第一章
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renshiluyuchuanshiwodaer。
tayiweiwoshiwuliangdeshizushaonv，weileshenghuobeipozaijiubaqishengcun。
ketabuzhidao，wozaizheilidunletajiangjinyigeyue......
chengniannannvjiandexinsizaitatuoqiwoshouwanhediaowojiubeilidejiushibianxinzhiduming。
woneiwangentahuilegongyu，congcilisuodangrandichengweitawanhuacongzhongdeyiduo。
xueqiguoban，yanjianluyuchuanjiuyaobiyelikaixuexiao，woxinzhizheishiwozuihoudejihui。
wobunengzaixianghougongqiuqiliandefeizibandengtadaolai。
wokaishiruzhengchangjiaowangbanzhuiqiuta，huishishihetafenxiangshenghuo，jitapaiaixinxingdeyunduo，
huijitabaobeijintianheshiyouquchileyijiahaochideshiguobanfan，hetatucaohoushandedajubianpanglehaoduo......
wohuizaitazaobadeshihouzaisushelouxiadengtabangexiaoshizhiweiconghuailidijitayifenzaocan，
huozaitashangkehoubanchengturanconghoumenliujinquzuodaotashenbianqianqitadeshou。
shuoshihualuyuchuanzhangdequeshiyoudangwankuzidideziben。
baochutalujiataiziyedeshenfen，dandantadezhangxiangjiukeyirangwushunvshengweitashenhundiandao。
keluyuchuanwandehuaxinggeyebuhao，daduoshunvshengzhihuiyuanyuanguanwang，meirengannaizheyalizhendesichanlanda。shenbianyangmuderenduo，zhixinderenshao。
yudaofengchenshisudenvrenduo，jiupianpianlianairouruotuosudexiaobaihua。
zaichixuzhuiqiuluyuchuandediershibatianwoxiaoshile，yilianjitianmeiyouchuxianzaitamianqian。
zhidaoyitianheshiyoukanwandianyinghuilai，zaisushelouxiayinnideheianzhongkandaoyidianmingmieshandongdehuoguang。
wojiuzhidao，zheidiyizhang，shiwoyingle。
wofangmanjiaobuzoudaoshiyouyixingrendehoumian，shiyirangtamenxianxinglikai。
hunandeludengxiawoqiaoqiaoxuqileleishui，zhuangsibuzhibancongluyuchuanshenbianzouguoshi，shileyixiayanjiaodelei。「linwen。」
wozhuangzuoyiwaidihuitoukanxiangluyuchuan，jinyishunjianwoyanzhongxuanerweidideyanleijiupilipaladiluoxia。
zailuyuchuanlveweicuoedetongkongzhongwokandaolezijideyangzi。
ganxiemuqinciwojiaohaodeyizhangpinang，rangwochongfenfahuizijiquanbudeyanji。
「niyudaoshenmeshile，weishenmezheijitian......」
wozhongyuzailuyuchuanlianshangkandaolechumoranwaideqitaqingxu。
cishitaweiningzhemeiyizhabuzhadikanxiangwo，sishiyaotouguoshuangyankanchuanwodeneixindaodizhuangyoujifenzhenqing。
tanbaishuoluyuchuanzhangleyishuangjihaokandeyanjing。
keyishishenqingderuizhide，yekeyishishenbukecedezhibirenxinde。
rangwobujinyouxiedanxintakanchuwoyandidexingfenhejiaoxia。
「weishenmebujixugenzaini**houmianleshimayuchuan。」
我哽了哽继续说道。
「wozhidaowomenrenshidedidianbudui，wozhidaonirenweiwobushigehaonvhai，keshiwomingmingzainuliwangjinile，weishenmenihaichuxianzaiwomianqian，yourangwo......」
wozhuaizhetayifudeyijiaoshouzhiyonglidaofanbai，haoxiangtashiwoweiyinengyiweidefuping。
posuideleicongwoyanjiaohualuo，huotuoyifutusihuadejiaoruanmoyang。
womagouyinnanrendeshouduanzhenshibeiwoxuelegeshichengshi。
luyuchuanshenshoubawozhuaidaohuaili，wodeerduoganghaonengkaozaitaxiongtangtingzhetaqiangyoulidexintiao，
「rangnishenme......」
yudiaoshiwomeitingguodehaoxinqing，renyouwomanliandebitiyanleicengletayishen。
tayezhicezhetoukanzhewo，haoxianghenkaixinwoweitaposuishenshangdemoyang，
xianganfuxiaogoubanqingqingpaizhewodehoubei。
「rangwoyounanyikongzhi，bukezibadexihuanni......」
wotingzhetalveweiqifudexintiaosheng，zaixiaorongluchuqiankankanjianglianceguo。
xungou，zuijiangjiuzhangchiyoudu，luyuchuan，niyebuguoruci。
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womacongxiaojiuxiangrangwozuorouruojiaohandetusihua，zhongshengkaozhepanfunanrenguohuo。
tashuowotaiguofengmang，shuonvrenyinggaizhishimeiliyouwuhaide。
tazhongshengbingchizheyijuhua：
「nvrendemeili，zhiyouzainanrenshenbiancainengjinjinzhanxianerchu。」
可我偏偏不信。
tabuzhidao，woconglaidouzuobuchengneiruanruodetusihua。
woshidongrishengfangdehongshancha，ningkezhengduolikaizhitou，yebuzaizhitoucanbai。
menglihuanghujianwohaoxiangyouhuidaoleneigepobaidechuzuwunei。
zainanrenzuijiudedamashengzhong，neigepiaoliangdenvrenzhongyuhaowuliulianditachulejiamen。
「wenwen，mashizaiaobuzhule，wanghounijiubamawanglelikaizheili，daizhedidihaohaoshenghuo。」
「buyao，ma，woqiuni......」
wozhuizhetadebeiyingkuhanzhepaoqu，renyouwulijiupingdebolisuipianshenshenqianjinwojiaoxin。
yigebuliushenbeizuixunxundenanrenpudaozaidi。
「linwen，nimajilewowuwankuaiqianjiuxiangbanizheigeleizhuipiejiwo，xiangdoubiexiang。」
shuobajiulaisichewodeyifu。
「ba，banibie......」
nanrenyigeerguangguzaiwolianshang。
「pei，nimabuzhidaohesheifengliuliuxianizheigeyezhong，xianzaixiangrangwodangjiepanxia，mendoumeiyou。」
bishiwozhiyoushisiwusuidenianji，zaojiubeitushengdebiangunaodebuzhisuocuo，hekuangnannvliliangbenjiuxuanshu。
yanjianzuihouyisizhedangyeyaobeitundeyiganerjing，wozaojiukuchaleqi。
zhengdayanjingkongdongdiwangzhetianhuaban，lianqiuzhudeshengyinyehuhanbuchulai。
jiupingsuilieshengzaiwoerbianzhaxiang。
linhuangshouxiaodeshentidangzaiwomianqian，shouzhongfenglidebolizhibinanrenmianmen。
「nigexiaotuzaizi，tabushiwodezhong，danwoshinilaozi，nijingrangan......」
dengshihuamianzaiwoyanqianjisuzhuanbian。
linhuanghenanrenniudadechangjingzaiwoposuodeleiyanzhongjizhuanweiyishengjicudechachesheng。
tashouruodeshenqurulixiandefengzhengbanfeiqiyouluoxia，daozaixuebozhonglewushengji。
zuihouceguotoukanzhewodefangxiangduiwoanfudichelechezuijiao：
「姐......」
「linwen，linwen，xingxing......」
luyuchuanjuliedeyaohuangjiangwojingxing。
「做噩梦了啊。」
takandaowodamengchuxingdemengdongmoyanglerandao。
wobatoumaizaitajingwocengleceng，wentundemoyangredetayouhewozaichuangshangnaoleyihuicaiqishen。
luyuchuanlonglelongwohuluansanzailianshangdetoufaqishenzhengsedao：
「kuaiqilaiba，zhuajinshoushiyixia，wanshanghaiyougejuhui。」
wobuzhidaoweishenmejintiantayouzheiyangnandedehaoxinqing。
kenengshijinwannengshinajiuwendimouxianagenandedehezuo，yekenengshiworouruanyikaotademoyangquyueleta。
wokanzhetalikaiwoshidebeiyingjiujiuhuanbuguoshen。
luyuchuanniweishenmeyaojiaoxingwoni。
shuobudingzaimengli，zheiciwozhongyunengchongguoqubaneigenvrenweishandezuiliansisui。
jinnianshiwogenzheluyuchuandediliunian。
luyuchuanzheirenjimeiyouyichuanlulaoyezidemoulvesuanji，yemeiyoulufurendeaomanxuwei，shizaibunankaojiu。
tashenghuozhongxihuantitiewenrou，quanshijiezhiyoutayikaotadexiaonvren。
danyexuyaozaishengyichangweitazhangduozhizhengxizhiruwei，chunqiangshezhanzhongweitachizhayifangdedanvren。
kenengzheijiushiwonengyizhigenzaitashenbiandeyuanyin。
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jiuxishangwoziranluozuoluyuchuanshenpang。
「zheiweishiwodemishu，linwen。」
woweixiaozhehezhongrendiantoushiyi。
「xiaoluzongzheibushidaquwomenlema，sheihaibuzhidaoxiaoluzongshenbianyougemeinvmishu，shilushidebaoa。」wangchunwangzonggangyishanglaijiuyanyubuxundikaikoudiaoxiaodao。
shenbianjiweihehuorenyehaobuyanshidiyinghexixiao，zaicikanxiangwodemuguangjiuduolejifenxixuedaliang。
woweiweicetou，xiangzhetoutoupieyiyanluyuchuandefanying。
sheizhibishitazhenghanxiaokanzhewodecelian，jianwoyutaduishibianyadishengyincoudaowoerbiandao：
「yaoxiangxiangmuzainianqianjiunengkaishidonggong，shenghezhididewangzongjintianbixuzaixiangmushushangqianzi。」
luyuchuanqingshenguolaitiwowanqierbiandesuifa，wenredehuxiposazaiwolianjia。
「nizhidaozheigexiangmuduiwoyouduozhongyao。linwen，nidebangbangwo。」
wominjiudezuijiaozhijiangyingleyishun。
「好......」
酒局已过半程。
wulunwomenruhefangdidixianliqiuhezuo，wangchunshizhongyifuyuanzheshanggoudewulaijing。
chentashenpangzhulilikaidekongxi，woduanzhejiubeiqingshenzuozaiwangchunshenpang。
「王总，我敬您。」
wobudaitayoufanyingbianzigunaqitamianqianshengmandejiubeiyunjiwozijibanbei。
woweiweikaojinta，yishouqingfushangtadejian。
「wangzong，buguanjintianjieguoruhe，wodouhenkaixinnengrenshinin。」
luyuchuanjintianjiwozhunbeileyitiaoshushenhongsezhangqun。
xiongqianbeiruoyinruoxiandeleisigoule，luchuwoxibaidebojinghebeibang。
tazongshizhidaoruhecainengrangwowujinqiyong。
woqingchudiganshoudaowangchundeshentijiangyingyishun，houyoubuzizhudewangxiangluyuchuandefangxiang。
「xiaoluzong......」
luyuchuandaduanletadehua。
「wangzong，woxiangongzhucicihezuoshunli。」
woweizhuanshouwanrangbeididejiuposazailewangchundekuzishang。
「buhaoyisi，woyouxiezuilewangzong，wodaininquqingxiyixiaba。」
qishizaiwolanzhewangchunbeiwancongluyuchuanshencezouguoshi，wodouzaixinlibeiliedijiaozhejing。
woananpanwangluyuchuanyibajiangwocongwangchunshenbianzhuaikai，napakaikouhezewoyidun。
zongranzhixiaozheicaijinwanluyuchuandaiwolaidemude，
yeqingxidizhidaowobingfeishiluyuchuanfeiwobukedeweiyi。
kewocongweibeirenjiandingxuanzeguoderensheng，daorujinhaizongbaoxiebuqieshijideqidai。
wojinnianyebuguoshiershiwusuidenvren。
yuluyuchuanjiuchandeliunianrangwofengxianleworenshengzhongzuimeihaodeyiduanshiguang。
qishijiayizhenshizhenyijia，youyousheinengjianchiweizhuangchulailiunianruyideaiyini。
zheiliunianzhongmouxieshikewoshizhendeganshoudaoxingfu，neishiwozongrenweihuiguniangshangqieyudaotadebaimawangzi。
huoxuwoyezhidexingfu，qishijiuzheiyangheluyuchuanduguocisheng，yebuwanglaizheishijianzouyizao。
keshihaoxianglaotianpianpianchengfawozheiyangeduyinxianderen。
tazeguaiwomouhuajinlezijideweilaiyoumousuanleshenbiansuoyouren，zhongjiushichengfawoshiyuyuanwei。
suoyidangwangzongfuzaiwoshenshangkenyaowobojingdeshihou，woyoufangruolewushengqidebuwawarentachichan。
zongshiyanqianchangjingyushinianqianbaoxingdechangjingzhonghe，wodexinlihaoxiangyezaifanbuqirenhedidang。
zhibuguolinhuangbuzaile，meirenzairuzhamaodexiaolaohubanjiangwohuzaishenhou。
wocailinhuangdeguihunzheixienianyidinggenzaiwoshenbian，danshitakenengyeduiwoshiwangleba。
tazaishengmingzuihouyikedouzairangwoweixiao，yewushucizaimenglibeiqidikanzhewo。
wozhidaotaxiangrangwoshoushou，xiangrangwoquguozijideshenghuo。
meibanfaalinhuang，jinibaochoushijiejiehuoxiaqudeweiyidonglile。
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wangchunshiyouxieequweide。
tacongchoutilichouchumashengjiangwoshoujiaokunbangqilai，yongpibianchouzaiwoshenshangminganbuweiliuxiayidaodaohenji。
wodeyingjifanyinghenda，wohunshenzhanlidiyongzhijiaqiazhezhangxin，cainengrenzhuxiangjianjiaodechongdong。
tingdaowangchunjiekaipidaiqingqiaodekadayisheng，wodedanaoshenjinghaoxiangturanbeiqiaduanchedihunsiguoqu。
zaiheianfugaiqianwohaoxiangkandaoluyuchuanchongjinlefangjian，yiquanxianfanwoshenshangderen。
wobeiluyuchuanjiehuibieshujingyanglesantian。
woshenshangqishimeiyoushenmeshang。
wangchundeyiqiejudongdoushidewoshouyide，qingqingziziyinzijibendoushibiaomianhairen。
daoshiluyuchuanyinweiwoturanyundaodeshijiwozhaolaiyigexinliyisheng，jiaochenzhixu。
tanbaishuowoyoudianhaipata。
chenzhixudagaijiushizuiwujiedeneiyileiren，diandianqingshengxiyujiunengqingyiqiandongnidexinxian。
yidanbeitafaxianpozhanbianbianbenjialidipouxijingong，tandaoxiangyaodedixiyouhuiguzuotiexindebahuatiyinkai。chenzhixudaolaizongrangwoyouyizhongzhuabuzhudanyouwuligaibiandejiongpo。
wotaoyanzheizhongganjue，suoyiwoduitayichangpaichi。
「linnvshi，wozhishixiangheniliaoliaotian，bubiduiwoyouzheimeqiangliedediyi。」
tayundanfengqingdikanzhewoxiao，sihujuedewoguzuolengjingdejudongyichangkexiao。
「nizheiyangdefanyingshibennengdeziwofangyujizhi，huanjuhuashuo，niyuezheiyangwoyuerongyilejieni。」
wozhandouzheshuangshoujiangchuangbiandetaidengchaotarengguoqu，jianjiaozhehanlaileluyuchuan。
「走，让他走。」
chenzhixujiangyizhangmingpianqingqiaodefangzaizhuoshang。
「lin**，ruguonigaibianzhuyihuozhexiangzhaorenliaoliaosuishikeyilianxiwo。」
chenzhixunanierenxindeshouduanbuzhidaogaoleluyuchuanduoshaodengji。
ruguorangtafaxianleshenmezhusimajigaosuleluyuchuan。
kongpawoliuniandenulidouyaogongkuiyikui，zijiyenanbaoquanshenertui。
wopanfuzheluyuchuandebojing，jiangtoudizaitadesuogu，renyouyanleipilipaladizaxiaqu。
luyuchuanyongchunqingwendiaowolianshangdelei，buzhiweiheyuqizhaopingchangduolejifensuanse，
「好，我让他走。」
「yuchuan，womeishi，woxianghuigongsile。」
zheijitianwomendoumoqidibutifashengdeshi，tiantiannizaiyiqidefenweidaorangwomendeganqingshengwenxuduo。
wozhidaocishiluyuchuandeyanjiaoyouxiefanhong，wojuekoubutishoudaoweiqudemoyangdaorangtagengweikuijiu。
luyuchuan，jirannimeiyouneimeaiwo，jiurangzheifenkuijiutiwotianmannidexinba。
woyangzhuangqilekunyi，dunangzhexianghehaixianzhoujiangluyuchuanhongqulechufang。
luyuchuanaibuguowo，kanwobiyanzhuangshuihou，tanlekouqitiwoyehaobeijiaoguandengbianlikaile。
banshangguohou，wozaizhengkaiyannayoubanfenkunyi。
congchuangdianyuchuangtoujiandefengxilimochuyigeshouji，fasongjigezihoubianshanchujilu，jiangshoujifanglehuiqu。
「按原计划进行。」
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「linwenhaiyoulianhuilaigongsia，tabushiqianjitianzaijiujushangdexiaoluzongshouyibeiyigelaozongdaizoule。」
「kanlaixiaoluzongyemeiduozaihutaa，genlezheimeduonianyouruhe，buhaishibeisongqujibierenbaishui。」
「jiulinwenneizhanghumeizilian，tianshengjiushiganzheigedeliao，zaojiuyourenshuoxiaoluzongqunadoudaizhetajiushiweilezaichuangshangdatongguanxi，kanlaiguozhenruci。」
「shia，haitingshuozheijitianmeilaishiyinweibeineigelaozongnongdehenlezaijiaxiuxini。」
「真不要脸啊。」
......
lianggenvyuangonggangcongchashuijianxiaozhezouchulai，yingmianzhuangshangguaijiaochudeluyuchuanhewo。
fengciyanedexiaorongyishunjianjiangyingzailianshang。
「小，小陆总好…」
「zheigeyuedejiangjinjixiaoquanbukouchu，xianzaijiuqurenshilingzheigeyuededixin，zhongwuzhiqianlikaigongsi。」
luyuchuanshuobabiantaobishenmesidekuaibulikai，quanranbugushenhoulianliandedaoqianrencuo。
tajinruhuiyishibianwuzizuoxia，xiangwodefangxiangnulenuchunshiyiwokaishihuibao。
「bencixiangmujihuayushieryuedikaishidonggong，choubeiqijianabzuquanyuanhewoyiqigenzongshenghezhidizouxiang，qiyuliangjiahezuofangjunyouczugenjin......」
wangrizongjiechenhuishangneixieshicaiaowudelaoyuangong，duiwoyiboyouyibodezhiyiyuanduidouyaochongpotianhuaban。
kejinrihuiyishineideyizhongrendoushiwanzhuanzhichangduoniandelaoyoutiao。
jiandaoluyuchuancishizhoushendichendeqichangbianmeiyourenzaigankaikouduoyan，shengpachulemeitou。
wodaoyeledeqingsongzizai。
「ruguogegeanpaimeiyouwentidehuajintianjiukaishiluoshi，gezuzuzhangjishiyuwogoutong。meiyouqitawentidehuadajiajiukaishigongzuoba。」
wohaobuyanshidizhishizheluyuchuan，huayumolechongtadiaopidezhalexiayan。
fenmingdijiantayandideyinmaisanjinluchumanyidexiaoyi，wozhidaotahenxiangshouwoanchuochuohongtadexiaobaxi。「wozuihouzaibuchongyiju，congjinwanghou，wobuxiangzaigongsitingdaorenhehaowuyijudefengyanfengyu，fouzebieguaiwolumoubuguniantonggeweidewangriqingfen......」
luyuchuanmianwubiaoqingdihuanshizaizuogewei。
「林雯，走了。」
luyuchuanshengaotuizhangbuzikuai，woliangliangqiangqianggenzaihoumiancainengmianqiangzhuigantadesudu。
yishouzhuazhuwodeshouwanjiangwodaijinbangongshishunshoujiangmenfanyanshang。
「ruguojintianzheijianshinizijiyudaole，nihuizenmeban？」
tawenredehuxiposazaiwolianjia，chiredemuguangzhishizheworangwoyouxiebugankantadeyanjing。
「qishitamenshuode，yebuquanranbudui......」
luyuchuanzhengzhengkanzhewobanshang，woxiayishiyangqitaohaodexiaorong。
「yuchuan，womeiguanxi......」
tajiangwoweishuochukoudehuaxishutunxia，jianjianwendeyufashenru，womenbicihuxiyezhujianbiandejicu。
luyuchuanyongyizhishoufuzhuwodeyao，poqiedijiangwolaxiangta，zhuanshenxiangbawowangxiuxishidaiqu。
「yuchuan，bie......」
「jinwanqunijiaba......」
heluyuchuanzaiyiqizheimejiu，woyemeiyoutuidiaowozaichengbeidechuzuwu。
shenzhizaiqunianzanqianmaixialeneigelaofangzi，neishiwohelinhuangdexiaotiandi，zhiqiancongweiyunxuluyuchuantazu。「linwen，nibianle。」
luyuchuanetouqingdizhewodesuogu，yigugureqisuizhetadekaikoushunzhexiongqiankongxiliuruwodejifujian。「yuchuan，womenliunianle......」