荣耀？
wodeshenzijinbeng，shuangshouqingbuzijindejinwochengquan，kanzhetaneizhangjinzaizhichiqueyouwanquanmohudelian，wohaoxiangyibazhangdashangqu！
qianglewodediyici，younawoquanjiaqinrendexingmingweibiwojiajita，jinghainengshuoderuciyizhengyanci，tazenmenengzheime**！
woguqiyongqihenhendengzheta，henduoxiangshuodehuadaolezuibianqueyoubuzhidaozenmequshuo。
tayiyanjiukanchuanlewodexinsi，youxiesixiaofeixiao，neimeihuodeyanmouzhong，daoyingchuwodeyingzi。
qinshilikongqifangfodouningzhileyiban，qifenyouxieleng。
zaitaneishuangyanmoudeningshixia，wozaicibaixiazhenlai。
woyisongdaodi，dapochenmotuoxiedao：“nidaodixiangyaoshenmejiazhuang？”
“nibuzhidao？”tadeyanzhongshanguoyidaoguang，fanwenlewoyiju。
wodunshiqijie，woliantacongnamaochulaidedoubuzhidao，youzenmekenengzhidaotaxiangyaoshenmejiazhuang。
keyingzhetademuguang，woquebuganwen，yinweitademuguanggaosuwo，woyinggaizhidao。
tademuguangcongwodeliansexiangxiaweinuo，neishense，rangwoyishidaoshenme，qingbuzijindetaishouwuzhuziji，quepengdaoleguazaibozishangdexueyu。
哼。
talengxiaoleyisheng，zaidukaikou：“benlaizheijiazhuang，woshigaizhaojinixueyuderenyao，ketasile，wojiuzhihaozhaoniyaole。”
tashuodeshiwotaiyeye，wotaiyeyezaiwoshisuideshihoujiuyijingsile。
wocuqimeitou，congtadehualitingdongleyijianshiqing。
taiyeyedaxiaojiudingzhuwobunengtuikaimenglideneishanmen，yejuebunengzhaixiazheitieshendexueseyupei，guoranshiyouyuanyinde。
ketaiyeyegenyanqianzheigejiahuozhijiandaodifashengguoshenmeni？
kantadeyangzi，sihugenwotaiyeyehaihenshu。
wohaijidexiaoshihou，babacengwuyizhizhonggenwotouluguoyijianshiqing，taiyeyeshiyoudabenshideren，houlaiyeshiyinweixinhuiyilengcaihuituiyinjianghu。
wosuiranbutaiqingchutaiyeyeyoushenmebenshi，kezaiwodelaojia，buguansheichuleshi，diyishijianzonghuixiangdaowotaiyeye，laiqiuwotaiyeyebangmang。
nandaoshuo，woyanqiandezheigenangui，shitaiyeyecengjingjiwodingxiadeyimenyinqin，ranhoubuzhidaoweishenme，taiyeyefanhuile，nonglezheikuaixueyulaibaohuwo，rangtawufajiejinwo，houlaicaibianchengxianzaizheigeyangzi？
yuexiang，woyuejuedekenengshiqingdezhenxiangjiushizheiyang。ruci，cainengjieshi，weishenmetazaijiandaowozhihou，huiduiwoneimecubao，youxinhuaiyuanhenhaixiangyaowoquanjiadexingming！
buguanzheigenanguigenwotaiyeyezhijianyoushenmejiuchan，kexianzaideqingkuangjiushitaiyeyeyijingsile，erzheixueyumingxianyebunengzaibaohuwo，wogaizenmeban？
woqingbuzijindewozhuneikuaixueyu，sisiliangyitouguowodezhifeng，kequewufaximiewoxinzhonghuluanfantengdegezhongxiangfa。
“xianghaozenmeduifuwolema？”
taturankaikou，daduanlewodehusiluanxiang。
woshunjianyouzhongbeikanchuandeganjue，shenziyouyijin，doubuganzaiqukanta，yanjingbutingdewangsizhoumiao。
tadeshengyinyixiazibiandeqingtiaoqilai，“yaobuyaowobangnichugezhuyi？”
wo“a”leyisheng，chaotawangqu，zhijiantadeyanmoubiqizhiqianhaiyaominglianglejifen，chongmanxixue，xiangjileyizhixishualaoshudemao。
tabagangcaineizhanghuangsefuzhirengjilewo，qingpiaopiaodao：“nibushixiangshawo？wojinizheigejihui，quzhaojinizheizhangfuzhideren，zhibuguo……”
“womeixiangguoyaoshani，woyebuzhidaozheifuzhinalaide！”
tadehuadoumeishuowan，wojiurenbuzhudaduanleta！
“meixiangguo？”tamanshibuxin，“luxiaoyu，wokezhihuijinizheiyicijihui。”
woyingzhetoupishuodao：“buguannixinbuxin，fanzhengwoshizhenmeiyou。”
wobuzhidaotadadeshishenmeguizhuyi，kewoyoubusha，bieshuowogenbenbuzhidaozheifuzhidaodishibushineigezhangdegenxujingguanhenxiangdenianqingrensaijiwode，jiusuanzhenshita，nandaowozhaodaoleta，tajiunengbangwoduifuzheigejiahuo？
neigerenzhenyaoyouzheibenshi，jiubuxuyaozangtouluweitoumodebafuzhisaiwoshenshang。
zaizheshuo，yanqianzheijiahuorucizixin，yongjiaozhitouxiangyenengxiangmingbai，kongpawozuoshenmedoushiwuyonggong。
taxiangxishuawo，yedewopeihecaixing！
“youyisi。”banshang，tacaixiaoleyisheng，genzheshuodao：“zheicaixiangwodenvren，yehao，neijiujinkuaibanidejiazhuangdailaijiwo。luxiaoyu，jinguannimenlujiaduibuqiwo，kewohaishihuizuncongchengnuo，mingmeizhengqudequniguomen！”
shenmetadenvren，haimingmeizhengqu，wopei！
shuodegenwodayingleyiyang！
wominzhezui，biaomianbudongshengse，kexinlijiumeitingguoduitadefufei！
tameizaiduoshuoshenme，quepashanglechuang，fanshouyoubawoloujinletadehuaizhong。
wodeshenziyijiang，“niganshenme！”
“shuijue。”talanyangyangdehuilewolianggezi。
wodunshiqinao，zheige**dejiahuo，qianmianganggangcaiweixieguowo，xiayikejiunengzheiyangruowuqishidepashangwodechuanghanwoshuijuezaiyige，tahaixuyaoshuijuema？
raner，taturanzaiwoerbianchuilekouqi，susumama，rangwojinbengjiangyingdeshentiyixiaruanle。
他又来！
wojiuzhidao，tasuoweideshuijue，youzenmekenengzhishishuijue？
wobushoukongzhidedouleqilai，huxiyeyuefajicu，xingengshipengpengpengdetiaodelihai。。
taguoranbushiren，shirenzenmekenengyouzheiyangdenailiyuqiangdu，zhetengdewosiquhuolai。
yifanyunyu，meikaiwushu。
shihou，wotanzaichuangshang，yishimohu，hunchenshuiqu。
zaihunhunchenchendehundunzhizhong，wohaoxiangtingjiantahengqileyishouxiaodiao。
zheishouxiaodiaowoyidiandoubumosheng，tinglezhengzhengshibanian。
zhibuguo，youtachangchulai，buxiangwozaimengzhongtingdaodeneibandandiao，yiyangduncuo，bieyouyifanziwei。
“xiangsiran，lianyinjue，sanshengsanshijinlinrao。huofoyan，shengnvxue，yinshuiputifengwangmen。siyouyou，nianyouyou，henyiyouyou……”
……
woyijueshuidaozhengwu，zheicaibeiyizhenjicudedianhua**jijingxing。
tazaojiubuzaiwodeshenbian，buzhidaoqulenali。
zuoyedehouyizhengdouhaimeixiaotui，hunshensuanmazhongzhangdewogenbenliangebodoulandedongyixia。
kedianhua**yibianyouyibiandexiangzhe，gencuimingside。
wobizheyanzaichuangtoumolebantian，caimodaowodedianhua，kecaiyijietong，dianhuaneitoudeshengyinyixiazizhenxinglewo！
“小余，小余……”
那是姜海燕的声音！
我猛然瞪大了眼睛！
ta、tabushisileme……