qiuchenmingzhendemeixiangtingqiangjiao。
taniezheshuangjianbaodebaodai,gangxiangnuobuzi，xujingdehuabianrulianzhupaobangunlechulai：“weileyigebuzhidaocongshenmeshangoulilaidemoshengren，nijiuzheimeyidiandoubugujixujiaheyanjiadejiaoqingma？”
shangoulilaidemoshengren——qiuchenmingcai,tashuodeshiabushuhemugu。
gezhemenban,liangqingxuelanbeideshengyinxiangqi，yinseliqueranzhezaimingxianbuguodechenliang。
“jiaoqing？wozenmebuzhidao，xujiaheyanjiahaiyoujiaoqing？”
“ni……”xujingdeshengyinmodidailekuqiang。
“haiyou——”liangqingxuedunlexia，sangyinlidelansanshoulian,zhiyuhanliang：“zheilishiyiyuan,qingnizunzhongwodebingren。”
mianqiandemenbanshudibeiconglimianlakai，qiuchenmingzhengzhenghexujingsimuxiangdui，xujingpiaoliangdeliandanshangzhanzheleihen,kanleyanqiuchenming，cuoshenkuaibuzoulechuqu。
bangongshidedengguangliangrubaizhou,qiuchenmingwucuodilizaiyuandi,wangjinliangqingxueshenzhandemouzili。nanrenzuozaibangongzhuoqian,chuanzheguizhengdebaidagua,mouzhongliangyiweisan。
“baoqian……”qiuchenmingdixiayan，“wobushiguyi……”
“jinlai。”liangqingxueqishen,meitouweizhou,yanzhongdeliangsequeyidiandianbeiyalexiaqu。
“zenmeturanpaodaoyiyuanlaile？”
“e,wohehuyanggeyiqilaide。”
liangqingxuedunlexia，bobodechunqingminzhe。
bangongshilijijingwusheng,zhiminghuanghuangdechibaidengguangjiangzhenggekongjianzhuangman,rangrenwusuodunxing。
qiuchenmingniezhushubaojiandai,buzijuedeshoujin,shenjuetaturanpaolaizhaotazheijianshiyouxiemaoshile。
banshang,liangqingxuecaikaikou：“jianguoabushuhemugule？”
“嗯。”
“huyang——”liangqingxueyuyanyouzhi。
“ng，wozhidaole。”qiuchenmingxiaoshengkaikou，youzhuantouwangmenkoukanleyan，“tajiushi……xujing？”
“你知道她？”
qiuchenmingyaozhechunlideruanrou，“shangcizaibieshuqu，wokandaonimen……”
liangqingxueyouyishundeweizheng，xianranshixiangqileqiuchenmingyiyousuozhideshiqing。
tapiantouqinglexiahoulong，“bushi。”
“嗯？”
jiantawuliangdemouzilimanshikunhuo，liangqingxueyouyazhesangyinbuleju：“bushinixiangdeneiyang。”
qiuchenmingdunledun，qingelesheng。
suoyi，bushitaxiangdenayang？
chushangqiuchenmingdesidongfeidong，liangqingxuetaishou，roulexiatadefading，“bushinvpengyou，meizaiyiqiguo。”
qiuchenmingbeitazheiturandejieshinongdeyouxiebuzhisuocuo。
bushinvpengyouma？nei……neiwanzaibieshu，tamenbushizainaofenshou？
qiuchenmingyufahutu，liangqingxueyijingshouhuishou，qulebangongzhuoshangdeyicixingzhibei，“nizuo。”
tarangkailezijideweizhi，qiuchenmingyouyuleyixia，zaitadebangongzhuoqianzuoxia。
zhuozibeishoushideganjingzhengjie，suoyoudeshudouconggaodaodiyouxumafang，ziliaozhengzhengqiqidiechengyiluo。yigerendebangongzhuo，hejiayiyang，zuinengkanchupixing。
qiuchenmingdeshixianluozailiangzhedediannaopingmushang，shiyipianyingwenwenxian，biaotiliyouyigeguanjianci——hospicecare.
qiuchenmingdiyan，mianqiantankaidebijibenshangjiluzhedeyeshizheigefangmiandeneirong。
“临终关怀？”
zheisuanshiyiliaolingyudelingyigefangxiang，feizhiyuliaofa，ershizaihuanzhejijiangshishideqianyiduanshijian，jiyuqiteshudeyiliaohuli，yijianqingzhengzhuang，huanjietongku，jinkenengdebangzhubingrenxiaochufumianqingxuhexinlifudan。
liangqingxuejiangshuibeifangzaiqiuchenmingshoubian，“ng，xiangduolejieyixia。”
qiuchenmingdiantou，xiangdaomugu，tajingshenzhuangtaikanqilaihenzaogao，suiranxiangzhidaozhiqianzhuanjiahuizhendejieguo，keqiuchenmingyeqingchuzheishihuanzhedeyinsi，tabunengwen。
“mugudebing……yiliaoyuanzhuxiangmuneibianzhendejiuyidianbanfadoumeiyoulema？”
yuepingcunsuozaidediqushiguojiajipinkunxian，mugujialidejingjitiaojiankexiangerzhi。
“abushudangchutianbaoziliaodeshihoudequeyouyixiezhengmingqueshi，yiyuananguizhibanshi，zheige……”liangqingxueyaoyaotou，“queshimeiyoubanfa。”
“那不能补办吗？”
“bu□□mingdeshijiantaizhangle，buqizhihouhaiyaozhongxinjinruxiangmushenheliucheng。yiyuanhuoxukeyideng，danmugu——”liangqingxueweidun，“dengbuqi。”
qiuchenmingdongle，yidancuoguozuijiazhiliaoshijian，kenengzhendejiushihuitianfashule。
taxinzhongyinyinshengchulingwaiyigeniantou，yigebuzenmeguangcaidexiangfa。
ruguozhendeshihuyangshuodeneiyang，shixujiaguyizaiweinanliangqingxue，neiyanjiani？tabutaiqingchuzibenquandeshiqing，dan“yanshi”zheilianggezi，zaifuguiquanziliqueshijiyoufenliangde。
liangqingxuexiangshidudongleqiuchenmingdexinsi，yizaizhuobian，heimoulvexiangta，“yongyigezibenquyalingyigeziben？”
tayaotou，“meiyisi，yebuyinggai。”
邱辰明微讶。
tatingchuletayuqizhongdechabie，“buyinggai”yaodegengzhong。
dengguangluoxialai，yingzhenanrenyingjuandecelian，goulechuxiahexianganjingliluodexiantiao。
qiuchenmingjuede，tayoushihouyouxiekanbudongliangqingxue。
wanliedeshihouyishensanman，tuotuoyigefuguiquanzilidegongzigeer，kezhengzhideshihou，queyourangrenjuede，taguzilidoushichichengde。
“别这么看着我。”
“？”
liangqingxuediyan，bobodechunjiaogouqi，“nihuirangwojuede，ni……”
邱辰明心尖一跳。
nanrenzhanzhewanliedesangyinxiangqi：“xiang、pao、wo。”
qiuchenmingyouyishunjiandezhengchong，wuheidemouzizhengyuan，lianyanjiaodehududoubiandeyuanrun。
tabaozhehuailideshuangjianbao，niezhejiandaideshouzhibuzijueshoujin，lianzangzaiwufalideerjiandouranshangleyicengqingtoudebohong。
liangqingxuetaishoukanleyanwanbiao，“dengwoyihuier，wosongnihuixuexiao。”
tazhudongjieguolehuati，meizaidouta。
qiuchenmingxiayishidiantou，“hao。”
tababudezheigelingrengangadehuatigankuaijieshu。
“xiaoyanyisheng。”youhushituimenjinlai，“307chuangdeguoguoshuotaduziteng，mafanniqukanyixiani。”
“好。”
bangongshilizhishengxiaqiuchenmingyigeren。
lianjiayureweitui，tacongshubaolimochuyibenshu，kezhuyiliquechichimeibanfajizhong。
daidaikanzhushuye，qiuchenminghuranyoudianaonaozijiguoyumianruandexingge，zenmerenjiashuoshenmetajiuyingshenme，erqie……yetaibujingdoule，tajiulejiuzijideerchui。
pianke，qiuchenmingheshangshu，chulebangongshi，wangweishengjiandefangxiangzouqu。
dengtacongweishengjianchulai，jiukandaoxishouchibianhaizhanzheyigenvyisheng，guxingpianshou，shuyuzhixingpiaoliangdeneiyilei。
nvyishengdeshixianzaitashenshangduotingliulepianke，yibianxishou，yibianhenzirandekaikouwendao：“nishiliangqingxuedemeimei？”
“a？”qiuchenmingcuozheshoushangdepaomo，tayijingbuzhiyicibeirenchengliangqingxuedemeimeile，suoyitamenkanqilai，jiuzhendehenxiangyiduixiongmei？
qiuchenmingbuxianghuida，danchuyulimao，haishihuluanqingnglesheng。
tabennengyoudianpaichi“meimei”zheigejiaose。
nvyishengwanlexiachun，yemeizaiduoshuo，zhuanshenchulexishoujian。
qiuchenmingzhengzhengzhanzaijingziqian，xinideshuiliuhuaguopifu，chongzouruanbaidepaomo，liangyiqingu。
shenhouxiangqinvyishengdeshengyin：“liangqingxue？”
qiuchenmingmoranhuishou，bianjianliangqingxuezhengzhanzaizoulangshang，yueguonvyisheng，shixianzhizhiluozaitashenshang。qiuchenmingyanyansangzi，guandiaoleshuilongtou。
nvyishengzhuantoukanleyanqiuchenming，xiaozhechongliangqingxuedianlexiatou，“wohaiyougebingrenzaidengzhe，xianzoule。”
liangqingxueqingnglesheng，xianranbutaizaiyi。
qiuchenmingcaleshou，mantuntundizouchulai，zaitamianqianzhanding，liangqingxuebaozhebei，chuiyankanta。
jingshidetianqiyijingjianjianzhuannuan，qiuchenmingjintianchuanlejianxiangyusedekuansongmaoyi，jirouruandezhidi，zaidengguangxianengkandaoyicengxixiderongmao。
tapizhetoufa，jingbianfanchuchenshandelingzi，yalezhezhouhuawendewawaling。
nvhaizizhangjiedichui，kanqilaibianzhendexianggecibaitinghuadeyangwawa。
liangqingxueshouhuishixian，“shijianbuzaole，woxiansongnihuixuexiao。”
“嗯。”
liangqingxuezhuanshouwangbangongshidefangxiangzouqu，qiuchenminggenshangtadejiaobu，shenqiandenanrenqueyouhudetinglexialai，qiuchenmingchadianzhuangzaitadehoubeishang。
tataiyan，chushangliangqingxueshenzhandemouzi。
“haiyou，womeiyouluanrenmeimeidexiguan。”
“？”
liangrenhuidaobangongshi，qiuchenmingzuozaizhuoqianshoushidongxi，liangqingxuezoudaotashenhou，quhuanyifu。
shubaoshoushihao，qiuchenmingzhuantou，jiukandaolizaibuyuanchudeliangqingxuezhengzaijiexiongqiandekouzi。
xiuzhangdeshouzhiyikeyiketiaokaibaidaguadekouzi，qianjinlakai，yifubeituixia，limianshiyijianqianlansedechenshan。tingkuodechenshangoulechunanrendeshenxing，jiankuanyaozhai，liangqingxueweiweifushen，chenshanjingliangdebuliaotiezaijibeishang，bengchujianbeidejili。
qiuchenminghuerjuedeyouxiekougan，xiayishiyanlexiakoushui。
liangqingxuetaishou，songlelingkoudekouzi，cemouxiangtadefangxiangkanguolai。
shixianxiangjie，qiuchenmingshuerdiyan，zhequyanzhonghuangluandeqingxu。
ganggangyouyichanei，tahaoxiangdangzhenshibeinansemihuole，youqishikantataishoujielingkoukouzidemoyang，tuqidehoujiehaoxianghaiqingqingdonglexia。
bobodeqingxiaoshengcongnanrendehoujianyichu，qiuchenmingbilebiyan，xiunaoyouganga。
“咚咚——”
“xiaoyanyisheng？”fangcaineigexiaohushiyoujijituikaimen，tanshenjinlai，“xiaoyanyisheng，guoguoyoushuobushufu，ni……zaiqukankanba。”
“hao。”liangqingxueshenseweibian，waitaodouhailaibujichuan，dazaibeiwanshang，zhijiechulebangongshi。
tabuzidaqiekuai，qiuchenmingjihuyaoxiaopaozhecainenggenshang。
erkedebingfangzaisanlou，liangqingxueheqiuchenmingdaoledeshihou，bianjianzhanzaibingchuangshangdexiaoguniangduzhezuiba，sankaidefaweiweiwan，diaopidequanzaijiantou，yishuangputaoyangdeyanjingwuheimingliang。
“wobuyao，woyaoxiaoyangegelaigenwojiang。”xiaogunianglizhiqizhuangdehetamamaduizhi，daizheyingerfeidexiaoliandanhaiyiguyigude。
liangqingxueyilujizheganlai，zhuangshangzheiyimu，meiyanjianjinzhangdeqingxurouyankejiandesongdongxialai。tazoushangqian，chunjiaoqianqihaokandehudu，taishouzaixiaonvhaidefadingshangroulexia，“guoguozenmele？”
xiaoguniangjiandaoliangqingxue，wuliangdemouzilishiyanbuzhudeguangcai，taliekaizui，xiaodewanleyanjing。
“小晏哥哥！”
nalihaiyoushenmebushufudeyangzi。
xiaonvhaidemamayouxieqianjiu，“baoqian，yanyisheng，guoguobutinghua，mafanninyouzaipaoyitang。”
“meishi。”liangqingxuewanxiayao，shixianhexiaonvhaiqiping，“gaosuxiaoyangege，zheimewanle，weishenmehaibushuijue？”
“woxiangxiaoyangegejiwojianggushi！”xiaogunianghaobuyouyudishuochulezijidexiangfa。
“guoguo。”tamamayouxiechenguai，“yanyishengyijingxinkuleyitian，xianzaiyaohuijiaxiuxi，nixiangtinggushi，mamayekeyijinijianga。”
“wobuyao，wojiuyaoxiaoyangegejiang！”
liangqingxuediyanxiaolexia，meiyanjianshihanjiandewenrou，“weishenmeyidingyaoxiaoyangegejiang？”
xiaoguniangdeyanjingjihushebudecongliangqingxuelianshangyikai，“yinweixiaoyangegezhangdehaokan，xiaoyangegeshiwangzia，wangzidangranyaojigongzhujianggushile。”
梁晴雪失笑。
“xiaoyangege，keyima？”xiaoguniangruanzheshengyinsajiao。
liangqingxueyourouleroutadefading，“bukeyi。”
xiaoguniangyizheng，xianranmeixiangdaozijijuranbeijujuele。wuliuliudemouzilishunjianbishangyanlei，“weishenmebukeyi？”
“yinweixiaoyangegeyouzijidegongzhua，wangzizhinengyouyigegongzhu。”liangqingxuedeyuqinandewenrounaixin，dailemingxianhonghaizidechengfen，“xiaoyangegeyaosonggongzhuhuichengbao，dengbagongzhupingansonghuijia，xiaoyangegejiurangwanggonglizuilihaidechushi，jiguoguozuoyigequanshijiezuihaochidedangao，haobuhao？”
xiaoguniangyitingyoudangao，yanleishunjianyoubeibilehuiqu，“guoguoyaohenduohenduonaiyouhelanmeijiangdedangao！”
“好。”
“keshi……”guoguoyoubielebiezuiba，“weishenmexiaoyangegeyoulegongzhu，jiubunengjiguoguojianggushileni？”
qiuchenmingjiangliangqingxuehexiaonvhaidehudongshouruyanzhong，zheimewenroudeliangqingxue，naizhequanbudexingziquhongyigexiaonvhai，tahaishidiyicijian。
tashenzhiyoudianxianmubingchuangshangdexiaoguniang。
shudi，gongzhebeidenanrenzhuantouwangtazheilikanleyan。
qiuchenmingkanjianxiaoguniangbianzhezuiba，buzhiliangqingxueyouhetashuoleshenme，taguaiqiaodediandiantou，piaoliangdemeiyanliyouyongshangxiao，naishengnaiqidao：“neizheijiushixiaoyangegeheguoguodemimile。”
“ng。”liangqingxueqingng，dianlediantou。
naotengleyiwanshangdexiaoguniangzhongyukentangxia，liangqingxuejitagaihaobeizi，youjiangbeijiaozhelezhe，dingzhudao：“guoguoyaotinghuae。”
“hao。”xiaoguniangguaiqiaodeyinglesheng，“guoguotinghua，tingxiaoyangegedehua。”
“好，晚安。”
“晚安。”
“xiaoyangege。”xiaonvhaiyoushenchushou，lazhuleliangqingxuedeyixiu。tatoutoukanleyanliangqingxueshenhoudeqiuchenming，henxiaoshengdetongyangdingzhuliangqingxue：“xiaoyangege，neiniyaojidejigongzhujianggushie。”
liangqingxueweizheng，chushangxiaonvhaitianzhenrenzhendeyantong，youdianlexiatou，“hao。”
anfulexiaoguniang，liangqingxueyouhetademamadingzhuleyixiezhuyishixiang，caizhuanshenchulebingfang。
zoulangshanganjingwusheng，qiuchenmingbaozhetadewaitao，zhanzaimenbian。
liangqingxueqingqingguanshangfangmen，zhangzhangshulekouqi，takanxiangqiuchenming，youxiewunaidixiaolexia。
yandidewenrouhaiweilianjin。
“niheguoguoshuoleshenme？”qiuchenminghaoqijile，xiaoguniangzenmejiuturanbeitashuofule。
liangqingxueyandiningzhexiao，mouzhongrengyouweisanjindewenrouqianquanchanrao。
“xiangzhidao？”tagouqichunjiao，“mimi。”
邱辰明：“……”
fangcaitayetingjianle，xiaoguniangshuo，zheishitamenzhijiandemimi。
juranzheimekuai，jiuhexiaoguniangyoulemimi。
liangqingxuediyan，chajueqiuchenmingweizhideshense，“zenmele？”
“mei……”qiuchenmingminchun，xianzhangdeyanjiezhanlezhan。
taxiangqiliangqingxuefangcairouxiaoguniangfadingdedongzuo，neimewenrou，neimehaopiqi。
“jiujuede，nitinghuihongnvhaizide。”
zoulangshangyouyishundeanjing，xiaodushuideweidaosihudoubeifangda。
“邱辰明。”
liangqingxuekaikou，bobodeyinse，zhanleqiuchenmingshuxidedongruoguanhuo。
“你是不是在……”
liangqingxuemeiyoushuoxiaqu，qiuchenmingdenaozhongquemoditiaochu“chicu”lianggezi。
tahuangranjingjue，zijijuranzaitamianqianyijingbiaoxiandezheimemingxianlema？
“womeiyou。”tashikoufouren。
“没有什么？”
“……”
nanrendeshixianzhuozhuo，luozaitadelianjiashang，xiangshishenshi，dailexienairenxunwei。
qiuchenmingpianlepiantou，cuokailiangqingxuedemuguang。tashoujinhuailideheisewaitao，jixiaoshengdedigu：“nanrendezui，pianrendegui。”
“什么？”
“meishenme。”qiuchenmingtaiqiyan，yebuzhidaoshinalaideyongqi，“nibushishuo，meiyouluanrenmeimeidexiguanme？”
kefangcaizaibingfangli，tadouzicheng“xiaoyangege”leni。
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