第5章 要抱抱

chumenshi,shenzhixianglexiang,haishijuedingshenglefentangyiqidaiguoqu。

waiposhuoguo,zuorenyaodongdeganen,mengxianshengbanglezheimedademang,biededongxitasongbuchushou,taxiangzhesongfenbaotangyizuoganxie。

daolejiudian,shenzhizhanzaidiantili,huailibaozhebaowenhe。

yijinfangjian,mengyibaizhengzaijielingdai。

zheihuamianbushidiyicijian,danshenzhihaishixiayishidibatoudixiaqu,zhenggerensuochengyizhianchun。

congmengyibaidejiaodukanguoqu,tadecelianxiangbaiciyiyangtouliang。

“nadeshenmedongxi。”tapietayiyan,zhuyidaotahuailidehezi。

“wogangbaodetang。”beidiandaomingdeshenzhiliketaiqitou,“xiexieninbangwowaipodiaolerenzaoxigu,woaoleyidianjigutang,jinindailaichangchang。”

mengyibaikanyemeikanyiyanneifentang,yudiaolengdan:“tangxia。”

shenzhilianshangdexiaorongdunshijiangying。

tazaixiangshenme?wangtuyongzheizhongtaohaodefangshi,lajintamenlianggezhijiandeguanxi?

简直是痴心妄想。

tamenbenlaijiushijiandandemaimaiguanxi,tazaizheilidashenmeganqingpai?

shenzhiyanlideguanganxiaqu,mantuntundejiekaikouzi,tangzailedachuangshang,shentisuozaibeizili。

fangjiandechuanglianbeilashang,nanrendeqixihenkuaifushanglai。

漫无边际的黑暗。

tabaojinta,zaihaowuguangxiandefangjianli,tazhishengxiazhanli。

“gaijiaowoshenme。”qingdaonongshi,tadichenzhewenta。

“亦白……”

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chuanglianlakai,shenzhihuangmangkouzhekouzi,xiangzhezhushenshangneixiebeinieqiaguodehenji。

“jintianqujihanhanshuxue。”

chuanshangyifudemengyibai,youhuifudaolepingchanglengdanqingbodezitai,“chezizaijiudianlouxiadengzhe。”

tataijiaoyaozou,shenzhizhuyidaozhuoshangdetang,“mengxiansheng,neitang……”

taxiangwenmengyibaiyaobuyaobatangdaizou。

“rengleba。”tatouyebuhui,lakaimenzoulechuqu。

neishitaaolehaojigexiaoshidetang,tashebudediu。

baozhebaowenheshangleche,shenzhicaifaxianmengyibaiyezai。

“woqukanhanhan,zhenghaoshunlu。”

shenzhizuozhishenti,yilushangshifenjinzhangjucu,shouzhizuanchengquanfangzaixigaishang。

“nihenpawo。”mengyibaihuranshuo。

shenzhilimayaotou:“meiyou,womeiyoupanin。”

mengyibailandechaichuanta,tazonghengshangjiezheimeduonian,bianrenguansedebenshihaibuzhiyurangtakanbuchulaiyigexiaoyatoupianzideneixinhuodong。

buguo,pazhetadianyebushihuaishi,qimabuhuireshiduan。

他要她一直乖着。

shenzhiyizhidingzhechuangwai,zhidaokanzhechezichabuduokuaikaidaoyiyuanle,taxiaoshengshuo:“jiuzaizheigedifangtingxiaba,wozouguoqujiuxing。”

tabuxiangrangbierenkanjian,tashihemengyibaicongtongyiliangchezishangxialaide。

mengyibaimeishuoshenme,zhishitailexiashou,chezibiankaishijiangsu,tingkaozailelubian。

shenzhishuolesheng“xiexie”,jiubaozhebaowenhexialeche。

“kaicheba。”mengyibaichenshengfenfu,buqukanchuangwaineimoshenying。

xingzinuoruo,danxiaopashi,youweiweinuonuode。

ruguobushiyinweitadeneizhanglian,tabuhuidongzheiyanghuangtangdexinsi。

buguo,neitianzaihuisuolidaoshitingdadan。

xiangqineitiantashengshudanrenzhendebiaoxian,mengyibaiyanshenweian。

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zhoulandaizhehanhanyijingzuowanlejiancha,yichulaijiukandaozaimenkoudengzhedemengyibai,yanzhongliuluchuxinxi:“yibai,nijintianzenmeyoukongguolai?”

“xiangmugangjieshu,jintianmeishenmeshi,guolaikankan。”taditou,kanyiyanhanhan。

mengzihanjinnianwusuile,yinweixiantianxingxueyebingdeyuanyin,shentiyizhihencha。

yeshiyinweiruci,jialiderendouhenchongta。

hanhanjuezhezui,pujinmengyibaidehuaili,“baba,yaobaobao。”

mengyibaidunshen,jiangmengzihanbaoleqilai。

shenzhiguolaideshihou,kandaodejiushiyifuyijiasankouqinaihemudefenwei,zhoulanwanzhemengyibaidegebo,xiaodeyilianwenrou。

tadejiaobudunledun,xiangqiyixiaoshiqian,neigenanrenzaitashenshangchichengfengkuangdechangjing。

她其实想不通。

mengfurenzheimeshanjierenyi,wenroupiaoliang,mengyibaiweishenmehaiyaozuozheizhongbeipanhunyindeshi?

shenzhizaiyuandizhanleyihuier,zhiqudimeiyoushangqiandarao。

zhidaozhoulanzhuyidaotaguolai,hanleyisheng:“shenlaoshi?”

yucitongshi,mengyibaidemuguangyetouleguolai。

shenzhicaiganjinzouguoqudazhaohu,zhoulangentahanxuanlejiju,jiuranghushilingzhetahehanhanjinlezhiliaoshi。

先抽血,再输血。

chouxuedeshihou,mengyibaihezhoulanyezaifangjianli,hanhanzeshizaiyipangwanwanju。

hushizuozaishenzhimianqian,tashenchuleyoushou。

“zheizhishoubeizenmetangshangle?yonglingyizhiba。”hushitixingta:“denghuieryaobuyaochuliyixia?”

shenzhifanyingguolai,ganjinyoudilezuoshouguoqu:“zaijiazuofandeshihoubuxiaoxintangdaode,yonglengshuichongguo,yijinghaoduole。”

mengyibaimouguanglveguotadeshoubei,kanjianneigebeitangshangdehongyin,xiangdaotadadianhuashideshuiliusheng,yanshendanmodiyikai。

shenzhibuganqukanmengyibai,zhiditoudingzhehushichouxuedezhenguan。

zhoulansuikoutiqi:“yibai,neifurenzaoxigudexiaoguohenhao,bukuishinimengongsiyanjiuchulaidexinpin,zheicaizuowanshoushuyizhou,waigongshuoyijingbujuedetengle。”

“waigonghuijiaxiuyanglema?”

“meini,haizaishengxindeliaoyangyuan,talaorenjiashuozaineilizhuzhekuanxin,guoduanshijianzaihuiqu。”

zhoulanwenrouxiaoyi,shengyinxinisishui:“xiageyuetalaorenjiabashiwusuidashou,nidaoshihoukankangongzuomangbumang?talaorenjiaxiangzhuanmenjinidaogexie。”

shangcimengyibaiquliaoyangyuantanwang,waigongganghaozaiwuxiu,tashuobuxiangdaraolaorenjia,zaimenkouzhanleyihuierjiuzoule,zhoulanyizhijuedetingyihan。

“daoshihoukanshijian,wojinliangdao。”

tazuoziduanzheng,heisexikubaoguozheyishuangzhangtui,chenshanyunpingzhengdechuanzaishenshang,“renzaocailiaodeshirangwaigongbubifangzaixinshang,doushiyijiaren,shunshoudeshi。”

tingdaozheiju,shenzhixiayishitailetou。

yuanlaidangshideneigevipbingren,shimengfurendewaigong。