第4章
捐肾？
linyichenlengzaileyuandi，yiguliangyicongtadexinzangguanrusizhibaihai。
tashenzhibuganxiangxinzijitingdehua。
sumuqingpuzaitadehuaili，queyaotajitadebaiyueguang，juan......shen？
“muqing，ninandaowangle，woyouxiantiandeningxuegongnengzhangaima？”
林逸晨苦涩地问。
“buhuide......yichen，womenshizaizhengguiyiyuan，womenyouzuihaodeyiliaoshebei，zuihaodeyisheng，huanyigeshen，buhuiyoushenmeweixiande。”
“nibuhuiyoushi，ta......tayenenghuoguolai。”
“yichen，woqiuni，jiuyigehaobuhao......jiuyige......”
sumuqingdeshuangyanshengmanleleizhu，shuangshoujinjindizhuazhulinyichen。
tadexiangfahenhao，zheiyeshitanengxiangdaode，zuihaodebanfa。
“yichen，tabunengsi......tabunengside......wo......”
linyichenchuizheshou，quejuedeailezheimeduoniandezhenbianrenhaomosheng。
cengjingdesumuqinghuibatafangzaiyiwei，zhidaotashiningxuezhangaizhihou，bushederangtashouyidianshang。
kexianzaitacaihuanghujianmingbai，neishizhiyoutadeshihou。
dangshenyizheigezhengzhuchuxiandeshihou，tazheigetishenjiuyiwenbuzhi。
shenyishibaiyueguang，zhushazhi。
talinyichenzhishiyigekeliandetishen，yigefuchulesuoyoudaotoulaiyongyuanbishangbaiyueguangdetishen。
“muqing，nibunengshiquta，suoyijiuyaoshexiawoma？”
linyichentuikaisumuqingdeshou，houtuilejibu，jibeikaozaiqiangshang，zhenggerentuifeidexiangzhiluotangji。
keshitadeyanli，quehaishidaizhesisixiwang。
xiwangsumuqingnenggouduoaitayifen。
“yichen......baoqian......womenxianbushuozheigehaobuhao，xianjiujiushenyi，tabunengzaidanwule......”
sumuqingjuedezijiyemeiyoucuo，buguojiushiyigeshen，meiyouyigeshen，duilinyichenlaishuoyoumeiyoushenmeyingxiang。
“我不愿意。”
linyichenshiwangtouding，binglengdidiuxiazheijuhua，zhuanshenlikai。
tajiu，bugaiyinweidanxinsumuqing，erjijimangmangdipaolaiyiyuan。
yipianchixincuofudeganjue，tachangdaole。
zheigeweidao，zhenshitaikule，taikule......
leishuishunzheyanjiaoluoxia，linyichenquelianqucadeyongqidoumeiyou。
tajuedehaolei......
好累啊......
ketahaimeiyouzoushangjibu，jiubeisumuqingdangzhulequlu。
“linyichen，nibushishuoniaiwoma？wozhibuguoshiqiunijuanyigeshen，nidoubuyuanyi，zheijiushinideaima？”
sumuqingdeyanjingsisididingzhelinyichen，tadeshenqingwubidebingleng。
keshihuayichukou，tayouyidianhuierhouhui，juedezijishuodehuataizhongle。
keshizheibiqishenyidemingeryan，busuanshenme！
neiyidianerhouhui，henkuaijiuxiaoshidaijin。
yiyuandezoulangkongdangdangde，sumuqingdezhiwensheng，buduanzailinyichendeerpanhuidang，qiangshangkongdiaodefengchuizaishenshang，shichegudeliangyi。
kezheixiedoubuguolinyichencikedexinhan。
taweisumuqingfangqihuazhan，fangqiguoneiwaiyouwodetiaojian，zhipeizhesumuqingshenghuozaitaxihuandedifang。
taweilesumuqingxuezuofan，xuezuotiandian，xuesumuqingzuiaideyinle。
tayigedananren，weilesumuqingxishouzuogengtang，fangqileyiqie，gengshimanzuyusumuqingdeyiqieyaoqiu。
cike，quebeiwenshibushibuai？
linyichenturanxiangxiao，kantachelechezuijiao，quexiaobuchulai。
“muqing，nijuedewobuzugouaini，haishiwodeainabuchushou？”
林逸晨满心苦涩。
wangrideyiqieyimumuzaitadeyanqianshanguo，zuizhongdourumenghuanpaoyingyibansanqu。
“wobushizheigeyisi，danshiyichen，niqueshihenrangwoshiwang，wobuzhidaonidaodizaiyouyushenme，buguojiushiyifushen，niyierzai，zaiersandetuici，nideaiwozhendehenhuaiyi。”
sumuqingyebeilinyichenzheiyangdetaiduzhengdexinleile。
tadouyijingjiangdezheimemingbaile，weishenmelinyichenjiushibunengtiliangtani？
“hahahaha......shiwang......”
“sumuqing，niyoumeiyouxin，niweiwoxiangguoma？wodeningxuegongnengcha，yidanzuolejuanshendeshoushu，wohuixueliubuzhi，huisizaishoushutaishang。”
“nishiyaowodeyikeshenlaijiunidebaiyueguang，haishiyongwoyitiaominglaihuannidezhiai？”
“niwenwoshibushiaini，nijuedesanniandeshijianzhengmingbulewoaini，neiwodaoxiangwenwen，zheisannian，nibawodangshenme？”
“shinishenbianhuanyangde，tinghuadechongwu？xiangyaojiuyao，buxiangyaojiusuibianpaoqima？”
“sumuqing，niaiguowoma？”
linyichenyiziyiju，zhibisumuqingdeneixin。
linyichenbuduandibijin，sumuqingquebuduandihoutui。
meiyigewenti，dourangsumuqingchuanbuguoqilai。
tabuyouzizhudisikaozhe，zijiduilinyichenshibushiaiguo......
jiuzaitapanghuangmimangdeshihou，shoushushilideyishengcongcongmangmangdizoulechulai，shenqingyansujile。
“su**，zhaodaoshenyuanlema？bingrenkuaijianchibuzhule，bixumashangyizhi！”
yishengdehua，shunjiandaduanlesumuqingsuoyoudesixu，tadenaohailizhongxinbeishenyizhanman。
“wo，wozhaodaole，jiushita，batadeshenyizhijishenyi！”
sumuqingbuguanbugudizhuazhulelinyichenjiuchaoshoushushilizou。
keshilinyichenqueshuaikailetadeshou，shenqingyidianyidianerlenglexialai。
“sumuqing！wozaishuozuihouyibian，wo，bujuan！”
linyichenyaoyaqiechi，congyafengliyigeziyigezidijichulai，hunhezhexuelei。
“yisheng，woyouningxuezhangai，ruguokaishishoushu，wohuisi，nimenyiyuanyaofudeqizheigezerenma？”
yishengzuoyouweinandikanzhesumuqinghelinyichen。
“su**，zheiweixianshengruguoyouningxuezhangaidehua，bushihejuanshen，yidanningxuezhangaifazuo，jiuhuixueliubuzhi，jiusuanshidangshikongzhizhule，houxuyebuliyushangkouhuifu。”
“womenyiyuanbuganzuozheigemaoxian，ninkanyaobuyaozaixiangxiangqitabanfa？”
sumuqingjinjiezhezhuiwen：“womenyouzuihaodeshebei，zuihaodeyaoyebuxingma？”
yishengyaoyaotou：“baoqian，zheixiedouzhinengtishenggailvxing，wobunengwanquanbaozheng。”
“gailvxing......duoshaogailv？”
“dagai......50%......”
医生回答道。
sumuqingniantaozhe50%degailv，nianlejishengzhihoutaiqitou。
“yichen，yibandejilvqishiyijinghengaole，woxiangxinnijirenziyoutianxiang，yidingmeiwentide。”
taleiyanposuodeaiqiuzhelinyichen。
“ruguo......ruguonihaishibuyuanyijiushenyi。”
“neiwojiucongzheiertiaoxiaqu！”
“死在你的面前!”