第2章
“zhendema？nizhenyaogenwobabalihun？aoaoao！jiaojiaoayizhongyunengzuowomamale！baba，nikuaiqianzi！”
lishangyanxialoudeshihouzhenghaotingjiansumianyueyaolihun，yanjingdunshifaliang，dongdongdongpaoguolai，chezhelizhehandexiuzicuicu。
sumianyueduiyuzheigeerzichedifangqile。
sinianmuziqing，jiudangweilegou。
nalelihunxieyishu，tazhuanshenshangloushoushidongxi，zheicaifaxian，jiehunwunian，zheigejialitadedongxishaodekelian。
tatuozhexinglixiangxialoudeshihou，lizhehanzuozaishafashang，yishuangyanjingsisidingzheta，haoxiangtashigeduowuqingwuyidenvren。
真可笑。
boqingguayidenandaobushitamenfuzima？
doulihunle，jiubieexintale。
tashuo：“worangsijisongni。”
“不用。”
sumianyueqiangrenzhehuilailushangbeizhuangcheshangdetui，jielizouchulizhehandeketing。
jiuzaizheishi，yigezuqiucongtashenhoufeichongguolai。
zhizhizazhongtashoushangdetui。
siliedetengshunjianchuanbianquanshen，sumianyuezhenggerenguizaidishang，dongdanbudebanfen。
冷汗湿透了后背。
lishangyanchaofengdeshengyinshunzhefengshengchuanlai：“baba，nikuaikan！neigenvrenyouzaizhuangle！”
厉哲瀚没说话。
jiuneimezhanzaierlou，renyoutazaidishangguileershiduofenzhong。
guliedetengguolexujiucaihuanjie，tayigerenliangliangqiangqiangzouchubieshu。
医院里。
yishengshuotadetuishangdehenzhong，xuyaozhuyuan，haiyaozuoshoushu。
苏眠月同意了。
zhishimeixiangdaoyirihuipengshangjiangjiaojiao。
yixiwenwandefense，jiaodididelianshangdaizhechuchenluzhubandejiaomeixiaorong，kanjiantadeshihou，jiangjiaojiaolianshangmingxianyileng。
“suxiaojiezenmezaizheili？a，yigerenma？”tazuoyoukanlekan，yilianyihuo，“lixianshengheyanyanni？”
tahuranyizhennanguo：“suxiaojie，nishibushimeidatonglixianshengdedianhua？zhenbuhaoyisi，wogangcaigenlixianshengzaiyiqi，weibushufu，lixianshengsongwolaiyiyuandelushangtaidanxin，cuoguohaojigedianhua，duibuqia。”
ruguobushituitaiteng，sumianyuezhenxiangjijiangjiaojiaoguzhang。
zenmehuiyourennenglvchadezheimehunrantiancheng，xizhiruwei，rangtayigenvrendoujuedetadanchunwugu。ruobushishangcizaiyoueryuantaqingqingchuchukanjiantayandidetiaoxin，zheihuierdouyaobeipianguoqule。
“buyonggentadaoqian，yuniwuguan。”
lizhehancongwaimianjinlai，shoulilinzheyidaiziyao，zhanzaijiangjiaojiaoshenhou，weihudeyisihenmingque。
tashidanxintaqifutadexinhuanma？
sumianyueshenseningzhipianke，zaikanlianggerendeshihouweiweiyixiao，“jiangxiaojieshuoxiaole，wogenlixianshengyijinglihunle，taguanxinshei，queshiyuwowuguan。”
“qishiwohaiyinggaiganxiejiangxiaojie，yaoburan......woyebuzhidaozijizheimererentaoyan。”
tahuayingangluo，lizhehanliansemengdijiuchenxiaqule。
“huainvren！shibushiniqifujiaojiaoayi？”
lishangyanxianggexiaogangpao，hurancongwaimianchongjinlai，duizhesumianyuejiuda。
sumianyuemeilaijishuohua，daoshitaimoudeshunjianzhengduishangpangbianjiangjiaojiaosixiaofeixiaodeshenqing，chajuedaotakanguoqu，jiangjiaojiaomashangchuixiayanjian，huifuneifuwenwanrouruodemoyang。
sumianyuezichaolexiaolexiao。
“bienao！nijiaojiaoayishiweiteng。”
lizhehanlakailishangyan，yilianbuyuezhiwen，“zheigeshijian，nibushiyinggaizaiyoueryuanma？nizenmelaizheilile？”
lishangyanmingxianxinxu，suolesuobozi。
huranyongshouzhizhesumianyue：“shita！shitashuozijishengbingle，feidadianhuarangwoguolai！baba，douguaita！”
sumianyuezaobuduilishangyanbaoyouxiwang，danhaishijinglexia。
“wokantayidianshengbingdeyangzidoumeiyou！baba，shitapianwode！takendingshihouhuigennilihun，guyijiaowomenguolaimaican！”
“baba，nibuyaoxintadehua！woyaojiaojiaoayizuomama！wocaibuyaohuishouta！”
sujiaoyuebushuohua，jiuneimezhigougoudingzhelishangyanshuohuang。
congshenmeshihoukaishitabianchengzheiyangde？
haoxiangjiushibannianqian，tadaitaquwaimianchifan，lishangyanhuranjiuhenxianqi。
——jiaojiaoayishuole，zheishiqiongrencaichidedongxi，womenyouqianrenjiugaichigaodangcanting。mama，nizenmezheimetubiea。
congneiyihou，tajiuzaiyebudaitachilubiantanle。
xianzaixiangxiang，sumianyuejuedezijizhendehenshibai。
可，那又如何？
zheiduifuziyihoudougentameiguanxile。
tachenjinzaizijidesixuli，meizhuyidaolizhehandeshenqing，zhidaobingfanglichuanchuyidaowuxingdeyapogan，zhixiderangrennanshou。
她才缓缓抬眸。
lizhehandingzhetakan......shenmeyisi？
budengtaxiangqingchu，jiangjiaojiaowenroudeshengyinchuanlai：“yanyan，bukeyiluanshuoe。haiyoulixiansheng，zheisuiranshinidejiawushi，wobugaiduozui，kewohaishijuedebuyaoqianchexiaohaizidehao，yaoshisuxiaojiebuxianglihun，nimendarenkeyizaitantan，danshiliyongxiaohaizizuozheizhongshiqing，shibushibutaihao？”
jiangjiaojiaodeshengyinyiyangduncuo，chedijisumianyuedingxingle。
haizuochu“weixiaohaizi”haodedanyoushenqing，kanqilaizhenshiwenwandafang，aihuxiaohaidehaoayi。
sumianyuemeijieshi，shixianluozailizhehanshenshang。
suzhehanduishangtadeyanmou。
“sumianyue，zuozheixieyouyisima？nibuxianglihun，dakeyizhijiegenwoshuo，zhuangbing，bahaizipiandaoyiyuan，niyoumeiyouxiangguo，ruguotalushangchushenmeshinipeideqima？”
lizhehannuchi，sumianyuechedilengzhu。
心尖说不出的酸楚。
tayiweilizhehanshizuilejietade。
yinzhemuqindehunyinbuxingfu，tayizhixiangyaoyigeshuyuzijidejia，takansijianrenjueqiang，qishiguzilicuiruoyouzibei。
tabuganmafanbieren，ershiduoniandeshenghuoliyizhifeijinxinsitaohaoshenbianderen。
suoyilizhehanxiwangtazaijiazuogexianqiliangmudeshihou，tacaihuimankoudaying，buxifangxiazizun，zhiweihuandeyigetazirenweimeimandejiating。
yeyinci，buguanshizhangfuhaishihaizi，yongyuandoubuhuichengweitajiaoyidechouma。
厉哲瀚该知道的啊。
pianpian，tahaoxiangzuibudongta。
erzixianqitadeshihou，sumianyuemeiku；
lizhehangenqitanvrenjiuchanbuqingdeshihou，tayemeiku。
raoshibeierzizajinyiyuan，tadoumeiyouneimeweiquheyanlei，keyanxializhehanjiuneimeqingqiaodeyijuhua，jiubatatuiruwanzhangshenyuan。
五年......
全都是错付。
苏眠月红了眼眶。
该醒了。
“shiwobatajiaoguolaide，zheige，haijinimen。”shuozhe，tacongshouwanshangquxiayitiaohongshengbianzhideshougonglianzi，zuogonghencucao，quebeitadangchengbaobeidailesannian，zhiyinzheishierzisongjitadediyijianliwu。
现在，她不要了。
“还有这个。”
sumianyuezaiciquxiashoushangdejiezhi。
zheibushitagenlizhehandehunjie，queduitazuizhengui。
yinweizheishilizhehanzhuanmenweitashejide，quanshijieduyiwuer，shitafeijinxinsi，aolejitianjiyecaihuachulaidetuzhi，yeshitaqinshouzuochulai，qinzijitadaishangde。
tashuo，zheimeizuanjiejiao“baitouxielao”。
她也不要了。
buguo，tameiyoujiaojilizhehan。
ershidangzhetademian，qinshoujiaodaolejiangjiaojiaoshoushang。