luoxiyinguizaitangqian,buganshuohua。
tangshang,fengnianhuamuqinchenshengchiwen:“wowenni,nishoubeishangdezhushazhidaodishizenmehuishi?!”
luoxiyinbuzhigaizenmeshuo。
nandaoyaotadangzhepopodemian,shuochenghunsannianshenweifujundefengnianhuaquecongweipengguozijima?!
luoxiyinrenbuzhutaitoukanxiangjingzuozaiyipang,yishenjinyiweifeiyufudenanren。
fengnianhua,fengjiaduzi,nianjiqingqingbianzuoshanglejinyiweizhihuishideweizhi。
tajianmeixingmu,zhiduanzuozaineierbianxiangshifuhua,rangrenchuiqing。
ruruo……bushineibanlengmodehua!
luoxiyinzuanlezuanshouzhongsipa:“wo……”
却说不出来什么。
jiantaruci,fengmunujigengtianshiwang:“zinimenchenghunneiriwobiansichuqiushenbaifo,panzhenimennengshengxiajigehaizi,yanxufengjiaxuemai,rangwonenganxiangtiannian。”
“nimenyezonghongzhewoshuokuaile,zaidengdeng。jieguoni?ruobushijinribeiwofaxian,nimenshibushidasuanmandaowosi?!”
“bushide!”luoxiyinmangjieshi,danfengmuyijingbuxiangzaitingle。
taqishenyouzheyahuanchanfu,huanhuanzoulechuqu。
luoxiyinwangzhetabeiying,zhidaolaorenzheishizhenshangdaolexin,yishijianyouxiewucuo。
zheishi,quetingshenhounanrenlengchendeshengyinxiangqi:“luoxiyin,shiwoxiaoqiaoleni。”
luoxiyinyizheng,huitoukanlai,jiuduishangtaneishuanghanbingdeyan。
一瞬,如坠冰窟。
“niyiwei……woshiguyide?”luoxiyinzizishaya。
fengnianhuazhishizhanqishen:“buran?”
rengxiazheijufanwen,tameizaiduoyanyiju,zhijiefuxiuliqu。
luoxiyinxiayishishenshouxiangyaozhuazhuta,zhangxinquezhiwozhuleyipiankongwu……
chixiashutian,chuilaidefengquelengderendazhan。
erfengnianhuazheiyizou,zhidaoruyeyemeizaiguilai。
dongyedeluzhoucheng,xueseranran。
luoxiyinshouqizhunbeizuoweishoulisongjigongneiguifeiniangniangde《baishoutu》,gangzhunbeihuanlaiyahuanwenfengnianhuadexiaoxi。
门扇突然被推开。
binvxiaozhaokuaibuzoujinqu,shensejiqie:“furen,jinyiweichuanxinlai,daren……chushile!”
wenyan,luoxiyinnaodaikongbaileshun,lianxiaozhaohoumiandehuadoutingbuqing。
tashenzhimeizaiwen,zhijiechaozhefuwaipaoqu。
xiaozhaojianzhuang,manggenleshangqu。
ruyedeluzhouzhangjiejingjiwusheng。
luoxiyinyilulaidaogongweisi。
ranergangkaojinzhengtang,tajiaobushuranyidun。
zhijiantangzhong,fengnianhuachizhedegebochanzhedaixuedebengdai,xuejibanbodefeiyufubeidiuzaiyipang。
tashenpang,yimoyanhongshenyingzuozaifengnianhuashence,shurendiweitashangzheyao。
fengnianhuajuechadaoleshenme,taimoukanlai。
qiaojianluoxiyin,talianseyixiazilenglexialai:“sheizhunnilaide?”
luoxiyinminchunzoushangqian:“tingshuonishoushangle,wodanxin……”
“yongbuzhe。”fengnianhuayanyujianchongchizheyanfan。
luoxiyinqiazheshoupadezhijianyonglidaoqingbai,chuimoubuganzaikan。
daoshishangyaodenvzikaikou:“neiwobianxianlikaile,nianhua,xiacikemoyaozaiweiwodangjianle。”
话落,她快步离去。
luoxiyintaitoushi,zhikandaotaneimobeiying。
pianke,tashouhuishixian,zouxiangfengnianhua,shenshouxiangyaobangtajiangyishanchuandaihao。
ranerfengnianhuaqueshizhijiebikai,sangyintouzheshuli。
“不用。”
luoxiyinxuankongdeshoujiangyinglejifen:“tanengpeng,wobianbunengma?”
fengnianhuayuqidandan:“tayunibuyiyang。”
第二章
不一样?
哪里不一样?
tashifengnianhuamingmeizhengqudeqizi,erneinvzisuanshenmeni?
luoxiyinyouxiehuxibuchang,erxinlisuoxiangdezheixiequeyewenbuchukou。
tabirenherendouxinzhiduming,fengnianhuabuxiziji。
jiuxiangchenghunneiwantashuo:“niwofeiliangren,woyibupengni。cihousuiyue,nihaoziweizhi。”
fengnianhuaxianglaiyanchubixing,suoyirengxiazheijuhuahou,tabiandabuliqu。
shenzhilianneiyibeihejinjiu,doushizijiyirenduyin!
xiangdaozheixie,luoxiyinxiangshitunlehuanglianban,manxinkuse。
“nianhua,niwo……”taxiangwenfengnianhua,tamendangzhenjiubuhuiyouganqing,xiangqinxiangaideguoyibeizima?
raner,fengnianhuazhishiqishendaduanletadehua:“wohaiyoushi,nihuifuba。”
hualuo,bianchaotangwaizouqu,meikanluoxiyinyiyan。
yefenghuxiaozhe,chuideyanjiaodedenglonghuangdong。
zhuguangsiman,huangdeluoxiyindemianrongyeyouxiebuzhenqie,quehaishiqingxideqiaochuqizhongdebeishang……
youguolehenjiu,luoxiyincaihuilefengfu。
yizhengye,tabudeanmian。
chuileyiyelengfeng,jiuxiangshichuizoulejingqishen。
luoxiyincongyizaojiukaishikeleqilai,qichuzhidangshizhelefenghan,helejiangtang,queyizhibujianhao。
xiaozhaokanbuxiaqu,zhijieqingledafulai。
tanguomai,xiaozhaojiangluoxiyinshenshangdehoutanwangshangzhuailezhuai,jiangrenguojin。
caikanxiangdafu:“wojiafurendebingruhe?”
dafumeishuohua,meitoujinzhou。
xiaozhaoyouxiezheji:“nishuohuaa……”
luoxiyinshenshoujiangrenzhuaizhu:“xiaozhao!”
suihoukanxiangdafu:“baoqian,tazhishizhejiwodeshenti,ninyouhuakeyizhishuo。”
dafutanlekouqi:“furenshizhelefenghan,zhixufujifuyaojiunengquanyu,zhishi……”
shuodaozheier,tatingdunleshun,caijixuwen:“zhishifurentineizangyouyidu,rijiujilei,yijingqinruwuzangliufu,weijixingmingle!”
wenyan,xiaozhaoheluoxiyindoushiyileng。
xiangbiqixiaozhaodehuangluan,luoxiyinqiangzhuangzhezhending:“kezhidaoshishenmedu,ruhejie?”
“shihusan,cidunaishixiyushihuhuasuosheng,zhangnianleiyuejiechu,bianhuizhongdu。”
石斛散……
luoxiyinzhijuedeerzhongyipianhongming,siji。
tafangzhongbianyouyipenshihuhua,neishitachujiazhiri,muqinqinshousongyuzijide。
可母亲怎么会……
luoxiyinshoujinzuanzhe:“youmeiyoukenengzhencuole?”
dafuyaoleyaotou:“juewukeneng。”
luoxiyinxinliyituanluanma,xiaozhaoqiaochulai,bianzuozhusongdafuchumen。
dengdaohuilaideshihou,yanquanqueshihongde。
luoxiyinkanjian,xinligedengyixia:“zenmele?”
xiaozhaoyaoleyaotou,guizailuoxiyinshenqian,zhiku,quebushuohua。
“daodizenmele?”luoxiyinzuanzhetashou。
ganshouzhetabingliangdezhangwen,xiaozhaozhongyubengbuzhu,kulechulai:“dafushuoninzhongdutaishen,zhiyou……zhiyousanyuekehuole!”
wenyan,luoxiyinyanjiezhanlezhan,manmanshouhuileshou。
tahenpingjing,pingjingderangrenhaipa。
“zheiyanga……”luoxiyinnanshengnianzhe,shuangmuwushen。
turan,menbeituikai,fengmucongwaizoujinlai,kanzheqifenbeiqidezhupuliangren,zhoujinlemei。
“tingwennimenganggangqingledafu?”
luoxiyinhuiguoshen,anxiaxiangyaoshuohuadexiaozhaodianlediantou:“zhelefenghan,qingrenlaikankan。”
fengmudianlediantou:“xiacizhijieqingfuyi,nihaodaishinianhuadeqizi。”
“shi。”luoxiyinyingshengzhe。
buguanzenmeshuo,jiajinfengfuzheisannian,fengmudaitahenhao。
zheishi,quetingfengmushengyinzaiduxiangqi:“xiyin,wolaishiyoujianshixianghenishuo。”
luoxiyinyouxieyihuo,meidengwen。
jiutingfengmushuo:“fengfujiagui,nanzizhongshengyiqibunaqie,nidebudaonianhuadehuanxin,bianziqingxiatangba。”
第三章
fengmubingmeiyoubiluoxiyin,zhishizizikenqie。
queyerangluoxiyin,wufajujue。
musongzhetaliqudebeiying,luoxiyinyizhitingzhidebeijimanmanwanquxialai。
xiaozhaomanyanxinteng:“furen,laofurenta……tazenmenengzheiyang!”
luoxiyinshixiaozhede,yanliqueyimanlekuse。
“tashuodeyemeicuo,shiwomeiyong。”
lianzijifujundexindouzhuabuzhu。
“咳咳!”
xinqingyujiexia,luoxiyinturankeleqilai,yishengjiezheyisheng,xiangshiyaojiangxinfeidoukechulaiban。
kandexiaozhaoyegenzhejiuxin,queshushouwuce。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu,luoxiyincaihuanleguolai。
beichanzhezuozairuantashang,tawangzhechuangwailuoluopiaoluodexue,xiangqilefengnianhua。
“nianhuatahaimeiyouhuifuma?”
wenyan,xiaozhaochenmoleshun,rushixianggao:“darenjinchenhuilaiguo,zhishipeizhelaofurenyongguozaofanbianzoule。”
luoxiyinyanshenanlexiaqu。
sannianle,fengnianhuaqishizongshiruci,zhishitazongshihuicunzhexieqiwang,panzhetanenglaikanzijiyiyan。
可惜,三年,从未。
luoxiyinshenxiyikouqi,yaxianeixienanshou,chaoxiaozhaofenfudao:“woquzuoxiechishi,nitiwosongqugongweisi。”
taqingchufengnianhuabuxiangjianziji,yebuxiangretabuyue。
“keshifuren,nindebing……”
luoxiyinyaoleyaotou:“meishi。”
shuozhe,takanzhexiaozhaoturanchenmole,piankehoucaizhongxinkaikou:“wodebingzhishi,nibuzhuntongrenherenshuoqi,youqishifengnianhua。”
xiaozhaobujie:“weishenme?”
luoxiyinquebuzaihuida,yirenchaozhemenwaizouqu。
dengyiqiezuohao,yijingshiyigeshichenhoudeshile。
“niyiweiwoyaoduitazuoshenme?”
“wulunniyaozuoshenme,doubunengshanghaita。”
rengxiazheijuhua,fengnianhuabianlikaile,meizaikanluoxiyinyiyan。
luoxiyinyirenzhanzaitangzhong,wuwailengfengsesechuilai,queliangbuguotadexin。
chenghunsannian,tazirenxianshudongshi。
quemeixiangdaozaifengnianhuayanzhong,jiushizheibanshanduzhiren!
yankuangjixuleleiyi,gengdebijianfase。
danzuihou,luoxiyinzhishitaishoumoquleneimowenre,huanlailexiaozhao:“qubangwodigexin,jiushuowoqiujian——jianinggongzhu。”
xiaozhaoshiluoxiyinhuidaoluofuhoucaigenzaitashenbiande,bingbuzhijiushi。
danyebingweiduowen,lingmingchulemen。
bangeshichenhou,xiaozhaoquerfufan。
genzaitashenhou,haiyouyiweinvzi,yishenhongyi,mingmeiyaomu。
hongyinvzituoxiadoupeng,ruzhurenbanzigujinletangwuzaizhuobianluozuo。
kanzheluoxiyin,taxiaolexiao:“xiyin,duonianbujian,kehaihao?”
tazheiyiju,wufeichengrenleshenfen。
yanqiandeyezhiyinyijingmeiyouledangnianzaiciyoujushidedanqie,zhenggerenjiaoaodexiangtianshangdetaiyang。
luoxiyinzuanlezuansipa,zoushangqianzuozaitaduimian。
“zhiyin,nikezhiwocongciyoujulikaishi,cengdiulekuaiyupei?”
yezhiyintiaoletiaomei:“buzhi,gugucongweishuoguo。”
tashenqingmeiyoubandianxinxu,luoxiyinjinminzhechun,shixianmanmanluodingzaitayaojianneishuxideyupeishang。
“neiyupeimingweibaiyutoudiaokongquexianhuapei,ruci,nikenengjiqile?”
wenyan,yezhiyinlianshangdexiaomanmanqiandan。
“你这话是何意?”
luoxiyinshengyinweiya:“nianhuashuociyupeishishangjinciyimei,pianpianwodediule,rujinchuxianzainishenshang。nijiumeishenmeyaohewoshuodema?”
“zheiyupeidangzhenshinidema?guifeiniangniangzoushidenverdangzhenshinima?haishizheiyupeibenlaidezhuren!”
话至此,一片沉寂。
xujiu,yezhiyincaikaikou:“nizhidao,wohenxianmuni。”