“chenmo，womentantan。”
linweijiangyifenwenjianshuaizaiwomianqiandechajishang，fachuyishengcuixiang，jiuxiangtacikebinglengdeshengyin。
wotaiqitou，shixiancongdiannaopingmushangmimimamadekxiantushangyikai，luozaiwojiehunwuniandeqizilianshang。tahuazhejingzhidezhuang，yishenxiangnaiertaozhuang，meidexiangyiduodaicidemeigui。
“shenme？”wopingjingdiwen。
“lihunxieyi，”tabaozheshuangbei，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，“woyijingqianhaozile。nikanyixia，meiwentidehua，mingtianjiuqubazhengbanle。”
wonaqineifenbobodejiyezhi，xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，tengdewojihuchuanbuguoqi。
但我没有表现出来。
sannianlai，wozaoyixiguanletadelengmohetiaoti。congwochuangyeshibai，congyigeqingniancaijunbianchengyigezaijiachaogude“wuyeyoumin”kaishi，zheigejiajiuzhishengxiabinglengdekongqi。
“liyouni？”wofankanzhexieyi，shangmianguanyucaichanfengedebufen，jihushirangwojingshenchuhu。
linweichixiaoyisheng，neixiaoshenglichongmanlebujiayanshidebiyi：“liyou？chenmo，nihaiyaowobahuashuomingbaima？nikankannixianzaizheigeyangzi，renburenguibuguide，woshougoule！wobuxiangwodexiabanbeizi，jiugennizheimeyigefeiwubangzaiyiqi！”
“feiwu？”wozhongfuzhezheigeci，zuijiaogouqiyimozichaodehudu。
“nandaobushima？”tayangqixiaba，xiangyizhijiaoaodekongque，“nizhibuzhidaowaimianderendouzenmeshuowo？shuowolinweixialeyan，jialegechiruanfande！wobamayeyinweini，zaiqinqimianqiantaibuqitou！”
woshenxiyikouqi，jianglihunxieyifanghuizhuoshang，meiyouqianzi。
“linwei，womenjiehunwunian。wochengren，wosannianqianshengyishibai，shiwoduibuqini。danzheisannian，**zhechaogu，jialidekaixiaonayiyangbushiwochude？nishenshangdemingpai，jialidefangdaichedai，nayiyangduanguole？”
wodezhiwen，huanlaideshitagengjiaqingmiedelengxiao。
“jiunineidianqian？chenmo，biegaoxiaole！nineidianqiangouganshenmede？maigebaodoubugou！shihuagaosuniba，wozaojiushougounile！”
taxiangshizhongyusixialeweizhuang，yanzhongshanshuozheyizhongjinhucanrendekuaiyi。
“woyouxindeshenghuole，zhouyibinihaoyiwanbei！tanengjiwoxiangyaode，erni，jibule！”
周毅。
zheigemingzixiangyigenduci，henhenzhajinwodexinzang。
tashiwodedaxuetongxue，yeshiwocengjingzuihaodexiongdi。sannianqianwogongsizijinlianduanlie，jiushitafudichouxin，lianhewodejingzhengduishou，jilewozhimingyiji。
wowanwanmeixiangdao，duozouwoshiyederen，rujinhaiyaoduozouwodejiating。
“nimen……shenmeshihoukaishide？”wodeshengyingansedelihai。
“congnibianchengfeiwuneitiankaishi！”linweihaobuliuqingdishuodao，“niyiweiwoweishenmenengrennisannian？yinweizhouyirangworenzhe！tashuoshijihaibuchengshu。xianzai，tamashangjiuyaonadaoyibidarongzi，gongsizhunbeishangshile，woyeshishihoulikainizheigenitanle！”
wokanzhetaneizhangyinweixingfenerweiweizhanghongdelian，zhijuedewubimosheng。
“suoyi，zheisannian，nimenyizhizaiwoyanpizidixia……”
“meicuo！”tachengrendetandangyouxiaozhang，“zenme，shibushijuedehenquru？shibushijuedezijixianggeshazi？chenmo，zheijiushiniwunengdedaijia！”
wobishangyan，zaizhengkaishi，yanzhongyijingyipianbingleng。
“我不会离婚。”
“nishuoshenme？”linweixiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，“chenmo，niyoushenmezigebulihun？nihaixianglaizhewo？”
“wobuhuilihun。”woyiziyidundizhongfudao，“zhishao，xianzaibuhui。”
“ni！”linweiqideliansefabai，tadagaimeixiangdaoyixiangnilaishunshoudewo，huituranbianderuciqiangying。
tanujifanxiao：“hao，hao！chenmo，nizheishijingjiubuchichifajiu！niyiweituozhejiuyouyongma？wogaosuni，meiyong！wojintianjiubahuajinitiaomingle！”
tacongbaolinachushouji，diankaiyigeshipin，zhijieduidaowolianshang。
pingmuli，hunandejiudianfangjian，jiuchanzaiyiqidenannv，bukanrumudehuamian，bansuizhelinweifanglangdexiaoshenghezhouyideyidechuanxi。
“kanqingchulema？”linweideshengyindaizhebaofude**，“wojiushichuguile！wojiushijitadailelvmaozi！ninengzenmeyang？qugaowoa！nikanfayuanhuibuhuipanni？jiusuanpanle，niyounengdedaoshenme？”
wosisididingzhepingmu，quanshendexueyefangfodouzaiyishunjianchongshangletouding。
quru，fennu，exin……zhongzhongqingxujiaozhizaiyiqi，jihuyaojiangwodelizhitunshi。
lin'weisihuhenmanyiwodefanying，tashouqishouji，lianshangdexiaorongyuefacanlan：“duile，haiyoujianshiwanglegaosuni。womenneisanqianwandegongtongcunkuan，woyijingzhuanzoule。jiudangshinizheijinianduiwoqingchundebuchangba！”
“nibaqianzhuanzoule？”womengdizhanqishen。
“duia，”tatantanshou，yifulisuodangrandeyangzi，“qianfangzainizheizhongfeiwushouli，chizaoyeshidashuipiao。fangzaizhouyinei，cainengqianshengqian。e，duile，neibiqian，tayijingtoudaotadexinxiangmulile。”
“linwei！”wonuhouchusheng，xiongzhongdenuhuozhongyuyayibuzhu，huazuoyishengpaoxiao。
“jiaoshenmejiao？”linweibeiwodeqishiheleyitiao，dansuijiyouhuifulexiaozhang，“chenmo，woquannishixiangdian，guaiguaibaziqianle，womenhaojuhaosan。buran，remaolewo，worangniyifenqiandounabudao，hairangnizaiquanzilichedishesi！”
wokanzhetazheizhangchouloudezuilian，huranxiaole。
xiaodeyanleidoukuaichulaile。
我一步步向她走去。
“ni……nixiangganshenme？”linweiyouxiehuangle，xiayishidihoutui。
wozoudaotamianqian，taiqishou。
tayiweiwoyaodata，jianjiaozhebishangleyanjing。
raner，wodeshouzhishiqingqingfuguotadelianjia，ranhou，wocoudaotaerbian，yongzhiyouwomenlianggerencainengtingdaodeshengyin，qingshengshuoleyijuhua。
“linwei，nizhidaoma？nihenineigejianfu，douwandanle。”
tamengdizhengkaiyan，yanzhongmanshicuoehebujie。
xiayimiao，woyangqishou，yongjinquanshenliqi，yijixiangliangdeerguang，henhendichouzailetaneizhangpiaoliangdelianshang。
“啪！”
qingcuideshengyin，zaijijingdeketinglihuidang。
zheiyibazhang，xuangaolezhanzhengdekaishi。
linweiwuzhelian，nanyizhixindikanzhewo。
tabaixidelianjiashang，xunsufuxianchuwudaoqingxidezhiyin。
“ni……nigandawo？”tajianjiaoqilai，shengyinyinweifennuhezhenjingerbiandejianli。
congxiaodaoda，tadoushibeipengzaishouxinlidegongzhu，hecengshouguozheizhongweiqu？youqishizaitakanlai，wozhishiyigekeyibeitasuiyicaizaijiaoxiadefeiwu。
“dani？”wolengxiaoyisheng，shuaileshuaiyouxiefamadeshouzhang，“wohaimeishaleni，dousuanworenci。”
wodeyanshenbinglengrudao，daizheyigurangtaxinjideshaqi。
linweibeiwokandexinlifamao，xiayishidiyoutuileliangbu，selineirendihandao：“chenmo，nifengle！woyaobaojing！woyaogaonijiabao！”
“qingbian。”wowusuoweidisongsongjian，zhuanshenzouhuishafa，naqineifenlihunxieyi，dangzhetademian，silegefensui。
zhixiexiangxuehuayiyangpiaoluo。
“ni！”linweiqidehunshenfadou。
wohaozhengyixiadizuoxia，zhongxinnaqiwodebijibendiannao，dandandishuodao：“xianglihunkeyi，danbushixianzai。lingwai，woquannihenidejianfuzuihaobaneisanqianwanjiwoyuanfengbudongdihaihuilai。fouze，houguozifu。”
“haijini？chenmo，nizuomeng！”linweifangfotingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，“qiandaolezhouyishouli，jiushitade！nihaixiangnahuiqu？nisuangeshenmedongxi！”
“shima？”woqiaojizhejianpan，pingmushang，yigeyinmidewenjianjiabeiwodakai。
limian，shimimimamadewenjianheshuju。
“linwei，nizhenyiweiwozheisannianzaijiashihunchidengsima？”wodeshengyinbuda，queqingxidichuandaotaerduoli，“niyiweiwobuzhidaonihezhouyidegoudang？”
linweidelianseweiweiyibian。
womeiyoukanta，jixushuodao：“sannianqian，zhouyishizenmelianhewairen，yongyifenjiadecaiwubaobiaopianzouwodehexinjishu，rangwoyiyepochande，niyiweiwowanglema？”
“nei……neishitayoubenshi！shinizijichun！”linweizuiyingdao。
“shia，woshitingchunde，chundaoyinlangrushi，chundaobeizuihaodexiongdihezuiaidelaopolianhebeipan。”wozichaodixiaolexiao，ranhouhuafengyizhuan，yuqidouranlingli，“danshi，wobuhuichundierci。”
wojiangbijibendiannaozhuanguoqu，pingmuzhengduizheta。
“zhengdanideyanjingkanqingchu，zheishishenme。”
pingmushang，shiyigefuzadeguquanjiegoutu，zuidingduandemingzi，heranshi“zhouyi”。erxiamian，yitiaotiaocuozongfuzadexian，lianjiezheyigegepibaogongsihehaiwaizhanghu。
“zhei……zheishishenme？”linweikanbudong，dantanengganjuedaoyizhongbuxiangdeyugan。
“zheishinineigeyingxionghaohan，zhouyide‘shangyediguo’。”woyiziyidundishuodao，“yigejianlizaiqizha、xiqianheneimujiaoyishangdeshatanchengbao。”
“nihushuo！”linweijianjiao。
“woyoumeiyouhushuo，nixinlibuqingchuma？”wolenglengdikanzheta，“zheisannian，womeiyouyitianbuzaiyanjiuta。tademeiyicichushou，meiyicizibenyunzuo，wodoukanzaiyanli。wochengren，tahencongming，zuodetianyiwufeng。danshi，zhiyaoshihuli，jiuyidinghuiluchuweiba。”
wodiankailingyigewenjian，neishiyifenxiangxidezijinliuxiangfenxibaogao。
“haijidetaqunianshougoudeneijiaxinnengyuangongsima？duiwaixuanchengshijishubinggou，shijishang，neijiagongsijiushigekongqiao，taliyongzheicishougou，chenggongjiangliangyidehuiseshouruxibai，bingqiepianqule**gaodawuqianwandebutie。”
“haiyoutaxianzaizhengzaitandeneibi‘darongzi’，rongzifangshishenghuaziben，duiba？niyiweishenghuazibenweishenmehuikanshangtaneigeloudongbaichudexiangmu？”
wodunledun，kanzhelinweiyuelaiyuecangbaidelian，canrendijiekailemidi。
“yinweishenghuazibendezhixingdongshi，shiwofuqindelaozhanyou。erwo，zaojiubazhouyidelaodi，yiwuyishidigaosuleneiweishushu。”
“bu……bukeneng……”linweideshentikaishiyaohuang，tayanzhongdexiaozhanghedeyi，zhengzaiyidiandianbeikongjusuoqudai。
“meishenmebukenengde。”**zaishafashang，ganjuezheisannianlaiyazaixinkoudejushi，zhongyukaishisongdong，“woyizhizaidengyigejihui，yigenengrangtawanjiebufudejihui。erni，linwei，nihenideyuchun，jilewozheigejihui。”
“neisanqianwan，jiushiyasiluotuodezuihouyigendaocao。”
wodeshengyinpingjingdekepa。
“niyiweineishiwomendegongtongcunkuan？bu，neibiqian，shiwotongguoyigexintuojijinchiyoude。meiyibiqiandeliuxiang，douyouqingxidejilu。nibatazhuanjizhouyi，zaifalvshang，zheibujiaofuqicaichanchuli，zheijiao‘eyizhuanyihunneicaichan’，bingqie，shi‘zengyu’jimeiyouhefaguanxidedisanren。”
“erzhouyi，jiangzheibilailubuzhengdeqian，zhurudaotazhunbeishangshidegongsili，zuoweitadeqidongzijin。linwei，nizhidaozheiyiweizheshenmema？”
linweiyijingshuobuchuhualai，zuichunduosuozhe，mianwurense。
“zheiyiweizhe，tashexianfeifajizihejinrongzhapian。erni，shitadegongfan。”
“我……”
“xianzai，nihaijuedewoshizaizuomengma？”woheshangdiannao，zhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzhezheigechadianhuilewoyiqiedenvren，“wojinisantianshijian。baqianhaihuilai，ranhougunchuzheigejia。fouze，wobujieyibazheixiedongxi，liantongnichuguideshipin，yiqidabaosongjijingfang、shuiwuju、**，haiyounineiweihaoqingrendesuoyoushengyihuoban。”
“daoshihou，nicaicai，taneigezhunbeishangshidegongsi，huibuhuishunjianbianchengyiduifeizhi？tahuibuhuiyinweizhapian，balaodizuochuan？”
“erni，linwei，zuoweitadetonghuo，nijuedeninengpaodediaoma？”
linweizhongyuchengshoubuzhuzheijudadechongji，shuangtuiyiruan，tanzuozailedishang。
tayinyiweiaodekaoshan，taxuanyaodeziben，zaiwodejijuhuazhijian，hongrandaota。
takanzhewo，yanshenlichongmanlekongjuhemosheng。
fangfo，taconglaimeiyourenshiguowoyiyang。
womeiyouzailihuita，jingzhizoujinshufang，guanshangmen，jiangtadekuqihejuewang，gejuezaiwai。
我拨通了一个电话。
“wei，qinlvshima？woshichenmo。”
dianhuaneitou，chuanlaiyigeganliandenvrenshengyin：“chenxiansheng，nihao。kaolvdezenmeyangle？”
“wojuedingle。”wokanzhechuangwaideyese，yanzhongshanguoyisijuejue，“woyaoqisu。budanyaolihun，wohaiyaogaoneigenanren，gaotapohuaiwodejiating，gaotahaiwogongdao！”
shide，lihunzhishidiyibu。
woyaode，yuanbuzhizheixie。
woyaorangneiduigounannv，weitamendesuozuosuowei，fuchuzuicantongdedaijia！