第1章遗言
我叫陆尘。
mingzishiyeyequde,yigechen,ziyiweihuichen,wuxingwutizhixiang,keyiduobizaihuo,fengxionghuaji。
wodejiaxiang,zaiyunguibianqu,yigepianyuandexiaocunluo。
zaiwoduchuyineinian,zhengzaixuexiaodushu,ershuhuranzhaodaoxuexiao,jicongcongbawodaizou。
bianzoubiangaosuwo:“niyeyebuxingle,yaojiannizuihouyimian。”
woxinliyigedeng:yeyebuxingle?
tashenti,bushiyizhihenhaodeme?
chuzhongshizaizhenshangdu,huilaojiaxuyaobangexiaoshizuoyou,haishiqimotuodeqingkuangxia。
yihuidaojiali,jiandaoyeyetangzaichuangshangqiaocuidemoyang,wo“wa”deyisheng,jiukulechulai。
yeyeyiqianshentihenhao,mianseyizhihenhongrun,jintiankanqilai,quemanlianhuise,yiyanjiunengkanchulai,shentibuxingle。
dabohewoba,liangrendouzaichuangqianshouzhe,chenmobuyu。
yeyeyigongsigeerziyigenver,guguyuanjia,sishujushuoshichuwairuzhui,yijingzhengzhengshinianmeiyouhuilai,dabotuijiaoyouwenti,xingdongbubian,jialiyejiuwobaheershuchengzhe。
“die,luchendailaile。”ershujinmenjiushuo。
yeyetingdaoershudeshengyin,zhengkaixuruodeyanjing,kanlekanwo,luchuyigecixiangdexiaorong。
tashenshou,molemowodetou,tanlekouqi。
“chener,zanmenjiazuchengzaideeyunzuzhou,gedaiyichuan,yeyezouhou,jiuyaoluodaonideshenshangle。”
zheishihou,wohaichenjinzaiyeyejiangyaolikaidebeishangli,duiyuyeyedehua,bingmeiyouzixiting,zhishibutingdeku。
shuowanzheijuhua,yeyekesouleyizhenzi。
lianchuanlejikouqi,zheicaihuanguolai,kanzhechuangqiandesangeerzi:“nimendouguolai,tingwojiaodaiyixia。”
dabo、ershuhewoba,doukaoleguoqu。
“jizhu,zaiwosihou,buyaofasang,zhijiexiazang。xiazangqian,yongmashengkunzhuwoshuangjiao,bunengjiekai。guancaiyaoshuzhemai,bawotouchaoxiafangzhe,wangxiawawumi,cainengxiazang。”
yeyezheijuhuayichukou,suoyourendoujingzhu。
womenjia,shifengshuishijia,yeyedebenling,shilibacun,shenzhizhenggexiancheng,doushichuankaide。
suiranyeyebingmeiyoubabenlingchuanjizijidesigeerzi,zhirangwobatamen,zaijialiwunong,ouerchuqudadianduangong,danyixiejibendefengshuizhishi,tamenhaishidongde。
sibufasang,daoshixiaoshi,danmashengkunzhushuangjiao,haibunengjiekai,zheizaiminjianchuanshuoli,neijiushisihouzhaobudaolu,meibanfajinruguimenguan,shiyaodangguhunyeguide。
shenzhihaiyaotouchaoxiamaizang,neibudanyongshibudechaosheng,haihuibeidarushibacengdiyu,yongshibudechaosheng!
eryibanmairen,zuiduobuguowangxiawasanmizuoyou,wumidehua,yinweidixiayoushui,nituguoyuchaoshi,huidaozhishishenjinpaozaishiqili,congfengshuixuedejiaodulaishuo,neishijiqidaxiongdezuofa,huojihourensandaixueqin。
“die,nizheishi......”
二叔喊了一声。
huameishuowan,jiubeiyeyehanzhu:“zhuzui!shenmedoubieshuo,anzhaowoshuodezuo。jizhu,mailewoyihou,jialiyaozhuangzuoshenmeshiqingdoumeifasheng,buyaolifentou,dengdaoqitianhou,zaibawowachulaizhongxinanzang。
daoshihou,zaifasangtiebanhoushi。”
yeyesuiranyiliansihui,danshuohuayishihenqingchu,bingbushilaohutu。
ershuhewoba,suibumingbaitaweishenmezheimezuo,yebujixuzhengbian。
anpaiwanzheixie,yeyezheicaizhongxinkanzhewo。
“chener,ruguoqitianhou,yiqieshunlidehua,niyihou,jiushidafudaguizhiming,congcifeihuangtengda,qiantubuke**。ruguozheizhongjian,chuxianyiwaidehua。”
tashenshoucongzhentoubianshang,naguoyigebaoguo,jiaojiwo:“neinijiulikaizheili,quyigedifang。zaineili,wojinianpaileyimenqinshi,niqudangshangmennvxu。”
wobayiting,buganle:“die,chenerkeshiwomenlujia,sandaidanchuan,nizenmenengrangtaqudangshangmennvxu?”
“nidonggepi!yaoshizhenchuxianyiwai,guimenguandakai,baiguisuoming,neitalian15suidouhuobuguoqu,dangshangmennvxu,zongbidiuleminghao!”
yeyenuqichongchongdehouzhe,youshikesouliangsheng。
tazheiyihou,ershuzaipangbian,lalelawoba,rangtashaoshuodian。
“haole,nimensange,xianchuqu,wogenchener,shuohuierhua。”yeyebadabo、ershu、woba,quandouganchuqu。
woneishihou,haibuzhidaoshenmeshishangmennvxu,zhizhidaoyeyekenenghenkuaijiuhuisi,butingdeliulei。
“乖尘儿,不哭。”
yeyemozhewodetou,rangwodakaibaoguo。
wobaneigebudaidakai,limianshibankuaiyupei,yibenyouxiefanhuangdegushu,yimiankanqilaixiujibanbandetongjing。
“nazhezheikuaiyupei,quyigedifang,zhaodaoneigenenggourangyupeifuyuanderen。buluntatichushenmeyaoqiu,nidouyaodayingta。zhiyuzenmequ,nibuyongdanxin,nidabohuidainiqu。”
大伯?
woyouxiehaoqi,dabodetuijiaobubian,daiwoyeyinggaishiwobahuozheershu,zenmerangwodabodaiwo。
wozaiyeyedelianshang,bingmeiyoujiandaotaiduodebeishang,sihuduiyutajijiangsiwangzheijianshiqing,tabingbushitaizaiyi。
yeyeyoushifenfu:“zheibenshu,dengniguole15sui,jiukeyikanle。danyaojizhu,bulunnixuehuilimianduoshaodedongxi,zaini18suideshihou,nidouyaobatashaodiao,bunengduoliuyitian。
zhiyuzheikuaijingzi,congjintianqi,nijiusuishenxiedai,yihou,dengnixuehuineibenshulideneironghou,jiuhuiyongtale。”
wodiandiantou,bayeyedehua,laolaojizaixinli。
“lai,kaojindian,rangyeyezaikankanni,zaijinijiangjiang,nizuiaitingdegushi。”
爷爷让我靠近他。
wohexiaoshihouyiyang,zuozaichuangbian,kaozaiyeyedepangbian,tingtajianggushi。
yigegushimeijiangwan,yeyedeshengyin,jiuweiruoxiaqu。
taiqideshoubei,yewulidechuixialai。
我大哭出声。
tingdaowodekusheng,dabo、ershuhewoba,doushijinlai。
wokuzhekuzhe,kudaoganjuedaoshengyindousiyale,buzhibujuede,hunshuiguoqu。
dengxingguolaideshihou,yeyeyijingbeizhuangdaoleguancaili,yundaoleshanshang。
sanxiongdianzhaoyeyedefenfu,lianyezaiyeyezaoyixuanhaodedifang,walegekeng,baguancaishuzhemailexiaqu。
shuoyeqiguai,zaiguancaiganggangrutuzhihou,tianshangjiushifengyunbianhua,yishiwuyunmibu,henkuaixiaqidayu。
只下雨,不打雷。
一直下了整整三天。
wobasanxiongdidalegepengzi,lunliushouzaineili。
sheiyemeixiangdao,zaidisantianguohou,disitiandezhongwu,chuxianleyijianfeiyisuosideshiqing。