jinguanzuihoushineiyangdejiewei,danguqingancongweihouhuixihuanguojianghuaiyu。
doushuonianshaoshibunengyujiantaijingyanderen,rongyiniannianbuwang,guqinganjuedezheihuashuodebuwudaoli。
yinweizaiyujianghuaiyufenbiedezheixienian,guqingandequemeiyouzaiweibierendongguoxin。
hejiangshijituanqiandinglehezuoxieyizhihou,guqinganbazijiguanzaijialigongzuolesantian,yonglaixihuatazhiqianjiaoshangqushengaodeneirong。
neishihoujiaoshangqudegaojian,zhishiyigedazhidefangan,bingbushijunlaijiudianyiloudatingdezuizhongdinggao。
zuoweiyigekongjianshejishi,guqinganzheicifuzedexiangmushijunlaijiudianyicengdatangdesheji,datangzuoweijiudiandemenhu,shizuibiaozhizheyigejiudianguigeyupinweidedifang。
jiashangjunlaijiudiandedingweiyoushiwuxingjigaoshejiudian,yinciguqinganzaizuoshejideshihoujiubudebugengjiadexizhi。
congtadechugaodaoxianzaizheigetongguoshengaodebanben,guqinganyigongchuleshitaofangan。
kerujinzheitao,yijingtongguolejiangshijituandeshengao,dedaolejiangshijituanderenke,danguqinganhaishiduiqizhongdeyouxiexijiegandaohenbumanyi。
zuoweiyigeyijianzhuweijichudeshejishi,ruguomeiyoushenlinqijingdetiyanguo,erzhishitongguoyixiebinglengdeshujuhexunixianshidejianmolaizuosheji,shijueduizuobuchudadaoguqinganxinzhongbiaozhundeshejide。
qunianguqinganzhisuoyipingjiezheaimoeryishuguanzheigexiangmuhengkongchushi,neishiyinweizheigexiangmuzuoweitadebiyeshejiketi,guqinganzaiaimoeryishuguandailezhengzhenglianggeyuedeshijian。
zuihou,guqingannazhezijizheifenbiyeshejichengpinquaimoeryishuguandekaifashanggongsijinggao,yiyadaoxingdepiaoshuhuodeleneicijinggaochenggong。
neishihou,ganggangdaxuebiyedeguqingan,kanzhezijidemoxingyutuzhi,yidiandiandezaiaimoeryishuguandengbilihaiyuan,neizhongxinqingshifeichangnanyiyanyude。
zhidaoaimoeryishuguanluochengkaiguandeshihou,guqingancaijuedezijizhenzhengzaizheigexiangmushanggongdeyuanman。
aimoeryishuguankaiyediyitian,guqinganzairenliuliangzuidadeshijianduanquleaimoeryishuguan,kanjiancanguanzhemenlianshangyangyizhezantanhenanyanjingyandebiaoqing,guqinganjuedezheijigeyuefeiqinwangshidenulizongsuanshimeiyoubaiao。
jitiyanzhedailaixingfugan,zheishiguqingancongshikongjianshejideyiyi。
guqinganxianglaishiduidaigongzuofeichangrenzhenderen,yushitazaiwanshanlezijideshejigaohou,bianxiangyaoqujunlaijiudianshidikaochayixia。
suiranrujindejunlaijiudianzhiyouyidonghuibuliuqiudemaopi,danshenlinqijingzongnengjitadailaibuyiyangdeganshou。
yushiguqinganlianxilejiangshijituanhetaduijiedeshejibuyuangong,xunwenlejunlaijiudiandejutidizhihezhunrushijian,xiangzaijiaozhonggaoqiandezheiyizhou,zaiduwanshanyixiazijideshejigao。
bijing,zheishitahuijingbeihoudediyigezuopin。
meiyigezuopinduiyuguqinganlaishuo,douxiangshixinshengdehaiziyiyang,zhiyaoxiangmumeiyouwanquanfengpan,tadouhuinachuzijibaifenzhiliangbaidenuliquduidai。
第二十章
yushi,zheitianxiawu,guqingankanzhechuangwaitianqibucuo,bianhuanletiaoniuziqun,dachequlejunlaijiudian。
junlaijiudianweiyujingbeishijiaozhongxindeweizhi,shijiangshijituanxinkaifadeloupan,zonggongliushiliuceng,quandouzaijunlaijiudiandeguihuanei。
cishi,junlaijiudiandexiangmucaidaochuqi,suiranchailewaimiandejianzhugongju,danzhengdongloukanqilaijiushiyifuhuipupudemoyang。
laizheilizhiqian,guqingantediwenguo,jintianzheilimeiyoujiangshijituanderenhuilai,suoyitakeyisiwujidanyixie。
yinci,guqingannalegongjuxianglidecelianggongju,zhunbeifuceyixiashidideshuju。
zaixianchangceliangdaoyiban,guqinganturantingjianbeihouxiangqijiaobushengdeshihou,taweishiheleyitiao……
zoujinyiloudeshihou,dingduanchaogaodetiaogaoshejirangguqinganjuedehenshufu。
dalouneiyijingzuolejiandandeshuidian,yinciguqinganzaijinquzhihoubianmosuodaoledianzha,dakaileyiloudingduandedeng。
shenlinqijingdeganjueguoranhaishihemianduiguangtutudejianmoruanjianyousuobutong,guqingannachulezijideshejigaohecelianggongju,xiangfuceyixiajiangshijituanjideshujuzhunbuzhunque。
zhishi……yigerenceliangzongguishiyouxiebutaifangbian,guqinganyouxiefannan,zaozhidaotayinggaibagebizhengzaigangaodeshuyanyeyiqizhuailaidanggongjurende。
jiuzaiguqinganmozhexiabasisuogaizenmebandeshihou,tadebeihouturanxiangqileyoujiezoudejiaobusheng。
yinweitoudingxuanguazhedengpaodeyuangu,yincineirengangzoudaomenkou,tadeyingzibianluozailedishang,ladehenzhang。
guqinganbeiheleyitiao,bushishuojiangshijituanjintianbuhuiyourenlaixianchangma?zheigeshihoulaiderenhuishishei?
guqinganjingjuedewangshenhoukanqu,jingrankanjianletongyangyiliancuoedejianghuaiyu。
guqinganlengzhule,tameixiangguo,jianghuaiyujuranhuichuxianzaizheili。
xianran,jianghuaiyuduiyuzaizheilikanjiantayehenyiwai,dantahaishizhudongkaikoudao:“guqingan,nizenmezaizheier?laikaochaxianchangma?”
jianghuaiyuzoudaoleguqingandeshence,zailitasanbuyuandeweizhi,limaodetinglexialai。
jianghuaiyugangchuxianzaizheilideshihou,guqinganhaiyiweishitadehuanjue,zhidaojianghuaiyuzoudaotashenbiankaishishuohua,guqingancaihouzhihoujuedefanyingguolai。
“a……dui,meilaixianchangkanguozongjuedebutaitashi,suoyixianglaixianchangkankan,shejigaohaiyoushenmenenggaidongdedifangmeiyou。”
jianghuaiyuxiangshihenqingdexiaolexiao,youxiegankaideshuodao:“nidaoshimeibian,zheimeduonianlaidouyiranzuoshihenrenzhen。”
jianghuaiyuzheijuzhixiangxingfeichangmingxiandehua,rangliangrenbuyoudedouhuiyiqiledangshiguqinganzhizhedemeitiantijianghuaiyuchaoxieyifenbijideshiqing。
guqinganrenbuzhufulefue,juedeshifenganga。
yaoshitanengjiyilibuneimehaojiuhaole,yebuzhiyuzaimianduijianghuaiyudeshihou,ganjueshouwangnalibaidoubudui。
jianghuaiyuzheixienianchenjinyushangchang,jianguoletaiduoxingxing**deren。
suoyixiangguqinganrucizheibanbushanyuyanshizijiqingxuderen,jianghuaiyuyikantadebiaoqinghexiaodongzuo,jiunengcaidaotaxianzaixinlizaixiangxieshenme。
yushitawen:“nibushishuo,dangnianzhishishuawowandema?jiranshipianwode,nixianzaimianduiwozheimejinzhangzuoshenme?nanbuchengshijuedeyoukuiyuwo,suoyixinxule?”
第二十一章
guqinganmeixiangdaozijidejinzhangjingranzheimekuaijiubeijianghuaiyusuokanchuanle,zhishiyinweishangcijianmianhaodaihaishizaineimeduorensuozaidechanghe,jiashangguqinganbenlaijiuyouxinlizhunbei,youyoushuyanpeizhe,yincijinzhangqingxudanhualebushao。
danzheici,jianghuaiyuchuxiandetaicubujifang,guqinganshizaishiyouxiecuoshoubuji。
jiazhi,zheiciyoushiduchu,guqinganjihushunjianjiuganjuezijishoubeishangqilecengjipigeda。
dantingjianjianghuaiyurucizeihanzhuozeidehua,guqinganyeyouxieshengqi。
“jianghuaiyu,dangniandeshiqing,gaiyoukuideren,haoxiangbushiwoba?”
tingjianguqingantiqiledangnian,jianghuaiyuhaoxiangjimoudechengleside,tashoulianlexiaoyi,yilianzhengsedao。
“guqingan,dangniandeshiqingbingfeiwobenyi。”
“wobaneigeren,niyejianguode,tayouduobufenqinghongzaobai。dangnian……tajianwohenizoudetaijin,pawozaolian,jiubiworangnilikaiwo,fouzetahuiqinziquzhaoni。”
“dangshidewo,yigerenmianduiwobadeshihou,shanghainengbuguyiqiedehetadouzheng。danshiqianliandaoleni,wozhendehenhaipataduinizuochuxieshenmechugedeshiqinglai。”
“suoyiwoneishihoujiusheleneiyangyigeju,guyirangnitingjianwoshuodeneixieshangrendehua,xiangrangniduiwosixin。yinweizhiyouzheiyang,wobacaibuhuiqudaraoni。”
“danwoshizhendebuzhidaonifuqindangshichehuoqushidexiaoxi……fouze,woyidingbuhuiyongneiyangdefangshishanghaini。”
“woyuanbenzhishixiangzhe,zhiyourangnihenwo,nicainengjinkuaidewangjiwo,womeixiangdaojingranhuizaineiyangdejieguyanjinidaiquleshuangzhongdaji。”
“zhiyuxinyidaxuedeqiangshangxiexiademashengligongdaxue,shiwosuibianxiede。dingmengfanyezhishizhaozhewodezhiyuanchaode,wocongmeihetayuedingguo,neiyangdeyueding,wozhihenizuoguo。”
“wobaxiangrangwoqudumashengligongdaxue,danwobuyuanyiqu。suoyijinguanwozuochuleneiyangshanghainideshiqing,wohaishizunshouledangshidayingnideyueding,qudulejingzhoudaxue。kexi,woquemeidengdaoni。”
“因为我……”
jianghuaiyudejieshibeiguqingandaduan,tameitoumeiweidewenleyiju:“ruguodangshinibalaizhaowo,tahuiduiwozuoshenme?nandaoyaojiwoshuaiyizhangwubaiwandezhipiao,rangwolikainima?”
“a?”jianghuaiyubeiguqingandehuajingdemeifanyingguolai。
shuodaodi,tayemeixiangguo,dangnianruguojiangfuquzhaoguqingan,jiujinghuiduitazuoxieshenme。
“qishiwoyebuzhidao,danwozhidaotadagailvhuizuochuyixiehenwurunizizundeshiqing,wobuxiangrangtashanghaini,suoyiwozhihaozijizuozheigehuairen。”
guqingandianlediantou,biaoshilejie,“yijingbuzhongyaole,guoqudeshiqing,jiurangtaguoquba。”
第二十二章
jianghuaiyumeiyoucuoguoguqinganlianshangneiyimojiqibuzirandeshense,tazhidao,tadejieshiyidingshiqilexiaoguo。
jingguowunianlaidemoli,jianghuaiyuzaojiuchengweileyigeruilidebuliezhe。
tataimingbaiwentidezhongdianjiujingchuzainali,yaoyongshenmeyangdefangfabujiucainengdadaozuihaodexiaoguo。
jiuxiang……tawunianqianyezhengshiyongneiyangcanrendanyouxiaoguojijiadefangfa,tuikaileguqingan。
jianghuaiyurujinyezuinengmingbaiguqinganxinzhongdezhengjiesuozai,yushitabudengguqinganxunwen,bianquanpantuochuledangniandeshishi,xiangyaobodeguqingandeliangjie。
zhiyuqitade,jianghuaiyuxiang,neijiumanmanlaiba。
guqinganyouxiexinbuzaiyandenaqidishangdejuanchi,xiangyaojixuceliangshidideshuzhi。
jianghuaiyudeyanshenyizhizaiguqinganshenshang,yincitahenzirandecongguqinganjieguojuanchidelingwaiyitou,xiangyaobangmang。
youyuyigerencaozuojuanchiceliangshizaishibutaifangbian,yinciguqinganbianmorenjieshoulejianghuaiyudebangzhu。
jianghuaiyunazhejuanchiyitou,zoudaoleqiangdeyice,suijianzhaoguqingandeyaoqiukaishiceliangshuju。
zaigongzuodeshihou,guqinganshifeichangrenzhende,tabiduizheqiangyanzaisanceliang,shengpacuoguorenheyigehaomi。
jianghuaiyujiuzheiyangzhanzaijuanchidelingyiduan,renyoutabaibu,jingjingdekanzheguqinganrenzhendeshenzi。
dengsuoyoudeshujuceliangwanbihou,guqinganxiangjianghuaiyudaolejuxie,suijiyourenbuzhuwendao:“ni……laizheierganmade,gongzuoma?”
jianghuaiyuzicongjinlaizhihou,chulebangtaceliangshuju,ranhouyoujieshileyixiadangniandewuhui,daoshimeiganyijianzhengjingshi,buyouderangguqinganyouxieyihuo。
“zenme?wozijidexiangmuwohaibunenglaikankanle。guqingan,nibietaibadaole,wokeshiganggangcaibanglenineimedademang。”
guqinganminleminchun,zuolegejinshengdeshoushi,shiyijianghuaiyusuibiankan,buyaodaraotadegongzuo。
guqinganjiangganggangceliangchulaidejieguofeisudejiluzailecaogaozhishang,suiji,tabiantingjianjianghuaiyuyouxiegankaideshengyinzaitatoudingshangkongxiangqi。
“guqingan,nizhidaoma?zheishiwojieshoujiangshijituanyilai,diyigedulikaifadexinxiangmu,yeshijiangshijituanzuizhongdiandeyigexiangmu。”
“zheizhongganjue,jiuhaoxiangwoqinshoufuyangdediyigehaizizhangdachengrenleyiyang。”
“suoyi,wobianxiangzhe,jintianzhouliunandebujiaban,paolaizheilikankan,sheizhidaojiuzaizheiliyujianleni。”
wenyan,guqinganxiezideshouyidun,huifudao:nifangxin,zheigexiangmuhuichenggongde,wohuijinwozuidadenuli。”
jianghuaiyudianlediantou,“ng,woxiangxinni,jiuxiangwowunianqianyehenxiangxin,niyidingnenghewoyiqikaoshangjingzhoudaxueyiyang。nidenengli,wowuxuzhiyi。”
第二十三章
meidengguqinganzuochufanying,jianghuaiyuxiangshiyouxiangqileshenmeside,jixushuodao。
“guqingan,woxiangbaloushangjiudiantaojianneideshejiyequanbaojini,niyuanyima?”
“yuanbenjiangshijituanhenidehezuozhishijuxianyuzhenggejiudianyicengdesheji,anlilaishuoloushangfangjian、taojiandeshejiyinggaiwaibaojiqitadeshineishejishide。”
“danwokanlehenduorendeanli,juededoubutaihao,gaodeshejibuzheiduanshijiantoudoudale。”
“erqienidefenggexianmingdute,henqihejunlaijiudiandejidiao,zaishiyongqitashejishidegaojianjinxingjiudianfangjianshineishejidehua,zongganjuejiebushangnizaiyiloubuzhidekongjiansheji。”
“wokanguonijinnianlaisuoyoudezuopin,faxiannizaishineishejifangmianyezuodefeichangchuse。suoyouwoxiang,ruguoniyuanyidehua,woxiangbajiudianfangjianneideshineishejizheigedadan,yejiaojini。”
“bijing,ruguocaiquhutousheweideshejipincou,junlaijiudianyebuhuirangkerenmanyide。”
guqingandunledun,xianranshimeixiangdaojianghuaiyujingranhuizaibeihoukanwanletasuoyoudezuopin。
zuoweiyigeshejishilaishuo,nenggoudedaoyigetiaotideguzhuquanpanrenke,shihenzhidegaoxingde。
danjianghuaiyugangganghetashuoleneiyangyifanhua,zheirangguqinganyouxiehuaiyitazheifanhuadekexindu。
yushiguqinganchiyilebanshang,wendao:“ruguonishiyinweidangniandeshiqing,juededuiwoyousuokuiqian,suoyicaixiangbaneixieshiqingbaojiwo,woxuanzejujue。”
“ruguonishizhendexinshangwodeshili,neimenidetiyiwohuikaolv。”
“dannibixuyaotiqianzhidaodeshi,ruguojunlaijiudiandesuoyousheji,douyouwoquanpanfuzedehua,neinimenjiangshijituandezheigexiangmu,dagailvshibunengruqikaipanle。”
“yinweiwoyigerendejinglibijingyouxian,xiangyaobazheitaoshejizuohao,woxuyaobiduorenhezuogengjiudeshijian。”
“danwoyenengbaozhengdeshi,ruguozheitaoshejiyouwoduliwancheng,xiaoguoyidinghuibipinpanshejidexiaoguoyaohao。shuqingshuzhong,jiangzongzijidingduoba。”
jianghuaiyubuyoudeqingxiao,“weishenmehuijuede,woshizaijinikaihoumen?woconglaibuzaigongzuoshangdamahuyan,woxuanzeni,ziranshiyinweiniyouzugoudeshililaichengzaijunlaijiudiandexiangmu。guqingan,nikebiewangzifeibo。”
guqingan“ng”leyisheng,“neijiuduoxiejiangzongtaiaile。”
“ruguonibashejiquanbaogan,zuiduoxuyaoduojiudeshijian?”jianghuaiyuwendao。
guqinganxianglexiang,butaiquedingdao:“lingganfengfudehua,zuiduanyigeyue,zuizhangdehua……sangeyueyeshuobuzhun。”
jianghuaiyuxianglexiang,shuodao:“hao,wodayingni。congjintiankaishi,wojinisigeyuedeshijian,xiwangninengjiaochuyifenmanyidedajuanjiwo。”
“zhiyuxinzidaiyu,nifangxin,wokendinghuianzhaoyeneizuigaoshuipingjini。woxiangxin,junlaijiudianzheigepinpaiyounideshejijiachi,yidinghuizaiyeneidafangyicai。”
第二十四章
wenyan,guqinganbuyoudeningleningmei,yihuodao:“jiwozheimezhangdeshijian,nizheigexiangmulaidejima?”
jianghuaiyuxiaolexiao,yifuhaobuzaiyideyangzi,“nijuede,woshigaiweilegaoxiaolvtijiaoyifenqibashifendedajuan,haishigaiweilezhangyuankaolvtijiaoyifenyibaifendedajuan?”
guqinganminleminchun,meijiehua,xianranshirenkelejianghuaiyudejueding。
“guqingan,qishiwunianqianwojiufaxianle,nihewoshiyiyangderen,womendouyiyangdemuqiangguzhi,yiyangdemingancuiruo,erqiehaipagudu。”