chuanjinbazongxiaoshuoli,wopingjiemoudongfangyishoujingzhanchuyi,chenglechufangzhangmadedeyidizi。
zhangmameibiedeaihao,chulehebaomuwangmaliaobagua,jiushiaibaomei。
lejiewomeiyouduixianghou,zhangmaxingzhibobodisaijiwoyibenxiangqinshouce。
「zheilimiankedoushizhuangyuanyouzhinansheng,biruyuandinglaolidesunzi,985biye,shengaoyimiba,bakuaifuji,yangguangxiaolanggou!」
「haiyouzongcaixinzhaodesijixiaohe,yiqianshibaobiao,shencaigennanmoyiyang。」
tayibianshuozhe,yibianfankaishouce,jiwokantamendezhaopian。
kanzhewomouguangyuelaiyueliang,zhangmaxiaodao:「zheidoushiwohewolaojiemeiyigegeshoujiqilaide,nifangxin,renpindounengbaozheng。」
「haiyouzheige……guanjiaxiaochu,guowaidaxuegangbiye,nianxinyiqianwan。niyinggaijianguo。」
tashuodeshiwoyingpindangtian,lingzhewomenjinqumianshidezhangfaqingnian。
toufashuchengmawei,chuanzhecaijianhetidebaisexizhuang,xiyaobuyingyiwo,shenseqingleng。
zhangmadao:「ruguonijuedexing,guoliangtianzanmenzhoumoshuangxiu,worangtahenijianyimian。」
tashuodeqingsong,quanranbuzhitazaiwoyanzhongdexingxiangbiandewubigaoda,sanfazheshenxingdeguanghui。
nianxinqianwan,zhangfameiren。
erni,zhangma,nicaishizhenzhengdemeirenzhishen。
wokelesheng,guzuomiantiandao:「huibuhuitaicongmang?wanyitabuxihuanwoni?」
zhangma「aiyou」yisheng,zuoyoukankan,coujinwoqiaoshengdao:「baobei,niyaoyouzixin,nizhangzheimehaokan,sheihuibuxihuannia!」
「nijizhuzhangmayijuhua,buxihuannidedoumeipin!」
我:「……」
naozilihaoxiangyoushenmedongxibeichouzoule。
zhoumo,bazongyaohuibenzhai,zhangmazuowanzaofanhoujiucuicuzhewohechucanchuqu。
「peng」deyisheng,damenzaiwomenshenhouguanbi。
wobeituideyilieju,xingkuichucanyanjishoukuaidilaleyiba。
「meishiba?」chucanyanjiezhanlezhan,lengjingwendao。
wozhijuewozhewoshouwanyicedezhangxinwenre。
zhuyidaowodeshixian,chucanmengdichouhuishou,lengbaifusedebojingfanzhebuzirandebohong。
「meishi。」woxilexibizi,xiudaoyiguqiandandexiangqi,「nipenxiangshuile?」
chucanlenglexia,suijixiaodao:「kenengshizhihuxiyiyedexiangwei。」
buyongshangban,chucanmeiyouchuanzhebaixizhuang,fanershiyishenxuebaideduantheniuzizhangku,roushundetoufayongduandaizhazainaohou。
bawomidenaozikongkong,yagenermeiyoutingjiantashuoshenme,fanyingguolaishiyijingzuojintadecheli。
cheziyangzhangerqu,shoujishangzhangmafalaixiaoxi,wenwojinzhanzenmeyang。
wo:【zaianjiezoujinxing。】
zhangma:【sheidejiezou?】
我:【我的节奏。】
张妈:【……】
suirantazhangdehenfuhewodecai,rangworenbuzhu(diaomeigui)(cetang)(paomeiyan)(buxiaoxindiaoxiachuang)(fangemian)(zaidishangcetang)(jixupaomeiyan),danshiwojuebuhuibeimeiseqianzhezou,zhishimingmianshangshenhundiandaoeryi。
wozhouliconglaibudangtiangou。
「niyoushenmexihuanchidema?」hongdengliangqi,chucanpiantouxunwen。
zhengwudeyangguangcongfalaliyicedechechuangsajin,jiangchucanbanzhangcelianheyanjiedushangyicengqiandanrouhedejinsha。
wotingjian「kaca」yishengcuixiang。
道心碎了。