第6章
“爸......”
wocongzijidesixuzhongchoushen，xiangyaozaihewobamashuoxieshenme，danwobaxianyibudaduanlewo。
“xiangsi，nitingwomende，chenxianzaishenmedoumeifasheng，lihunba......”
“离婚？”
erwobazheihuayichulai，wozhenggejingyazhule。
woxiangguowobahuishengqixinlanghuanren，danshimeixiangdaotahuizheimedefandui。
bijing，wohebodagezuowanyijinglingzheng，zheiyiweizhewomenjiayijinghebojiakunbangzaiyiqi，bojiajueduihuiweiwomenjiajiejuecaiwushangdeweiji，womendexinkeyiluodaoduzilile。
kezheigeshihou，wobaqueshuochuyaorangwohebodagelihundehua。
“爸......”
woshitushuofuwoba，jiurangshiqingzheimejixuxiaqu，fanzhengzheiyichanglianyinshiweilewomenjia，zhiyushiheshei，dangran，ruguoshibojingyehuigenghao，danhuanlebodageyeshiyiyangde。
kewodehuahaimeishuochulai，womazaiyipangyechahuajinlai。
“xiangsi，mamazhidaonixinlishishenmeyangdexiangfa，xiangweilewomenzheigejiaweiquqiuquan，jiajibojiadashaoye，danruguoshizheiyang，wohenibashibuyuanyide，dangchu，womenzhisuoyidayingbojialianyin，neishiyinweiwohenibabajuedeshihejingye......”
“jingyeneihaizi，womendouyouguojiechu，taxinggewenrun，youyouxueshi，nihetacengjingbushiyeyouguoyiduanxiangshideshiguang，womenjuedejingyetashigeliangren......keyanxia......”
“yanxiahuanlebojiadashaoye，wohenibabashibuyuanyide，waimiandouzhidaotadexingzi，henlazhiji，ruguowomenjiadecaichanyidingshiyaonanidehunyinhexingfuquhuan，neiwohenibahaiburubajialishenqingpochanle。”
womayuzhongxinzhangdeshuowan。
“妈。”
zhishiwotinglewomadezheigehua，xinliquebingfeishizheiyangdexiangfa，yinweiwohenqingchudezhidao，zuotian，zaiqianjiehunshenqingzhiqian，woyijingshizhidaoleyaohewojiehunderenshishei，shihuanlerenle。
danwohaishihebodageqianxialeneizhangzhi。
zheizhengming，shiwozijiyuanyide。
“ma，wozhendemeiyoumianqiang，woshiziyuande。”
“kuangqiema，ganqingdeshiqingshikeyipeiyangde，bodagezhendemeiyounimenxiangdeneimekepa。”
“keshi，wozhiqiantingshuobojiadashaoyeshenbianshiyouyigenvrende。”womazaicijinwowodeshou。
erzheiyangdehua，wodaoshidiyicitingdaoshuo。
tadeshenbianyouguonvrenma？haishishuoyizhidouhaiyouzhenvren？
buzhidaoweishenme，wotingdaozheihuadeshihou，xinliyouyidiandeyiyang，danshihendan，henkuaijiuguoqule。
zixixiangxiang，dagetayeshikuaisanshisuiderenle，zhangdeyangziyebuxiangshiquenvrende，fanerruguomeiyouguo，neicaishibudui。
kuangqiewomendehunyinbenlaiyejiubushijianlizaiaiqingdejichushangde，yihouzhiyaonenghaohaodejingyinghao，duiwolaishuo，jiushizuidadexingshi。
danshi，zaiwomamianqian，wodangranbunengzheimeshuo。
wozhinengkuanweita：“ma，nidoushuoleshitingshuoeryide，neijutiqingkuanghaishidezijiqulejiede。”
wodehualuoxialaizhihou，ketingyizhenjijing。
tamenhaoxiangshizaisikaowodehua。
“xiangsia，bamashipanishouweiqua。”
“zhendebuhuidebaba。”
“keshi......”
“haole，bama，wozhidaonimenxiangshuoshenme，zaidanxinshenme，danshinimenjiuxiangxinwomenba，wohedagehuibariziguohaode，nimenjiusuanbuxiangxinta，haibuxiangxinnimennverma？nimennverzheimehao，youshenmeshiqing，shenmerenshitagaobudingde......erqiebodage，tashicongbojiachulaide，neiyangdejiating，renzenmehuihencha。”
youneimeyijuhua，jiarenbushikanneigerenduinihaobuhao，ershiyaokantadejiatingherenpin，haodejiashiherenpincainengyidingchengdushangjuedinghunyin。
“xiangsia，ruguoniquedingzheiyang，neibamayejiubuzaishuoshenme，zhishinijizhuwomensongjiasuiranluopole，bojiaquanshida，danshibamayongyuanshinidehoudun。”
“嗯，我知道的。”
zuihouwobamahaoxiangshibeiwoshuofule，wobamazaichenmoleyizhenzhihouzaikaikou，yinyinyijingshiyoutuoxiedeyisi。
erwotingdaowomazuihoudezheijuhuahendongrong，shijieshangzuitengaizijide，guoranhaishizijidefumu，worenbuzhukaozaitadehuaili，jiquyixieliliang......
yinweiwosuiranshineimeshuode，keshiduiyuweilai，sheiyoushuodezhunni？
wodemuguangwangqianmiankanzhe。
“haole，douduodaderenle，haizheimeaisajiao。”
erwomakanjianwozheifumoyangyeshixiaole，zhihoutazhunbeiqujiwozuochide，bijingwocongqianzaijialideshijianjiushao，yizhizainanfangdushu，erxianzaisuiranhuilaibeifang，quejiachuqule，yihouhuilaidejihuigujiyehaishihenshaode。
“ma......woxiangyaochi......”
wozhengzhunbeihewomadiancan，waimianchuanlaiyizhencaozasheng。
......
“zheifangzihaibucuo，kanqilaihenxin。”
waimian，youjigerenzhengzaiwojiayuanzilizhuanyou，shangxiabutingdidaliangzhe，zuilinannanziyude。
wodingqingyikan，neixierenbushibieren，zhengshiwobadeyigeyuanfangbiaomei，daizheta，dagaishijialideren，zaoxienian，wobaguosishisuishengrideshihou，woyoujianguotamen，dangshi，tamenjiaduiwomenjiashihenayufengchengde。
zhishi......buzhidaotamenjintianlaishizuoshenmede？
wohewobamaxiangshiyiyanzhihou，wangwaimianzou。
“aiyo，xiangsi，ge，saozi，nimenzaijiani！”
“dagu，nimenzheicilaishiyoushenmeshiqingma？”
“xiangsia，wokeshitingshuozheicinimenjiazhengshiweinan，jixuyibizijin，dagugangzainijiafangzizheizhuanyouleyiquan，juedehaibucuo，zhenghaodagujiayouyixiexianqian，zhunbeimaixia，bianyibieren，burubianyizijiaren，nishuoshibushizheigedaoli。”
“maixia？”woxinlifanqiledigu，guoranshihuangshulangjijibainian，buanshenmehaoxin，zheicishenmeyemeiyoutongzhi，bianzhijieshuoyaomaixiawojia。
“zheiyangba，xiangsi，nikandaguyesuanbangnimendaodi，liangbaiwanmaixiazheitaobieshuzenmeyang？”
tahuayulideneibanqingmie，xiangshiyichengdingju。
danwotingzhetadehua，zhixiangxiao。
liangbaiwanjiumaixiawojiadefangzi？
yaozhidaowomenjiazheidongfangzi，muqianshizhiyijingzailianggeyi，erqie，womencongweixiangguomaifangzi，yinweiwomenyijiazuiweixingfudejiyidouzaizheidongfangzili，erqiehaiyouneigeren......
tadangchulikaideshihoushuoguoyaohuilai，ruguowomenmaidiaofangzi，tayouzenmezhaodedaohuijiadelu？
wochenmozhemeiyoushuohua，erneibian，womenjianeigeyuanfangqinqiqueyiweiwozheiyangshidayingdeyisi，yufalaijing。
“lailailai，nimenshuo，zheidoushiyijiaren，douzhanzaiwaimianshuohuaganma，zheitianqiyeguailengde，dajiadoujinlaishuo。”
tayijingshiyoudianfankeweizhudeyisi，zhaohuzhehoumiandejigerenyaowangfangzilizou。