第3章

zhouzichenhunshenjirouyijin,feitengdexueyeqingkejianwangyigedifangchongqu。

tayaozheya,wozhuluxuemiandeshuangjianwangwaiyitui:“luxuemian,nishibushifengle!”

luxuemiannankandaoyanweiyinhong,queyaochunyoutieshangqu,yingzhetoupitiaoxin:“zheishihounihaituikaiwo,shibushinanren?”

zheihua,zharanlenanrenyanzhongdehuo。

zhouzichenchenxialian,laoqirendizaichuangtaishang,yaoyaqiechi:“nihaoyangde!daihuierbieku!”

‘轰隆——’

yidaoxiangleicipoheiye,dayujianjianqingpen,shuyebeipaidazhe‘susu’zuoxiang。

leiyuciqibifu,zhezhulefangjiansuoyoudeshengyin。

……

陆雪绵累晕过去。

queshuidebuhao,zuolegeemeng。

梦里一片血红。

baozheyanyanyixideanan,tazenmeyecabugantalianshangdexue:“ananbupa,amazaizheier,amamashangdainiquyiyuan……”

ananqixiyijingkuaimeiyoule,quehaianwei:“amabieku……wobuteng……xiabeizi,wohaiyaozuoamadehaizi……zaiyebuluanpaole……”

shuowan,haizidexiaoshoubianwulichuiluoxiaqu。

“不要!”

xiazhuiganzhouxi,luxuemianjingzuoerqi!

窗外还在下着雨。

mengneimeqingxi,yanzhengzhengshiquhaizidewuligan,chaoshuibantunmeita。

hunanzhong,tajingjingkanzheshushuidezhouzichen,xiangqiananneikusitadelian。

fuzhexiaofudeshoumanmanzuanjin,chenmojimiaohou,tayaoyapaguoqukuazuodaotayaoshang。

zhouzichenshunjianjingxing,naonudengzheta:“niganshenme!?”

fennuzhong,youdailesibukezhixin。

tacongmeijianguoluxuemianzheiyangjiqie,genchicuoyaoyiyang。

luxuemianbugankantadeyanjing,zhitiezhetaxiongtanghanhuduoshan:“shijianhaizao……”

shuotabuyaolian,tayerenle。

taxianzaizhixiangshunlihuaishanganan。

nuhuo‘cheng’deshaojinlezhouzichendexin,tamengdifanshenjiangrenguzhu:“guandeni!wufawutian!”

雨,又大了起来。

一个小时后。

zhouzichenheizhelianchuanhaoyifu,naqizhuoshangdexinglibao,zoudaomenkoushi,lengmorengxiajinggao:“wokannizheiliangtianbuzhengchang,quyiyuankankan,chanzhewomeiyong。”

说完,就摔门离开。

liangjiu,luxuemiancaizhandouzhepachuzhoubababeizi,ningzhekongdangdangdemenkou,luomodinan:“henkuai,wobuhuizaichanzhenile……”

可事与愿违。

yizhouhou,luxuemianlailijiale。

她没怀上。

zheijitian,zhouzichenyizhimeihuilai,lijiajieshuhou,tahaishimeijiandaota。

luxuemianzhanzaiyuanzili,renyoujiaoyangshaizhe。

pifushaidetonghong,keyijiuqubusanxintoudehanyi。

tahenxianganan,fangfozhanzaiyangguangli,ananjiuhuizaizijishenbian……

chumenhuilaidezhouxuelinniletayiyan,haobuliuqingkaiqiangchaofeng。

“xiangbazijishaibingle,rangwogehuilaikanni?quannishengshengba,xiaoyujieyijinghewogezhuyiqile,taliangnongqingmiyi,guobuleduojiu,wogeyidinghuibaniganchuqu!”

luxuemianxinmengranshoujin,beishaihongdelianyebailejifen。

不行!

buguanxianzaizhouzichenheshenxiaoyuruhe,tahaimeihuaishanganan,jiubunengjiuzheimefangshou。

gubulexuduo,luxuemianlikewangbuduipaoqu。

……

午后。

zhouzichencongxunlianchangchulai,zhengyaohuibangongshi,quejianjingweiyuanjicongcongpaoguolai:“zhoulvzhang,ninfurenzaijiashuyuanneiernaoqilaile!”