shenxirandangxiashenseyijin：“nainaizenmele？”
fuyanqinkuzhesangzihuida：“gujiataiguofenle，neiguqianhejintiandadianhuapianninainai，shuo……shuoluyubaisile，laotaitaidangchangyunguoqule，xianzaiqihaimeishunguolai，sihuobuquyiyuan，zhinengbaituojiatingyishengshangmenqiangjiu，nikuaihuilaiquanquanba！”
shenxirandangchangxieleli，tawangzhechechuangwai，hunbushoushediwendao：“gugu，niyejuedeshijiadeduiba。”
fuyanqinlimahechi：“dangranshijiade，dengninainaihaole，wolimajiudaishangliuqingguoqu……yi，liuqingnizenmehuilaile？nibushigenhannianzaidinghunma？”
huatongli，shenxiranqingxiditingjian，liuqingduizhefuyanqinshuo：“luyubaisile，gufuyiyuanqiangjiuwuxiao……yezoule。”
kuangdang，fuyanqindeshouji，zhijiehualuozaidi。
chenei，shenxirantongtifahan……
tabuzhidaozijishishenmeshihougandaolaozhaide，daoleyihou，jiukanjianjiatingyishengzhenggenshuangyanfanhongdemoyanqinshuozhexieshenme。
shenxiranzoudaoliuqingmianqian，yandiquanshihanshuang：“sheirangnipaodaozheilisanboyaoyande！liujianishibuxiangyaole！”
liuqingshentiyijiang，danhaishiqiangchengzhehuida：“womeiyoushuohuang，xinwenyijingbobaole，gushidangjiaqiangjiuwuxiaoshenwang，gujiaxiaonverruishi……zhuixueshenwang！”
“goule！”shenxiranmeiyoulaidedenuhuozhongshao，“gujiawanshenmebaxiwobuguan，danshiniliuqingjizhu，ruguowonainaichuleshenmeshi，wohuirangnimenyijiapeizang！”
shuowan，tajiumaikaibuzizouxiangfuyanqin，liuqingcanbaizhelianhandao：“woshuoguonihouhuide，kenibuxin！nirenweiluyubaihuishuahuazhao，keyi，neinijuedetabaneimegubanderen，huifangrengushibuguangenzhewanjiasima！”
shenxiranjiaobuyidun，tazhuantoukanxiangliuqing，yandiyipianhanliang：“gun！”
liuqingbeikandexinzangyijin，yemingbaizijixianzaishuyuzaishizizuishangbamao，tabuganzaihangsheng，zhuantoutizhequnzijiupaozoule。
liuqingzouhou，shenxiranlaidaofuyanqinshenbian，pibeidehanleju：“gugu，nainaizenmeyang？”
fuyanqinyaoleyaotou：“renlaole，shentidouneiyang，zheiduanshijiansheidoubie**ta，aoyidiansuanyidianba。”
shenxiranzhengzhu：“shenmeyisi？”
fuyanqinyebuyinman：“laotaitaixinzangyijingbuxingle，yebushihezuoshoushu，zhinengjingyang，shijian……buding。”
shenxirankaishizhanzheshouqufanyanhe，quebeifuyanqintaishouzhizhu：“nainaishuiqianyizhizaizhaoluyubai。”
沈汐然沉默。
fuyanqinyetuchuyikouyuqi，kaozheqiangbimeiyouchusheng。
meiduojiutajiujiedaoyigedianhua，guaduanhou，zhenggerenfulefue：“mingtian，qucanjiagujiafunvdezangliba。”
“……gugu，niyeyaogenzhenaoma？”shenxiranhuranjiufaqilepiqi，zhenggerenyinchendekepa。
fuyanqinxiaole：“hannian，nishihuagaosugugu，nishibushixihuanluyubai。”
“meiyou！”shenxiranchouchuxiangyanxiangyaodianran，queyinweishouzhitaiguozhandouyizhiwufachenggong。
fuyanqinzuoweiguolairenhainengyoushenmebudongde，tayibadadiaoshenxiranshoushangdedahuoji，zhizhezijizuitengaidezhier，yandimanshikuse：“nizhenshihutua——！”
第十三章接送遗体
“hannianahannian，guguzheixienianyizhibanidangqinerzipeiyang，shenzhiweilenibuyaohaizi，suoyidangnigaosuwo，nitaoyanluyubaideshihou，woyizhibangnicongpangdaya！nishuonibuxihuanliuqingdeshihou，woshenzhihuaiyishibushizijizuocuole，kenini？zhuangeshenjiugaosuwoniyaoheliuqingdinghun！”
“yaobushijintianliuqingshangmenlaishuo，nishiweilebichuluyubai，wodoubuzhidaonizheigechouxiaozijuranxianruqingwangerbuzizhi！！”
“goule！”shenxiranyaoya，“wodehunyinconglaijiumeixiangyaogugunilaicanyu！woshiduiluyubailengmo，danwoqimabuhuinaduifangdejiarenlaiweixie，sangou？he，gugu，nizhenshiwodehaogugua！”
shuowantajiuzhuanshenliqu，meiyouyisiliulian！
fuyanqinzhanzaiyuandi，renbuzhuhandao：“niyaoshizhenguanxinta，nihuizheimerenyouwoqifuma！nizheigehunzhangxiaozi，mingtiangujiazanglinibixujiwoqu！”
shenxiranjiaobubuting，shenzhiyuezouyuekuai。
fuyanqinfue，zhenggerendoupoweishenshang，lianzijizhangfuzoudaoshenpangdoubuzhidao。
“gujiadeshougou，wobuhuitongyide，wozhidaojiehunzheixieniannimeiaiguowo，yezhidaonixinliku，suoyinidexiaopiqiwodouren，danshiyanqin，gujia……shiniqiande。”
fuyanqinkanzhezhangfudeshenying，huranrenbuzhukuchushenglai：“weishenmenimenyigegededouguaiwo！meiyounimendezongrong，wohuiquzuoma？nikoukoushengshengshuowobuaini！neinini，niaiguowoma！”
nanrengaodadebeiyingweiweiyijiang，suijizichaodao：“buaini，woyouhebizongrongni。”shuowan，tajiuxialelou。
fuyanqindaizaiyuandi，hurandunxiamaitoudaku，yebuzhidaoshiweileziji，haishiweileneigebeitaqifuxujiudeluyubai。
顾家葬礼上。
gumuyinweiqiangjiuhuilai，haizaibingfangxiuyangmeiyouxinglai。
guqianhezhanzaibingguanmianqiankanzhezijijiejiepingjingdemianrong，yanleijiuzheiyangwushengdediaoluo。
xiaoluochuanzhanzaiyipang，yehongzheyanpailepaitajianbang：“jieaishunbian，woxiangduiyunijieeryan，yeweichangbushiyizhongjietuo。”
guqianhekutazhuantoukanzhezheigezijicongxiaochongbaidegege，yandiquanshibeiliang：“luochuange，yutashijietuo，yunini？yuwomenjiani？yuwobani！”
xiaoluochuanzaiyebunenghuida，zheigedaan，liantazijidoubuzhidao，youruhequshuomingni……
“wanshangwoqujiewobadeyiti，womaneibianwoquanbuzhu，luochuange，nijiudangwowonang，nibangwoququanquanba。”
xiaoluochuandiantou，yixiazishiqulenveryoushiqulezhangfu，queshimeishuinengquandele。
dan：“yaobunibaneibianwoqujie，wojuedeayiyinggaizuixiangkandaoderenshini。”
guqianheyaotoujujue：“takandaowo，qingxuhuishikongduiyutadiaoyangshentibuhao，yebiegaosutawobadeshiqing，jiushuohaizaigebi，rangtayanghaoshenti，woba……jiuyouwozheigeqinerziqujiesongba。”
“xing，youxuyaozhaowo。”
guqianhedianlediantou，suihoutashangxiadaliangleyixiaxiaoluochuan，youzhongshuodao：“ge，xiangqiankan，manmanshizhewanglewojie！”
xiaoluochuanmuguangyueguota，wangzhebuyuanchuzhanzhedebaiyishaonv，qingshenghuida：“hao。”
第十四章幻觉
guqianhequzhunbeizanglishiyi，xiaoluochuandemuguangjiuyizhidingzheneigeshaonvkan，zhidaonvhaiwaizhetouxiaolexiao，tacaigenzhegouqichunjiao。
yanqiandenvhaibushibieren，zhengshitangzaibingguanlideluyubai。
xiaoluochuancongbangluyubaibishangyanjingdeneiyikekaishi，tajiumomingganshoudaoletadecunzai。
meiyougaosurenheren，xiaoluochuanjiuzheiyangduzixiangshouzhezheifensiyoudemeihao。