neiyiye,huanggongdishangpumanlehouzhongniannidexue,wobeijinguzaijinlongdianli,dongfangtubai,dadoushengjianting。
mingxuanzuozaiyipang,kanlewojiyan,wenwo:
“shenqingyu,nikehaijide,wunianqian,chengjiaonongtian,nicengjiuguoyigebansibuhuodeshaonian?”
mingxuandeyanjinglishanliang,duolejifenqidaishense。
woxianglexujiu,caijianjiandezaijiyilizhaodaoshuxidechangjing。
那一年,我才十岁。
yujiantashi,zhengqiaogangjiaowanfei,jiantamanshenxuewuhaiyouqi,benshixiangzhuangkanbujiande,zoukaixujiu,wohaishidaolehuilai。
zhuyaoshitakanqilaifugui,woxiangzhejiutayiming,zaishundianyinzizou,mianqiangyesuangejiaoyi。
haozaiwochangganhuoliqida,shenglayingzhuaidejiangtatuojinleyichupowu,taoletadeqiandaizi,quyaozhuangmaileyao。
manglexujiu,tianyeheile,neirencaikankanzhengyan,huoxushitayanlishaqitaizhong,zhijiejiangwohedebatuijiupao,lianqiandaizidouwanglehai。
diertianzaimoguoqu,neirenyijingbujianle。
woxinlibuanlexuduotian,shengpatahuilaixunwohaiqian。
zhidaoriziguolexujiu,tadoubucengzhaoshangmen,wocaigantoutouhualetadeyinzi,chilehaozhangyiduanshijianderoubaozi,jiangzijidouchipanglebushao。
womeiyoukaikouyingta,tazhishiziguzideyoujixushuozhe。
“woxinglaideshihou,nicongmangtaozou,wojidenidelian,houlaiwohuilewangfu,jiyuanqiaohexiajiandaoleshenqinglin,wobianyizhiyiwei,shitajiulewo。”
“wojidede,neirenyanjiaoyoukezhi。”
mingxuanzhizhidekanzhewo,yanliduoshiyixiefuzadeshense。
woyouxiecankui,duiwolaishuo,neibuguoshiyichangjiaoyieryi。
wozhengyukaikoujieshixieshenme,queyourentazhechushengchaoyangtuikailefangmen。
“shizi,yiqiedoujieshule。”
mingxuandianlediantou,neirenshiqudezhunbeituixia。
我开口叫住了他。
“虞鸢呢?”
neirenkanlekanmingxuan,chiyileyizhen。
mingxuanduanzuozhe,youjifenmanbujingxin。
“说吧。”
neirendeleling,caikaikoudadao:
“weiwudajiangjunfuzhongrenyijingziwenle。”
woyizhenzhanli,neixiehuazaiwonaodaizhongzhuanglaizhuangqu,sihuzenmeyecanbutou。
woyuyuyuanxiangshibusuanjiu,tazongshineiyangdeyizizai,sihuyiqiedounengbawozhe。
我不信她会死。
“chengwangbaikou,tadaoshigeyouguqide。”
“zongshihuangdizaihunyong,taizizaiwuneng,zheitianxiashizhonglunbudaoxingyudelaizuo。”
mingxuanjianghuahaishineiyanglengmo,jishitahuaxiashineiyangduoderenming。
wotaijiaoyaowangwaipao,mingxuanmeiyouzailanwo,wopaolexujiuyouxujiu,zhongyuzaidadianwaikandaoleyuyuandeneizhihongyingqiang。
ranhou,haijiandaoletachouhendeyan。
huoxuwoqueshishibumingbaixuduoshiqingde,birushuo,wowufapanduancishijiujingyoumeiyouduicuo,chengwangbaikouzheisigezi,haoxiangqueshiyoushineiyangcanren。
kewozhixiangdeqiyuyuanneizhangmingmeidelian。
wozaitashenbianzuolexujiu,xiangshuoxieshenmehua,kewoyutaxiangshiderizineiyangduan,sihuyemeishenmetaiduohuakeyishuo。
tacengshuoguoyaohuwopingan,kerujinquezijizoudeji。
henjiuhenjiuhou,wotingdaoshenhouyourenkailekou。
“好好安葬她。”
womeiyouhuitou,zhishiyingleyiju:
“谢谢。”
yourengenzheshoulianleyuyuancanpodeshenzi,wogenzheyibuyibudezou,mingxuanzaiyipanglenglengdekanzhewo。
zhidaoyuyuanbeitaizou,wocaikaikouwenmingxuan:
“你要做皇帝吗?”
tasihumeixiangdaowohuiwen,zhengleyike,yingwo:
“是。”
wochongtaxiaolexiao,zhidaoshi:
“恭喜你。”
yuyuanxiazanghou,huanggongdeyiqiexuesedoubeiqingxiyikong,henkuaijiuhuifulewangrineibansiqichenchendemoyang。
chulehuanlegehuangdi,haoxiangyiqiedoumeishenmebianhua。
wobeiliuzailegongli,mingxuanhaoxianghenmang,yizhidaodengjidadianjieshuhoudeqiri,wocaijiandaoleta。
tasihuhenlei,zheichanggongbianhunluan,chuanchuqudexiaoxili,yiqiedeguocuodouzaiyujia,mingxuandaochenglepingluandeyifang。
kewohaijide,yuyuanneiyiyetidaoguo,haiyougetaizixialuobuming。
wogangxiangkaikouwenta,quebeitaqiangxiankailekou。
他问我:
“niyuanbuyuanyidangwodehuanghou?”
wolenglexujiu,huanghuzhongyouxiangqi,yuyuandiyicihewotiqimingxuandeshihou,yuwoshuo。
mingxuanmilianshenqinglin,keshenqinglinyixinzhiyoutaizi。
haoxiangyiqiedoushunlichengzhang,kewohaishiyouhaoxianghaiqueleyihuan。
womeiyouyingta,zhishiwenletawoxiangwende。
“qiantaizi……rujinzenmeyangle?”
tazhalezhayan,zhihewoshuo:
“成王败寇。”
说完,他转身就走。