“achen，nishizaibaoyangwoma？”
gunuanxiaoxinyiyidewenleyiju，shengyinyouxiefadou。
“nicongnatinglaizheixieluanqibazaodecihui？bayifutuole。”lutingchenyouxiebunaifan，heshanghunjieshejitu，toutengdezhilezhichuangmianshangdeyitaohunsha。“chuanshang，wokankan。”
“haopiaoliangdequnzi。”gunuanshuodadeyanjingshanshanfaguang，aibushishoudefumozhechuangshangdehunsha。
“bieluanpeng！”pabeigunuannongzang，lutingchendeyudiaoyouxiebushan。
gunuanhedeyigeduosuo，ganjinbashoushoulehuiqu。
sesefadoudebayifutuoxia，xiaoxinyiyidehuanshangneitaohunsha。
“luoluoshencaibigunuanyaofengmanyixie，tachuanzhedoujin，nizenmeliangdechicun？haiyou，zhongxinsheji，bamoxionggaichengliling。”dingzhegunuandexiongkou，lutingchenmomingyouxiehuoda。
“aiyao，luzong，zheimedahuoqini？qinluoshencaineimehaohaipakana？”dianhuaneibian，shejishixiaozhedaqu。
“wodenvrenzhiyouwonengkan，guale。”shenxilekouqi，lutingchenqishenzoudaogunuanshenbian。
congtatuoxiayifukaishitajiuyazheyiguhuo，zheihuierkantachuanzhehunshasesefadoudeyangzi，yuefaxiangyaohenhenqifuta。
budebuchengren，zaineimeduoqingrenli，gunuanshizuinengtiaoqitayuwangdeyige。
“achen……achen，wobayifutuoxialaihaobuhao……”gunuandeshengyindaizhekuqiang，tabushishazi，dangranzhidaozheijianhaokandequnzibushishuyutade。
lutingchenbuaita，taaidenvrenjiaoqinluo。
tingshuo，tamenzuijinyaojiehunle。
jiehun，jiushiyongyuanzaiyiqile，zaiyemeiyoukenengshuyubierenle。
“buyongtuo，chuanzhehaokan。”lutingchendeshengyinyouxiedichen，huaixinyanerdebarenyazaiqiangshang。
neitaohunshahenbenzhong，gunuanwuchuketao。
tazhendehaoxihuanzheitaohunsha，yezhendehaoaizheigeyizhiqifutadenanren。
“阿琛……”
“疼……”
lutingchenzhixiangzhezhanyougunuan，genbenbuzaihutadeganshou。
zaitayanzhong，gunuanzhishiyigegongju，yigejianhuijiasuishiyonglaixieyudegongju。
citongganranggunuandeyanleirutongduanlexiandezhenzhu，meiyicidechupengdouxiangshizuizhimingdechengfa。
……
第二日清晨。
“achen，jinwanhaihuilaichifanma？”
kuandadechuangmianshang，gunuanyanqianfahei，xiaoshengwenleyiju。
“gunuan，woyouzainizheilianxuliuliangwandetelima？”lutingchenyouxiebunaifan，qishenshiyigunuanbangtaxichenyiniukou。
gunuanganjinqishen，shuangtuifaruanguangjiaozhanzaibinglengdedimianshang。“duibuqi……”
“xingle，biezhengtianyifushouqifudeyangzi，bieyiweiwobuzhidaonixiangyaoshenme，woxihuancongmingdenvren，mingbaima？”lutingchenfanzaodetuikaigunuandeshou，ziguzidezhenglihaoyilingjietingleyigedianhua。
gunuanshuangtuiyiruanshuaizailedishang，yankuanghongdexiangzhixiaotuzi。
她没有想要什么……
tazhishixiangranglutingchenduoliuyiwaneryi。
“luoluo，daojichangle？womashangguoqu，zaineidengwo，buxuluanpaotingjianmei？”gualedianhua，lutingchenjicongcongdenazhewaitaochumen，douguaitazuowanyaogunuanyaodetaihen，chadianwangleluoluojintiandefeiji。
“achen，buchi……zaofanlema？”gunuanbeiweideqishen，xiaoxinyiyidegenzaita**houmian，haodaiyechiyikounuannuanweia。
“gun！”lutingchenxiangunuanaiyan，yaobushitaheqinluozhangdeyouneimejifenxiangsi，taliankandoubuyuanyiduokantayiyan。
pengdeyishengguanshangfangmen，lutingchenfangfobamenwaideshijieyibinggejuezailegunuanyanqian。
shuangshoufamadechuiluo，gunuandimoukanzhezijidejiaoya。
冬天要来了。
tagenlelutingchenzhengzhengyinianle。
qunianhaichengdediyichangdaxue，lutingchenzailubianjianlechehuomanshenshixuedegunuan。
yishengshuotadanaoshouchuang，shiyile。
kenenghenkuaixiangqilai，yekenengyibeizidoujibudeguoqudeyiqie。