第五章

wokanzheyijujudeshitibeitailexiaqu,erbianhaihuidangzhewodiehejimuderumasheng,woneishizaidengsi,denglaidequeshishengshangcixiadeyizhihunyue。

shenhuaishuotazaojiuxiangneimeganle,benlaixiangzhemanmandilai,sheizhishishinanliao,daoshibangletayiba,laozhangrenzhenjili。

zhiyutadehuangbofu,babudetaquyigeshiweidenvzi,qiaojiantanazheneipingkongniezaodewawaqinshuoshi,xiangyemeixiangjiudayingle。

suoyixianzaiwoxiangfanhuidoubuxingle,tazheibeizidoushiwoderen,laibudiaode。

wokuxiaobude,zhayanjinianguoqu,wobeiyangdejihao,haodaowozaicikexuecaijiqi,wozheibingjiusuanshenyizaiduo,yeshihuitianfashu,nengzaituoliangnianyishixingshi。

neiriwozaiyuanzilikuzuolehenjiu。

jiudaomeizhuyidangshideshenhuaiyegewaiyichang,baozhuwocongtoudaoweidoumeishuoguoyijuhua。

yelishi,wohaoxiangganjuedaolelianshanghualuodewenreyeti。

可我并没有哭。

翌日,枕边无人。

guanwaichuanlaixiaoxi,ruiwangzhansishachang,ruiwangfeishouchengsanri,yishenxunguo。

shizishenhuai,ziqingpigua,lingsanwanbing,qianwangxiaguan,yipingzhanluan。

tazhiliujiwoyifengjiashu。

「xifuer,wohuilaijinidaibianguandeyangrou,fuwangmufeidoushuohaochi,erlaoyezhenshi,shuozoujiuzou,wojiuzhidaotamenbutengwo,zoudeyidiandoubuliulian,weiyixiangzhewodejiushidangchurongwohushuobadao,ranghuangbofujiwocihun,qulenizheimehaodexifuer。tamenbujiushipawomozhetamenyaojinifenggaomingma?zhenxiaoqi,zheijiuzoule,nanzihandazhangfu,wozijilai,nibiedanxin,wolihaizheni,ni……」

mojizaizheililuanchengyituan,yiduizixieleyouhua,zuihouzhiliuxiajigezi:

「buku,kulewoxinteng。」

zheigechuncai,zheigeshihoudouhaixiangzheanweiwo。

我泪如雨落。

tanianshaodeyi,jiumeishenmedebudaode,shiyixiangxinrendingshengtian,anbuzhihaiyouyijushishiwuchang。

jingcheng,shengshangbingzhong,taizichenzhezheigejihuibawochaoju,sanrihoushengshangjiabeng,xindidengji,huanghouquebushipeitanianshaoqiandidetaizifei,ershineigebengaizaoyisiqudeluchaoyun。

bu,taxianzaigaihuanlegemingzi,jiaoxieshuiyao。

yigexiaoguanliyangzaijingchengjiaowaizhibingdexiaonver。

woxiang,tayedengzheiyikedenglehenjiu。