第5章
erzhouyiquedao：“nibuxin，budaibiaomeiyou，jutousanchiyoushenming，yaoyoujingweizhixin！”
yiqiandetayebuxiangxinsuoweideshenguilinghun，danziconglaoxiazijiaotamaoshanzhishuhou，taxiangxinle。
zheinanhaibeisiqichanrao，wanquanfuhelihunzhengdezhengzhao。
“qinyisheng，tabushinizhensuodeyishengma？”guqianchengwendao。
“bushi，woburenshita！”
tingdaozheihua，guqianchengganjinbahaizibaodaoyibian，“nigaoshenme，bushiyishengnijiwoerzikanshenmebing，chuleshenmeshi，nifudeqizheigezerenma？”
“nierzizhendefanlelihunzheng，yaoshiwuyi，bunengdange，buranhuiyoushengmingweixian！”
zhouyibuxiangfangqi，bijingneishiyitiaoxianhuodexiaoshengming。
tajiranyijingjuedingjichenglaotoudeyibo，zhizhangyishendian，jiubunengyanzhengzhengkanzhewugudeshengmingzaitamianqianliushi。
guqianchengquexiangtahoudao：“nizaizhei，woerzicaihuiyoushengmingweixian，nimenyiyuanhaibuganjinbatahongchuqu！”
“guxingzhang，buhaoyisi，wozheijiubataganzou！”qinmengqiulianmangdaoqian，ranhouduizhouyiyunnudedao：“niganjinzou，zheilibuxuyaoni！”
“tafandezhendeshilihunzheng，niyaoxiangxinwo！”zhouyihaixiangzhengqujihui，quebeiqinmengqiuzhijietuichuzhensuo，ranhoubamenyiguan，guandaolezhensuowaimian。
“qinyisheng，jiefangmendoushuonijiarenxinrenshu，jingchangjiusifushang，wozheicishimumingerlaide，ninkuaijiujiuwoerziba！”guqianchengganjinbahaizibaodaoqinmengqiudemianqian。
“xianbaoquzhenshiba！”qinmengqiushuodao。
诊室里。
qinmengqiujianchaleyifanzhihoukaikoudao：“meidashiqing，zhishijiandandefashao，wokaiyijiyaojitafuxia，yinggaijiuhuimanmanhaozhuanle！”
“keshizhiqian，woerziyijingfuyaole，danzheihaizihaishigaoshaobutui！”baiyuzhenjieshidao。
“neishiyinweiyaoyongdebudui......zongzhinimenbuyongtaidanxin！”
guoranrutasuoyan，yongwanyaozhihou，haizikaishijianjiantuishao，shentiyebuzaichouchu，henkuaibiananjinglexialai。
“qinyishengzhenshimiaoshouhuichun，meiyounidehua，womenliangkouzizhendebuzhidaogaizenmeban，qingshouwomenliangkouziyibai！”guqianchengfufujiqinmengqiujugejiushidudewangong，yibiaoganxie。
“jiusifushang，shiwomenyishengdezeren，nimenbubiruci！”qinmengqiuganjinfuqierren。
baiyuzhensongleyikouqidao：“xingkuiganggangmeitingneigeshengunde，buranwoerzizhenyaoyoushengmingweixianle！”
ranerguqianchengfufubaozhehaizihaimeizouchuyiyuan，haizituranyouchouchuleqilai，yanqiushangfan，bigangganghaiyanzhong。
“qinyisheng，nikuaikankan，zheiyoushizenmehuishi？”qinmengqiuyikoushuihaimeihewan，guqianchengyoubaozhehaizihuilaile。
haizichouchudelihai，yanjianhuxidoukuaitingzhi，zheiyixiazilianqinmengqiudouhuangle。
“mingmingyijingtuishaole，zhei......zheishizenmehuishi？”qinmengqiumeiyoujianguozheizhongzhengzhuang，yebuzhidaogaizenmebanle。
“niwensheia？nishiyisheng！nidaodihuibuhuizhibinga！”guqianchengfennudedahandajiao，tajiuzheimeyigebaobeierzi，zheikeshigujiaweilaidexiwang！
qinmengqiuxianghanlinli，liansecangbai。
tapinmingjihaizizuoxinzangfusu，keshiyidianyongyoumeiyou，xintiaoyuelaiyueboruo，haiziyehunsileguoqu。
“laozinongsinizheigeyongyi！”guqianchengshangqianyibaqiazhuleqinmengqiudeyanhou。
jianciyimu，pangbianyihurenyuanyehuangle，shangqulazheguqiancheng，quebeitayijiaochuaifanzaidi。
啪！
guqianchengyibazhangshanzaiqinmengqiudelianshang，haobukeqi。
这就是现实。
dangnizhihaodeshihou，tahuiduiniganendaide，zhibuhaodehua，zerenjiuhuiquanguaizainitoushang。
yanjianqinmengqiuyijingwufahuxile，baiyuzhenganjinshangqianshuodao：“laogu，nixiangqiasitama？ganjinsongshou，buranzhenyaochurenmingle，kuangqiewomenerzihaiyouyikouqi，qudayiyuanzhiliao，xingxuhailaideji！”
shuohuadetongshi，baiyuzhenbaoqierzijiuchaoyiyuanwaimianpao。
“meiyongde，nierziqunageyiyuandouzhibule！”yizhizaizhensuomenkoudenghoudezhouyituchuyidaoshengyin。
“nigeshengun，haiganzhouwoerzi！”baiyuzhenhuomaosanzhang。
“wozhishizaichenshushishi，ruguowomeicaicuodehua，nierzizaimeifashaozhiqian，yinggaiquguolemudi！”
zheihuayichu，baiyuzhendelianseyibian，“nishizenmezhidaode！”
“wohaizhidaotashoudaolejinghe！”
baiyuzhenyilianzhenjingdekanzhezhouyi。
nandaozhenrutasuoshuode，woerzizhongxiele？
“nizenmehaizaizheili？”qinmengqiuzhuilaiwaimian，jianzhouyihaizaiyubingrenshuohua，nudao：“nizhenyiweinineitaofengjianmixinnengzhihaozheihaizidebingma？”
离魂症？
qinmengqiugenbenbuhuixiangxin。
tayouduibaiyuzhenshuodao：“wozhensuodeyiliaoshebeiyouxian，nihaishizhuajindaihaiziqudayiyuankankanba！”
baiyuzhenquekaikoudao：“keshitashuodeqingkuanggenwoerzizaoyudeyiyang！”
“yiyangshenme，yigeshengunshuodehuaniyexiangxin？”guqianchengshiyinxingdexingzhang，shouguogaodengjiaoyu，chongshangkexue，ziranbuxiangxinguishenzhishuo。
“keshita......”
baiyuzhendehuahaimeishuowan，bianbeiguqianchengdaduan：“keshishenme，ganjinbaozheerziquguoshizhongyiyuan！”
baiyuzhenyezhidaoxianzaierzidebingbunengdange，yushibaozheerziganjinshangleyiliangshangwuche。
“woshuodedoushishishi，nierzishoudaojinghe，sanhunbufuti，yijingdangebudele！”zhouyihaixiangzaizhengqujihui。
zhikexi，guqianchengyijingshangche，genbenbujitazheigejihui。
guqianchengyouduiqinmengqiuhedao：“nigeyongyijiwoerziyongjiayao，woxiongdishiweishengshushuzhang，nimenzhensuojiudengzhebeichafengba！shenmegoupimingyi，wopei！”
qinmengqiulianshangxiemanleweiqu，tashifenxiangbianjie，danyouwucongkaikou。
zhouyizhuishangchezi，dashenghanleyiju：“ruguoyaolaizhaowodehua，quxiangrikuifuliyuan！”
zhouyihaishixiangjineihaiziliuyitiaohoulude。
“nigoule，yihoubierangwozaikandaoni！”qinmengqiushuowanzhuanshenjinruzhenshi。
zhouyiyemeishuoshenme，zaimenkoulanleyiliangchuzuchehoulikaizhensuo。
zheishi，qinmengqiujiedaolemuqindalaidedianhua。
“mengqiu，nijuranbaguojiadashaojidezuile，nishizenmegaode，guojiashaoyenengkanshangni，shiniduodadefuqia！”
qinmengqiudefumudoushigongwuyuan，yizhixiangrangqinmengqiujiajiguoshaocong，yehaorangzijizaijiazuliduozhangxielianmian。
meixiangdao，qinmengqiubujinbazijidediyicijileyigeyenanren，hairangtadaleguoshaocong。
xianzaiguoshaocongdairenlaiweixietamen，bujiaochuqinmengqiu，jiuyaomashangxiagang。
“ma，nizhidaoguoshaocongduiwozuoleshenmema？”qinmengqiuyanleidouxialaile，taxinzhongyouwanbandekuchu。
dantadefumugenbenbutingtajieshi，“meiyoubiedeshangliang，mingtiannijiujiajiguoshaoye，mashangyuneigeyenanrenfenshou，fouzenijiubuyaodangwodenver！”