxijiuchedijingshenshichangle。
zheiyici，shizhendejingshenshichang。
buguo，mozhangyanquezaimeibatasongdaojingshenbingyuan。
tayoushihuiwenroudehantashiyan，rangtaguolaiyiqikanhaizi，youshihuixionghendesiyaota，jiangtajuzhiqianli，dangengduodeshihou，tashiyigerenzaipangbianbaozheneituanfachoudexueroushashadechangzhegeyao——
“tianshangdexingxingdichui，dishangderenerzaizhui……
chongerfei，chongerfei，zhiyaoyounipei……”
shenlanyueshizaitafengleyihoudediqitianzhaodaomozhangyande，yijianmianzhidaotadexiaoxihou，tajiuhenhendedaletayiquan。
“mozhangyan——nige**！nijianzhibushiren！nannanweishenmehuiaini？weishenmehuiaini！”
“shenlanyue，nidaba，nijinqingdedaba，wojueduibuhaishou。”mozhangyanyilianpingjingdao。
shenlanyuekanzheta，yanlidenuhuojianjianpingxi，zuihoudandandao，“mozhangyan，wobuhuizaidani，nidetongnidehen，jiuhaohaolanzaixinli！rangta，zaizheili，”shenlanyueyonglizhilezhitadexinkou，“shenggenfaya！”
“chongerfei……chongerfei……zhiyaoyounipei……baobaoguai，baobaoguaie……mamaaini。aini……”
shenlanyuekanxiangyipangchishadelingxi，yanliyinyinyouleiguang，“woshilaidainannanzoude。”
“bukeneng，niwangxiang，lingxibixugenwozaiyiqi。”mozhangyanzhandingjietiedao。
“he，gennizaiyiqi？yibeizifengfengdiandiandegennizaiyiqima？”
“我会治好她。”
“he，”shenlanyuechaofengyixiao，“zhihaota？ninengma？tadaizainishenbiannenghaoma？zaishuole，haoleyihouni？haoleyihounizenmeban？nizenmemianduita？”
“mozhangyan，nishizhenbuzhidaohaishijiabuzhidaoa，niduinannanzuoguodeshiqing，takenengyuanliangnima？”shenlanyueyuqiyidun，turanjianlingliqilai。
“乖，乖哦……”
kanzhejiaoluochishadebaozhebolipingdenvren，mozhangyanhuranjianyouyule。
tashibushiyinggairangtazou？
bu，bukeyi！jueduibukeyi！