zheishita,diyicihetazuohuoche。
车过费城了。
shijianyuelaiyueshao,zonghuidaoniuyue。
yinguoqichuzaikanchuangwai,zaicheduanzantingxia,zaikeshi,niutou,kanshenbiandenanren。
linyiyangyizhizaishoujilikaizhegugeditu,jingguonali,haishengduoshaogongli,jiachehaiyouduoshaoshijiandida……shujuzaishishigengxin,tayebuzhidaozijixiandekanzheigeganshenme。
“xiangshuoshenme?”tabuzhuodaotademuguang。
zuowanhuihuoleyiba,jiangjiewanzaishuiyijue,sangziyoufeile,xiangbeishazhicuoguoside,shadelihai。
tafaxian,takaishinengkanchuanzijidexinsile。
taxiaosheng,zailinyiyangerbianshuo:“niliuhuzihaokan。”
yidianbuxiannianji,haipipide,shaonianganweijian,mengleyicengcangsang,jiushitayanxiademoyang。
linyiyangzuozaitazuoce,shenchuzuoshou,molemotadeyoulian,zheiyangyigedongzuo,daoxiangyaobatahuanbaozaishenqian。buguotazaigongzhongchangheyiguanfangankanrenzuoqinmidongzuo,zijiyebuhui。
yejiuzhishimolemolian,haiyouerduo。
nanrendezhifuzhongguishicucaode,congtaxiakejingguo,youxiweidemocagan:“shima?”
linyiyangyishuangqiheideyandichuixialai,luodianmingque,haobubihuizijizaiqiaozheshenme。
“huanlelansede?”tawen。
yinguomangran,xiangqizijijintianhuandeneiyishilanse,moyimojianbang,guoranjiandailuchulaile。
“nihainengzailiumangyidianma?”taxiaoshengdigu,bayilinglagao。
taxiao,nielenietadelian,yexiaoshengshuo:“xiacinijiuzhidaole。”
xiaci。ziranzhideshixiazhou,liangrenzaijianzhiri。
guoranshuiguotongyizhangchuang,yiqiguoleye,shuohuadeneirongjiukaishipianyi。
总会往那上面带。
tacongshubaolitaochuyibenshu,fanzhe,kanzheyanqianneiyixingxingheiseyinshuaxiaozi。qishixiangdeshizuotian。
taxiganjingshouhuilai,shixianghetashenruqinredeyisi,danzuihouyinguohaishichuleqin,shenmedoumeirangtazuo。zuowanlinyiyanggengshishouxin,dayingrangtaanxinshui,jiubeiduizhetashuileyizhengye,fanshendoumeiyou。
zhaosuoyourenduilinyiyangdemiaoshu,tashigebushouguijudenanren,kezaichuangshangshizhenmeiduitaqiongzhuimengdaguo。
tabuleyi,tajiusuanle。
yinguofanleyiyeshu,qianyiyejiangdeshenme,guizhidao,zhishizaiyongfanshudedongzuo,xianshizijizaidu。
linyiyangyekaozainei,fankanzheshouji,tiaochujitiaozhongyaodexiaoxixianhuile。
“nilaikanwobisaima?”tajiqizheige。
linyiyangyiwaidimeishuohua,guolehaoyihuiershuo:“daoshihoukan,kenengganbushang。”
yinguoxianglexiang,yedui,tazheimemang。
tamendaohuochezhanshixiawuliangdian。
linyiyangsongyinguohuilaishizuohuoche,huiquzijiyigeren,dangranzuodabagengshengqianfangbian。
buguotameidasuanheyinguoshuoshihua,zhaolegejiekou,nengrangzijiyihuierlikaihuochezhanbuxiandeguaiyi:“wotongxuezaifujin,yaorangwodaigedongxihuiqu。hainengzaishifenzhong。”
十分钟,能去哪?
zhinengzaihuochezhandatingli,tamenzhaolegejiaoluo,neiliyouzhangyikeyizuo。yinguorenhenshou,bunengzhangshijianjiuzuo,fouzedatuihe**degutoujiuhuiteng,huilaidelutuyijingshileidebuxingle。
yushitazhanzhe,linyiyangzuozhe。
liangrenlazheshou,tagebohuanglaihuangqude,kanzhehuochezhantianhuabanshangdexingyuntu,renchulejigeyanshude。
“上边是星座吗?”
“dui。”tabuyongtaitoudouqingchu,zheihuochezhanlaiguotaiduocile。
“nishijiyueshengde,shenmexingzuo?”tawenwan,neijiuleyimiao。lianggerendouqinmidaozheizhongchengdule,tajingranbuzhidaotadeshengri。dangchukanshenfenzhengzhiliuyilenianfen,riqimeikan,erlinyiyangduitadeziliaoyiqingerchu。
“212,shuiping。”tashuo。
2月12?
“neiwomenyijingrenshile,”tashiyiyuedidaodeniuyue,“woneitianzaiganshenme?”
yinguofanchushouji,xiangkanliaotianjilu:“neitianwomenliaoshenmele?”
xianggetaiyuan,jiyiwanquanmohu。
“shenmedoumeiliao,”linyiyangshuo,“yinggaishuo,zaijianmianzhiqian,shenmedoumeiliao。”
“womenhaijianmianle?”yidiandoubujidele。
linyiyangxiaole,xiabatailetai,rangtazijifanjilu。
还卖关子?
tafanshouji,zhongyuzhaodao。
竟然是那天。
shichilamianneitian。taconghuashengdunhuilai,rendinglinyiyangduizijiyouyijian,jierliangrenshitianmeiyoulejiaoliu。weixinjilukaishiyulinyiyangsongtahuihuanghouqulvdianzhihou。
quandoushi“shoubiaoshifouguadaoerduo”,“jitangdidelamianshifoubizhuroudehaochi”dexiaoduihua。
“neitianjingranshinishengri,”tachayitaitou,“niweishenmebugaosuwo?”
“bushiqingnichimianlema?”taxiaozhefanwen。
yikaishidanchunxiangqingtahegekafei,meixiangdaohainengzaifalashengyudao。
yigeershiqisuidenanren,piaobozaiwaiduonian,butaihuiguoshengri,shenbiandepengyoudoushiyiquncaolaoyemener,zijibudazhaohu,sheiyebuhuijidesheidejutichushengriqi。linyiyangcongxiaobuguoshengri,wuweidangranbuhuijide,suoyineiwanpeitachimiandelianggeren,quandoubudongneishishenmerizi,zaiqingzhushenme。
“neizhaowohekafei,zhaowohemengxiaotian,yeshiyinweishengri?”
“碰巧的。”他说。
hualitousizhenfeizhen,sijiafeijia。
其实不是碰巧。
tazaikeyizuoyijianshi,shenzhibuzhiyijian,doushizijizuo,sheidoubugaosu。
shengributongzhisuoyouren,danhaishihuiqingpengyouchimian,hegejiu,gaogaoxingxingdiliaoliangju……yinguokanzheta,congmeirucixintengguoyigeren,yidiandoubujuedebeitayinmanzhepianchiyiwanmianyouduolangman,fanerxiangdaodeshi,zheirenzenmezheimekelian,shengridoubuqingzhu?
taduizheizhongqingxuwusuoshicong,qingtileyixiatadeyundongxiebianyuan:“weishenmebugaosuwo?”
tahaoxiao:“neitianzaiditieshang,nihaizaishuo‘wojiaoyinguo’。nijuede,jiuneitianzanliangdeguanxi,gaosunibushiyoubingma?”
倒也对。
但心里很不是滋味。
linyiyangtaiwankanbiao,gaizoule。
tajiangtadeshouwozhe,pailepaitadeshoubei,xiangshuoshenme,danqishiyemeishenmehaoshuode。xiangshuodehua,yongweixinsuishinengshuo。
tahaichenjinzaimeijitaqingheshengrideneijiuli:“yaozoule?”
他点头。
“到了,告诉我。”
tazuanjinletadeshou,dangshihuidale。
linyiyangcongzhangyishangzhanqishen,yaoshangturanyijin。yinguozhudongbashouchadaotawaitaodelibian,baozhuleta。tawenzhetashenshanghunzadeweidao,shirenzhangtulvchenghoudechentuqi,zhenbuhaowen,gujizijiyeyiyang。
tatingdaoletadexintiao,xiangshuoshenme,shuobuchu。
linyiyangjuechadaotashiyouhuaxiangshuo,diletou,qianjiuzhetadegaodu。
yinguoganjuetazaipaizijidehoubei,tataitou,chouzhetajinzaizhichideyanjing、gaotingdebiliang,naoziyirejiushuole:“xiaci……womenshishi。”
linyiyangzaizheiyishunjianyouzhongcuojue,zijihuidaolezaoshangzaihuashengdunjiudiandeneigefangjianli。yinguomimihuhucongmianbeizuanchulai,xiangcongzijishenshangyueguoqu,wanquanbuqingchutawanyaodehuduranglingkouchangkaidaowuxianda,takanzhetaxiongqiandeyipianxuebai,fuzhetadeyao,rangtacongzijishenshangkuaguoqu,guangzhejiaowenwendicaidaoleditanshang……
“zenmebushuohua?”yinguocaileyijiaotadeyundongxie,daoshimeiyongli。
linyiyangxiaozhe,haishibushuohua。
shoudaoshizaitayaoshangzhongzhongdiyinie:“hao。”
……
tengdaoshiqicide,zheigeweizhi,haiyouzheigeshoushianshixingtaimingxian。budui,shitazhudongyaoshuode,beitayigehuiyinggaodexiangtazaitiaodouyiyang。
yinguoyaoduokaitadeshou,linyiyangfandaoshiloudejinle,shengyindiyadishuoleju:“nizheixingqi,shibuxiangrangwoshuitashile?”huayinliyouxiao。
yinguolianmaizaitaxiongqian,buzhishengle。
tounaofareredehuo……zenmeshanhou,xiaxingqizaishuole。
现在只想抱着他。
liangrenzaizheigeaizheqiangdezhangyiqian,baolebanfenzhong。linyiyangbayinguosongchuchezhan,songshangyuedeche。
tazailubian,naixinkanzheneiliangzaizheyinguodecheguaiguoxiayigelukou,bujianzongyingle,zaizijidiaotou,quzhaohuiqudedabachezhan,tajideshizaifujindeshangshalouxia。
daowanshangjiudian,tacaidaohuashengdundeqiushi。
qiantaishouzhangdesunzhouyaohuijiahelaopoguojiehunjinianri,suoyitameihuijia,zhijielailezheilibangmang。
“yaochizaizheier,bingxiangliyouyiheshucaisela,zhongwumeilaidejichi,shengxiade,haiyoumianbaopianhepingguo。”sunzhoujiaodaizhe,shengpabatazheigelaobanesi。
linyiyangzuozaijutaiwaidegaodengzishang。
takansunzhouhaiyaoduofeihua,duiwaihuihuishou,zhilezhizijidesangzi。
yisishibiefeihuale,ganjinquhonglaopo。zhiyulinyiyangziji,shizhenmeinenglizaishuohuale。
“bushihaolema?zuotiankannidounengshuohuale。”sunzhouguanxindipazaijutaibian,chouletayiyan。
linyiyanglandehetajieshishizuowanweilejiyinguojinxinjinlidaoyou,jiangjiehuashengdungechudejingdian,zijibasangzizaochengzheiyangde:“leile。”
tayouyaotou,jujuezaishuohua。
sunzhoubuzhidaotajintianwangfanleyiciniuyue,zailushangfeilejiugeduoxiaoshi,kanlinyiyangzhoushenshangxiananyandepibeigan,yiweilinyiyanghenvpengyouzhetengtailihaile。
duifangaimeiyixiao,paitadehoubei:“saozixinkulea,peinizheiliangtian。”
linyiyangtingchutahualidesecai,pielesunzhouyiyan。
sunzhouhaixiangzhewenwentabiyehoudeshi。
yuanbenlinyiyangdasuanqudexinhuashejiuzaihuashengdun,gongzuohouyenengfenxinzhaoguqiushi。kezheizhoulinyiyangyoushoudaoledukedeoffer,dukebuzaidczheili,wanyilinyiyangxiangdubo,qiushishibiyaoduoqingyigerenbangmang。
buguokanlinyiyangjinwandezhuangtai,sunzhoufangqile,juedingmingtianliao。
sunzhouzouqian,zuihoujiaodailejuqiushideshi:“haiyouzuihouyiju,nitingzhe,buyongshuohua。tamenjintianyijingzoule,yiqiqudeniuyue。”
linyiyangconglaibuqusaichang,bukanbisai,zheigexiguandajiadouzhidao。
suoyisunzhoujiushigaosutayisheng,qiushicanjiagongkaisaiderenyijingdongshenle。
linyiyangbilegeokdeshoushi,xiangwaihuilehuishou。
yisishi:ganjinhuijiasihounilaopoqu。
tasongzousunzhou,baqiushihediantimenzhijiandetiemenlashang,gualesuo。
dakaibingxiang,tabashucaishalanachulai,daozaipanzili,shuiguoyedoudaoshang,xiganjingyigechazi,zaijutailibianzuozhe,manmanchizhe。chileliangkou,juedere,youbawaitaotuole。
yishengtishiyin,shiweixin。
shoujizaiwaitaokoudaili,tazhuaizheyixiuladaomianqian,taochushouji。
redfish:xunlianjieshule~
redfish:wofaxian,zuotianhejintianshangwukanniyanlianwan,tebieyouyong。woxianzaizaikanzheixiebendixuanshoudebisaiziliao,haoxianggengnengdongle。tamendesilu。
Lin:有用就好。
redfish:lintongxue,nizenmezaiweixinli,hemianduimianchabiezheimeda?
林亦扬笑了。
慢慢地打字回她。
Lin:有吗?
redfish:dangranyou,ruguowobaweixinliaotianjilujiwairenkan,kendingrenweishiwozhuini。
Lin:是吗?
redfish:nizaimang?dazizheimeshao?
zhishiguanxingshiran,taduiliaotiangongjuqueshibutaiganmao。
lin:wozaiqiushi,jiuwoziji。
redfish:wohuifangjianle,yejiuwoziji。
Lin:视频?
redfish:ng。
linyiyangzhidaoweixinnengshipin,kanshiyouyongguo,buguodiyicicaozuo,haishizhaolejimiao。zhongyuchenggongfasongleshipinyaoqing,dengdaiyinxiangleyisheng,neibianjiujietongle。
buguo,xinhaobuhao,jiutingzheyinguoyizhizaiwen:“kandejianwoma?xinhaoshibushibuhao?”
画面里漆黑一片。
挂断了。
henkuai,yinguoyoufaleyaoqingguolai。
zheicitacaixiangqilai,meiyoujietongqiushidewifi,guoranxinhaohaole。
***
yinguotedikailetaideng,zheigeguangxianhaokan,huangsede,haibuciyan,nengxiushiwuguan。
tadeshoujiqiaoshang,yougenenglizaizhuoshangdejinshudakou,yushi,shoujihenwentuodijiazaileshuzhuoshang。dengbaihaole,caikandaoshipinlibianshiqiushidebatai。
nengtingdaohuahuadeshuisheng,meikanjianlinyiyang。
“nizaiganma?”tapazaizhuoshang,dingzhehuamianwen。
turan,shipinyoubeiqieduanle。
信号这么差?
***
linyiyangbenlaishizaixibeizi,xiangbianhetaliao,bianshoushibatai,bagaigandehuodouganwan,nengzaodianhuijia。
kedengdaoyinguokaikouwenle,jingjuezijidesangziyoubaofeile,buxiangrangtazhidaolexinlinanshou,zhihaobaganglianjiedehuamianyouqiediaole。
shoudoumeilaidejica,pingmushangquanshishuidi。
redfish:nimenqiushixinhaozheimecha,meikerentousuma?
linyiyangzhaodaocashoujin,bashoumogan。
lin:yibanrenbugan,laobanpiqibuhao。
linyiyangnashangshouji,bacaqiuzhuodemobunashang,heyinguoliaozhe,douzhepin,zaiyigegecataizi。dengdaoshijigetaiqiuzhuodoucaganjingle,zaibaqiuganjiashangdeqiugandouyigegemafanghao。
ranhouzhaodaoyigeheisedezhihezi,basanluozaigechudeqiaofendoushoule。
zuihou,yizhanzhandengguanle。
zaiqiushidedongbeijiaoyougexiuxijiaoluo,rengzhejigejiushafa,haiyoudianshijihedvdji,yougejianyichuang,pingshisunzhoubuxianghuijia,huoshihelaopochaojiale,jiushuizheier。
linyiyanghunshenfali,tangshangqu,xiangzhejinwanshuizheigesuanle。
yaoburanhuigongyulutuyaoyuan,yemafan。
zaiyipianqiheili,zhiyoushoujipingmuzheideguangyuan。
redfish:nizheimewanhaizaiqiushi,huijiayaohenwanleba?
Lin:不回去。
redfish:zaiqiushishui?youchuangma?
Lin:有。
redfish:qishiwoxintengni,zuochesongwoguolaizaihuiqule。
linyiyangjiangyizhishoubeidaobeidaotouhou,touzhenzhezuoshou。
lin:shixinteng?haishixiangwole?
redfish:……douyou。
redfish:duile,nibawenshenjiwopaiyizhangzhaopian,woxiangzuoshoujipingbao。
他起了逗她的心思。
lin:yaoshangmian,haishixiamian?
redfish:……liumang。
Lin:?
redfish:buyaole。
linyiyangxiaozhefanshenqilai,zhaobideng,qinliang。
taduibiduizheyoubei,pailezhang,gangyaofasong,kandaotayouwenleyiju。
redfish:duile,bisaideshijianbiaoxialaile。woyihuierfaniyizhangjietu,nikankannengbunengganshang,woyanjiulebantian,xiaozusainikenengganbushangle。qidao,wonengsharusifenzhiyijuesai,zaizhouliu。
redfish:zhouliu,niyinggaihuikongle。
redfish:0.0renni。
yinguohenxiangtanengkanyichangbisai,youqizheishitadiyicizhiyesai,yiyibutong。
他读得出来。
congzaoshangtajiuweilezheigexinxubuning。neixieguoquxiangshichenniandechaye,zaoshaiganle,fengcunle,yanxiaquexiangbeirendaorubolibei,jiaoshangguntangdeshui,baneixiediandiguowangdoujianjianpaokaile……
linyiyangmozhehei,zaijiazishangzhaoleyigenxinmaideqiugan,jianlezuijindeqiuzhuo。
guangyuanyuanyuande,zhaodaoqiuzhuozheili,qiuzaizhuoshang,yimianyousecai,yimianshishiheiseyinying……taxiangmiaozhun,kemiaolebantiandoumeiyoujichuyigan。
耳边,
yourenzaishuo,laoliu,nifugeruan,shinicuojiurencuo。
yourenzaishuo,liuge,qiunile。
yourenzalechabei,chashuiquanpodaoledishang,liezhideshuinidi,shuidoudebeixiganle。
liuxialeyidishiluludechaye。
……
neinian,tayeshichuanzheniuzikudeshaonian,zhishibushizheimehaodepaizi,shicongjiangyangyijulidetaochulaide;yeshiyundongxie,buguozhiyouyishuang,yishuangchuanyinian,zangleshuaganjing,talazhetuoxiequshangxue;neiniantanalizhidaoshenmeshisaintlaurent,zhizhidaojiedaojiaostreet,haizongpincuo,yingyulandelianshengxuedouyoukunnan。
neinian,tazaidongxinchengdeneijianfangjianmenkou,falegeshi:buhuizaihuilaizheigemen,yejuebuzaijinsaichang。
zheiyijuhua,meirentingdao,tashishuojizijitingde,yejianxingleshijinian。
kesheidoubuzhidao,taneitianchumen,dunzaidongxinchengmenwaijiukule。
linyiyangdeshixianluozaixiangyaojiluodeneigeheiqiushang,huanhuandichoudongqiugan,zhongzhongyiji。heiqiufeiyibanzhuangdaodidaibianyuan,yiwaidi,meiyoujin。
zaihuianbumingdeguangxianli,tatingzailedaikoubianyuan。
***
yinguokantabuhuile,caixiang,youshiqiushidexinhaobuhao。
tatuozhexiaba,zaitaidengpang,naixindengzhe。shijifenzhonghou,tiaochulaileyijuhua。
Lin:练球去了。
xiaoguo:zenmehuranxianglianqiule?
lin:shishixinganzi。
xiaoguo:nimenqiushiganzibucuo,yikanjiushilaobandongxing。
Lin:小果儿。
他突然叫她。
yinguochouzheneisangezi,momingqinni,nengxiangxiangdaotajiaozijideshentaiheyuqi。tayanjingliquanshixiao,yanbuzhu,beitaidengzhaodeliangjingjingde。
小果:嗯。
lin:yihouwoyaofancuole,jiwogegaizhengdejihui,xingma?
lin:bushishuochuguineizhong。