第一章
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“muqin，nizhiqianshuoyaobawopeiyangchengquanqiudingjianmotedeshi，woxianghaole，woyaoqu。”
dianhuaneitou，songmudunshizuozhileshenzi。
“zhendema！taihaole！dangchunishuonixihuanzouxiudeshihou，wojiujuedewojiabaobeinveryidingnengdazhanhongtu，naxiangdaoyujianzhouchentingzhihou，nijiugaibianlexiangfa，wozenmequandoumeiyouyong，xianzaihaole，nizhongyuxiangmingbaile！”
shuodaozhei，songmuyoushitanxingdekaikou，“buguonizhendexianghaolema？yaochengweiquanqiudingjianmote，xuyaojingguohenyankudexunlian，bujinyaozhuxiaodiaonixianzaideshenfen，haiyaozaihshishenghuo，zhishaoshinianbunenghuihaicheng。”
“qulenei，nikejiujianbudaozhouchentingle。”
zheiwunianli，woweizhouchentingzuodeshashitaiduo。
zuoweipangguanzhe，songmudangzhenshixintengde。
wodenaohaizhong，fuxianchuzuowannanrenshuodehua。
xinlibuzaiyouyifenyouyu，“wohuihetafenkai。”
“muqin，woyihoudoubuhuizaiweitazuorenheshashile。”
“yinwei，wobuhuizaiaita。”
xianzaibuhui，yihouyebuhuile。
dedaosonglinxinzheigehuida，songmugaoxingdechadianluolei，“ninengxiangmingbaijiuhao！lileta，duodeshihaonanrenrennitiaoxuan！woyijingjiniyuyuelequanqiuzuidingjiandelaoshi，shenfenzhuxiaoxuyaosanzhou，sanzhouzhihounijiukeyiguolaile！”
“好。”
shuowan，woguaduanledianhua。
wodenaohailihuixiangqizuowanfashengdeyimumu。
zuowanhesongchentingwencunguohou，zhengdangwomimihuhukuaiyaoshuizhezhishi。
quehurantingjianlenanrendeduihuasheng。
shizhouchentinghetadehaoxiongdixuyebai。
“nizhenbasonglinxindexiongxianqiexialaijifuxiyu？”
nanrenlengmodeshengyinxiangqi，“shi，songlinxindeshuangfeng，shiwosuojianguozuimeide，fuxiyuxiangyaochengweimoteguanjun，zhiyoutazuiheshi。”
xuyebaibukesiyi，“neisonglinxinzenmeban？nizhidaozheiduiyuyigenvrenshiduodadeshanghaima！”
zhouchentingchenmopiankekaikoudao，“zheibenjiushitaqianfuxiyude，ruguobushitahuilai，fuxiyuyouzenhuibeisongjiaganzou，lunluodaoyaozaiwaitaoshenghuodedibu。tabushixiangyaomingfenma？dengtaxinglaihou，wohuizhaojihuigongkaiwomendeguanxiwenzhuta，zaidengsanzhouhoushoushujieshu，wohuiquanxinquanyideaita。”
“ni！nizhenshifengle！dangchufuxiyuweileqianpaoxianideshihou，niwangle？xianzainijuranweilerangtaduoguan，gediaosonglinxindexiongxiansongjita！niyoumeiyouxiangguo，dangchunihedelanzuiruni，shisheibeizheniyibuyibuzouhuiqude，nibeijializefadeshihou，youshisheizaidayutianliguilesantiansanye，zuihouchadiansizaiquyiyuandelushang！”
“xianzaifuxiyuzhidaowaimianburongyihuilaixiangtoukaonile？”
“zhidaonihesonglinxinzaiyiqi，yikuernaosannazhezijideshentizuoyaoxie，nijiuxuezimuquanneiyitaobasonglinxinzaichuangshangnvedetiwuwanfu！ertahaiyiweishizijibugoutaonihuanxin，weiciduinibaiyibaishun，jiuchajinidanggoule！xianzainihaiyaobatadexiongxianzhaixialaiyizhidaofuxiyushenshang？！”
xuyebaibenyiweizijiyifanhuanenggoudianxingta。
quebucengxiangnanrenyijiushiguzhijijian。
“shi！zhengyinweitazheimeaiwo，yuanyiweiwozuorenheshi，suoyicaixuanzeta。danwoaizhederenyijiushifuxiyu，zheimeduonian，meigehesonglinxinxingfangshideririyeye，wodouzaixiangzheta。”
linyebaijinghu，“nibasonglinxindangshenmele！”
“tazhishifuxiyudetidaipin，xianzaifuyuhuilaile，woyaojitaxiangdedaodeyiqie，baokuosonglinxindexiongxian。”
zhouchentingdehuarulaizidiyudeemo。
worenshihunshuide，kewoyijiunenggouqingxideganshoudaozijixiongkoudezhandou。
woshoujiaobingliang，zhouchentingshuodemeiyijuhua，meiyigezidouyourulicizhazaitadexiongkou。
让我崩溃。
zhidaoxianzai，wodounengmodaoshoubeishangdehanmaolinli。
woshisongjialiuluozaiwaidezhenqianjin。
huilaidediyitianbianrenshilezhouchenting。
kanjiannanrendediyiyan，wojiushenshendeaishangleta。
kezhouchentingaizhedeshijiaqianjin，fuxiyu。
liangrenqingmeizhuma，liangqingxiangyue。
shizijidechuxiandaozhitamenfenli，wohenluomo，danwoshebudekanzhouchentingshangxin。
yushirangfuxiyuzuogexuanze。
liuxialai，haishi80wan。
fuxiyumeiyouyouyu，tanazhe80wangenzhouchentingtilefenshou，ranhoulikailehaicheng。
neiyiwan，woqinyankanjiannanrenweiaibugusihuolanzaifeijimianqian，weiaigenjialinaofan，shenzhibuxiyaofangqijiazujichengrendeshenfen。
wokanzhezhouchentingcongtianzhijiaoziyiluoqianzhangzuihouluopobukan。
womomodepeizheta，zaitamaizuideshihou，shouzaitashenbian，zaitakuqideshihou，jiangtabaozaihuaili，zaitashikongdeshihou，renshoutadebaonuwuchang。
woyiweijiusuanshikuaishitou，zheiwunianyenengbatawure。
kedaotoulai，wocaifaxianzijicuodelipu。
就算付熙钰走了。
jiusuanzijipeiletawunian，fuchulewushugeririyeye。
doudibuguonvrendeyitongdianhua，yitiaoxiaoxi，shenzhiyigeyanshen。
周宸庭爱着她。
yinweitanaozhezisha，jiuweizijiheanmianyao。
yinweitaxiangyaonaguanjun，jiubazijidexiongxiangexialaixianjita！
yidijingyingdeleicongwoyanjiaohuaguo。
zhouchenting，wozaiyebuyaoainile。