第1章 遗言

第1章遗言

我叫陆尘。

mingzishiyeyequde,yigechen,ziyiweihuichen,wuxingwutizhixiang,keyiduobizaihuo,fengxionghuaji。

wodejiaxiang,zaiyunguibianqu,yigepianyuandexiaocunluo。

zaiwoduchuyineinian,zhengzaixuexiaodushu,ershuhuranzhaodaoxuexiao,jicongcongbawodaizou。

bianzoubiangaosuwo:“niyeyebuxingle,yaojiannizuihouyimian。”

woxinliyigedeng:yeyebuxingle?

tashenti,bushiyizhihenhaodeme?

chuzhongshizaizhenshangdu,huilaojiaxuyaobangexiaoshizuoyou,haishiqimotuodeqingkuangxia。

yihuidaojiali,jiandaoyeyetangzaichuangshangqiaocuidemoyang,wo“wa”deyisheng,jiukulechulai。

yeyeyiqianshentihenhao,mianseyizhihenhongrun,jintiankanqilai,quemanlianhuise,yiyanjiunengkanchulai,shentibuxingle。

dabohewoba,liangrendouzaichuangqianshouzhe,chenmobuyu。

yeyeyigongsigeerziyigenver,guguyuanjia,sishujushuoshichuwairuzhui,yijingzhengzhengshinianmeiyouhuilai,dabotuijiaoyouwenti,xingdongbubian,jialiyejiuwobaheershuchengzhe。

“die,luchendailaile。”ershujinmenjiushuo。

yeyetingdaoershudeshengyin,zhengkaixuruodeyanjing,kanlekanwo,luchuyigecixiangdexiaorong。

tashenshou,molemowodetou,tanlekouqi。

“chener,zanmenjiazuchengzaideeyunzuzhou,gedaiyichuan,yeyezouhou,jiuyaoluodaonideshenshangle。”

zheishihou,wohaichenjinzaiyeyejiangyaolikaidebeishangli,duiyuyeyedehua,bingmeiyouzixiting,zhishibutingdeku。

shuowanzheijuhua,yeyekesouleyizhenzi。

lianchuanlejikouqi,zheicaihuanguolai,kanzhechuangqiandesangeerzi:“nimendouguolai,tingwojiaodaiyixia。”

dabo、ershuhewoba,doukaoleguoqu。

“jizhu,zaiwosihou,buyaofasang,zhijiexiazang。xiazangqian,yongmashengkunzhuwoshuangjiao,bunengjiekai。guancaiyaoshuzhemai,bawotouchaoxiafangzhe,wangxiawawumi,cainengxiazang。”

yeyezheijuhuayichukou,suoyourendoujingzhu。

womenjia,shifengshuishijia,yeyedebenling,shilibacun,shenzhizhenggexiancheng,doushichuankaide。

suiranyeyebingmeiyoubabenlingchuanjizijidesigeerzi,zhirangwobatamen,zaijialiwunong,ouerchuqudadianduangong,danyixiejibendefengshuizhishi,tamenhaishidongde。

sibufasang,daoshixiaoshi,danmashengkunzhushuangjiao,haibunengjiekai,zheizaiminjianchuanshuoli,neijiushisihouzhaobudaolu,meibanfajinruguimenguan,shiyaodangguhunyeguide。

shenzhihaiyaotouchaoxiamaizang,neibudanyongshibudechaosheng,haihuibeidarushibacengdiyu,yongshibudechaosheng!

eryibanmairen,zuiduobuguowangxiawasanmizuoyou,wumidehua,yinweidixiayoushui,nituguoyuchaoshi,huidaozhishishenjinpaozaishiqili,congfengshuixuedejiaodulaishuo,neishijiqidaxiongdezuofa,huojihourensandaixueqin。

“die,nizheishi......”

二叔喊了一声。

huameishuowan,jiubeiyeyehanzhu:“zhuzui!shenmedoubieshuo,anzhaowoshuodezuo。jizhu,mailewoyihou,jialiyaozhuangzuoshenmeshiqingdoumeifasheng,buyaolifentou,dengdaoqitianhou,zaibawowachulaizhongxinanzang。

daoshihou,zaifasangtiebanhoushi。”

yeyesuiranyiliansihui,danshuohuayishihenqingchu,bingbushilaohutu。

ershuhewoba,suibumingbaitaweishenmezheimezuo,yebujixuzhengbian。

anpaiwanzheixie,yeyezheicaizhongxinkanzhewo。

“chener,ruguoqitianhou,yiqieshunlidehua,niyihou,jiushidafudaguizhiming,congcifeihuangtengda,qiantubuke**。ruguozheizhongjian,chuxianyiwaidehua。”

tashenshoucongzhentoubianshang,naguoyigebaoguo,jiaojiwo:“neinijiulikaizheili,quyigedifang。zaineili,wojinianpaileyimenqinshi,niqudangshangmennvxu。”

wobayiting,buganle:“die,chenerkeshiwomenlujia,sandaidanchuan,nizenmenengrangtaqudangshangmennvxu?”

“nidonggepi!yaoshizhenchuxianyiwai,guimenguandakai,baiguisuoming,neitalian15suidouhuobuguoqu,dangshangmennvxu,zongbidiuleminghao!”

yeyenuqichongchongdehouzhe,youshikesouliangsheng。

tazheiyihou,ershuzaipangbian,lalelawoba,rangtashaoshuodian。

“haole,nimensange,xianchuqu,wogenchener,shuohuierhua。”yeyebadabo、ershu、woba,quandouganchuqu。

woneishihou,haibuzhidaoshenmeshishangmennvxu,zhizhidaoyeyekenenghenkuaijiuhuisi,butingdeliulei。

“乖尘儿,不哭。”

yeyemozhewodetou,rangwodakaibaoguo。

wobaneigebudaidakai,limianshibankuaiyupei,yibenyouxiefanhuangdegushu,yimiankanqilaixiujibanbandetongjing。

“nazhezheikuaiyupei,quyigedifang,zhaodaoneigenenggourangyupeifuyuanderen。buluntatichushenmeyaoqiu,nidouyaodayingta。zhiyuzenmequ,nibuyongdanxin,nidabohuidainiqu。”

大伯?

woyouxiehaoqi,dabodetuijiaobubian,daiwoyeyinggaishiwobahuozheershu,zenmerangwodabodaiwo。

wozaiyeyedelianshang,bingmeiyoujiandaotaiduodebeishang,sihuduiyutajijiangsiwangzheijianshiqing,tabingbushitaizaiyi。

yeyeyoushifenfu:“zheibenshu,dengniguole15sui,jiukeyikanle。danyaojizhu,bulunnixuehuilimianduoshaodedongxi,zaini18suideshihou,nidouyaobatashaodiao,bunengduoliuyitian。

zhiyuzheikuaijingzi,congjintianqi,nijiusuishenxiedai,yihou,dengnixuehuineibenshulideneironghou,jiuhuiyongtale。”

wodiandiantou,bayeyedehua,laolaojizaixinli。

“lai,kaojindian,rangyeyezaikankanni,zaijinijiangjiang,nizuiaitingdegushi。”

爷爷让我靠近他。

wohexiaoshihouyiyang,zuozaichuangbian,kaozaiyeyedepangbian,tingtajianggushi。

yigegushimeijiangwan,yeyedeshengyin,jiuweiruoxiaqu。

taiqideshoubei,yewulidechuixialai。

我大哭出声。

tingdaowodekusheng,dabo、ershuhewoba,doushijinlai。

wokuzhekuzhe,kudaoganjuedaoshengyindousiyale,buzhibujuede,hunshuiguoqu。

dengxingguolaideshihou,yeyeyijingbeizhuangdaoleguancaili,yundaoleshanshang。

sanxiongdianzhaoyeyedefenfu,lianyezaiyeyezaoyixuanhaodedifang,walegekeng,baguancaishuzhemailexiaqu。

shuoyeqiguai,zaiguancaiganggangrutuzhihou,tianshangjiushifengyunbianhua,yishiwuyunmibu,henkuaixiaqidayu。

只下雨,不打雷。

一直下了整整三天。

wobasanxiongdidalegepengzi,lunliushouzaineili。

sheiyemeixiangdao,zaidisantianguohou,disitiandezhongwu,chuxianleyijianfeiyisuosideshiqing。