shijieshanghaiyoubilaogongchuguigengnanaodeshima？
you，neijiushiqinglvshidaguansi，qingdaoleqiannanyou。
……
didou，shengjialvshishiwusuo。
wozuozaihuiyishinei，xinlimanshipibei。
wocongweixiangguocaijiehunyinian，jiuxuyaodalihunguansi。
jiuzaiwohuangshenshi，huiyishidemenbeituikai，yidaoqizhangshenyingcongwaizoujin。
“baoqian，sunvshi，wolaiwanle。”
nanrenzaiwomianqianzuoxia，shengyinlengqing。
“sunvshi，woshinicicide**lvshi，xiaozhige。”
wokanzheyanqianxizhuanggelvjinguinanyandenanren，zhijuedeyidaoleipizaizijitouding。
zhongjinqingdelihunlvshishiqiannanyou，zheizhonggouxuedeshiqingjingranluodaolewotoushang？
wozuanjinshouzhi，jielibaochilengjing：“nihao。”
xiaozhigekanzheshouzhongdedangan。“lianggeyueqian，nizhuabaozhangfuxieyuchengchugui，bingpaixialexianchangshipin。”
“nixianzaihuaiyiduifangzhuanyicaichan，nidesuqiushirangtajingshenchuhu，sunvshihaiyouyaobuchongdema？”
talengjingdemoyangrutongyipenbingshuipozaiwotoushang。
woxindifanqisisikuyi，quesihaobuganbiaoluchulai，zhinengyaotou：“meiyou。”
xiaozhigejiangcailiaowangzhuoshangyifang，yifugongshigongbandekouwen。
“**shipinbunengzuoweizhengju，dankeyizhichenglihun，buguokenengnabudaonibiaochudejine。”
wozhoulemei：“wotiqianlejieguo，zhongdaguocuofangshikeyijingshenchuhude。”
xieyuchengchuguijiusuanle，xianzaihaixiangyaozhuanyicaichanhoubawosaodichumen，neiyeyaokanwodabudaying。
xiaozhigequexianqiyanpi，lenglengniwoyiyan。
“dangchuniyeshiguocuofang，nizenmemeiyoujingshenchuhu？”
wosuoyoudehuadoubeidusizaihoulongli。
wogenxiaozhigecengshisuoyourenyanxiandeqinglv，shenzhizaifenshoudeqianyitian，womenhaizhunbeiqulingzheng。
danfenshouqianye，xiaozhigeyiyeweigui，zhiyouyitiaolengbingbingdexinxi。
shangmianshiwogenbiedenanrenshizhijinkoutongyouwuzhendezhaopian，yijiyijuhua——
【fenshouba，wozuihenduiganqingbuzhongderen】
我不是爱纠缠的人。
zaijixiaozhigedale18gedianhuazhihou，wodabaolesuoyoudongxi，liluodexiaoshizaixiaozhigedeshijie。
wokanxiangxiaozhige，zhijiekaikou。
“jianglvshi，womenxianzaitaolundeshiguanyuwodelihunsuqiu，qingnibuyaochanzasirenganqing。”
xiaozhigemianseshunleng，tabochunjinmin，shixianzaiduzhuanhuidanganshang。
“nizaixiangxiangyoumeiyoushenmeduiniyoulidedongxi，xianzaizheiyangjiusuandaguansiyemeiyiyi。”
wochiyiliangmiao，dao：“wohuaiyunlesuanma？”
xiaozhigedeshixianyilin，ningmeidingzhewo。
“huaiyunqijianpeiouchugui，fatingshangniyoujueduideshengsuan，genbenyongbuzhelvshi。”
tabiaoqingchenleng，fangfozaizhiwenwoweishenmeyaolailangfeidajiadeshijian。
wobeitadingdexinlifamao，nankandebilebiyan。
“danwobuzhidao，shibushixieyuchengde。”
huiyishijingdexiangshifenmu。
一秒……两秒……
xiaozhigeshuranlengxiao：“nizhenshiyidianmeibian，haiheyiqianyiyang。”
wochuimou，henbudebadibandingchuyigedonglai。
xiaozhigecongqianjiuzuibadu，danglelvshihougengshen，jihuba‘gougaibulechishi’shuodemingmingbaibai。
tajiqiaodeshixian，rangwoyizhentoupifama。
haozaixiaozhigemeiyoujixudushe，ershiwendao：“huaiyundeshiqing，nizhangfuzhidaoma？”
wozaiduyaotou：“haimeigaosuta。”
chuangwaihudixiangqiyidaoleisheng，worenbuzhuyizhan，lianseshunjiancangbai。
yinweitongnianyinying，woyizhiduikongjuleisheng。
dengwohuifupingjinghou，xiaozhigecaimanmankaikou。
“jianyushishihenkenenghuiyingxiangdaozuihoudejieguo，wojianyinizuihaobaochichenmo。”
tashixianzaiwofubutinglejimiao，suijiqishen。
“ruguonimeiyouqitazhengju，neijintianjiudaociweizhi，zhihouyourenhexijie，doukeyixiangwobuchong。”
wozhangchuyikouqi，genzhetawangwaizou。
zouchuhuiyishishi，wotingdaolvsuodezhiyuanchenghuxiaozhige‘jiangpar’，buyoudunzhujiaobu。
wohuanshilvsuo，zhuangxiuhenxin，danfenggeshifenlaolian，henfuhexiaozhigederenshe。
zaixiaozhigehuitoukanwoshi，wobuyougantanchusheng。
“gongxini，zheimekuaijiuchenglelvsuohehuoren。”
xiaozhigetuikaidamen，xiaoyibudayandi：“haideduoxienidangchudemolian。”
wobeitadeanfengcidexinliweiteng。
ruguobushiwodangchuxinhen，tayebuhuirucizuixinshiye。
是这个意思吗？
lvsuomenqian，dayubeifengchuijinlai，xisuiluozaiwodelianshang。
wosuiyibokaifasi，dandandao：“ruguojianglvshifeiyaozheiyangshuo，woyechengqing。”
shuowan，wotaijiaozhunbeilikai。
xiaozhigequeturankaikou：“nihouhuima？”