jianglaotaiyedijiwoyifendaijiaxieyi。“qianleta，tinijiejiejiajizhiwuren。
”wodingzhetaxizhuangneidaideqinzijiandingbaogao。neishangmianxiezhe，woshitaqinshengnver。xianzai，tayaowotijia，
haiyaowoxiaoshi。woshouqixieyi，xiaole。bijingzaitingshifang，wozuishanzhangdejiushi——rangsirenbizui，
ranghuorenxiaoshi。diyizhangwojiaosuwan，zaitingshifangzhangda。bierentongnianshiwanjuhetonghua，
wodetongnianshifuermalinheyiti。woyiweiwozheibeizijiuzheiyangle，shouzhebinyiguan，genwodie，pingpingdandan。
zhidaojiangjianeiduizusun，bawotuojinzheichanghongmenyan。“kankanzheishishei？”jianlidenvshengchuantouyanhuitingdecaoza。
woduanzheguozhideshouyidou，yetichadiansachulai。taitoujiukanjianjiangxuezhanzaimianqian，yishenmingpai，zhigaoqiyang。
tashenhougenzhejigedabanjingzhidenannannvnv，doudaizhekanhaoxidebiaoqing。“zanmenjintianzheiyanhui，
zenmehunjinlaiyizhilaoshu？”jiangxuetiaomei，shengyinbagao，“haishicongtingshifangpachulaide？”zhouweishunjiananjing，
suoyoumuguangjujiaozaiwoshenshang。neixieyanshen，haoqi，biyi，xingzailehuo，xiangzhenzhazaiwopifushang。
wozuanjinbeizi，zhijiefabai。“jiang**，”woshitubaochilengjing，“qingnizhuyiyanci。”“yanci？
”jiangxuelengxiao，shangqianyibu，“duinizheizhongpachuangnvrenshengdeyezhong，xuyaoshenmehaoyanci？
”“nimadangnianyaobushipawoyeyedechuang，nengshengxiani？”“nishenshangzheigutingshifangdechouwei，
gezhesanmiyuandounengwendao！”hong——wonaozizhakaile。yezhong。pachuang。meigezidouxiangcuidudebishou，
henhenzhajinwoxinli。fennuchongshangtouding，wojihuyaoshikong。kewodiedelianzaiyanqianshanguo——tahuabaidetoufa，
cucaodeshou，haiyoutachangshuode：“xiaowan，zaiwaimianyaoren。”dierzhangwosisiyaozhuzuichun，
xuexingweizaikouqiangmanyan。bunengdongshou，suwan。nirebuqitamen。“zenmebushuohuale？”jiangxuedecunjinchi，
“beiwoshuozhongle？”tashenshouxiangpengwodelian，womengdihoutui。“bieyongnidezangshoupengwo。”woshengyinfadou，
quedaizhehenjing。jiangxuelengleyixia，suijixiaodegengjiaedu：“zang？zaizangnengyounimazang？nengyounizang？
”“yigezaitingshifangzhangdade**，yepeilaizheizhongdifang？”zhouweixiangqiyayidexiaosheng。wozhanzairenqunzhongyang，
xiangbeibaguangyifushizhong。meiyimiaodoushijianao。“goule。”canglaoweiyandeshengyinxiangqi。
jianglaotaiyezhuzheguaizhangzoulai，renqunzidongfenkaiyitiaolu。takanwodeyanshenbinglengcigu：“suwan，genwolai。
”woxiangzhuazhujiumingdaocao，genzhetalikaizheigelingrenzhixidedifang。xiuxishili，zhishengwomenliangren。
laotaiyezuoxia，shenshizhewo：“gangcaixueerdehua，nibiewangxinliqu。”wodizhetou，meishuohua。
“jintianjiaonilai，shiyoujianshiyaohenishuo。”tanachuyigewenjianjia，“qianleta。”wojieguowenjian，
fankaidiyiyejiukandao“daijiaxieyi”sigedazi。shoukaishifadou。“jiajimingyu，”laotaiyeshengyinpingwen，
“tashixueerdeweihunfu，xianzaichenglezhiwuren。xueerhainianqing，bunengjiuzheimehuile。
”“suoyirangwotitajia？”woshengyinganse，“jiajiyigezhiwuren？”“zheishiweinihao。
”laotaiyeyanshenyinzhi，“jiajinjiangjia，niheniyangfudounengguoshanghaorizi。”“ruguowobuqianni？
”laotaiyexiaole，binglengcigu：“buqian？mingtianquanchengdouhuizhidao，nimashigepachuangdeqingfu，
nidieshigeyenanren。niyangfuzaibinyiguandegongzuo，pashiyebaobuzhule。”disanzhangwohunshenfaleng。
tamenzaibiwo。yongwozuizaihuderenbiwo。“woxuyaoshijiankaolv。”wojiannandishuo。“nimeiyoushijian。
”laotaiyeqishen，“xianzaiqian，huozhemingtiankanzheniyangfushenbaiminglie。”tababisaijinwoshouli。shouzaidou。
naohailishanguowushuhuamian：diezaishenyeweiyitihuazhuangdecelian，tajiwomaidediyigeyangwawa，
tashuo“xiaowanbiepa，diezai”...wobunenglianleita。“hao，woqian。”bijianluozaizhishang，
huachuniuqudemingzi。xiangqianxiazijidemaishenqi。“henhao。”laotaiyeshouqixieyi，“xianzai，
bangwozhengliyixia。yihuierhaiyaojianke。”womamudinachuhuazhuangbao，kaojinta。
xueqiehegulongshuideweidaopumianerlai。woqiangrenexin，kaishijitabuzhuang。jiuzaizheishi，
wopiejiantaxizhuangneidailuchuyijiaofanhuangzhizhang。guishishenchadi，wochentabimuyangshen，qingqingchouchulai。
qinzijiandingbaogao。shangmianheranxiezhewohetademingzi。“querenqinsheng”。shijiezaishunjianbengta。jiangxueshuode，
doushizhende。wozhenshitadesishengnv。womazhenshitadeqingfu。shoudoudelihai，woganjinbabaogaosaihuiqu。
xinzangkuangtiao，jihuyaochongpoxiongtang。yuanlairuci。biwodaijia，bujinshiweilejiangxue，
gengshiweileyangaiwozheigewudian。bawojiajizhiwuren，kunsizaijiangjia，yijianshuangdiao。haohendexin。
jirannimenbubawodangren，jiubieguaiwobukeqi。yigefengkuangdejihuazainaohaichengxing。tingshifangdelengzangju，
wotaishuxile。wendu，shidu，shitibianhua...weizaosiwang，duiwolaishuoyirufanzhang。disizhang“haole，
laotaiye。”woshouqihuazhuangbao，shengyinpingjing。tazhengyankanlekanjingzi：“shouyibucuo。
”woditouyanshiyanzhongdelengguang。youxikaishile。danguize，youwolaiding。fuermalinjintouwodeguxue，
yejiaohuiwoyigedaoli：xiangyaozaitingshifanghuoxiaqu，jiudehesirenyiyanglengmo，bihuorengenghen。jiangxue，
laotaiye。nimendengzhe。zheichangdaijiadaxi，wohuirangnimenzhongshennanwang。qianleneifenmaishenqi，
wobanjinlejiangjiaanpaideyichubieguan，meiqimingyuerangwo“shiyinghuanjing”，qishishiweilejianshiwo。wozhidao，
zheishijiangxuedeyanpizidixia，wodeyanhaozheichuxi。guoran，zhujinqudedisantianwanshang，jiangxuelaile。
tatizheyipingbaozhuangjingzhidehongjiu，lianshangguazhewuxiekejidejiaxiao。“xiaowan，zheijitianzhudehaixiguanma？
”taziguzidizoujinlai，xiangshinvzhurenxunshilingdi，“zhidaonixinliweiqu，jiejieteyilaipeinishuoshuohua。
”wochuixiayan，zuochuwenshundeyangzi：“xiexiexueerjiejie。”“lai，changchangzheijiu，faguokongyunlaide，
yibanrenkehebudao。”tadaoleliangbei，jiangqizhongyibeiburongjujuedididaowomianqian。jiubeicoujinchunbian，
yigujidande、bushuyuputaojiudekuseqiweizuanrubiqiang。wozaitingshifangwenguotaiduohuaxueshijideweidao，
duizheiyichanggewaimingan。shiyao。taxiangshitanwo，haishixiangkongzhiwo？xinzangmengdiyisuo，
danwolianshangbuganxianlufenhao。“zenmebuhe？”jiangxuedingzhewo，yanshenruili。wotaiqiyan，
nulirangyanshenxiandezhenchengyoudaizhedianbeiweideganji：“jiejieduiwozhenhao。”shuowan，woyangtou，
jiangbeizhongjiuyiyinerjin。neidianguaiweibeinongzhongdejiuqiyangai，danwodehoulongheweiliyijingkaishilaxiangjingbao。
diwuzhangwobixudu，dutaxiadebushilikefazuodemengyao。jiujingheyaolimanmanshanglai，
woguyirangyanshenbiandemili，shuohuayekaishihanhubuqing。“jiejie……wotouhaoyun……”jiangxuefuzhuwo，
shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuededeyi：“kenengshijiuliangqian，wofunihuifangxiuxi。”tabawosonghuiwoshi，
anzhizaichuangshang，youjiayibangwoyehaobeijiao。“haohaoshuiyijue，mingtianjiuyaobanqumingyuneibianle，yangzujingshen。
”menbeiqingqingguanshang。wotangzaichuangshang，hunshenfaruan，naoziqueyichangqingxing。neidianyao，zuiduorangwosizhiwuli，
haibuzhiyurangwoshiquyishi。tazaishitan。tabuxinwohuizheimeshuncong。woqiangchengzhepaqilai，
sizhibaihaidoutouzhesuanruan。danbunengting，wobixuzhidaozheifangjianlihaiyoushenme。woxianggezhenzhengdebingren，
liangqiangdizaifangjianliyidong，shouzhikansiwulidifuguochuangtouju、taidengdizuo、shuzhuangjingbianyuan……zhongyu，
zaichuanglianliusudebangdaili，womodaoleyigeyingyingdexiaodongxi，biniukouhaixiao。qietingqi。xinchenlexiaqu，
youlengyinglejifen。jiangxue，niguoranmeirangwo“shiwang”。diliuzhangwohuidaochuangshang，
guyinongchuxiefanshenhexiweichuoqideshengyin。ranhou，wokaishiduizhekongqi“ziyanziyu”，shengyindaizhekuqiang，
queyounulibiaoxianchu“renming”he“weijiarenzhexiang”de“shanliang”。“die……nverbuxiao……danyaoshibujia，
tamenbuhuifangguowomende……”“jiangmingyushaoyesuiranshizhiwuren，
dan……danjiangjiabuhuikuidaiwode……”“xueerjiejieyeshiweiwohao，
jiwozhaolezheimehaodeguisu……”woshuozhelianzijidouexindehua，meiyijudoujingxinsheji，
jiyaoxiandejuewangwuzhu，youyaotouluchuduijiangxueanpaide“ganendaide”he“xinganqingyuan”。wozhidao，
zheixiehua，huiyizibuluodichuandaojiangxueerduoli。diertian，wo“ruqi”beisongdaolejiangmingyusuozaidebieshu。
zheiliyuqishuoshijia，burushuoshigeshouweisenyandegaojijianyu。jiangmingyutangzaierloudezhuwoshi，
shenshangchazheguanzi，xianggejingzhiyisuiderenou。yishengdangzhewodemian，zaicilengkudixuanbu：“jiangshaoyenaosiwang，
suxingjilvweiling。”jiangxuezhanzaipangbian，zuijiaoneimoshenglizhedeweixiaojihuyanshibuzhu。tapaipaiwodejian，
yuqi“wenrou”：“xiaowan，yihoujiuxinkunizhaogumingyule。zheilishenmedouyou，nixuyaoshenme，
jiugenguanjiashuo。”tahuanshizheilaolong，zhideyiman。zaitayanli，woyijingshigesirenle。diqizhangdengtalikai，
wokaishilezailaolonglide“shenghuo”。wobanyanzheyigejinzhijinze，youdaizhedianbeishangherenmingde“weihunqi”。
meitiananshijijiangmingyucashen、**、dubaozhi，jinguantahaowufanying。danwodeyanjinghenaoziyikeyemeixianzhe。
songfanshi，wojixiayongrenzoudeluxianhetingliudeshijian。dasaoshi，woliuyimeigeshexiangtouzhuandongdejiaoduhepinlv。
jiezhejijiangmingyukaichuangtongfengdeyoutou，woguanchachuangwaixunluobaobiaodehuangangguilv。woxiaoxinyiyi，
xianggeyoulingzaibieshuliyidong，danaoxiangjingmideyiqi，jiluxiameiyigekenengdejiankongmangquheshijiankongxi。
loutiguaijiaodechuwujianmensuosihuyoudianjiu，dixiashidetongdaoshaoleyigeshexiangtou……zheixiexijie，
doubeiwomomojizaixinli。wozhidao，guangshuxihuanjinghaibugou。wozheige“binyiguanchulaideyezhong”，
zaineixiehaomenyanli，yijuyidongdoutouzhecubi。ruguowoyaoshishijihua，jiubunengzairenhexijieshangluchumajiao。
jihuilaile。laotaiyeouerhuilaibieshu，mingyishangkanwangsunzi，shizehaishijianshiwo。youyici，
taxuyaozaibieshushufangjiedaiyiweizhongyaodekeren，rangwobangtazhengliyixiayirong。wogongjingdiyingxia。shufangli，
woyibiantitashulitoufa，zhenglilingdai，yibianyongyanjiaodeyuguang，
xiangsaomiaoyiyiyangjiluzhetayuneiweikerenhanxuandemeiyigexijie。wobatamensuoyoudezitai、biaoqing、yuqi，
douxiangjiepoushitiyiyang，fenjie、jiyi。wanshang，huidaojiangjiajiwoanpaide、tongyangbumanjianshidexiaofangjian，
wosuoshangmen，zaiyushiliduizhejingzi，yibianbiandimofang、lianxi。taishou，weixiao，zoulu，shenzhiyigeyanshen。
woyaobazheixiexuweideliyi，kejinwodejiroujiyili。zheibushiweilerongrutamen，
ershiweilezaiwo“si”deshihou，kanqilaigengxiangge“hegedehaomenxishengpin”，buyinqirenheduoyudehuaiyi。
dibazhangliyishiwaiqiao，danwoxuyaoshizhixingdewuqi。neigezhoumo，woyi“huijianaxiesirenyongpin”weiyou，
huilebinyiguan。wodiekandaowo，yanquanhongle，dantashenmeyemeiwen，zhishiyonglipailepaiwodejianbang。
tazhidaowoshouleweiqu，dantawunengweili。“die，womeishi，jiangjia……duiwohaixing。”wojichuyigexiaorong，
xinliquezaidixue。wobunengbatajuanjinlai。binyiguanli，shuxidefuermalinweidaorangwoshaoweianxin。
woxiangwangchangyiyangbangmang，zhengligongju，dasaoweisheng。wodemubiao，
shicunfangzailijianneigeshangsuojuzilideteshufangfuji。zheizhongyaojixiaoguojiqiang，
shiyonghequyongdouxuyaoyangedengji。wochenwodiequqianmianjiedaikerendejianxi，yongyigenxitiesi，
qiaoqiaotongkaileneigelaoshisuotou——zheiyeshizaitingshifang，weilefangbianyoushixuyaojinjikaijumen，
wotoutouxuehuide。juzili，yipaipaitiezhebiaoqiandeyaojipingsanfazhebinglengdeguang。wodexintiaodehenkuai。
bunengduona，yicizhinengnayidiandian。woxunsuningkaiyiping，
yongzuixiaohaodezhenguanchouqulebudao5haoshengdewuseyeti，ranhouxiaoxindicashiganjingpingkou，huifuyuanyang。
bazheixiaoxiaodezhenguansaijinneiyitezhidejiacengli，bingliangdeganjuetiezhepifu，querangwogandaoyisiqiyideanxin。
zhihoumeicihuilai，wodourufapaozhi，xiangyizhimayi，yidiandiandibanyunzhewofuchoude“huoyao”。wuqiyoule，
danwohaixuyaoyigekenengde“zhengren”。jiangmingyudezhuzhiyishi，xingchen，shigemianxiangyansudezhongniannanren。
wodatingguo，tahewodienianqingshishitongxue，guanxibucuo。wobixumaoxian。wotongguowodie，
yuechenyishengzaiyiyuanfujindeyijiapijingchaguanjianmian。chenyishengjiandaowo，henjingya，yehenjingti。“su**，
zhaowoyoushenmeshi？guanyujiangshaoyedebingqing，wozaiyiyuandouyijingshuoqingchule。”dijiuzhangwokanzheta，
tunqulesuoyouweizhuang，yanshentanchengshenzhidaizhekenqiu：“chenshushu，wozhidaozheihenmaomei。danwodieshuo，
ninshitaxindeguoderen。”wobawobeipodaijia，yijijiangxuexiangqintunyichandeyinmou，xuanzexingdigaosuleta，
yinqulewoweizaosiwangdejutijihua。wozhuazhuzheiyidian："chenshushu，
nengbuneng......nengbunengzaijitadeyingyangyeli，tianjiayixiekenengyouyiyushenjinghuifudechengfen？
napazhishishishi？suoyoudezerenhefeiyong，wolaichengdan！"wojihushizaiaiqiuta。chenyishengjinjinzhouzhemei，
shouzhiqiaozhezhuomian，neixinxianranzaijiliezhengzha”zheiweifanguiding，fengxianjida”。“chenshushu，wobushixianghaita，
wozhishi……xiangjitayigejihui，yejiwozijiyigemiaomangdexiwang。”wodeyanleishishidiluoxialai，
yibanshibiaoyan，yibanshizhendejuewanghewuzhu。takanzhewo，youxiangqiwodie，zuizhong，xiangshixiadinglejuexin，
jiqiqingweididianleyixiatou。“wozhinengchangshitianjiayixiezuijichu、zuianquandeyingyangsu，
erqiejilianghuifeichangfeichangxiao。bingqie，zheijianshi，tianzhidizhi，nizhiwozhi。”“xiexienin！chenshushu！
”woganjitiling。youletadebangzhu，wodejihuajiuduoleyisimiaomang，danzhenshidekenengxing。dishizhangjiexialai，
woxuyaogengjingquedeqingbao。woyi“weihunqixiangqinziweishaoyebuzhifangjian，dailaishengji”weiyou，
zhengqudaolejicijinrujiangmingyubingfangdejihui。meicijinqu，wodoudaizhexianhua，huozhexindechuangpin，
muguangquexiangleidayiyangsaoguomeiyigejiaoluo。chuangtoujiankongduizhechuangpu，menkouyouyige，
qiangjiaohaiyouyigezhuandongdeyitiji……womomojisuanzhetamendefugaifanwei。bingfangzidaiyigeweishengjian，
menlangdezhuzihoumian，sihuyouyixiaopianyinyingquyu……wobunengjiuliu，meicidoushicongcongyipie，
dandanaoxiangpintuyiyang，jiangsuipianxinxizuhe。neigeweishengjian，huoxukeyizuoweiduanzandezangshendian？
zhuzihoudeyinying，shibushinengbikaineigezhuandongshexiangtoudeshunjian？guangyoulilunbugou，woxuyaoshijian。
shenyedebinyiguan，jijingdezhinengtingdaobingjuyunxingdediming。woquerenwodiehetongshimendouyilikai，
caitoutouliujintingshifang。binglengdekongqibaoguozhewo，zheilicaishiwodezhuchang。
woconggongjujiannachuzaojiuzhunbeihaodeguijiaojiaren——zheishiwoyongjizandeqian，tongguoteshuqudaodingzuode，
tixingyuwoxiangsi。wobatafangjinyigekongdelengzangju，shedinghaowendu。ranhou，wokaishilianxi。
ruhekuaisudijiangjiarencongjuzhongyichu，ruhejiangtaweizhuangcheng“wo”deyangzi，ruheliyongjiaoduheshixianmangqu，
zaijiduandeshijianneiwancheng“diaobao”……meiyigebuzhou，wodoufanfuyanlian，jisuanshijian，diaozhengdongzuo。
guijiaojiarenbinglengerchenzhong，xiangzhenzhengdeshiti。wozaixinlimonizhetaifengyedehunluan，
monizhebeifaxianshidejinjiqingkuang。hanshuijinshilewodeefa，danwodeyanshenyuelaiyueleng，dongzuoyuelaiyueshulian。
wozaihesiwangwanyouxi，erduzhu，shiwodeming。dishiyizhangyiqiedouzaianzhong，qiaowushengxidijinxingzhe。
woxianggeqianrudiyingdejiandie，meiyibudouzouzaidaojianshang。jiangxueneibian，tongguoqietingqitingdaode，
doushiworijian“weimi”he“renming”dexutao，tasihufangsonglejingti，laibieshudecishushaole。tabuzhidao，
neigetakanbuqide、congtingshifangpachulaide“yezhong”，zhengzaiyongtacongsiwangzhongxuedaodeyiqie，
jingxinbianzhizheyizhangwang。yizhangzuyijiangtahetasuoyizhangdehaomen，tuorushenyuandewang。bieshudejiankong，
baobiaodexunluo，yishengdezhenduan，jiangxuedezixin……suoyouzheixiekansijiangudezuai，
douzaiworifuyiridenaixinhesuanjixia，beiyidiandianzaochuxiweideliefeng。wozaidengdai，
dengdaineigezuijiadeshiji。taifengye，jiukuailaile。rizizaibiaomiandepingjingxiaanliuyongdong。
woxiangyizhizaizhuwangshangxiaoxinyiyixingzoudechongzi，jiyaowenzhuziji，youyaotifangzheanchudezhizhu。
baofengyuqiandeningjing，beijiangxuexinyilundegongshidapole。neitian，
womingxianganjuedaobieshulideyongrenkanwodeyanshenbuduijing，daizhetanjiuheqieqiesiyu。lianguanjiasongcanshi，