womanwumudedizouzailingchenkongwuyirendedajieshang，lengfengxiangdaoziyiyangguazailianshang。
danaoli，yijiushilinweineizhangniuqudelian，hetaneixieedudehuayu。
xinkoudetengtong，feidanmeiyoujianqing，faneryuyanyulie，xiangshiyouwushuzhimayizaikenshi。
qiniandeganqing，sanniandefuchu，huanlaidejingshizheiyangyichangchetoucheweidepianju。
wotaochuzijineibupingmusuiliedeshouji，fanchuletongxunlu。
shouzhizaiyigebeizhuwei“zhanglvshi”demingzishang，tingliulehenjiu。
zhanglvshishiwodaxueshidexuezhang，yeshiwozuihaodepengyouzhiyi。biyehoutachengleyimingzhuanyedelihunlvshi，zheijinianwomensuiranlianxibuduo，danqingyihaizai。
wobenyiwei，zheigedianhua，woyibeizidoubuhuida。
电话很快就接通了。
“wei，chenyang？zheimezao，chushenmeshile？”zhanglvshideshengyindaizheyisishuiyi，dangengduodeshiguanqie。
wodehoulongxiangshibeishenmeduzhule，bantianshuobuchuhualai。
“chenyang？nizaitingma？shibushilinweidebing……”
“tameibing。”wozhongyuzhaohuilezijideshengyin，shayadebuxianghua，“tayizhizaipianwo。”
电话那头，沉默了。
liangjiu，zhanglvshicaitanleyikouqi：“nizaina？woguoquzhaoni。”
banxiaoshihou，zaiyijia24xiaoshiyingyededoujiangdianli，wojiandaolefengchenpupuganlaidezhanglvshi。
takanzhewoqiaocuidemoyang，yanquanfanhong，shenmeyemeishuo，zhishizhongzhongdipailepaiwodejianbang。
wojiangzheisannianlaifashengdeyiqie，liantongjinwandefaxian，yuanyuanbenbendigaosuleta。
meiyoufennudepaoxiao，yemeiyoutongkudekuqi，wodeyuqipingjingdexiangshizaijiangshuyigebierendegushi。
danzhanglvshizhidao，yueshizheiyang，wodexinjiushangdeyuezhong。
“**！jianzhishichusheng！”tatingwan，yiquanzazaizhuozishang，doujiangdoujianlechulai，“chenyang，nitaishale！nizenmeneng……nizenmenengbeitapianchengzheiyang！”
wokuxiaoyisheng：“shia，wojiushigeshazi。”
yigechetouchewei，wukejiuyaodeshazi。
“zheijianshi，nidasuanzenmeban？”zhanglvshilengjingxialai，huifulelvshidezhuanyexing，“lihunshikendingde。guanjianshi，bunengjiuzheimebianyileta！”
“woyaorangtashenbaiminglie，yiwusuoyou。”wokanzhechuangwaijianjianliangqidetianse，yanshenbingleng，“tabushiaiqianma？woyaorangtazhidao，shenmejiaozuoyiwusuoyou。tabushixihuanyanxima？woyaorangtaxiabanbeizi，douhuozaizhenzhengdejuewangli。”
zhanglvshikanzhewoyanzhongdejuejue，dianlediantou：“hao。zheijianshijiaojiwo。womenshouxianyaozuode，shishoujizhengju。nizadiaodeneigeshouji，shiguanjianzhengju。bixuxiangbanfanahuilai。”
“tabuhuiqingyijiwode。”woxianglexiangshuodao。
“neijiuquqiang。”zhanglvshizhandingjietiedishuo，“womenxianzaijiuhuiqu。nifuzeyinkaitadezhuyili，wozhaojihuibashoujinadaoshou。limiandezhiboluxiang、dashangjilu，doushirangtajingshenchuhudetiezheng！”
“hao。”wodianlediantou。
huidaoneigecengjingbeiwochengwei“jia”dedifang，woganjuemeiyibudouxiangshicaizaidaojianshang。
门是虚掩着的。
ketingliyipianlangjie，wozuowanzasuideshoujilingjiansanluoyidi。
林薇不在客厅。
woshili，chuanlailetayayidekushenghedadianhuadeshengyin。
“ma……tazhidaole……tashenmedouzhidaole……”
“wodezhibojianbeifengle，bangyida…tahaoxiangyepaole……wogaizenmebanama……”
“qian？wokalizhiyoubudaoershiwanle……qitadedounaqudadianpingtaiguanxile……”
“fangzi？fangchanzhengshangxiedeshitabamademingzi，wozenmenaa……”
tingdaozheili，woxinzhongyizhenlengxiao。
daoxianzai，taxinxinnianniande，haishiqianhefangzi。
wohezhanglvshiduishiyiyan，taqiaoqiaodiraodaowoshidelingyice，zhunbeicongchuanghufanjinqu。
wozeshenxiyikouqi，diaozhenghaolianshangdebiaoqing，tuimenzoujinlewoshi。
linweizhengzuozaidishang，kandaowojinlai，xiangshikandaolejiumingdaocao，liangundaipadipuguolai，baozhulewodetui。
“laogong！wocuole！wozhendecuole！niyuanliangwozheiyicihaobuhao？”takudelihuadaiyu，yangzheneizhangcengjingrangwoxindongbuyidelian，“wodoushibeizhuyoumenglexin！wozaiyebuganle！qiuqiuni，biegenwolihun！”
我低头看着她。
ruguoshizaijigexiaoshiqian，kandaotazheifumoyang，woyidinghuixintengdewuyifujia。
danxianzai，wozhijuedewubidefengciheexin。
“yuanliangni？”wohuanhuandunxiashen，niezhutadexiaba，qiangpotakanzhewodeyanjing，“linwei，nijuedekenengma？”
tadeshentiyijiang，yanzhongdeaiqiushunjianbianchengleyuandu。
“chenyang！nibiebiwo！nizhenyaobashiqingzuojuema？zheisannian，jiusuanwomeiyougonglao，yeyoukulaoba？wopeilenisannian！”
“peiwo？”woxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，“nishipeiwo，haishibawodangshazi，dangtikuanji，dangnidemianfeibaomu？”
woshuaikaitadexiaba，zhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzheta。
“wogaosuni，zheihun，wolidingle。erqie，woyaorangni，jingshenchuhu！”
“nixiuxiang！”linweijianjiaoqilai，congdishangyiyueerqi，mianmuzhengning，“chenyang，nibiewangle，womenshifuqi！hunneicaichanyirenyiban！wozhibozhuandeqian，yeyounideyiban！”
“shima？”wolengxiaoyisheng，“neiwomenjiuyaohaohaosuansuanle。zheisannianlai，woweinizhibinghualeduoshaoqian？womaidiaofumufangzideqian，yongzailenali？haiyou，nihunneichugui，qizha，zheixiezhang，womenyibiyibidisuan！”
jiuzaizheishi，woshoudaolezhanglvshifalaidexinxi。
“搞定。”
我心中大定。
“linwei，wozuihoujiniyicijihui。”wokanzheta，huanhuanshuodao，“zhudongbaneibushoujidecanhaijiaochulai，womenquminzhengju，xieyilihun。wokeyikaolv，jiniliudiantimian。”
“zuomeng！”linweiyikouhuijue，“shoujiyijingbeinizale！nimeiyouzhengju！shanglefating，faguanyebuhuixinnideyimianzhici！wohaikeyigaonijiabao！”
tashuozhe，zhilezhizijishoubeishangbeiwotuidaoshiliuxiadeyuqing，lianshangluchuledeyidexiaorong。
kanzhetazheifuyoushiwukongdezuilian，wochedifangqilezuihouyisihuanxiang。
“hao，henhao。”wodianlediantou，“jirannijingjiubuchichifajiu，neijiubieguaiwole。”
wobuzailihuitadejiaoxiao，zhuanshenlikailewoshi。
zhanglvshiyijingzailouxiadengwo。
tajiangyigezhengwudaidijiwo，limianzhuangzheshoujidecanhai。
“zhubanmeihuai，shujuyinggainenghuifu。”tashuodao，“jiexialai，womenquyitangyiyuan。”
“quyiyuanganshenme？”wobujiediwen。
“zhaodangnianjinikaizhenduanzhengmingdeneigeyisheng。”zhanglvshideyanzhongshanguoyisilise，“weizaobingli，zheikeshixingshifanzui。linweibushixihuanyanxima？zheici，worangtayangegou！”
wokanzhezhanglvshi，xinzhongdechouhenhenuhuo，zhongyuzhaodaoleyigexuanxiedechukou。
lin.wei，nibushixiangwanma？
neiwojiupeini，haohaodiwanyichang。
yichangrangniyongshengnanwangdeyouxi。
wohezhanglvshizhibendangnianweilinweizuozhenduandeshidiyiyiyuan。
fuzelinweidezhuzhiyishengxingwang，shigewushiduosui，kanqilaihensiwendezhongniannanren。
sannianqian，jiushita，yilianchentongdigaosuwo，linweigaoweijietan，houbanshengzhinengzailunyishangduguo。
dangshi，wohaibatadangchengjiusifushangdebaiyitianshi，duitaganjitiling。
xianzaixianglai，zhijuedewubidefengci。
zaizhanglvshideshouyixia，wodakaileshoujideluyingongneng。
womenzaiwangyishengdebangongshilizhaodaoleta。
kandaowo，wangyishenglengleyixia，suijiluchulezhiyexingdeweixiao：“shichenxianshenga，jintianzenmeyoukongguolaile？shilinweidebingqingyoushenmebianhuama？”
“wangyisheng，”wokaimenjianshan，yuqibingleng，“wojintianlai，shixiangwenniyijianshi。”
“nishuo。”wangyishengfulefuyanjing，xiandehenzhending。
“sannianqian，linweidezhenduanbaogao，shiniqinshoukaideba？”
wangyishengdeyanshenshanshuoleyixia，danhenkuaijiuhuifulezhengchang：“shia，zenmele？binglishangdouxiedehenqingchu。”
“shima？”wolengxiaoyisheng，jiangyizhangyinxingkapaizailetadezhuozishang，“neizheizhangka，wangyishengyinggaibumoshengba？”
kandaoneizhangka，wangyishengdelianseshunjianbianle。
zheizhangka，shisannianqianlinweijiaojiwode，shuoshitafumujide，rangwonazhequ“dadian”yixiayisheng，xiwangnengdedaozuihaodezhiliao。
dangshiwoxinyiweizhen，bakajilewangyisheng，tatuicizaisan，zuizhonghaishi“mianweiqinan”dishouxiale。
houlaiwocaizhidao，kalideshiwankuaiqian，genbenbushitafumujide，ershitazijihunqiandejixu。
zheibiqian，bushiyonglaizhibingde，ershiyonglaishoumaiwangyisheng，rangtaweizaobinglide！
“chenxiansheng，nizheishishenmeyisi？wobuzhidaonizaishuoshenme。”wangyishengshikoufouren，etoushangquemaochulelenghan。
“buzhidao？”zhanglvshizaiyipangjiehua，yuqisenran，“wangyisheng，weizaoyiliaowenshu，shoushouhuilu，zheizaixingfashangshishenmezuiming，niyinggaibiwoqingchuba？”
tajiangzijidelvshizheng，paizailezhuozishang。
wangyishengdelian，shunjianbaidexiangyizhangzhi。
“wo……wo……”tazhizhiwuwu，shuobuchuhualai。
“womenyijingzhangwolenihelinweihemoudezhengju。”zhanglvshibubujinbi，“xianzaijinilianggexuanze。diyi，badangniandezhenxiangyuanyuanbenbendishuochulai，zuoweiwomendezhengren，zaifatingshangzhizhenglinwei。zheiyang，nikeyisuanzuowudianzhengren，zhengqukuandachuli。”
“dier，”zhanglvshidunledun，shengyinlengdexiangbing，“womenzhijiebaojing，banihelinweiyiqisongjinqu。daoshihou，nibujinhuishenbaiminglie，diudiaogongzuo，xiabanbeizi，doudezailaoliduguo。”
wangyishengtanzuozaiyizishang，hunshenfadou，hanruyuxia。
takanzhewo，youkanlekanzhanglvshi，yanshenlichongmanlekongjuhezhengzha。
zuizhong，tadexinlifangxianchedibengkuile。
“woshuo……woquandoushuo……”tashengyinzhandoudishuodao，“shilinwei！shitaqiuwozheimezuode！tashuotabuxianggenniguole，xiangyongzheizhongfangshibinigentalihun，hainengnadaoyidabipeichangjin！neishiwankuaiqian，yeshitayingsaijiwode……”