chumenshi,shenzhixianglexiang,haishijuedingshenglefentangyiqidaiguoqu。
waiposhuoguo,zuorenyaodongdeganen,mengxianshengbanglezheimedademang,biededongxitasongbuchushou,taxiangzhesongfenbaotangyizuoganxie。
daolejiudian,shenzhizhanzaidiantili,huailibaozhebaowenhe。
yijinfangjian,mengyibaizhengzaijielingdai。
zheihuamianbushidiyicijian,danshenzhihaishixiayishidibatoudixiaqu,zhenggerensuochengyizhianchun。
congmengyibaidejiaodukanguoqu,tadecelianxiangbaiciyiyangtouliang。
“nadeshenmedongxi。”tapietayiyan,zhuyidaotahuailidehezi。
“wogangbaodetang。”beidiandaomingdeshenzhiliketaiqitou,“xiexieninbangwowaipodiaolerenzaoxigu,woaoleyidianjigutang,jinindailaichangchang。”
mengyibaikanyemeikanyiyanneifentang,yudiaolengdan:“tangxia。”
shenzhilianshangdexiaorongdunshijiangying。
tazaixiangshenme?wangtuyongzheizhongtaohaodefangshi,lajintamenlianggezhijiandeguanxi?
简直是痴心妄想。
tamenbenlaijiushijiandandemaimaiguanxi,tazaizheilidashenmeganqingpai?
shenzhiyanlideguanganxiaqu,mantuntundejiekaikouzi,tangzailedachuangshang,shentisuozaibeizili。
fangjiandechuanglianbeilashang,nanrendeqixihenkuaifushanglai。
漫无边际的黑暗。
tabaojinta,zaihaowuguangxiandefangjianli,tazhishengxiazhanli。
“gaijiaowoshenme。”qingdaonongshi,tadichenzhewenta。
“亦白……”
——
chuanglianlakai,shenzhihuangmangkouzhekouzi,xiangzhezhushenshangneixiebeinieqiaguodehenji。
“jintianqujihanhanshuxue。”
chuanshangyifudemengyibai,youhuifudaolepingchanglengdanqingbodezitai,“chezizaijiudianlouxiadengzhe。”
tataijiaoyaozou,shenzhizhuyidaozhuoshangdetang,“mengxiansheng,neitang……”
taxiangwenmengyibaiyaobuyaobatangdaizou。
“rengleba。”tatouyebuhui,lakaimenzoulechuqu。
neishitaaolehaojigexiaoshidetang,tashebudediu。
baozhebaowenheshangleche,shenzhicaifaxianmengyibaiyezai。
“woqukanhanhan,zhenghaoshunlu。”
shenzhizuozhishenti,yilushangshifenjinzhangjucu,shouzhizuanchengquanfangzaixigaishang。
“nihenpawo。”mengyibaihuranshuo。
shenzhilimayaotou:“meiyou,womeiyoupanin。”
mengyibailandechaichuanta,tazonghengshangjiezheimeduonian,bianrenguansedebenshihaibuzhiyurangtakanbuchulaiyigexiaoyatoupianzideneixinhuodong。
buguo,pazhetadianyebushihuaishi,qimabuhuireshiduan。
他要她一直乖着。
shenzhiyizhidingzhechuangwai,zhidaokanzhechezichabuduokuaikaidaoyiyuanle,taxiaoshengshuo:“jiuzaizheigedifangtingxiaba,wozouguoqujiuxing。”
tabuxiangrangbierenkanjian,tashihemengyibaicongtongyiliangchezishangxialaide。
mengyibaimeishuoshenme,zhishitailexiashou,chezibiankaishijiangsu,tingkaozailelubian。
shenzhishuolesheng“xiexie”,jiubaozhebaowenhexialeche。
“kaicheba。”mengyibaichenshengfenfu,buqukanchuangwaineimoshenying。
xingzinuoruo,danxiaopashi,youweiweinuonuode。
ruguobushiyinweitadeneizhanglian,tabuhuidongzheiyanghuangtangdexinsi。
buguo,neitianzaihuisuolidaoshitingdadan。
xiangqineitiantashengshudanrenzhendebiaoxian,mengyibaiyanshenweian。
……
zhoulandaizhehanhanyijingzuowanlejiancha,yichulaijiukandaozaimenkoudengzhedemengyibai,yanzhongliuluchuxinxi:“yibai,nijintianzenmeyoukongguolai?”
“xiangmugangjieshu,jintianmeishenmeshi,guolaikankan。”taditou,kanyiyanhanhan。
mengzihanjinnianwusuile,yinweixiantianxingxueyebingdeyuanyin,shentiyizhihencha。
yeshiyinweiruci,jialiderendouhenchongta。
hanhanjuezhezui,pujinmengyibaidehuaili,“baba,yaobaobao。”
mengyibaidunshen,jiangmengzihanbaoleqilai。
shenzhiguolaideshihou,kandaodejiushiyifuyijiasankouqinaihemudefenwei,zhoulanwanzhemengyibaidegebo,xiaodeyilianwenrou。
tadejiaobudunledun,xiangqiyixiaoshiqian,neigenanrenzaitashenshangchichengfengkuangdechangjing。
她其实想不通。
mengfurenzheimeshanjierenyi,wenroupiaoliang,mengyibaiweishenmehaiyaozuozheizhongbeipanhunyindeshi?
shenzhizaiyuandizhanleyihuier,zhiqudimeiyoushangqiandarao。
zhidaozhoulanzhuyidaotaguolai,hanleyisheng:“shenlaoshi?”
yucitongshi,mengyibaidemuguangyetouleguolai。
shenzhicaiganjinzouguoqudazhaohu,zhoulangentahanxuanlejiju,jiuranghushilingzhetahehanhanjinlezhiliaoshi。
先抽血,再输血。
chouxuedeshihou,mengyibaihezhoulanyezaifangjianli,hanhanzeshizaiyipangwanwanju。
hushizuozaishenzhimianqian,tashenchuleyoushou。
“zheizhishoubeizenmetangshangle?yonglingyizhiba。”hushitixingta:“denghuieryaobuyaochuliyixia?”
shenzhifanyingguolai,ganjinyoudilezuoshouguoqu:“zaijiazuofandeshihoubuxiaoxintangdaode,yonglengshuichongguo,yijinghaoduole。”
mengyibaimouguanglveguotadeshoubei,kanjianneigebeitangshangdehongyin,xiangdaotadadianhuashideshuiliusheng,yanshendanmodiyikai。
shenzhibuganqukanmengyibai,zhiditoudingzhehushichouxuedezhenguan。
zhoulansuikoutiqi:“yibai,neifurenzaoxigudexiaoguohenhao,bukuishinimengongsiyanjiuchulaidexinpin,zheicaizuowanshoushuyizhou,waigongshuoyijingbujuedetengle。”
“waigonghuijiaxiuyanglema?”
“meini,haizaishengxindeliaoyangyuan,talaorenjiashuozaineilizhuzhekuanxin,guoduanshijianzaihuiqu。”
zhoulanwenrouxiaoyi,shengyinxinisishui:“xiageyuetalaorenjiabashiwusuidashou,nidaoshihoukankangongzuomangbumang?talaorenjiaxiangzhuanmenjinidaogexie。”
shangcimengyibaiquliaoyangyuantanwang,waigongganghaozaiwuxiu,tashuobuxiangdaraolaorenjia,zaimenkouzhanleyihuierjiuzoule,zhoulanyizhijuedetingyihan。
“daoshihoukanshijian,wojinliangdao。”
tazuoziduanzheng,heisexikubaoguozheyishuangzhangtui,chenshanyunpingzhengdechuanzaishenshang,“renzaocailiaodeshirangwaigongbubifangzaixinshang,doushiyijiaren,shunshoudeshi。”
tingdaozheiju,shenzhixiayishitailetou。
yuanlaidangshideneigevipbingren,shimengfurendewaigong。