“爱需要证明。”
——2024.01.09
五月。
zaoshangjiudian，nanzhoudetianqinandemeiyouyiwangdemingmeigaozhao，fanchangwuyunmibu，tiankongyinchen，tianbianyouchuxiandiandianguangliang，zheiyizhengpianhaosijiangyaozhuiluodeheiyaoshi。
weiliangdefengfuguoshenti，jiangjiangqingyingshenshangneisizhichenshanniezaochugezhongfenggegeyidexingzhuang，tashuangbeihuanbaozaixiongqian，zuzhisiyijinrushentidefengdong。
“jinniannanzhoudeyujilaideyoudianzaoa。”
zhanzaishenhoudezhulizhouyulikehuiying，“shide，tianqiyubaobaodaolianggexiaoshihouhuixiayu。”
“neiganjin。”shuowan，jiangqingyingbiantizheshilimigaodegaogenxiewangqianzou，xiegenfuyoujiezougandeluodishengdaizhejiaoxiashashidemocashengxiangqi。
zhouyugenzaihoumian，zheibianbeifeiqiyouxieniantoule，jiaoxiadelubingbupingzheng，tachuanzhepixiezouludouyouxiekanke，zhenbumingbaiyanqiandezheiweijiangzongshiruhezuodaobulvrufengde。
zouzaitagenqiandezheiweileilifengxingdenvzi，shinanzhouzuiyoumingdenvqiyejia，zichengjiaye。***shiguoneizuidadewenlvqiye，qixiaxiangmuzhuyaoyigaoshejiudianyijilvyoudujiacunweizhu。
liangnianqian，jiangqingyingnianjinershiwusuizuoshang***dezuigaoweizhi，zheiliangnianyixinyingdutedeyanguanghezuoshifengge，jiangjituandaishangguojideshiye，weiraoquanqiuxiuxiandujiaxuqiu，jinxingquanchanyelianbujuhequanqiuhuaziyuanzhenghe，tongshijianguneishengzengzhangheshougoujianbing。
youhenduorenkenengzuoleyibeizidoumeifazuodaozheiyangdechengji，jiangqingyingdemingzizaimingrenquanlibenlaijiuxiangliang，zaijiashangzhangguanjiangshihouzuochudechengji，lingquanneiyizhongdalaoguamuxiangkan。
tamenjintianlaishidikaocha，weiyunanzhoujiaowaizuipianyuandeyichudifang，difanghenda，wanwanzhengzhengzouyiquanhualeyigexiaoshi。
jiangqingyingleile，tingzhu：“shenmexiangfa？”
zhouyujinshensikaopianke，kanxiangyanqianzheikuaihuangdishuo：“keyizuo。”
jiangqingyingmeiweishangtiao，raoyouxingzhiwenta：“zhishikeyi？”
mianduizhiyi，zhouyubujinbumankaikou：“shouxianhuanjingwenti，zouyiquanxialaiqueshishifuhedujiacundejianlitiaojian，zhishiyougehenzhimingdewenti。”
tingdunxialai，zhilezhiyuanchugaolideyuanzhuti，“neibiandehuagongchangtaijinle，buyongduojiuzheibianhuishoudaoyingxiang。”
zheigewentijiangqingyingshiqingchude，“niyinggaimeiwangji，niqianzhenzicaihuibaoguoxinxi，neigehuagongchanghenkuaijiudaole。”
zhouyutingchulaile，zheilaobanshidasuanlianhuagongchangyeyaochixialai，dantacaijiangqingyingdejuedingyinggaishiyousuobaoliude。
“houxuyaotourudezijinguoda，suoyiwoganggangshuozhishikeyizuo。”
jiangqingyingxiaoxiao，manyitadehuida，youwen：“datingguodouyousheiduizheiliganxingqumei？”
“datingguole。”zhouyushuo，“chenzongshizuizhizaibidede，haiyoujiushiluzong。”
tingdaozhei，jiangqingyingzhouqimei，“nishuochenzongheshei？”
zhouyuyileng，xiangzhezijigangcaiyinggaishuodehenqingchule，dantahaishizhongfuleyibian，“lushijituandeluzong，lujinyuan。”
陆衿渊...
jiangqingyingxinlibuduanmoduzheigemingzi，zhengxiangshuoxieshenme，zhuanyanjianbiankanjianbuyuanchuzoulaidezhongren，hanzhexiaoyideyanmoushunjianbingleng，xinzhongdebunaifanzhujianwaixie。
“haoqiao。”weishoudenanrenmiandaiweixiao，yongyanshenduijiangqingyingshangxiasaoshileyifan。
jiangqingyingchelexiazuijiao，jileyigejiqifuyanqieyidiandoubumingxiandexiaorong。
duifangshichenliqian。yigejiangqingyinghenshuqiehentaoyanderen，liangrencongxiaozaiyigequanzili，jiatingbeijingxiangdang，nianjixiangfu，quebushishenmeqingmeizhumadeguanxi。
yongjiangqingyingdehualaishuo——genchourenchabuduo。
doushuorenruqiming，chenliqiandagaizhizhangexingshi。
tashidianxingdegongzige，wankuzidiyige，xingshigaodiao，fengliushigengshinengxiechengshishuchubandechengdu。jiangqingyingcongxiaojiukanbuguanta，taburezijidaoshimeishi，dandayueshiduifangyeruzijiyiyang。liangrenshiquanneichulemingbuhe，xueshengshiqichaojia、dajiashijiachangbianfan，daorujinchenglejingzhengduishoudoudezhihuishigenglihai。
chenliqianjianjiangqingyingdebulihuijianguaibuguai，zhudongdapojiangju：“jiangzongyekanshanglezheili？”
jiangqingyinglianmei，jixumobuzuosheng，saoleyanchenliqianshenhoudeyiqunren，“chenzongzhenzhanggaotingdaa，kanlaizhenshizaibidele？”
chenliqianhuanlexiazhanzi，“kanlaizanliangyouyaokaishizhengle。”
chenjiashizuochuantongdeshitixingye，jiazushilisuanbushangda，jinjinianjingyingzhujianzouxiangluomo，biankaishicaiquweiweijiuzhaodebanfa，henmailiditouziqitadexiangmu，naiheqisehenyiban。
jiangqingyingkanxiangtadeyanshenhenbuxie，shengyindaizhejifenjiqiao：“chenzongkenengbuqingchu，ruguowoxiangnaxiazheili，nidagailianzhengdejihuidoumeiyou。”
yubi，yuguangkanjianzhanzaichenliqianshenhoudenanren，muguangyuanyuandiyuneigenanrenxiangduiyishun，yandishanguojingya。
zhenshi，shuocaocao，caocaojiudao。
jiangqingyinghenkuaidiaozhengguolai，kanxiangchenliqian：“niyaodanxindekebuzhishiwo。”
陈礼谦疑惑。
jiangqingyingxiaheshangyangyixia，shiyitawanghoukan。
chenliqianhuitoudeshunjianzhenggerendoujiangzhule，chenmojimiaocaishuo：“lujinyuan？”
jiangqingyingmuguangzhongxinluohuiyuanchudenanrenshenshang，xiuzhangtingbadeshenxingzhanlizaishizilubian，huisediaodeguangxianzhaozaitashenshangxiandeyinyugualeng，tianshengdeyijiazishencai，gaodingxizhuangjiancaiheti，lechutawanmeideshencaixiantiao，yaozhijingshou，cuncunsanfazheyanjinhechengshudeqizhi。
jiangqingyinghuanhuantaimou，duishangtajihukanbujianqingxudeshuangyan，tayanshentingliumeilikai。zhidaotiankongzhongchuxianyishengchenmendeleiming，daraoletadesixu。
jiangqingyingduitaqingqingdianlexiatou，minchunqianxiao，xiayimiaozhuanshenlikai。
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jiangqingyingwanglaishitingchededifangzou，siweizhongxinhuidaogangcaihaimeilaidejisikaodewentishang，xiaoshengdiguzhe：“lujinyuanzenmezaizhei？”
shenpangdezhouyutingjianle，yeshiyilianyiwen，yaotoudao：“buqingchu，juwosuozhilushijinlaishiyoubiedegengzhongyaodexiangmu，zheikuaidipi，tayeshizhidatingleyixia，muqianbingmeiyoushenmejudong。”kanleyanjiangqingyingshitandiwen：“xuyaozaizixichayixiama？”
jiangqingyingchenmoleliangmiao，qingshengkaikou：“buyong。”
zhouyutitadakaichemen，xixindiyongshoudangzhechemending。
jiangqingyingfushenzuojinqu，taiyanduitashuo：“haiyou，zheilifangshouba。”
“rangjichenzong？”zhouyuchayi，zhidaojiangqingyingxinzhongcungulv，danmeixiangdaozheimekuaijiuxiahaojueding。
“是我不屑要。”
jiangqingyingxiaoxiao，ditayiyan，“baxiangyaodedongxifangqijibierencaijiaorang。”shuozhetingdunxialai，daizheshenshidemuguangkanzhezhouyu，“doushuozhizhisidierhousheng，danneiyedeyoubenshicaixing。”
“zheigexiangmubuguanzhuanbuzhuanqianduiwolaishuodoubutongbuyang，danchenliqiankebuyiyang，kenenghuirangchenshiqisihuisheng，danyekenengrangchenshibaidegengkuai。”
“nei...”zhouyuyanguangbodong，xiangshuoshenmequeyoubuganshuo。
jiangqingyingdazhuta，“ei！wochuoangzangdeshiqingwokebuhuigan。”
yubi，zijishenshoubachemenguanshang，liuxiamozhebizishanshandezhouyu。
jiangqingyingshigeshangren，danyeshigezunshoufalv，jianchidaodezhengyideren，tazhishichuncuijuedechenliqianmeiyouzheigenenglieryi。
chenmenyunniangxujiudetiankongkaishixiayu，dagaishizhendebielehenjiu，zheiyuxiademengliejicu。
dalideyudizazaichedingdongdongzuoxiang，bansuizhechezifadongdeyinqingsheng，tingzhetingzhekunyijianjianxilai，jiangqingyingdalegehaqian，wailewainaodaizhaogeshufudeweizhibiyangshen。
benlaizhishidasuanfangsongxiuxiyixia，meixiangdaoshuizhehaizuomengle，menglidechangjingguangguailuli，shuxiyoumoshengdeganjuerangtaxinlibuan。
zaimengjinglizhengzhashitingjianhuhansheng，jiangqingyingfeijingchouli，zhengkaixingzhongdeshuangyan，“daolema？”
zuozaifujiaweishangdezhouyuzhuanguotouduitashuo：“haimeiyou。”
“neizenmetingxialaile？”jiangqingyingkanleyanchechuangwai，yuhaizaixia，sihaomeiyouyaobianxiaodejixiang。
“chezipaomaole，sijigangjianchawan。”
“要多久？”
“buhaoshuo。”zhouyulianmangbuchong，“woyijinglianxibiedesijijinkuaiganguolai。”
jiangqingyingmeitouningjin，taiqishouwankanleyanshoubiao，yuanlaicaiguoquershifenzhong，tahaiyiweihaojigexiaoshile。
zheilipianpi，duanshijianneidabudaoche，dengsijiguolaiyeyaodenghenjiu。
zhengchoumeimozhanzhiji，chepanghuanmanshiguoyiliangheiselaosilaisi，yutamendechetongpaizitongkuanshi。
jiangqingyingtouguobeiyushuifugaierbiandemenglongdebolichuangwangzhejingguodeche，shixianyiluzhuisui，zhidaochezitingzaizijideqianmian，fujianeibianxialaiyiweixizhuanggelvdenanren。
zhouyuzuozaijiangqingyingqianmianfujiashiwei，ziranbitaxiankanjianxiachederen，renchuduifanghou，zhuantoushiyi：“jiangzong？”
jiangqingyingdingleneiliangcheyihuier，hongchunweidong，diantouqingshengdao：“niqukankan。”
周煜：“是。”
yaohezhouyujiaoshederenshilujinyuandetezhuqixin，jiangqingyinggezheboliguanchaliangren，suirantingbujiantanhuadeneirong，danbunancaice。
meiguoduojiuzhouyuhuilaile，meiyouzhijiedaofujia，ershizoudaojiangqingyingshenpangdechemen，jiangqingyingjianzhuangjiangxiachechuang。
zhouyufushenjiaodai，“luzongshuokeyidaininyicheng。”
jiangqingyingbuyiwai，congbaolinachuqidian，dongzuomantiaosilidibuzhuang，yujingzilizijideyanmouduishi，jingzhideyanzhuangpiaoliangzhiji，yanxingxiazhang，heiqiqidetongrenshenruyuanqueyansechunjing，shixianhuanhuanwangxiayi，zhengzhangbaixiwuxiadeliandanyoulieyandehongchunjiachixiandeyanlixinggan，quedaizheqiangliedegongjixing。
xinshangpiankehou，shaoshaomiqiyan，shenqingshudibianchen。
tacikeshifenkending，lujinyuanjintianshichongtalaide。