第1章
“zheikubirizi，zhongyuaochutoule！”
yuqijieshu，linhaojidongdidahou。
sanniandelaoyu，zaorangtashenxinjupi，guanjiandeshi，neigetongqindelaotou，shunianruyiridezhemota！
gangjinjianyudediyitian，tajiubeiyutouhenhencaolianlezhengzhengyidun，huidaosushe，tongqindelaotouhaoxindijitayibeishui，tahexiahou，xiayikehunshenjingchuqidetengtong，nanshouditangdishangdagun！
tajinyaoyaguan，zhiwenlaotou，zhengningkaikou，“nijilaozihelesha！”
laotouyundanfengqingdishuodao：“duanmingsan，juedingdeduyao，buxiaobanke，nihuiquanshenfulanerwang。”
shuowantalianshangyoushanguoyimonankandexiao，coujinlinhaodeerduo，“buguonizhishangkanyou，genguquebucuo，yaoshikendanglaofudetudi，jiuraoniyiming。”
jiuzheiyanglinhaomomingqimiaochenglelaotoudetudi，beipozhengrizhamabudazuo，haiyaoxueyixiebuzhisuoyundeyixuedianji。
zaiduyaodexiepoxia，linhaozainu，yezhinengrenleyouren！
houlaiquefaxianshentijingurouyankejiandizengqiangzengzhang，neixieyishuyeshijuedingdemiaofa，shenzhiyouyicibayigechadianbeirentongsi，mingxuanyixiandeyutoucongyanwangyeshoulilaolechulai！
suiranfuxingsannian，dantanengliyushiliquebidangnianqianglebuzhidaoduoshaobei！
linzouqian，linhaozoudaolaotoushenpang，zhengzhongdishuodao：“zheijinian，xiexienile，chuyuhouruguowohunchugemoyanglai，zhengqujinijianxing。”
laotoubailetayiyan，zhishiyanzhongyeshanguoyimobushe，suishoushuaijitayigecuilvsebanzhi。
“zheishilongshenjie，zhenguiwubi，mingniandezheigeshihou，daizhetaqu‘julongdao’，zheishijiedemingmai，doujiangyounizhangkong！qianwanbuyaonongdiule！haiyou，chuquhoushoushounineichouxingzi，shaojiwozhengtiantanqingshuoai，nvrenyoushenmehaode，yinweiyigenvrenjinlejianyu，nidiubudiuren？！”
linhaobajiezhishouhao，helaotoudaobiehoulikai。
takanzheshoulidejiezhi，meiduozaiyi，ququyimeijiezhijiunengzhangwoshijie，neizhudounengshangtianle！
“haiyou，zheisilaotoujingranshuowoweilenvrenjinjianyuwodiuren？womingmingshiyingxiongjiumei！”
nvyouyeqianwenwenerya，duitayongyuanchongmanxinren，shilinhaodexintourou，wuyongzhiyi！
三年前，女友生日。
taquzhubaodianjingxintiaoxuanleyikuanzuanjie，dasuanxiangyeqianqianqiuhun。
zhengzoudaonvyoujiamenkou，jingkandaonvyouzhengzaibeiyigeshencaiyongzhong，danshenjiabufeidefuerdailifacaiqiangwen！
nvyouliqibugou，genbenzhengzhabude！
shenzhiyu，haibeibaleyifu，tayaoshilaiwanyidian，houguojianzhibunengxiangxiang！
linhaodangchangshuangyantonghong，dahouyisheng。
“niganshenme？！！！”
嘭！
tanuhuochongtian，chongguoquyijiaochuaizailifacaixiongkou，tiduanleduifanghaojigenleigu！
lifacaidangjimanyanbengfayuandu，“laozigaosini！”
lifacaijiashihaomen，dianxingdefuerdai，baofuqilailinhaogenbenwufafankang。
meiliangtianshijian，linhaojiubeiyajinjianyu，yidaijiushisannian。
但他从不后悔！
jibianzailaiyici，jibiantiqianzhidaojieju，tayehuihaobuyouyudibaozouneigesipangzi！
shenshenxilekouqi，linhaodasuanlikaijianyu。
danzheishi，tayuguangkandaojianyudatingjudadeleddapingmushang，zhengbofangzheyiduichuanzhehunfudeqingnianfufu。
nandefeitoudaer，nvdezhangxiangquexiaojiabiyu，poyouzise。
linhaoshentidunshizhengzhu，shuangyanmaochubukezhixindeshense。
zheizhangjiehunzhaoshangnanren，heranshihaitaruyudelifacai！
ernvren，zhengshitalinhaodenvyouyeqianqiana！
jiehunzhaobofangwanhou，jinsuiqihoudeshiyilianchuanlinanhaomenlijiagongzilifacai，yuyeqianqianjinrichenghundexiaoxi！
linhaonaohaiyipiankongbai，zaiwuyisijiaoxing！
nuhuoshunjiancongxiongtangyongchu！
这......
怎么可能？！
sannianlai，jiujingfashengleshenme？
cainengrangtagangchuyu，jiukandaozheitiandadexiaohua！
tadakaixujiubuyongdeshouji，dasuanjiyeqianqiandagedianhua。
kezheishi，yilianchuandeduanxindanchu。
zuihouyitiao，heranshimuqinfalai，meizuotaxiang，linhaozhijiediankai。
“haoer，wohenibaxianzai，yebuzhidaonengbunengchengdaonichuyu......ruguonatian，nichuyuhoufaxianwomenyibuzairenshi，wunian，haohaozhaoguhaoziji。”
这是什么意思？！
不在人世？
shishenmeyangdekunnan，nengrangyuanbenfuzuankang，shiyezhengzhengrishangdefumu，shuochuzheiyangdehua！
linhaoqingxujinzhangzhiji，zaimeiduoxiangnvyoudeshiqing，likaijianyuhou，likedachehuijia！
laidaoshuxidedamenqian，taqiaoleqiaomen，guanlihaobiaoqing，xiangzhezenmegenmuqinshuohua。
“sheia？”kaimendequeshiyigexiaoqingnian。
linhaocumeikanzhezheigemoshengren，“nishishei？”
“zheishiwojia！niwenwoshishei？！”qingniantiaomeidaliangzhelinhao，zhuanyanyouhaosixiangdaoleshenme，“nishisuhuilanneigejinjianyudeerzi？tabafangzimaijiwo，zaozhudaopinminkuqule！”
林豪猛地瞪大双眼。
tayouqianyanwanyuyaowen，dancike，tayijingbunengrongrenzijiduoxiang，tayaojinli，jinquanlizhaodaofumu，kankantamenjiujingshifouanhao！
buxiaopianke，linhaoshunzheqingnianjiyudedizhi，laidaoyigepojiudexiaoqu，waibiaodeqiangpiyijingdapianboluo。
shuyuneizhongguojinianjiubeichaidiaozhongxinguihuadedijie。
tazhiqiandejia，bushuofulitanghuang，yesuanshigeweizhihezhuangxiudoubucuodeloupan，bamazenmehuifangzheneilibuzhu，banlaizheili？！
fangjiandedamenbeidakaishi，yigemanmiancangsang，shenyingpanshandefurenranglinhaoxinzangzhouranyiteng。
这，正是他的母亲。
ercishi，muqinshenxia，jingranshilunyi！
tadeshuangtuiweimi，kuguangenbenmeijiliangrou，zheishicanle！
duanduansannian，tademuqin，zenmehuibianchengzheigeyangzi！
“ma！”linhaomuzhonghanlei。
suhuilanzhengzhengdidaizhu，suijimanliandejidong，jinjinjiangerzibaozhu，“haoer，nihuilaile！ganjinjinwu，shoule，majinizuohaochide......”
linhaoyaoleyaotou，“ma，nidetui......”
suhuilanyizheng，kuxiaozhetanlekouqi，shuochulewangshi。
linhaodalelifacaihou，duifangnalishoudelezheiqi，batasaijinjianyuhaibugou，gengduoduobiren，yaotafumupeichangyiliaofeiliangbaiwan。
kejialidongpinxicouyezhiyouwuliushiwan，zhihaomaidiaolefangzi。
jibianruci，haiqueershiwandekouzibubushang。
fuqiliangdegongzuogengshibeilifacaijiaohuang，heshideqiyemeirenyuanyiyaotamen，budeyi，linfuzhihaoqugongdibanzhuan，suhuilanzejirenzuojiazheng，yicilushangbeichezhuangduanletui，zaiyezhanbuqilai！
linhaowuzhexiongkou，qiangrenzhesuanse，“yeqianqianni？dangnianwozhuandeqiandoucunzaiyeqianqianmingxia，tabukenengnabuchuyidianlaijiejiba......”
suhuilanyandishanguoyimoaishang。
“taa......tanaliyuanyijiwomenqian......tashoushangnadedoushinidexuehanqian，wohenibahoulaidouqinglelvshi，danyushiwubu......houlaiwocaizhidao，lvshisixialidoubeilifacaishoumaile，neibiqianbujinmeiyaoxialai，shenzhihaidaotielebushaolvshifei，tamenjiushizaishuawomenjia，shuawomenwan......”
shuodaozuihou，suhuilanzaoyileiliumanmian，shuniandexinsuanyazhibuzhudiliuluerchu。