lianzongzhiboxianchang，wohejiemuzulipengde“xindongnvshen”zaijingtouqiandadachushou。
“heyuelaoban”shenhuibawoconghunzhanzhongzhuaichulai。wodingzheluanzaozaodetoufa，lengyankanta：“nilapianjia？
”tachenmo。wodangzhongsidiaohetongyixiangshupaizaitaxiongkou：“zheipojiemu，laoniangbulule！
”1wogenshenhuiqianlefenhetong，canjiatagongsitouzidelianzong《xindongxiaowu》。
hetongmingmingbaibai：woxuyaohetabanyansangeyuede“heyueqinglv”，peihejiemuzuchaocp。baochoufenghou，
fujiatiaokuanshibaozhengwodejingtoulianghehuatidu，danbunengzaijiemuliheqitananjiabinyouguoyuqinmidezhitijiechu。
zheitiaojianbucuo。shenhuiwaixingyouyue，jiadihoushi，duiwoyesuanzunzhong，jiemulihudongfencunnaniededang。
suiranbeiyixiewangyouma“kunbangxixue”、“jiadehen”、danwowusuowei。naqianbanshi，zunshouguize，
jinliangbujitatianmafan。zhishimeixiangdao，diyici“tianmafan”，jiuzaiqianwanguanzhongzhibodejingtouxia，
gaolegedade。wobajiemuzulipengdeqingchun“xindongnvshen”chengsisijizoule。
2qiyinshijiemuzuanpaideyichang“zhenxinhuadamaoxian”zhibohuanjie。
woxianglaibutaishiyingzheizhonggaoqiangdupuguanghekeyizhizaodefenhongpaopao，benxiangzhaojiekouduokai，danxiangdaohetong，
haishiyingzhetoupishangle。zhibokaishimeiduojiu，qifenjiuyoudianweimiao。
zuozaiwoduimiandechengsisihetadeguimiyecen，yanshenzongwangwozheibianpiao，daizhedianshuobuqingdaobumingdeyiwei。
chengsisishijiemukaiboqianhushengzuigaodenvjiabin，qingchunxiaohuarenshe，fensijichupangda。
yecenshitadedaxueshiyou，yebeijiemuzuyaoqinglaidang“qinyouguanchayuan”。zhongchangxiuxi，woqulutaitoukouqi。
gangzuoxia，chengsisiheyecenjiugenleguolai，shexiangdagedejingtouyeruoyouruowudisaoxiangzheibian。wolandeli，
ditoushuashouji。chengsisibainongzhexinzuodezhijia，shengyinbudabuxiao，ganghaonengbeishoujinmaikefeng：“ai，
youxierena，mingmingmeineigeguanzhongyuan，yingshikaoguanxijijinlai，kanzhezhengeying。”tameizhimingdaoxing，
danyanshenpiaoxiangwo。yecenpeihedixiaolexiao，meijiehua。chengsisicoujinyecen，shengyinyadiledian，
danmaikefengyijiulingmin：“cencen，nishuoqiaozongdaodikanshangtashenmele？jiemuliduitahaitingzhaogude，
buhuishijiaxizhenzuoleba？tingshuotajialiyiqian……”womengditaitou。chengsisixiangshicaikandaowo，
guzuojingya：“aiya，shuyijieyezaia？buhaoyisi，womensuibianliaoliao。”tahuafengyizhuan，
daizhedianlianmindeqiangdiao，“qishiba，jialichuguoshiyebushinidecuo，tanshangneizhongbufuzerendediema，
haide……”“bizui！”wo“cheng”dizhanqilai，naoziwengdeyisheng。
tahoumianneiju“haideduoshaorengenzhedaomei，nibaneituiquedeyebuyuan”，xiangdaoziyiyangzhaguolai。
wobadangniangongdichushi，weilejiurenshangletuiluoxiacanji，peiguanglejiadi，shiwojiazuishendetong，
yeshiwozuiburongchupengdedixian。zhibojingtouzhengduizhewomen！tajueduishiguyide！woyibukuadaotamianqian，
meidengsuoyourenfanyingguolai，“pa！pa！”liangjierguangshuaileguoqu，qingcuixiangliang。
chengsisiwuzhelianjianjiao：“shuyi！nifengla？zhiboni！”woqidehunshenfadou：“zhibozenmele？
dangzhewodemianbianpaiwobama，zhendangwoshiruanshizi？”yecenganjinshangqianyibu，shitudayuanchang，
yuqidaizhezebei：“shu**，zheishizhibo！nitaichongdongle！xiangguohouguoma？”wodingzheta，
yanquanfahong：“ye**，ruguoyourendangzheqianwanrendemian，zheiyangwumienizhiqin，
xiwangniyenenglengjingdixianxianghouguo！”yecenyishiyusai。chengsisiquexiangbeichedijinudedouji，
jianjiaozhepushanglaizhuaiwodetoufa：“wogennipinle！”womenshunjianniudazaiyiqi，changmianchedishikong。
yecenxianglajia，hunluanzhongbeituisanglehaojixia。daobojiangujizhaleguo，danzhiboxinhaomeiqia。jimiaohou，
shenhuigaodadeshenyingchongjinjingtou，liansetieqing，yibakouzhuwodeshouwan，yonglibawoconghunzhanzhongzhuailechulai。
wolangbeibukan，toufasanluan，yifuyechewaile。zaikanchengsisi，suiranyekuhualezhuang，danxianranbeihuzhe，
kanzhebiwotimianduole。zhibojingtouduizhelianpai。judadequruhefennuyanmeilewo，
wotaitousisidengzheqiaoshenhui，shengyinlengdexiangbing：“shenhui，nilapianjia？”tameitoujinsuo，
zuichunminchengyitiaoxian，meishuohua。zhouweiquanshigongzuorenyuanhejiabinjingedemuguang，
haiyouwushukanbujiande、pingmuqianguanzhongdezhushi。neiyike，xinliangtoule。
suishenxiaobaolichouchuneifen《xindongxiaowu》jiabinhezuoyixiangshu——neifenxiangzhengzhewomenzhijian“heyue”debozhi。
dangzhesuoyourendemian，“cila——cila——”jixia，sidefensui，henhenpaizaitayuntiedexizhuangqianjinshang！
“xing！zheipojiemu，laoniangbulule！weiyuejinduoshao，wopei！”houwan，wobiezheyikouqi，bokairenqun，
touyebuhuidichongchuluzhixianchang，zuanjinlubiangangtingxiadechuzuche。chemenguanshang，gejuelewaimiandexuanxiaohejingtou，
yanleicaixiangkailezhayiyangyongchulai。weiqu，fennu，haiyoubeidangzhongxiurudenankan。shoujifengkuangzhendong，
shishenhuidedianhua，haiyoujiemuzudaoyan、wojingjirenchenjiede。woxilexibizi，jietongshenhuidedianhua，
meidengtakaikou，qiangxianhoudao：“hetongwosile！congxianzaiqi，zanliangmeiguanxile！weiyuejinzhaowolvshitan！
”shuowanzhijieguaduan，batadehaoma、weixinsuoyoulianxifangshi，yijianlahei。gounanren！zheipozongyi，
daociweizhi！3womeihuijiemuzuanpaide“xindongxiaowu”，suibianzaishiquzhaolejialiansuojiudianzhuxia。
xilegereshuizao，shaoweilengjingxialai，caihouzhihoujuedizamochudianbuduijing。
ganzaizhibojingtouxiasihetong、batouzifangdalaodelianxifangshiquanlaheide“heyueqinglv”，
wodagaishiyulequantouyifen。xiangxiangyeshi，woduishenhui，danzishiyuelaiyuefeile。mingmingqianhetongneihuier，
wocaishineigejinxiaoshenwei、shengpadezuijinzhubabadexiaotouming。diyicijianqiaochen，shizaiyigejuzudefanjushang。
woneihuiergangruxingbujiu，jingjirenxiangjiwozhengqugexiaojiaose，yingbawosaijinqupeixiao。fanzhuoshangyanwuliaorao，
tuibeihuanzhan，woruzuozhenzhan。neishiwojiagangzaolenan。wobagongdichushi，duanletui，
jialijixuquanpeiguanglehaiqianyi**zhai。woweilebangjiali，xilihutuqianlegexiaopogongsidejingjiyue，
jieguoziyuanmeilaozhe，jingbeianpaiquxiewuyanzhangqidejiuju。neicishizaituibudiao。tuikaibaoxiangmen，
limianzuolehaojigenaomanchangfeidetouzirenhezhipian，weiduzhuweishangdeqiaochen，nianqing、yingjun，qizhilenglie，
xiangwurulangqundehe，gewaizhayan。wozhengxiangzhezenmeyingfu，taqueqishenshuoyaozou。guishishenchadi，
wojiekouquxishoujiangenlechuqu。zaizoulangzhuishangta，woguzuyongqi：“qiao…qiaozong，tingshuoningongsitouzizongyi？
ninkan…wonenggenninqiangehetongma？yanshenmedouxing，wobianyi，shiershao。”tabiwogaohenduo，chuimoukanwo，
yanshenmeishenmewendu：“zenme？wokanshangquzuihaoshuohua？”neiyiwuzirenli，tamingmingkanzhezuibuhaore。
danwozhinengyingzhetoupiyaotou：“bu…bushi，nin…zhangdezuihaokan。”zheidaoshidashihua。
qiaochensihubeizheizhibaidehuidayeleyixia，chixiao：“zheiwozhidao。”kantataijiaoyaozou，wojile，
youbiechuyiju：“nin…ninzuixiangjiangguijudeshengyiren！”qiantaici：buxiangneixiexiangqianguizede。tajiaobudunzhu，
huitousixiaofeixiaodikanwoyiyan：“neinikenengkanzouyanle。”shuowanzhenzoule。wochuitousangqihuibaoxiang，
likebeijingjirenanhuiqu。fanzhuoshangbeiguanlebushaojiu，yigeyounidefudaoyanjiezhejiujing，
shoujiuwangwodatuishangmo。wohededuoshan，zhuangfanlejiubei。neifudaoyannaoxiuchengnu，mawobushitaiju，
zuilibuganbujing，haidongshouchewoyifu。hunluanzhong，womodaoshuaisuidejiubeisuipian，
xiangyemeixiangjiuchaotagebohualeguoqu。baoxiangliyipianjianjiao。wowozhesuipian，naoziyipiankongbai，xinxiangwanle，
gongzuomeile，haidechiguansi。jiuzaizheishi，baoxiangmenbeituikai。qiaochenquerfufan，zhanzaimenkou，
zhouzhemeisaoleyiyanlangjiedechangmian。gangcaihaijiaoxiaodefudaoyankandaota，shunjianjinsheng。
qiaochendemuguangluozaiwoshenshang，daizhedianshenshi，yuqipingdan：“bushiyaoqianhetong？haibuguolai？
”woxiangzhuazhulejiumingdaocao，rengxiasuipian，jihushipudaotashenbian，hunshendoudegenshaikangyiyang。
tashenmeyemeishuo，tuoxiaxizhuangwaitaozhaozaiwoshenshang，banlanzhewolikaileneigediyu。4houlai，
wojiuqianletagongsidejingjiyue。tabawoanpaijinjiemuzuanpaidelinshigongyu。qianwanhetongdangwan，woxiwanzao，
chuanzhebaoshoudeshuiyizaiketingzuolibuan。hetonglimeixieyao“lvxingyiwu”，danwoxinlimeidi。
tingdaotazaiyangtaidadianhua，sihushizaichulineigefudaoyandeshi。dengtagualedianhuajinlai，wojinzhangdizhanqilai。
tahuanleshenxiuxianfu，kaozaishafashang，zijidaolebeishui，pielewoyiyan：“chuneierdangmenshen？hetongkanle？
”wodiantourudaosuan：“kanlekanle，qiaozongfangxin，woyidingyanhao‘nvyou’jiaose，juebuyuejie，
yejuebujininremafan！”tahelekoushui，sixiaofeixiao：“yan？nianjibuda，xiyindaobuxiao。jizhu，
jingtouqianshi‘hudong’，jingtouwaishitongshi。biexiangtaiduo，yebiezuoduoyudeshi。”tazhilezhiciwo，
“qushuijue，mingtianjiemuzuyourenlaijie。”wosonglekouqi，ganjinliuhuifangjian。zheisannianlai，
zaiqiaochengongsideyunzuoxia，wodeziyuansuiranbusuandingji，dandoutingshihewo，wenzhawenda，
congchawucirenhundaoleyoudianxiaomingqide“erxianbianyuan”。jialidezhaihaiqingle，bamazailaojiakailegexiaochaoshi，
rizizongsuananwenxialai。zhiyouwozijizhidao，xinlineidianniantou，yuelaiyuebuduijing。mingmingshiheyueguanxi，
shi“tongshi”，woquezongzaijingtousaobudaodedifang，toutoukanta。kantagongzuoshizhuanzhudecelian，
kantaouerliuluchudexiaoyi，kantabudongshengsebangwodangdiaoyixieguofendejiemuanpaihuowangluogongji。
wohaoxiang……youdianjiaxizhenzuole。aishangzijide“heyuelaoban”？tingqilaijiuhenchun。keganqingzheidongxi，
bujiangdaoli。5diertianshibeichenjiededuominglianhuancallchaoxingde。yikanshouji，jishigeweijielaidian，
quanshitade。woxinligedengyixia，ganjinhuibo。chenjiedepaoxiaoshengchadianzhenpowoermo：“wodexiaozuzong！
nikesuanjiedianhuale！nizhibuzhidaonichuangleduodadehuo？！zuowanzhiboni……”wonaozihaiyoudianmeng，
yibiantingtahou，yibiandakaileweibo。resouqiansan，
xuehongxuehongde：#shuyizhibodaren##shuyigunchuxindongxiaowu##xintengchengsisi#diankaihuati，
putiangaididoushizuowanzhibochongtudepianduanjianji。
jiemuzu“hendong”dizhijiequlewoturanchongshangqushanchengsisierguangdeneijimiao，
peishangchengsisilihuadaiyudekusuhetafensidekongsu，jiezoudaidefeiqi。
yecenlajiabeituisangdejingtouyebeimohuchuli，zhongdianquanzaiwo“fafengdaren”。
pinglungengshimeifakan：【shuyishenjingbingba？zhibodougandaren？taixiaozhangle！】【zaojiukantabushunyanle，
kunbangqiaozongchaocp，yanjigadeyaosi，ziyuandaoshibucha，guoranyoujinzhu！】【neibuxiaoxi，
qiaozongzhenzhengganxingqudeshiyecenneizhongzhixingmeinv，shuyijiushigedangjianpai+xuebao，xianzaizhengzhulaile，
tabei**fenglebei！】【liejiyiren！fengsha！】wobilebiyan，bazuowandeqianyinhouguo，
baokuowosilehetong、heqiaochen“jieshuguanxi”deshi，dougenchenjieshuole。yihou，shizhenmeikaoshanle。
chenjiezaidianhuaneitouchenmolezuzubanfenzhong，caizhongzhongtanlekouqi：“ai…nizheiyatou…suanle，
zheijitiannixianduozhe，bieshangwang，biechumen，shoujishezhimoshenghaomajujie。woxiangxiangbanfa，
kannengbunenglianxijiemuzuneibian…”gualedianhua，wozixikanlekanneixieshipin。paishejiaoduhendiaozuan，
xianranshizaoyouzhunbei，zhidingzhewohechengsisipai。danmulupingligengshiqunmoluanwu，
manpingde“tuituitui”、“xintengsisi”、“shuyigunchuke”。mawode，worenle。zaijingtouqiandongshou，
queshibulizhi。danshuo**jinzhu、shidangjianpai，chunshufangpi。lujiemujianxi，youcizaimeijingtoudedifang，
wobankaiwanxiaowenguoqiaochen：“qiaozong，ninduiwozheimehao，buhuishiyinweiwozhangdexiangninnaweibaiyueguangba？
tishenwenxuezhaojinxianshi？”tadangshizhengzaikanwenjian，wenyantaitou，quzhizaiwonaomenshangbuqingbuzhongdidanleyixia，
yanshenxixue：“shaokandiangouxueju。tishen？womeineixiangongfu，yexianmafan。”taheshangwenjian，buchongyiju，
“hetongqinei，zhuanzhu‘gongzuo’，biexiangxieyoudemeide。”suiranmeitianyanmiyu，danzheihuarangwotashilehenjiu。
qiaochenhuoxuzhishigongshigongban，huoxujuedewo“haoyong”，wusuowei。zhishaohetongqinei，
tazunzhongzheifen“gongzuo”，meiyouluanqibazaodeshi。wokeyibushitade“xindong”，
danbunenglianzuihoudetimianhejiarendezunyandoubeicaizaijiaoxia。6yinweizheichangfengbo，
benlaitanhaodeyigefeixingjiabintonggaohuangle。wozhengtianwozaijiudian，lianwaimaidourangfangmenkou。bushipabeima，
shizhenpayouxiejiduandefensi。zhiqianyanlegefanpai，jiuyourenwangwojuzuxiuxishisaiguosilaoshu。
shoujilixinxibaoman，doushipengyoufalaideanwei。hualalebantian，meiyouqiaochende。e，dui，wobatalaheile。
wobashoujirengdaoyibian，genzijishengmenqi。tayaoshizhenxiangzhaowo，huizhaobudao？
yigedianhuadadaochenjieneierjiuxingle。shuodaodi，jiushibuzaiyi，heyuesilezhenghaoshengxin。zuozaichuangbianfadai，
juedezijiyoujiaoqingyoumaodun。mingzhishiheyue，haiqidaishenme？kexinliyouyinyinjuede，taduiwo，
sihubuzhishilaobanduiyuangong。lujiemushi，youciwobanyeweiteng，tabuzhizenmezhidaole，
dalaoyuanrangrensongleyaoherezhouguolai，suiranbenrenmeilumian。haiyouyicizuohuwairenwu，wobeizhenggudiaojinnikeng，
hunshenlangbei，qitajiabindouzaixiao，zhiyoutazhouzhemei，diyishijiandiguolaiganjingmaojinheshui，
rangzhulidaiwoxiaquqingli。zheixieweibuzudaodexijie，zongrangworenbuzhuduoxiang。7zaijiudiantangshidisantian，
chenjiededianhuayoulaile，yuqichenzhong。darenfengbohaimeipingxi，xinde“heiliao”youbaole。
dangnianneigebeiwohuashangdefudaoyan，xianzaiyaoshenyibianchenglegexiaowanghong，tiaochulai“jielu”wo，
shuowodangnianweilejiaosezhudonggouyinta，beitajujuehounaoxiuchengnushangren，houlaipanshang“xinjinzhu”，
caibatadayadezaiquanneihunbuxiaqu。tatielejizhangmohudefanjuzhaopianhesuoweide“shangqingjianding”，
zhenzhenjiajiachanzaiyiqi。chenjiejiaotoulane：“shushu，zheicideshuitaihunle，guangkaowomenyabuxiaqu。
yaobu…nigenqiaozongdigetou？taneibiandongdongshouzhitoudeshi……”wobiziyisuan。yiqianyeyouguoxiaofengbo，
danzongnengzaifajiaoqianbeienxiaqu。zheicinaozheimeda，qiaochenneibianhaowudongjing。wodishengshuo：“tabuhuiguande。
hetongdousile，tababudegenwopieqingguanxi。shuobuding…jiemuzuneibianzhengxianghuandiaowoni。
”chenjietanqi：“ruguozheicifanbuleshen，nihoumianhenzhangyiduanshijiankongpadoujiebudaogongzuole。”“meishi，
chenjie。”woshenxiyikouqi，“denghuierwofageshengming，bashiqingshuoqingchu。dajiaaixinbuxinba，
woyebuxiangxianruzizhengdeguaiquan。zheijinianxiexieni，shiwolianleinile。”gualedianhua，
wokanzhewangshangneixiebukanrumuderuma，shenxiyikouqi，dengshangweibo，kaishibianji：“dajiahao，woshishuyi。
henbaoqianyingerensishizhanyonggonggongziyuan。guanyujinqishijian，
youxiehuaxiangshuo：1.guanyu‘daren’：zhibozhongdongshou，xingweiguoji，wodaoqian。danshichuyouyin，
duifangzaimingzhijingtoukaiqideqingkuangxia，duiwoyigujiarenjinxingeyidihuihewuru（youxianchangshouyinweizheng，
yitijiaolvshi）。weihujiarenzunyanshiwodedixian，burongjianta。wojieshoupiping，
danjujuebeiduanzhangquyidimohei。2.guanyumoufudaoyandezhikong：chunshuwumie。dangnianqingkuangqiaqiaxiangfan，
shiqijiezhiwuzhibianyitubugui，wofankangziwei。cishidangnianyiyouchulijieguo（kechazheng）。
qisuowei‘daya’，gengshiwujizhitan。jiecijihui，yetixingsuoyouhuaichuaimengxiangdenianqingren，
jingtizhichangqianguize，baohuhaoziji。3.guanyu‘jinzhu’、‘tishen’：wujizhitan。
yuqiaochenxianshengjinweigongsilaobanyuqianyueyirendehezuoguanxi，
yiji《xindongxiaowu》jiemuzhongde‘heyuehudong’guanxi。xianyizhongzhijiemuhezuo。
4.qingwuqianlianjirumawodejiaren。wangluofeifawaizhidi，zhenduiwojiarendeeyigongji，woyiquzheng，
jiangzhuijiufalvzeren。qingzheziqing，shijianhuizhengmingyiqie。
zaicixiangguanxincishidepengyouheshoudaokunraodejiemuzuzhiqian。shuyi。”fawan，wobashoujidiaochengjingyin，
rengdaochuangshang，zhenggerenpibeidixianjinshafali。8mimihuhushuizhele，zuolegehunluandemeng。
mengjiangangqianqiaochengongsibujiu，canjiayigepinpaihuodong。youzaihoutaizhuangjianneigegaitouhuanmiandefudaoyan，
zhengduiyigegangruxingdexiaoguniangdongshoudongjiao。xiaogunianghedezhiku。wodangshinaoziyire，
chongguoqujiubaxiaogunianghuzaishenhou，yongshoujiduizhetapai：“wangzhipian，ninzhei‘xuanjiao’fangshitingbiezhia？
xuyaowobangninfageweibowenwendajiahebuheshima？”tazhidaowobeihoushiqiaochengongsi，buganyinglai，
mamalieliedizoule。wobalianggexiaoguniangdaidaoanquandifang，liulelianxifangshi。shihouqishiyoudianhoupa，
pajiqiaochenremafan。huiquhougentatileyizui，benyiweitahuixianwoduoguanxianshi。tadangshizaiqianwenjian，
touyemeitai，zhidandanshuoleju：“zhidaole。xiacizaizuo‘xianv’，jidexiankankanduifangyoumeiyoutonghuo，
huozhe…jiwofagedingwei。”yuqipingdan，querangwomomingyoulediqi。gangruxingshi，meimingqi，
zaijuzujingchangbeiqifu，changwu、dengguangdounengjiwoliansekan。woxiguanlerenqitunsheng，
xiangzheduoyishiburushaoyishi。youciqiaochenlaijuzutanshiqing，
pengqiaozhuangjianyigechangwuzhizhewobizimawodanwujindu。qiaochenzhijiezouguoqu，zhandaowopangbian，
duineigechangwushuo：“nigangshuoshenme？womeitingqing，zaishuoyibian。”neichangwushunjiansongle。
qiaochencetoukanwo：“tagangcaimanishenme？mahuiqu。”wolengzhule。“bugan？wojiaoni。
”takanzheneigechangwu，yuqilengsousou。“gongzuoshiwutuixiezeren，rumahezuoyanyuan，
zhiyesuyangbeigouchile？xuyaowozhaonimenzhipianzhurenliaoliaonide‘gongzuotaidu’？”woshunzhetadehua，
biezheqi，bapingshishoudeweiquyigunaodaolechulai。shuodaozuihou，shengyindouyoudiandou。qiaochendengwomawan，
caimanyouyoudiduineimianrutusedechangwushuo：“tingjianle？daoqian。”shihoutadaiwolikai，
kanwohaiyoudianqigugude，nandedailedianxiaoyi：“biezheqirongyizhangjiejie。jizhu，nishilaigongzuode，
bushilaishouqide。shouqifule，yaomedangchangduihuiqu，yaomegaosuwo。wohuaqianguren，bushimaiqishoude。
”neiyike，tazhanzainiguangli，lunkuofenming，yanshenliyouzhongrangrenanxindeliliang。wodexintiao，loulehaojipai。
9beishouji**chaoxing，lianshangshilulude。shichenjie，yuqijidongdebianlediao：“shushu！baobei！kuai！
kuaikanweibo！zhale！qiaozongta…taqinzixiachangle！wodemaya！shuailiecangqiong！