第1章
ganzangdejutongrutongwushugenshaohongdegangzhen，henhenzhajinliyuqindewuzangliufu。
taquansuozaichuangshang，etoushanglenghancencen，zuichunyinweiyinreneryaodefabai。
“e......”yishengyayibuzhudetongyincongtahoujianyichu。
tazhandouzheshenchushou，mosuozhechuangtoujushangdezhitongyaoping，rushouqueshiyipianbinglianghekongdang。
药瓶，空了。
“mingzi......wangfang......”tayongjinliqi，siyadihuhuanzhe。
gebifangjianli，dianshideshengyinkaidezhentianxiang，jiazazhezhiziliminghezhixifuwangfangdeshuoxiaosheng。
“mingzi！bangwo......banggugumaiyao......”
liyuqindeshengyindaizhekuqiang，jihushizaiaiqiu。
zhongyu，jiaobushengtuotuotaladiguolaile。
menbeibunaifandituikai，limingtanjinbangeshenzi，lianshangshihaobuyanshideyanfan。
tazhengjuzheshouji，pingmushanghuahualvlvdeyouxijiemianshanshuozhe。
“hanshenmehan！hundouyaobeinihandiaole！”
liyuqinzhizhekongyaoping，qixiweiruo：“yao......yaomeile......banggugu......qumaidian......”
limingpieleyiyan，yanjingyouhuidaoleshoujipingmushang，shouzhifeikuaidichuozhe，“zhidaolezhidaole，cuishenmecui！”
shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu，tengtongyuelaiyuejulie，liyuqinganjuezijikuaiyaobeisiliele。
tazaiciaiqiu：“mingzi......qiunile......gugutaitengle......”
“aiyafansile！”limingmengditaiqitou，shoujiwangpangbianyireng，ehenhendidengzheta。
“chichichi！jiuzhidaochiyao！niyebukankannidoushenmeyangle，fanzhengdoushiyaosiderenle，chineiwanyieryoushenmeyong？langfeiqian！”
liyuqinruzaoleiji，bukezhixindikanzhezheigezijicongxiaobaodaoda，haochihaohegongzhedezhizi。
ta......tazenmenengshuochuzheizhonghua？
“ni......nishuoshenme？”tadeshengyindouzaifadou。
zhixifuwangfangyebaozheshoubei，xiekaozaimenkuangshang，liangliangdikaikoule。
“woshuogugua，niyezhenshide，doutuozheimejiule，zenmehaibuyanqia？womentiantianzheiyangshouzheni，bandoumeifahaohaoshangle，nizhidaowomensunshiduoshaoqianma？”
limingjiehua，yuqilimanshixingzailehuo：“wokanyekuaile，made，kesuanshiyaoaodaotoule！”
liyuqinqidehunshenfadou，xiongkoujulieqifu。
tazhizhetamen，shengyinyinfennuerbagaolejifen：“nimen......nimenzheilianggebaiyanlang！woyaojinibadadianhua！woyaogaosuta，nimenjiushizheimeduiwode！”
limingwenyan，feidanmeiyoubanfenjuse，fanerlengxiaoyisheng，yanshenqingmie。
“he，dabei，nijinguanda！nihaibuzhidaoba？wogaosuni，zuipanzhenizaodiansi，buyongzaituoleijialide，jiushiwobatamenle！”
liyuqindetongkongzhouranshousuo：“bukeneng！nihushuo！niba......niershusanshutamen，woyishoudaidade......”
“daidayouzenmeyang？”limingchixiao，“niyibanianjile，bingchengzheigeguiyangzi，busi，nandaohaixiangrangwomenyangniyibeizia？wobatamenzaojiufantounile！tiantianzaijianiantao，nizenmehaibusi，zenmejiuzheimenengao！”
不！她不信！
liyuqinzhandouzhenaqizhenbiandelaonianji，shouzhiduoduosuosuodianzhesangedididehaoma。
wurenjieting......
tadebing，gangfaxiandeshihou，yishengmingmingshuoguo，shizaoqi，zhiyaojishizhiliao，haohaopeihe，shiyouhendajihuizhiyude。
keshitadesangehaodidi，tataoxintaofeiduidaileyibeizideqindidi，queyigegekuzhehanzhegentashuo，shebudehuaneigeqian。
tamenmanzheta，shuoyishengshuole，meishenmedashi，huijiayangyangjiuhao，yingshengshengdi，batadebingcongzaoqituodaolewanqi，tuodaoleyaoshiwuyidedibu！
houlaitazhidaole，jigedidiyoukuqiongshuojialishizaimeiqianle，suoyimeibanfajitazhi。
liyuqinzhidaodidimenyangzheyidajiazirenburongyi，zaijiashangzijinianjiyedale，suoyituoxiele，bijingtazheibeizizuixintengdejiushisangedidi。
keshimeixiangdao，daozuihoutamenxiantashigetuolei，bujietadedianhua，lianzhitongyaodoubujitamai。
renyoutazaizheibinglengdechuangshang，beibingtonghuohuozhemo！
jiuzaizheishi，tademuguangsaoguolimingsuiyirengzaichuangweidexinkuanshuiguoshouji，haiyoutashouwanshangneikuaihuangyande、jushuoyaojishiwandejinbiao。
wangfangshangcilai，shoulilinzhedeneigebao，tatoutouwenguo，yeyaohaojiwan！
bushimeiqian，shishebudebaqianhuazaitazheigejiangsidelaotaiposhenshang！
tamenyangzheyidajiazirenshiburongyi，ketaliyuqinweizheigejiafuchudehaishaoma？
yiqian，tahainengpianpianziji，shuotamenyoukuzhong，shuotamenshizhendemeibanfa。
kexianzai，liminghewangfangneifuzuilian，neifubabudetalikeyanqideyangzi，rangtalianziqiqirendouzuobudaole！
zaiyixiang，tacongyiyuanhuilaizhihou，tamenjiuzhaojiekourangtacongzhiqianzhudefangzilibanchulai，bandaoyiqianzaicunlidelaofangzili，shuoshirangtaluoyeguigen，keshijishang，jiushidanxintasixinfangzilihuiqi！
xiangdaoneigefangzihaishitamaide，xiededazhizidemingzi，tashengbinghoutamenqueshuoneifangziquyinxingdiyadaikuanqutiangongsidekulongle，xianzaixiangxiang，zheixiegujidoushipiantade。
liyuqinzhijuedeyikouqiduzaixiongkou，shangbulai，xiabuqu。
zheijishiniana，congdidimenguaguazhuidineitianqi，diemajiugentashuo：“nishijiejie，yaorangzhedidi，yaozhaogudidi，youhaodongxidouyaoxianjididi！”
tatinghua，tazhaozuole，yibeizidouzaiweitamenzhexiang，weitamenfuchu。
zhangfuqiaomingyuanduitaneimehao，keweilebangchenniangjia，taduoshaociweiquleta？
houlaigengshiweilejiuren，nianjiqingqingdejiubuzaile。
ermingyuansidezao，danverjinjin，shangbeizijialegejunren，zhangfuxishenghou，fangzihefuxujinquanbeipojiabazhan。
shitadehaodidimena，huayanqiaoyuquanta，rangjinjinzaijia，shuoshenme“nvrenjiameigeyikaozenmexing”，jieguoni？jinjinzaixinpojiabeicuomodebuchengrenxing，nianjiqingqingjiumeile！
zaitadexiaonverlilibeiguaimaihou，tadeyikexingengshiquanpusangedidishenshang，zhiwangtamennengjizijiyanglaosongzhong。
kedaotoulai，huanlaideshishenme？
shixianqi，shipaoqi，shibabudetazaodiansi！
liyuqinyuexiangyueqi，yuexiangyuehen，neiguqizaixiongtanglihengchongzhizhuang，jihuyaozhakai！
huanghujian，tahaoxiangkandaoleqiaomingyuan，tachuanzhebitingdejunzhuang，yingjuntingba，zhengwenroudichaotazhaoshou。
haiyoujinjinhelili，xiaozhehanta：“mama，laiya！womenzaizheilidengni！”
“mingyuan......jinjin......lili......”tashenchushou，xiangquzhuazhutamen，quelaolegekong。
erbian，shigebifangjianlilimingshuazheduanshipinfachudezhenzhenweisuoxiaosheng，yishengbiyishengcier。
liyuqinyanjingmengdidengda，yikouqigengzaixinkou，zaiyechuanbushanglai，shenchudeshouzhongzhongdiluoxia！
wangfangbenlaihaiyiweiliyuqinsile，likecouguolai：“aiya！liming！niguguzongsuanshisile！zanmenkebuyongzailaizhaoguta！”
limingyiting，yibianshuaduanshipinyibianzouleguolai：“haihaoxiaoshucongming，rangtahuizheilaofangzililaile，buranzhenyaosixinfanglile，duohuiqia！”
tamanyouyouditaiqitou：“ershushangcihaishuodaguzenmehaibusi，gancuijiuzaitachidedongxilijiadianyao，haishixiaoshuzhizhileni！qishipasha，tayoumeibiedeqinrenle，sileyebuhuiyourenyanshi......”
tabujingyidiyiditou，jiukandaoliyuqindeyanzhuzizhuanlezhuan，suihoumengdishenchushou，yibajiuzhuletadeyijiao。
limingaodeyisheng，hedeyi**zuozailedishang。
“bai......baiyanlang......”liyuqinjiannandishuochuzuihouyijuhua，liangtuiyideng，chediyanleqi。
wangfangyeheleyitiao，ganjinshenshouzailiyuqindebizixiamianshileshi，caisonglekouqi：“silesile，zheixiashizhendesile......”
limingpaqilai，zhongzhongdichuaileyijiaoliyuqindechuang：“laobuside！siqianhaiyaohewoyitiao......ganjinjibadadianhua，jiushuorensile，ganjinbansangshishoulijin！zaiqushanshangsuibianwagekengmaile！”
rensihou，tingjueshizuihouxiaoshide，liyuqintingzhelimingyuelaiyueqingdeshengyin，zaiwujindehuihenzhong，yishizhujianxiaosan......
yizhen“pingpingpangpang”dekanchaisheng，bansuizheyuanziliyinyuededongjing，yingshengshengjiangliyuqincongwubianwujideheianhejutongzhongzhuailechulai。
她猛地睁开眼睛。
meiyoucibidexiaodushuiwei，meiyoubinglengkongdangdeyaoping，gengmeiyouwuzangliufubeisiliedejutong。
liyuqinchengzheshenzizuoqilai，ditoukanzhezijideshou。
neishuangshou，suiranyesuanbushangxinen，danjuebushihoulaineishuangbumanlaonianban、shougulinxun、baoshoubingtongzhemodekuzhua。
ta......tazheishi......
yigehuangtangqueyourangtaxintoukuangtiaodeniantouyongleshanglai。
tahuangusizhou，tupiqiang，huzhebaozhidewuding，haiyouqiangjiaoneigediaoleqidejiumuxiang。
zheibushitahoulaibeizhizilimingganhuilaidelaofangzi，ershi......ershitaheqiaomingyuanjiehunshi，qiaojiafendewuzi！
qiangshang，guazheyigejianlouderilipai，hongsedeshuziqingxiwubi——1982nian！
一九八二年！
liyuqinwuzhulezui，yanleichadianduokuangerchu。
tazhongshengle！tazhendezhongshengle！
zheigeshihou，tademingyuancaiganggangtuiyihuilai，haimeiyouzaozaolishi！
zheigeshihou，danverjinjinyinggaihaizaibuduisuijun，nvxuyehaohaode，meiyouxisheng！
zheigeshihou，tadexiaonverlili，yehaihaoduanduandizaitashenbian，meiyoubeiguaimaidiao！
suoyoudebeiju，douhaimeiyoufasheng！
yiqiecuowudoukeyizhonglai！