第一章

linyurou,shiwobiaoyijieshaode,tahenpiaoliang,wojuedenengqudaozheiyangdenvhai,shiwozheibeizinandedefuqi。

ranerhunhoudeshenghuo,hedaduoshurenyiyang,beiyadechuanbuguoqi。

fangdai,waizhai,shuidianfeiwuyefei,yangyangdoushiqian。

wobutingdijiedan,meitianpao15gexiaoshi,dayubaoxuetiandouzhaopaobuwu。

meiqiangdaodandeshihou,hua4kuaiqianmailiangshaobing,jiuzhecongjialidailaideliangbaikaijiushiyidunfan。

xianzaigaosuwo,woqishibuyongchizheixieku,wolaoposhenjiaguoyi?

wojuedezijishizaizuomeng。

danglinyurouxuanbuhuodongkaishideshihou,woshenzhidouwanglequqiangmeiguihua。

woguishishenchadigenzheta,zoudaoguangchangbianyuandezheyangpeng,duozaifujintoutouguankan。

yigenvrenjitashanfeng,lingyigenvrenjitabuzhuang。

【gangcaiwokanyouneimeduowaimaixiaoge,haidanxinninneigeshazilaogonglaini。】

【yaowoshuo,ninburuzhijieliangmingshenfen,miandezhengtianduoduozangzang,duoleia。】

wotingdeyileng,mishudangzhelinyuroudemiandouganjiaowoshazi,neitapingshizaiwairenmianqiandouzenmechenghuwo。

jiezhewojiuconglinyurouzuilitingdaolegengjiananyizhixindehua。

【nidongshenme,tazheizhongdiaosinantiantianzuomengdoushiyingqubaifumei,shuobailejiushixiangchiruanfan。youqitabamaneifuqiongsuanyang,ruguozhidaowoyouqian,haibudepawoshenshangxiganjing?】

【duifuzheizhongqionggui,jiuyaoxiangxungouyiyang,jiyaojitamenhaolianse,gengyaoyongqianlezhubozi,rangtamenpinsipinhuodeyangwo,ruguotamenganyoubiedexinsi,woshuojulihunjiunengnaniedesiside。】

linyuroudehuajiuxiangwangwoxinkoutongleyidao,shunjianganjueyouxiexibushangqi。

yanleiyeshibuyouzizhudiyonglechulai。

wobushiyinweizijishoudaoqingmiegandaoweiqu。

ershijuededuibuqizijideqinren,shiwotaiwonangcailianleitamenbeiren***de。

wodefumu,shilaoshibajiaodenongmingong,yitiandaowanzhizhidaoganhuo。

shouleqi,yezhidongdehanhandiduirenpeixiao。

jiushizheiyangderen,zailinyurouwumietamendeshihou。

zhengdingzhesanshiwududegaowen,zaigongdishangbanggangjin。

baitianshaituolepi,wanshangtengdetoutoutanqi,yebukenxiezhe。

jiushixiangzaodianhaiqingcailiqianxiadewaizhai。

erwo,quezhaolegenatamendanggoukandenvrenzuolaopo。

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