第3章
“shia!”xiazhiyaohuangran,“wobatabangzaineierdangdaocaoren,rangtahaohaofanshenglaizhe。”
woyanjingyouxiesuanse,tashuodezheimeqingmiaodanxie,keshouzuiderenqueshiwo。
ruanbaibainongzhetadeshouzhi,dunangdao:“douguoquyinianle,jiefupingshineimeqinggao,zenmekenenghaizaiyuandini。yiwokan,shuobudingtashoubuleku,zijitoutoupaodiaoxiaoyaokuaihuoqule,yagenjiumeidasuanzaihuilaijianwomenni。douguaiwo......”
taditoukanxianglunyishangdetui,biaoqingxiandeluomoyouweiqu。
haoyigediandaoheibaidesahuangjing!woshizaitingbuxiaqule!
kantaneixinxudeyangzi,tayidingzaojiuzhidaowodesixun!
woduzibeibangzaiyumidilihuohuokesi,meizhunjiushitazaibeihouyishoucehuade!
huixiangqizheixienian,wodefumubatadangqinshengerziyiyangduidai,woyeduitayouqiubiying,shengpatashoubandianweiqu。
ketabujinbuganen,fanerenjiangchoubao,bawohaisihouhaiyaoqiequwodeyiqie!
wodelinghunyinfennuzhandouqilai,henbudechongshangqu,henhenjitalianggeerguang!
wojiqiedikanzhexiazhiyao。
nibuyaoxiangxinta,tazaishuohuang,tazaipiannia!
我心里不住地呐喊。
raner,xiazhiyaojiexialaidefanying,xiangyipenbingshui,jiangwocongtoujiaodaojiao。
tatingwanruanbaidehua,feidanmeiyouhuaiyi,fanerroushenganweidao:
“xiaobaizheibuguaini,jiangmingyuanzuocuoshijiuyaoshoudaochengfa,yaoshitoupaolezaijitazhuahuilaijiushi。”
ranhoutahuafengyizhuan,“erqie,tabanihaichengzheiyang,zenmeyoulianquxiaoyaokuaihuo?tagenbenmeizigeguodehao!”
“buguantazaina,wojintiandouyaoqubatazhuahuilai!”
“woyidingrangtaguizainimianqian,haohaojinidaoqian!”
wodexin,yishunjianlengdaolebingdian。
shia,wozhenshitaishale。
wohainengqidaitafaxianruanbaidepozhanma?
wohainengqidaitaweiwodanyouma?
我没法再期待了。
zaitaxinli,ruanbaiyongyuanshishouhaizhe。
taconglaidoumeiyouxiangzheiyangweihuguowo,napazhiyouyici。
ruanbaiyanzhongshanguoyisihuangluan,sihumeixiangdaoxiazhiyaohuizuochuzheigejueding。
tabuzirandilalelaxiazhiyaodeyixiu,xiaoshengquanzudao:
“yaoyaojie,haishisuanleba,douguoquzheimejiule......”
“buxing!zheijianshibunengjiuzheimesuanle!”xiazhiyaotaidujianjue,daduanletadehua。
kanyangzitayijingdadinglezhuyi。
ruanbaijianlanbuzhuta,zhideshunshishuodao:“neiwopeiniyiqiqu......woyexiangzhidaojiefuxianzaizenmeyangle。”
他当然想去。
takongpabisheidouxiangququeren,woshibushihaihuozhe。
woxiangyigeyingzi,momodigenzaitamenshenhou。
woyehenxiangzhidao,dangxiazhiyaoqinyankandaowodeshigushi,huishishenmeyangdebiaoqing。
chezishilishiqu,wangjiaowaidefangxiangkaiqu。
yilushangqifenyouxieguguai,ganjuehenyayi。
ruanbaijicixiangzhaoxiazhiyaoshuohua,quedoubeixiazhiyaofuyanleguoqu。
tajinbengzhexiahe,kanqilaiyouxiexinshenbuning,youxiangshizaijilikezhizheshenme,shuangshoujinwo,zhijiefanbai。
wokandechulai,tazaizhandou。
tazaihaipama,haishizaiqidai。
又或是恐惧。
我不知道。
wodexinqingyebiandefuza,jijinzhangyoumomingyouyisiqidai。
wocaitayinggaihenbuyuanyiquxiang,woyijingsilezheigekenengxingba。
ruguowozhendesizaiyumidi,tayenanciqijiu。
huanghunshifen,jingguoyizhengtiandechecheng,wogenzhetamen,zhongyudaolezheipianshuxideshiyantian。
xuesedeluoriguiyierxiaose。lengfengchuiguo,xiazhiyaorenbuzhudaleyigehanzhan。
我跟着他们下了车。