我认罪！
suoyoudeyiqie，fuqinde，zijide。
guyanxingrenshidesongnianzaichuangshangyaoyanrugu，chuanshangyifujiuganlianpola，tajuebuhuirenshu。
tayuanxiangzheigeguansihaiyaodahenduoci，yisongniandexingzi，tabudamudeshibuhuibaxiude。
dangsongnianshuochu“worenzui”sangezideshihou，guyanxingyizhenhuanghu，tuitinghou，tazuolehenjiuzaizhanqilai。
脑子里嗡嗡乱叫。
“congcihou，womenliangqingle。”
两清？
十年，两清？
“guoqushinian，woconglaimeiyouyujianguoni……”
没有遇见过？
zaitafuqinjinicuneitianzhiqian，tameiyoukanjiantakuguo，xianzaimannaozidoushitalianshangdeleishui。
guyanxingshuaileshuaitou，“liangqingle！”
tataibulikaiyuangaoxi，zhiyibu，chadiantakongzhanbuwen。
“liangqingle！”taxiangqitashuochuzheisangezishidejuejue，haoxiangshinazhexiangmubiaoshuaizaihuiyizhuoshang，“zheigexiangmubixushiwode！”
势在必得！
songnian，meiyoutazuobudaodeshiqing。
guyanxingchelechelingdai，zouchufating，tayihoudeshenghuozhong，buhuizaiyousongnian。
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监狱
songnianzuijiaoliuxueqizaiyigenvfanrendeshenshang，shouzhongdexiebazhangpapashuaizainvfanrendelianshang：“yihouhaiganbugankaojinwo！”
“buganle！buganle！”
“yihouhaiganbuganbachibuxiadedongxidaowocanpan？”shuowan，youshi“papa”liangxiebazhang。
“buganle！buganle！”nvfanlianlianqiurao。
songniantaiquandao，chuledabuguoguyanxing，yibanrenbushitadeduishou。
zaijianyuzheizhongdifang，nanmianhuibeirenqifu，tabenxiangxishiningren，quebuxiangzheixiegouniangyangdeqirentaishen！
zheigeweixin，tabixuliqilai，buranyihousheidoukeyipadaotadetoushanglai。
zheigeshijieshang，zhiyouguyanxingkeyiqifuta，bingqierangtahaowufankangdenengli。
dantayezhinengbeitashangzheiyici！
仅此一次！
suoyoudenvyuyou，douhaipasongnian，tajiuxianggemuyechayiyangxionghan。
songniandezhizijihuaiyunshi，shouzuwucuo，tabuzhidaogaizenmeban。
dangxiaomingtanshisongnianshi，songnianzhongyukandaolexiwang，tagezhehouhoudeboli，qiqiudekanzhexiaoming，“xiaoming，bangwoyigemangba。”
xiaomingyanzhongdesongnianshoudebuxiangyangzi，zuichunqidezhandou，“guyanxingweishenmehuizheiyangduini？tatugeshenme？dangchutajinggaowobuzhunkaojinni，woyiweitashizhendeaini，woshikannineimeaitawocaifangshoude，niweishenmemeiyoudedaoxingfu！”
xiaomingyankuangfahong，“songnian！nizheigeshabi！niguoqushiniandeaiqingdouweigoulema？”
songnianjinjinminzhezuichun，“ruguomeiyoujingliguo，wozenmehuizhidaozijishishabi？yiqiedoushiyinguo，guoqudejiubutile。”
“butile？pingshenmebutile？taqinshoubanisongjinjianyu！pingshenmebutile？”
“woqiantade，gaihai。”songnianshenhuxi，tajinliangburangzijineibuzhengqideleishuiliuchulai，“xianzaihaiqingle。”
xiaominghaixiangshuoshenme，renleren，daozuidehuayandaoleduzili。
songniandao，“bangwoxianggebanfa，niyidingkeyi，wohuaiyunle，bierangwohuaiyundeshiqingrangwaimianderenchadao，jiusuanchadaole，yeyaobangwoxiangbanfazhengmingzheihaizishibierende。”
“顾言行的孩子？”
“是。”
“为什么不打掉？”
“不能？”
“为什么？”
“woyihou，buhuizaiaishangrenheyigeren，nanren，zheibeiziwodoubuganpengle，dan，haizishiwode。”songniankanzhexiaomingdeyanjing，yanzhongdeleishuizhongyuguanbuzhu，gunluoleyilian。
xiaomingdequantou，henhenzazaishitaishang，“nijingranweiletayigerenfoudinglesuoyourenma？”
“zhishaoxianzaixinlidexiangfashi，buganzaiyaoaiqingle。”
xiaomingzhidaosongnianshishangtoule，ertaxianzaibixuyaohaohaodiaozhengziji，fouzehuichushi，tabunengbita。
“我答应你。”
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songnianshengchanneitian，yishengzhouzhemeitoujiyijingquanshenmazuidesongnianzuopoufuchanshoushu，“ai，jingjifanzui，qishidouhencongmingderen，donglewaixinsieryi，yaoshibazheixinsiyongzaizhengdaoshang，zenmekenengzoudaozheiyibu？”
“ai，nianjiqingqingde，zhiyouyigeshenle。”
只有一个肾了。
songnianmihuzhongtingdaoyishengdetanhua。
fatingshang，takongsuzhe，“wohenbudebamingdoujini，haibugouma？”
guyanxing，nizenmenengduiwozheiyanghen？
还好，我们两清了。