8wobuyouzizhuditingzhujiaobu，tongkongjinsuo。xueyeyishijianyongshangdanao。
zheigebulaoerhuodenvrendedaolechuqingcidezhenxin，tazenmeganduibuqita！tazenmegan！
wangjieshunzhewodeyanshenkanguoqu，bawoyingshilahuilekazuo。「nidoukanjianle？
qishiwomenquanliduoduoshaoshaodouzhidao，keshiyinmohechuzongdeguanxifuza，womendouzhengzheyanzhuangxiazi。」
「shuobaileyebuguanzandeshiqing，xiaoshia，tingjieyijuquan，biequchanhezheixieshiqing。」
cikewoyijingqingxingledaban，yanlianweichui，zhangzhangdejiemaozhezhuyandideqingxu。「nifangxinba，wangjie。」
「wozhidaode，zheishilunbudao**xin。」wo，chiwan，zhishigeyouxinghechuzonghezuoguojicidexiaorenwu，
diantouzhijiaodousuanbushang，woyoushenmezigeguan。buting、bukan、buxiang，caishiwoyinggaizuodeshiqing。
9keshiqingbuzongshiruyuan。gongsixiangmushizaishipaibukai，
woxuyaoxiezhuyigechushizuixinkeyanjindudecaifangjiemu。womencanguanlechushigongsideshiyanshi、bangongqu，
zuihouzaichuqingcidebangongshiduitajinxinggerencaifang。gongzuojieshuhou，wozaishoushixianchangshi，
wuyipiaodaolechuqingcidediannao。xianshipingfeichangyinhuidishanleyixia，zhengchangrenyibannanyifaxian。dancouqiao，
woqianshishiyimingyanjiujisuanjianquanxitongdezhuanyerenyuan，yejiushiheike。woyiyanjiukanchulai，
neishixitonghoutaideshujuzaibuzhengchangshuaxin。dengdajiadouxianzoule，wozhenzhuozaisan，
caibaozheshiyishidexintaikaikou，「chuzong，nindediannao，nengjiwokanyixiama？」yuanyiweitahuijujue，
ketazhishidinglewoyihui，bianduiwozuoleyige「qing」deshoushi。wodeshouzhizaijianpanshanglingqiaoditiaodongqilai。
diaochudiannaodexitonghoutai，yuekanyueshijingxin。wocongxianshipinghoumiantaiqinaodai，yanleyankoushui，「chuzong，
zheilifangbianshuohuama？」「zheilishiwodesirenbangongquyu，nishuoba，shenmeshiqing？」
wocalecaejiaoxiximimidehan，jinshendekaikou：「nindediannaobeirenanzhuangleyigehoumen，ninkeyilijiewei，
yourenzainindediannaoshanganzhuanglejiankong，meigeyiduanshijian，
jiuhuibanindiannaoshangdeshujuchuansongjilingyitaizhuji……nindiannaoshangdesuoyoujimishuju，doubeidingqiwaixiele。」
jinjinshiyishun，tajiumingbailewodeyisi，「yuanlaishujushicongwozheilixieluchuqude——」
chuqingcideshuangshouchengzaizaizhuozishang，shizhihezhongzhiguilvdiqiaodazhuomian。zheishitazaisikaoshiqingshi，
xiayishidedongzuo。tazheigedangshirenyuanbiwolengjingdeduo，「duoxienigaosuwo，zheihenzhongyao，
qingniqianwanbaoshoumimi。」wohenqingchu，zheijianshiqingqishibibiaomianshangkanqilaidegengjiayanzhong，
suoyiwocaimeirenzhuchashou。chuqingciyiqiangaosuguowo，chushideshengwukejigongsiqishizhishigehuangzi，
gongsibeihouqishiyizhiyuguojiadeshengwuyanjiuyuanhezuo。zheixiangdangyushizaixieluguojiajimi，
ershujujieshoufangdeshenfen，buganxixiang。worenzhendidiandiantou，「zheigehoumen，
yidingshiyourenzhijiejiechudaolenindediannaocainenganzhuangde，ninyidingyaozhuyikenengjiechudaodiannaoderen。」
「zheishiwodesirendiannao，chulewo，wodezhuli……」chuqingcidunledun，meiyoushuoxiaqu。danwomendouzhidao，
haiyoutazuixinren、zuiqinmideweihunqi——yinmo。woshiqudichakaihuati，
kaiwanxiaosideshuo：「neichuzongjiuneimexinrenwoma？qingyijiurangwodongnindediannao，
wanyiwoshishenmediduigongsipailaidejiandieni？」chuqingcideshentaiwenhe，takanzhewo，renzhendikaikou，
「wojuedechi**shizhidexinrenderen，shishizhengming，woduduile，bushima。」
tadeyanjingfangfoyaobarendexindouxijinqu，bujinrangwoxinzhan。zuihoudaoshiwoxianyikaileshixian。jiuzheiyang，
woyouyouleguanxinchuqingcideliyou。woxinlinannaide——qiexi。10diertian，
womenzulidehuabianxinwendahulige，daqingzaojiuzaibangongshilihan：「gemenyouyoudafaxianle！
guanyuhaomenweihunqiyinmode！」wobuyouzizhushuqierduozixiting。「tahaoxiangbeirenxiatao，
duboshulejiqianwan！」dajiahahadaxiao，fuyandao：「neigongxinia，zhunixiacizhuanlandamaia。」
「lige，nidaiwoquba！」wozhanqilai，dashengbiaotai。yinmojuranyouwenti？worenbuzhuhuaiyi，
tahuibuhuihechuqingcidiannaobeiheideshiqingyouguanlian。womentiqiandahaozhaohu，
dunzaileyijiameirongyuanbuxianyandejiaoluo。「xiaochia，nibiexianxinku，zanxiaojizhexiangyaoyishouxinwen，
zhinengkaozheizhonglaobanfa。jintiantadexingchengshangshuolehuilaizhei，pengpengyunqiba。」yishangwuguoqu，
ligemochuyanwangwaizou，「woqushanggecesuo，nikanzhediana！」damenbuzhishidijicibeidakai，
wodazhehaqian，xiayishiwangguoqu。shiyinmo！woshunjianqingxing。denglejigexiaoshihou，tazhongyucongbaoxianglichulai，
haichuanzhemeirongyuandeyupao，zuoguaiyouguaiquleyigehunandexiaoxiangzi，yangziguiguisuisui。
wodakaikoudailideluyinbi，ganjingenshangqu。yidaoyadileyinliangdenvshengchuanlai：「nirangwozuodewodouzuole，
womenzhijianzhangkeyiyibigouxiaoleba！」chenmoleyihui，yinmodeshengyinmingxiandaishanglefennuhekongju，
「upanlidedongxizaojiukaodaodiannaolile！nizenmenengshuohuabusuanhua！」「wolianzijideweihunfudouxiashoule，
nidaodihaixiangrangwozenmeyang！」yuanlaizhendeshiyinmozuode！woduozaianchu，huxijicu，hunshenrenbuzhuzhandou，
bukezhixin、fennu……fuzadeqingxuyongshangxintou。danshiwoyijingnadaolezhengju，likelikaicaishimingzhizhiju。
gangzhuanguoshen，toushangchuanlaiyizhengjutong。woyanqianyihei，hunleguoqu。11buzhidaoguoquleduojiu，
yipenlengshuipozailianshang，woxingle。wobeiguanzaiyijianyanhuisijiandefeiqigongchang，sizhoufengbi。shuangshoubeihou，
beibanglegejieshi。mianqianzhanzheyinmo，dabanjingzhi，yongbikongkanzhewo，xiangshizaikanlaji。「zhanglaobangenwoshuo，
youyizhixiaochouchongzongshiyinhunbusan，woguyilouchumajiao，jiukansheihuigenlai，yuanlaishinia，chi**。」
tafuxiashen，jiuzhewodetoufa，yonglijilewodeyierguang。「bujingouyinqingci，haixianghuaiwodehaoshi？！」
wobeitashandaozaidi，benjiuchaoshideyifu，beihuichenzhanrandegenlangbei，「yinmo！nichugui、dubo，
haiyaohaichuqingci！niyaoshenmetameiyoujini？nizenmenengzheiyangduita！」yanleibuzhengqidiliulexialai，
buzhishiweiquhaishiteng。kemianqiandenvrenbuyiweiran，「woneisannianduitadeenqing，
tahaiwoyibeizidouhaibuwan！meiyouwo，tachuqingcinengyoujintian？rangtabangwodangzai，neishitaqianwode——」
wozaiyetingbuxiaqule，zhengzhazheqishen，jihushijianjiaozhedaduanta，「nikeyipiansuoyouren，
dannipianbuleniziji！」「neisanniandeshiqing，zhuangzhuangjianjian，najianshiniqinzizuode！
nizhidaotaweishenmebuhenisongdejiuma？nizhidaotadangnianweishenmebafangzishaolema？
nizhidaotazuoshouzhongzhishangdejiezhishinalaidema？nishuodeshanglaima？」「nidangnianduichuqingcizhiyouxianqi！
nibenlaijiushipingbaiwugujiudedaolexianzaideyiqie！niweitazuoguoshenmele？
zenmehaoyisilizhiqizhuangdishanghaita？！」woyueshuo，yinmoyandidekongjujiuyuelaiyueda，tachenmoleyishunhou，
huranxiesidilileqilai。「zheiliangnianlai，wowushiwukejingtizheqingcishenbiandemeiyigenvren，
haipaneigenvrenhuilaiqiangzouwodeyiqie，jieguozheiyitianhaishilaile！niyouhuilaile！」
「niyiweiniyouduogaoshangma？shenzanggongyuming？niqishijiushigejianbuderendexiaotou！
shinitoulewosannianderensheng，wuyuanwugubazhanwodeshenti，yongwodeshentidadaonizijidemude！
niyoushenmezigezhanzaidaodegaodizhizewo？」「hahahaha——」yinmoxiaodeqiku，「wochugui？
chuqingcimeicihewoyongbao、jiewendeshihou，hanzhewodemingzi，keshixiangdequeshizheigeshentilidelingyigelinghun，
wojiushigetongmingtongxing、zhangxiangyiyangdetishen！wohaiyaoduitadeaiganendaidema？tachuqingcidoukeyiaibieren，
woweishenmejiubukeyi？」「woconglaijiumeiyoucuo！shinimenqianwode！」「wojiushiyinmo！
woyizhidoushiyinmo！」tajihushifengdiandizhongfuzhe，「nixiuxiangzaiqiangzouwodeshenti！」
tacongyipangdenanrenshoulinaguoqiang，zhizhewo。「nibenkeyihuode，shinifeiyaozhaosi。」12「peng——」
deyisheng。kaiqiangdequebushiyinmo。ershiconglingyigefangxiangshelai，dazhongleyinmoshouzhongdeqiangguan，
judadechongjilirangyinmosongleshou。yidaoshuxideshengyinzaikongdangdangdegongchangzhonghuixiang，
「nimendehuashishenmeyisi……ni，nibushiyinmo？」chuqingcibuzhidaoshishenmeshihouchuxianzaimenkoude。
yinmoyidianyidiandiniuguotou，yandidekongjuzhujianbeijuewangfugai。「bushizheiyangde！qingci，
nibietingtaxiashuo——」chuqingcikanxiangtadeyanshenyuelaiyueleng，「guaibudewowenniguoqudeshenmeshiqing，