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renrendoushuowozoulegoushiyun，zaineimeduopinkunshengzhongzizhuleqinye。
tamenxichengwomenshixingzhuanbandewangzihehuiguniang。
hunhou，zaiqinyedehehuxia，woguoshanglegongzhuyiyangdeshenghuo。
kejiuzaiwomenjiehunwuzhounianjinianridangtian。
woqinshouzuoleyizhuofancai，quezhidenglaileerzidechuchehuodachuxuedeehao。
急匆匆赶到医院。
qinyequehuzhezuikuihuoshouheyun，burangyishengjinxingqiangjiu。
woyanzhongqinxue，fennudezhiwentaweishenme。
talengzhelianjiangyizhiluyinbiheqinzijiandingbaogaorengzaiwolianshang。
luyinzhong，‘wo’xiangxidesushuowobeiyenanrenpaoqihou，shizenmexiangfangshefarangqinyejiepande。
jiandingbaogaoshangxiezheerziheqinyemeiyouxueyuanguanxi。
我拼命解释。
qinyequelengxiaozhejiangwozhuaidaoyangtaishang：
“nibushishuoaiwoma？neijiuzhengmingjiwokan。”
“zhiyaoniqinshoulejietadeshengming，wojiuxiangxinnibushiweileqianjiajiwo。”
“luyinwoyekeyidangzuomeiyoutingdao，womenhaixiangyiqianyiyangshenghuo。”
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kanqingchuerzibeixuanguazaigaogaodegailianghoudetadiaocheshanghou，wohunshenxueyeniliu。
qinyequegenbenmeiyoujiwoliuxuanzedeyudi。
qiangyingdezhuazhewodeshoufangdaoyaokongqishang：
“kuaidiana，zhiyaonibale，wojiuxiangxinnishiaiwode。”
“woduinizheimehao，zheimeduoniandeganqing，nandaoniyaoyinweiyigexiaoyezhongfangqima？”
“dengtasihou，nizaijiwoshengyigeqinshenghaizijiuhaole。”
erzixiaoxiaodeshentishangzhanmanlexianxue，xuanguazaibankong，xianhuxidouweibukecha。
cengjingjiankangaixiaodehaizibianchenglezheiyang。
我心如刀绞。
leishuibuduandicongyanjiaoyichu，woleiyanmenglongdewangxiangqinye：
“aye，xiaozhoujiushinidehaizi，neifenluyinhejiandingbaogaoshijiade！”
zuotian，womenyijiarendouhaikuailedeshangliangzheyaoquguowaidujia，qinyeshenzhihaishuoyaosongjierziyizuoxiaodao。
keyixizhijian，qinyequeyaojieshuerzideshengming，zheiyiqiekendingshiyourendaogui！
wolenglengdekanxiangjiangwoerzihaichengzheiyangdexiongshou。
wojiajiqinyezhihou，dasaobaqinyeshizuolezijidesuoyouwu。
tazhangzheshenfendeteshuxingjiubaibandiaonanwo。
wobuxiangrangqinyezaizheixiexiaoshiqingshangxinfan，suoyiworenle。
taquebianbenjiali，shenzhiyangyanshuoyaorangwoheqinyelihun。
zheijianshiqing，yidingshitazaimuhouzuoju。
我抓着秦野的手：
“aye，womenzaiyiqishinian，woshishenmexinggeniqingchu，ruguonibuxiangxinxiaozhoushinidehaizi，womenkeyizaiquzuoyicijianding，zheiyangjiukeyichachushisheizaishuohuangle。”
“nibuyaobeiyouxinzhirenmengbi，cuoshalewomendeqinshenghaizi。”
huayingangluo，heyunyanzhongshanguoanmang。
她柔柔弱弱的啜泣：
“dimeideyisi，nandaoshiwoweizaoleluyinhaiyouqinzijiandingbaogao，laitiaobolijiannimendeganqingma？”
“xiaoye，nixiaoshihoubeibangjia，shiwojiuleni，woshishijieshangzuixiwangnixingfuderen。”
“ruguoneixiezhengjudoushijiade，woyouzenmehuilaipohuainidexingfuni？”
tingwantadeyifanhua，qinyeyanzhongdechiyishunjianxiaosan。
talouzhuheyundeyaozhi，qingroudetitacaquyanjiaohualuodeleishui。
“liwanzhi！nihaiyaobuyaolian！”
“mingmingshinizijibuzhilianchi，tanturonghuafugui，xianzaiqueyaobazuizequanbutuidaohaoxindedasaoshenshang。”
“nihaiyoumeiyouliangxin？”
qinyeyanedisaoshileyiyantadiaoshangdeerzi：
“nibuyaoxiangzaiqipianwo，haobaoxiazheigexiaoyezhongdeming。”
“jintian，tabixusi，erqie，yidingyaosizainideshoushang。”
wohenhenjiangyaokongqirengdaoyuanchu：
“jueduibukeneng，wobuhuirangrenherenshanghaiwodehaizi。”
qinyedemiansetieqing，rangbaobiaobayaokongqijianhuilai。
我双眼发红：
“niyaoshiganshanghaixiaozhou，womenzhijianjiuchediwandanle。”
秦野神色讥诮：
“niyiweinihaishicengjingneigegaogaozaishangdeda**ma？”
“wogaosuni，womenzhijian，xianzaizhiyouwocaiyoushuojieshudezige。”
taqiangyingdejiangyaokongqifangzaiwodeshoushang，lidaozhida，jihuyaoniesuiwodeshougu。
wotongdelenghanlinli，jiyuyunsiguoqu。
quehaishibeiqinyekongzhizheanxialecaozongjian。
erzixiangduanxiandefengzhengyiyangcongtadiaoshangzhuiluo。
“不！不要！”
wodiediezhuangzhuangdepaodaoerzideshitipang，louzhuletazhujianbianliangdeshenti。