第一章
haomenquanliliuchuanzheyijuhua，zheishishangsuoyoudenvrendouyoukenengzhaoxiaosan，weidupeisangningbuhui。
tayouganqingjiepi，yibannanrendoukanbushang，diyicijideshichengqingyan，xinzhongyezhiyouzheigepeitacongxiaofudaohunshadezhangfu。
kejiehundiwunian，chengqingyanqueshoudaozhangmuniangfalaidepeisangningchuguidexiaoxi。
zhaopianchuandaotashoulideshihou，chengqingyanzhenggerendoujiangzhule。
zhiyintayueguideduixiang，bushiqingchunyangyideshibasuinanda，yebushinenglichuzhongdezhichangjingying，ershiyigeliyidaiwadezaocandianlaoban，shenshixiangmaojieputong，shenzhibitadaleyilun。
kepeisangningkantadeyanshen，queshishenrugusuideaiyihewenrou。
wanshangjiudian，peisangninghuidaojia，yijiuchuanzheyishenshechipingaodingdezhiyequnzhuang。
chengqingyanzuozaishafashang，meiyoukaideng，dengtazoujin，
tamengdijiangneiyitazhaopianhenhenshuaizaitalianshang，peisangningdelianshangshunjianbeihuashangleyidaokouzi，zhizhangfenfenyangyangsanluoyidi。
“裴桑柠，解释。”
peisangningchenmoleyishun，erhoufushenjiangsanluodezhaopianyizhangzhangjianqi，neiyangyigeyoujiepideren，cikequezaiwenroudecaquzhaopianshangnanrenlianshangzhandaodehuichen。
tataiqitou，muguangpingjingdikanxiangta：“meishenmehaojieshide。meicuo，woaishangleta。”
“niaishangleta？neiwoni？”chengqingyanzizizhandou。
“peisangning，shiliusuinisichanlandagaobaideshihou，nigenwoshuowoshinijianguozuishuaizuiyouxiudenansheng，zheibeizijiuaiwoyigeren，bierennidoukanbushang！”
peisangningkanzhetajidongdeyangzi，yanshenlimeiyoubanfendongrong，zhiyouyizhongshenshendepibei。
“woshishuoguo。”takaikou，yuqiyijiupingjing，quedaizheyizhongcanrendepouxi，“keshiqingyan，zheixieniandianzhejiaoaini，wotaileile。”
“woailenizhengzhengjiunian。zheijiunian，meiciniyishengqi，buguanduicuo，nacibushiwodisanxiasididaoqian？nixihuande**banshoubiao，wolianyefeiguowaijinimaihuilai；niyinweibiedenanrenduokanwoyiyanbukaixin，wodeyuangongquanshinvde；nineifangmianhenqiang，youda..woshoubuzhuyeaoyesuinizheteng，napadiertianyouzhongyaohuiyi……”
taliejuzheyizhuangzhuangyijianjian，neixiechengqingyancengyiweishitianmide、beitazhenshideguowang，cikequechengletakongsudezuizheng。
“weileni，wojihushiqulesuoyoudezunyanheziwo。keshichengqingyan，woyeshigeren，woyehuilei。”
tadunledun，muguangtouxiangxukong，“sangeyueqian，niyinweiwowangjimaichuchaliwushengqi，wozenmedaoqiannidoubukenkaimen。
wozaimenwaidengleniyizhengye，diertianzaoshanghaixiangzhequmai，jieguoweitengyundaozailechijindezaocantanqian。”
“shichijinjiwoweileyao，aolenuanweidezhou，yongtaneishuangdaizhebojiandeshou，qingqingtiworouzhetengdaojingluandewei。”shuozheshuozhe，tadeshengyinli，jingdaishangleyisichengqingyancongweitingguode、jinhujuanliandewenrou，
“zaitaneili，woganshoudaolezainizheilicongweiganshouguodewennuan。neiyitian，shiwozheijiunianlai，guodezuishufu、zuifangsongdeyitian。woxiexialeyishenpibei。”
chengqingyanhunshenjiangying，naoziwengwengzuoxiang，jihuzhanlibuwen：“suoyi，jiu……jiuyinweiyiwanzhou？nijiufangxiawomenzhengzhengjiuniandeganqing，duitadonglexin？”
peisangningshouhuimuguang，zhongxinkanxiangta，yanshenfuza：“qingyan，niyehenyouxiu，caozongyulequandeshiyefengshengshuiqi，xingguangyiyi。
niyeshuaiderenshengongfen，zheimeduonian，xingxing**denanren，womeijianguobinigenghaokande。kezhengyinruci，woshikedouxuyaoyangwangni，xiaoxinyiyidipeizheni，jiangnishiweiwoshenghuodezhongxin。”
“chijinhenputong，tabuyouxiu，yemeineimeshuaiqi，ketahuixintengwoweiteng，huiweiwoaoyiwanrezhou，huizaiwopibeishijiwo**，wozaitashenshang，ganshoudaoleqiansuoweiyoudepingjinghe……guishugan。”
guishugan？chengqingyandexinxiangshibeizheisangezihenhencichuan。
neitamenjiuniandejia，yousuanshenme？
“buguonifangxin，wobuhuihenilihun。”
tahuafengyizhuan，huifuleshangrendelengjinghelizhi，“wohepeishijituandouxuyaoyigexiangnizheiyangyouxiu、nadechushoudezhangfu。erqie，dangchuwozainifumudemubeiqianchengnuoguo，huipeiniyishengyishi。womenzheimeduoniandeganqing，woyebuhuizuodetaijue。”
takanzheta，muguangqingxiercanrendihuaqingjiexian：“danyihou，wobuhuizaiainibanfen。wohechijindeshiqing，niyebuyaozaiyourenheganyule。”
“baoqian，wozhidaoshiwoweibeileshiyan。kewokongzhibule。kanzaiwoailenineimeduoniandefenshang，niyaoguai，jiuguaiwo。genchijinwuguan。”
shuowan，tabuzaikantacanbaidelianse，zhuanshen，haobuyouyudilikailezheigejia。
chengqingyantanzuozaishafashang，kanzhetaneijuejuelengmodebeiying，zhijueruzaoleiji。
jiunianqian，tashigongrendexiaocao，qingchunzhangyang；tashiqinglengjinguidexiaohua，zhongxingpengyue，suoyourendoushuotamenbanpei。
tayiduitayijianzhongqing，kaishilehonghonglieliedezhuiqiu。
keyinweifumuguanxipolie、changnianzhengchaodailaideyinying，chengqingyanduiaiqingheqinmiguanxibennengdidichu。
shita，yongjinlesuoyoudenaixinhewenrou，meitianleidabudongdisongzaocan，zaitashengbingshitaokequmaiyao，zaitazaoyubugongshidiyigezhanchulaihuzaitashenqian……yidiandian，jiandingdiqiaokailetajinbidexinmen。
zaiyiqihou，tayijiuduitajihao，keyuanshengjiatingdechuangshangrangtaxiguanleduli，shenmeshidouzijikang，kandaoyounanshengwentayaolianxifangshi，taxinlisuansedeyaoming，queyezhishimomozoukai，congbuzhiwen。
zhidaogaokaojieshuneigeshujia，yichangturuqilaidechehuo，daizouletadefumu。
judadebeitongrangtajihubengkui，taquesheiyemeigaosu，yigerenqiangchengzhechulilesuoyouhoushi，jubanlezangli。
pianpianneishi，zaiguowaijinxingbiyelvxingdepeisangningbuzhiconghechudedaoxiaoxi，fengleyiyangganhuilai。
tafengchenpupu，chongjinlingtang，kandaotachuanzheheiyi，shouruocangbaidexiangyizhangzhi，yankuangshunjianjiuhongle。
tabuyoufenshuodiguixialai，jinjinjiangtabinglengdeshenzibaozhu：“chengqingyan！nikanzhewo！woshipeisangning！shinizuizhongyaoderen！zaiwomianqian，nikeyiku，keyixiexianisuoyoudefangbei！nichicukeyizhiwenwo，keyichongwofapiqi！yinweiwomenzhijianyongyuanbuhuiyougehe！woyongyuanhuizouxiangni，peizheni！tingdaolema？！”
neiyike，chengqingyanzhuqidesuoyouxinfangchedibengta，tabaozhetahaotaodaku，jiangsuoyoudebeishang、wuzhuheweiqudoufaxielechulai。
shita，qinshoujiangtacongjianyingdequqiaolilachulai。
suoyizheijiunianlai，taxuehuilebiaoda，xuehuilehaowubaoliu，xuehuilexiangsuoyoubeiaiderenyiyang，duitatichuyaoqiu，faxieqingxu……yinweitashenxintashuode“woyongyuanhuizouxiangni，peizheni”。
kerujin，jiunianguoqu，taqueshuo，taleile。
yanleixiongyongerchu，chengqingyankudexiesidili，tongbuyusheng。
mingmingshitaxianshuoaidea。
weishenmexianshuobuaide，yeshita？
tabuyuanjieshou，yushiguzhidirenwei，peisangningzhishiyishidemishi。
yushidiertian，chengqingyanjingxinzhuangshu，zhaodaochijindezaocandian。
takanzheneigemangliude、pingfandeshenzhiyouxietuqidenanren，jiangyizhangtianhaojueshuzidezhipiaotuidaotamianqian，“chixiansheng，likaipeisangning。zheixieqian，zugouxiabanshengyishiwuyou。”
chijinkanzhezhipiao，lengleyixia，suijihongleyankuang，quemeiyouqujie。
“……wohuilikaide。nin……ninbieweinanta。”
shuowan，tashenzhibugankanchengqingyan，zhuanshenjiucongcongshoushidongxi。
kedangtianwanshang，tajiujiedaolexiaoxi。
chijinchulechehuo，minggenzibeizhuangduanle。
erpeisangningtingdaoxiaoxi，yixiaziliulechan。