woyongleneimejiuquzhengmingwoyouduoaita,taqueyongtongyangdeshijianzhengmingwoyouduosha。
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guoran,wodehuayishuowan,luyunfeideliansejiushunjianbianle,talengzaiyuandi,liangjiumeiyoufachuyidianshengyin。
kan,zheijiushiwoziyiweiaiwodenanren,woziyiweishidezaizijidehuanxianglimianhuolesannian,zuihouhuishoudeshihou,caimoranfaxian,wodezheisannian,woziyiweishidezheisannian……
buguoyichanghuangliangmeimeng,yigexiaohuaeryi。
“luyunfei,daanyijinghenqingchule,nizouba……”wotanglexialai,ranhougaishangbeizi,jiangzijiwanwanquanquandesuozailebeizilimian,beiduizheluyunfei,shuolezheimeyijuwozirenweizhendingdehua。
woyiweizheiyangbeiduizheluyunfei,luyunfeijiubuhuikandaowomiansedecangbai,woyanjinglimiandebeiaihewolianshangzenyangyeyangaibuzhudebeishang,wozuipadejiushiluyunfeibuyaowole,meixiangdaozheiyitian,zuizhonghaishichuxianle。
luyunfeikaixinde,nanguode,fennude,wenroude,jihutasuoyoudeyangzi,wodoujianguo,woyiweitasuoyoudeyangzi,wodouhuikandao,keshiwomeixiangdaodeshi……zuihoudezuihou,tajiehunshihoudeyangziquebushuyuwo。
shenhouchichimeiyoushengyin,wocumei,shitanxingdezhuanguotou,quekandaoluyunfeiyijiuzhanzaiyuandi,houjieshangxiagundong,yanshenshanshuo,bobodechunbandongleyoudong,haobantiancaituchulezheimejigezi,“shibushi,zhiyao……woaini,nijiuyuanyiliuzaiwodeshenbian?”
luyunfeideshengyinhenqing,qingdaowoyiweineishiwodehuanjue,woxiang,ruguobushiwoqiaqiaozhuanguolianlaiqukanluyunfeiqulenalidehua,woyidingbuhuixiangxinganggangdehuashicongluyunfeidekouzhongshuochulaide。
keshi,neiyangqingrouyoubuquedingdeyuqi,zhendeshi……luyunfeidezhenxinhuama?
wojiangyingzheshenzi,haobantianmeishuochuhualai,zhidaoluyunfeituolexiezi,pashangchuang,pingtangzaiwodeshence,yongwozuishuxidebeibanghuanzhuwodeshenzideshihou,wocaimengranjingxingguolailuyunfeidehua。
ruguohuanzuoshiyiqiandehua,woyidinghuiduizheiyangdeluyunfeiwujikeshi,jiuxianghenjiuyiqianneiyang,zhiyaoluyunfeishuoyijuruanhua,wojiunengwangjisuoyou,xiaolianxiangying,danshi……xianzaidewoquezhishengxialemanmandebeiaihejuewang。
neizhongshuxidexiangshichudianlesideganjuexunsudemanyanquanshen,wojinghuangshicuodexiangyaotaoliyouzheluyunfeiqixidedifang,quebeiluyunfeiyibaloujinlehuaili,wojianjiao,“luyunfei!”
luyunfeizhijiehulvelewodezhengzhahehuangluan,shenzhibuhuangbumangdeanzhulewoluandongdeshenzi。
woningmei,xiangyaofankang,taqueyongetouqingqingdidizhulewodeetou,jiuxiangyiqianqinmiwanzhihouyimoyiyangdedongzuo,wozhengzhu,erbianzhujianxiangqiletadichenyouyadeshengyin,“nishuoguode……zhiyaowoaini,nijiuhuiliuzaiwodeshenbian,bulikaiwode……”
zheizhongjinhushualaidehua,rangwozhijiechukoufanbo,“wobingmeiyoushuo……”niaiwo,wojiubuhuilikaini。
“congzuotianqi,wojiuhenlei,zhende……nibuzaishenbian,wojuedejimo,xinlihaoxiangyeyougedifangzenmeyangtianbuman,zuotian……wogenlincancanshenmeyemeiyoufasheng,zhende,woyijiushizhishuyunideluyunfei,womeiyoupianni,wosuiranheduole,kewozuoleshenmemeizuoshenme,wohaishifendeqingde……”luyunfeijiangzijizhenggenaodaidoumaizailewodejingwolimian,zhuoredeqixipensazaiwodebojingzhijian,rangworenbuzhudezhanli。
zheishiluyunfeidiyicizheimerenzhendegenwojieshiyijianshiqing,quepianpianshizaiwoxinhuiyilengdeshihou。
“……monian,buyaozaigenwonaopiqile,nizhidao,wokaibuqifenshouzheiyangdewanxiao,womenzhijian,jibantaishen,nizhengtuobudiao,woyebudasuanjinijihuizhengtuo,suoyi,bunaole,haome?”luyunfeishuowanzhihou,shenshoujiangwogengjindebaozailetadehuaili,wodebixizhijianquanbudoushiluyunfeideqixi,huizhibuqu。
jinhutuoxiedeshengyin,zheiyinggaijiushiluyunfeizuihouderangbuba。
wojiangyingzheshenzi,jiuzheiyangbeiluyunfeibaozaihuaili,wojuedeyunxuan,haoxiangyouyoushenmeshiqinglibuqingleyiyang,xinlidefanzaoganbeizeng,woyaozhechunban,shenshoutuiletuiluyunfeideshenzi,“luyunfei,niyiqianbushizheiyangde……”
yiqiandeluyunfeibuhuixiangzhezheiyanghanhuguoguande,yejueduibuhuifangdizitaiderenxingdexianggexiaohaizide。
“niyiqianyebuzheiyang!”luyunfeideshengyinturanchenlexialai,dunledun,tadeshengyinshaoyouhuanhe,sihushiyazhixialailefanzao,“shuiba,nihewo,douleile。”
shui?zenmekenengshuidezhe?zaizheiyangdeshike,zaizheiyangbuqingbuchudeaimeiqingkuangxia,wozenmekenengzhendeshuizhe?
wodongledongzijideshenzi,dishengdao:“luyunfei,womeiyouzaikaiwanxiao,womenxianzai……yijingfenshoule!”
wobixuyaozhanduanyiqienengjizijixiwangdehoulu,luyunfeishibuhuigenwojiehunde,tadeweihunqixianzaihaizailouxiadengzheta,dengzhetayiqihuijia,wobuneng,yejueduibuhuifangdizitairangzijichenjinzaizheiyipianmeihaodejiaxiangzhizhong。