tansilenglexia，yiqiantadoushijiaotatandage，xianzaizheisheng‘tanzhuli’zenmetingdoujuedebutaishuner。
talikaishishihandong，huilaishishixiaji，lierixiaqingmianquemeiyouganjuedaowennuan。
heisejiaochehuanhuanxingshizaididoushiqudefanhuadadaoshang，takanzhechuangwaibuduandaotuidefengjing，jishuxiyoumosheng。
buguosannianeryi，zhishizaizheigekuaicanshidaihenduodifangdoufashenglegaibian，jiulianyiqiantazuiaideneijiabingqilindiandouyijingbianchenglecaipiaodian。
tansishibushitouguohoushijingkanxianghouzuodeqingmian。
tabiyiqiangenghaokan，lianshangdeyingerfeitunqu，zhangchenglebiaozhundeedanlian，lianshangyebuxiangyiqianneiyanghongrun，querdaizhideshiyizhongbingtaidecangbai，jiuxiangjiebiandetaociwawa。
yanjingliyemeiyoulecongqiandexiaoyi，xianzaizhishidandande，rangrenkanbuchuxile。toufadaoshizhanglehenduo，tajidezhiqianshiqijiandeduanfa，xianzaiyijingzhangchenglezhangfa，zhazhegemawei。
shenshangchuanzhejianjiandandebaisezhangxiutxu，haiyouyitiaoxideyouxietunseniuziku。
tansideshizhongxinhuidaodadaoshang，xinlixixuyizhen，congqianbeichenyuanpengzaishouxinlidexiaogongzhu，xianzaiquelianyijianxiangyangdeyifudoumeiyou。
buduoshi，chezibiankaijinleyitiaolvyicongcongdeshibanlushang，henkuai，‘qingyuan’liangziyingruyanlian，jingenzheshineidongshuxidebieshu。
zheidongbieshushichenyuan20suineinianweileqingmianchijuzijianzaode。yuanlideyicaoyimudoushianzhaoqingmiandexihaolaisheji，taxihuanxiangrikui，houyuanlijiuzhongmanlexiangrikui，taxihuangangqin，cetingjiuzhuangleyijianboliyinleting，haiyouyuanzilideneiyipai‘xiaomaojiayouzhan’，tahenxihuanmao，danchenyuanduimaomaoguomin，suoyizhinengzaiyuanneizhuangyixiemaowu，rangliulangmaonengpinganguodong。
xianzaineipaimaowuhaishidangshideyangzi，buzhidaotazouhouneixiexiaomaoyoumeiyoujixuzaizheiguodong，bijing，chenyuanbuxihuanmao。
tansijiangchetingwenhouxiachedakailehouzuochemen，hanshoudao：“xiaojie，daojiale。”
qingmiandesixubeidaduan，tahuiguoshen，duitansidiandiantou，wanyaoxialeche。
“xianshenghaizaigongsikaihui，henkuaijiuhuilai。”tansizaipangbianjieshi。
“anyani？”sannianle，chenyuanyinggaiyijinghetajiehunleba，shuobudinglianhaizidouyoule。
tansitingjianzheimingzi，meizhuyidaojiaoxiadeshitou，chadianbeibandao，taqingleqingsangzidao：“anxiaojiebuzaizhei。”
buzhuzhei？yeshi，zheibieshuconglidaowaidoubumanletahechenyuanshenghuodehenji，taziranbuhuiyuanyizhuzhei。
qingmianchuanguoyuanneidewutongshu，wanglizouqu。tagangjindamen，zhoumajiuyingleguolai，laqitadeshouxintengdemosuozhe，xiayimiao，tayankuanglikefanqileleihua，shengyindaizheyayidegengyan，“huilaile……，huilaijiuhao，huilaijiuhao……”
qingmianyebeitadeqingxuganran，mouziyeweiweifanhong，jiaolesheng，“zhouma。”
zhoumashitaqian18nianrenshengzhong，chulechenyuanwaiduitazuihaoderen，zheixieniantazaimoxigeduguodediyubandeririyeye，taxiangnianderenjiushizhoumale。
“xiaojie，nidefangjianzheixienianxianshengdouyoujiaorendasaoweihu，xianzaihaishihezhiqianyiyang，chuangdanshijinzaocaihuande，zuofeijikendinghenleileba，niquloushangxiuxiyihui，xianshenghenkuaijiuhuilaile。”
zhoumashuohuajianmanyanxintengdekanzheqingmian，tashikanzheqingmianzhangdade，xianzairenhuilaile，chulekaixinwaigengduodejiushixinteng，yuanbenbaibaipangpangdexiaonvhaixianzaiqueshoudemeijijinrou，rangrenkanzhezenmehuibuxinteng。
qingmianjindaowoshili，yingruyanliandebianshiqiangshangneizhanggenchenyuandehezhao，neishitashisuideshihoucanjiagangqinbisaihuojiangdezhaopian。
zhaopianlidetayizhishoujuzhejiangbei，yizhishouwanzhechenyuandegebo，xiaoyanyingyingdekanzhejingtou，zuixihuandedongxihezuiqinaiderendouzaishenbian，huamianwenxinyoumeihao。
那年沉聿安18岁。
tazoushangqian，jiangneizhangzhaopiancongqiangshangqulexialai，shouzhizaibolikuangshangqingfuzhe。zhaopianyinggaimeitiandouyourencashi，shangmianmeiyouyisihuichen。qingmiandingzhezhaopiankanleyihui，suihoubazhaopianfangjinlechuangxiadechoutili。
fangjianhaishiyuanlaidemoyang，shenzhijiulianzhuoshangdeneizhixiaomaowanoudouhaizaiyuanlaideweizhi，jiuxiangshiyiqiedoumeifasheng。
qingmianzoujinyushi，tazhanzaijingziqian，tunqushangyi，yaojianneidaociyandebahenshunjianyingruyanlian。yueduodepifubaoluzaikongqizhong，yueduodeshangbabianzaijingzilixianxianchulai。
tabeiguoshen，jingziliyingzhaochuhoubeidemoyang。
tongkudehuiyixiangchaoshuibanfanyong，tameiyouxiangdaochenyuanhuibazijisongquneizhongdifang。
heiandecangkuneimimimamaquanshiyishanlanlvderen，cangkudesidaomendouyourenbashouzhe，taqinyanjiandaoxiangyaotaopaoderenshiruhebeihuoshengshengdaside，judadekongjugenzhemorangdangshidetayechadianmingsangcangku。
dantaxiangyaohuozhehuilai，buxiangjiuzheiyangbeiyuanquzhesiqu。
zheiyeshitazheijiniandiyiciqingxikanjianzijihoubeidemoyang，mimimamaxizhangdeshanghenbumanletabenjiushouruodehoubei，zengshengdebahenkanqilaifanerrangtahoubeikuanhouleyixie，youxiefengci。
tazhishidanmodepieleyanneixiezaoyihuifuchengxingdebahen，suihoubiandakailehuasa，binglengdeshuilinzaishenshang，qingmiancaigandaolepiankedeshushi。
xialoushitayijinghuanshangleyimaojianzaoyizhunbeihaodeyifu，takanzheneipianqingyisedequnzi，culexiamei，suibiannalejianjiutaozaileshenshang，chimadaleyihao，tayouzhaoletiaopidaisuiyidexizaiyaojian，zheicaiheshenleyidian。
qingmiancongxuanzhuanloutizouxialai，gangjinruketingjiukanjianleneizhangshuxiyoumoshengdelian，tajiaobuxiayishiyidun，diaozhengleyixiahuxi，xiangrangzijikanqilaigengjiaziran。
tazoushangqian，keyidegenneidaogaodadeshenyingbaochizhejuli，“ge。”
沉聿安转头。
sannian，tayijingzhangchenglelingyifumoyang，buzaishiyiqianneigezongshixiaolianyingyingdexiaonvhai，shenshangduolexieshulihelengdan。
congqianbuaijiaogege，xianrujinzhangdale，fanerbiandeshuncong。
chenyuandandanyixiaoduitazhaolezhaoshou，“erbao，zuogegepangbian。”tahaishicongqianneifuwenheruyadeyangzi，ruguotameijianguoneiwandechenyuan，huoxuhuiyibeizidouzheiyangrenwei。
qingmianzhanzhemeidongmouzilidaizhekangju，youyuleliangmiaohaishizuodaoleshafashang，zhishihechenyuanzhongjiandejulikuandaohainengzaizuoyigetansi。
chenyuanmeizaiyi，kaikoudao：“ruxueshouxutansiyijingjinibanlihaole，xiazhounijiuzhijiequxuexiaobaodao，zhuanyeyeshinizhiqiantianbaozhiyuanxiedeyinlexi。”
tadexuejihaizai，buyongzhongxingaokaole，duitalaishuoshijianhaoshi。
“xiexiege。”tashixianpiaohu，shuohuajianmeiyoukanchenyuandeyanjing。
gangqinshitacongqianxihuande，xianzai，tashenmeyebuxihuan，shenmezhuanyeyewusuowei。
“erbao，nihaizaimaiyuangege。”
chenyuanyanshenzhushizheqingmian，mouzilihuianrushen。
qingmianduokaitadeshixian，meiyouhuiying。zenmehuibuyuan？shitajitayigejia，youshitaqinshoubazheigejiashouhui，tazenmekenengbuyuan？
talaidaolezheigeshijieshang，beipaoqileliangci。yicishicongweijianguodemuqin，yicishitazuiqinaidegege，taweishenmebunengyuan？
keshixiangbiyuanta，xianzaiduitagengduodeshikongju，zheifuruyademianjuxiashiyaoyouduoyanetacaihuijiangtasongdaoneizhongdifang。
“erbaobianle，xinlikaishizangshile。”chenyuanmuguangzhuozhuodekanzheqingmian，shengyindandande，daizheyisixinteng。
zheidaoshengyinluozaiqingmianerduoquedaizhebieyangdeweixie。
tashouzhijinjinzuanzheshafajiao，zhidaozhijianchuchuanlaileyizhentonggancaiweiweifangkai，tadizhetou，“meiyou，ge，nixiangduole。”
qingmianbuxiangzaidaixiaqu，zhaolegejiekoutaoyesidelikaileketing。
“zhoumahaoxiangzuolehaochide，woqukankan。”