jichengzumulaozhaidediyizhou，wojiufaxianlegelouneimianbuduijingdejingzi。tabumanzhuwangbandeliewen，
xiangyizhangposuidelian。meidaowuye，jingzilidouhuiduochuyigeren。yigechuanzhebaisejiushishuiyidenvren，
jiuzhanzaiwoshenhou，yongyishuangmeiyouqingxudeyanjingdingzhewo。womengdihuitou，shenhoukongwuyiren。qichu，
tazhishimofangwodedongzuo，quezongshimanshanggaisidebanpai。houlai，tazaiwozhuanshenshutoushi，
duiwoluchuyigebinglengjiangyingdeweixiao。zuowan，woshimianzuozaijingqian，tahuranbuzaimofangwo。
jingzhongde“wo”anranbudong，taquehuanhuantaiqishou，zhixiangwo，zuichunwushengkaihe。wodudongleneijuhua。
“kuaitao。”“takuaixingle。1woxiaozhediantou，xinliquekewangzheduchudeningjing。gelouliduimanjiuwu，
kongqizhongshichenaihezhangmuhunhedeweidao。jiaoluolilizheyimianluodijing，jingkuangshidiaohuademutou，qiseboluo，
jingmianbumanlezhuwangbandeliewen。buzhiweihe，kandaotadediyiyan，woxinligedengyixia。shuobuchudebushufu。
womeiduoxiang，zhidangshilaowujianzidaidechenfuqixi。
banjinlaidediyiwan，wozaiyushixishu。shuiliushenghuahuazuoxiang，wowanyaojuqiyipengshuipozailianshang，
zaitaiqitoushi，yanjiaoyuguangcongjingzhongpiejianyimobaiying，jiuzaiwoshenhou。womengdihuitou。shenhoukongkongdangdang，
zhiyouyishanjinbidemen。xintiaodelihai，wobazheiguijiuyulvtulaodun。
jitianhoudeshenye，woqiyeluguoketing，jiezheyueguang，wuyijianyoukandaoleneimianjingzi。jingzilide“wo”，
zhengtaishoulongzhetoufa。kewodeshou，mingmingchuizaishence。dengwotingxiajiaobuxikan，jingziliderenyetinglexialai，
dongzuoyuwofenhaobucha。shiyanhualema？woanweiziji，yidingshitaileile。dancongneitianqi，guaishiyuyanyulie。
jingzilide“wo”，dongzuozongshimanwobanpai。wotaishou，tageleyimiaocaitaishou。wozhuanshen，
tafangfobeiwuxingdeliliangtuozhuai，chizhidigenzhezhuanguolai。wokaishishimian，buganguandeng。
wozaibijibenshangjiluxiameiyicide“yanchi”。woxiangyongluojihelixingweizheiguiyidexianxiangzhaodaoyigechukou。
zheitianxiawu，wozuozaijingziqian，juexinzuogeleduan。woduizhejingzi，mengdizuochuyigekuazhangdeguilian，
ziyaliezui。ranhou，woshunjianshouhuibiaoqing，mianwubiaoqingdikanzhejingzhong。jingzilideneige“wo”，
haiweichizheneigeniuqudeguilian，yidongbudong，yongwoganggangdebiaoqing，lenglengdidengzhewo。
yiguhanyicongjiaodibanzhichongtianlinggai。zheibushicuojue。zheibushiyanchi。jingzili，youlingyigedongxi。
wojianjiaozhecongyizishangdanqilai，zhuaqishoubiandeyikuaijiuchuangdan，fafengsidejiangjingzizhenggemengzhu。
shijiezhongyuqingjingle。kewodejingshen，yijingbengdaolejixian。yeliqilefeng，huxiaozhepaidachuanghu。
wosuozaibeizili，yiyewumian。“kuangdang”yisheng，geloudechuanghubeichuikai，yigulengfengguanlejinlai，
juanqilegaizaijingzishangdechuangdan。chuangdanqingpiaopiaodiluozaidishang。wohunshenjiangying，bugandong，shenzhibuganhuxi。
danwohaishirenbuzhu，manmandi，manmandipianguotou，chaojingzidefangxiangkanqu。jingzili，
yingzhewocangbaijingkongdelian。erzaiwoshenhou，jingzhongshijiedeheianli，neigechuanzhejiushishuiyidenvren，
zhenghuanhuangouqizuijiao，luchuyigebinglengzhijideweixiao。kexianshizhong，wodeshenhou，shenmedoumeiyou。
wozaiyechengbuzhule，zhuaqishouji，douzheshoubotonglelinyudedianhua。
“linyu……jiuwo……jingzi……jingziliyougui！”wodeshengyindoudebuchengyangzi。dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao，
chuanlailinyuwenheyouwunaideshengyin：“qingqing，nishibushizuijinyalitaidale？chanshenglehuanjue？
yaobunimingtianlaicunweihuizuozuo，wopeiniliaoliao。”bubeixinrendegudugan，biguiguaigengrangwojuewang。
wogualedianhua，tanzuozaidi，xianggebeichoudiaosuoyouliqidemuou。woshule。wotaiqitou，juewangdikanxiangjingzi。
jingzilidenvren，buzhiheshishouqilexiaorong，yezhengjingjingdikanzhewo。tadeyanshenhenfuza，youbeishang，
youlianmin。ranhou，zaisiyiyangdejijingzhong，tadezuichun，dongle。meiyoufachurenheshengyin。danwokandongle。
tashuo：“kuaitao。”“takuaixingle。”2“takuaixingle。”zheisigezixiangbingzhui，zhajinwodenaozi。
wozuozaibinglengdedibanshang，hunshenfadou。tashishei？zaizheidonglaozhaili，chulewo，chulejingzilidenvren，
hainengyoushei？yigehuangtangyoukongbudeniantoumaolechulai——zumu。kezumuyijingguoshile。wocongdishangpaqilai，
chongxiangzumushengqianzhudewoshi。fangjianlideyiqiedoumengzheyicengbohui，weiduchuangtouneigeshanglesuodezhangmuxiangzi，
beirencashiguoyiyang。wofanchugongjuxiang，yongyibaluosidao，henhenqiaokaileneibaxiaotongsuo。
xiangzilimeiyoujinyinxiruan，zhiyouyibenhouhoude，daisuokouderiji。suoyijingbeisuiyuefushile，
womeifeishenmeliqijiubaikaile。rijibendezhiyefanhuangfacui。qianmiandeneirong，
jiluzheyigenvhaiwuyouwulvdetongnian。zhidaolingyimingzidechuxian——xiaowan。
“jintianmamayoukualexiaowandehua，wodemingminggenghaokan。”“xiaowandefakazhenpiaoliang，
ruguotashiwodejiuhaole。”zilixingjian，jiduxiangtengmanyiyangzizhang，chanraozhemeiyiye。wofeikuaidiwanghoufan，
fandaomouyiye，xinzangzhouransuojin。neishirijidezuihouyiye，zijiliaocaoyouniuqu。“tadiaojinjinglile，
zaiyebuhuigenwoqiangmamale。”“tazhongyuxiaoshile，wocaishimamazuiaidehaizi。”rijidaozheili，
jiaranerzhi。wozhuaqishouji，zaicibotonglelinyudedianhua，shengyinyizhibuzhudifazhan：“linyu，
nibangwochachacunzhi，wozumushibushiyougejiemei？”linyudagaishibeiwoyansudeyuqizhenzhule，
meizaikaiwanxiao，dayingmashangqucha。banxiaoshihou，tahuiledianhua：“qingqing，chadaole。ninainaijiaosulan，
taqueshiyougeshuangbaotaimeimei，jiaosuwan，buguo……cunzhishangshuo，tameimeixiaoshihoudiaojinhouyuandejingli，
yansile。”suwan。jingzilideneigenvren。gualedianhua，woganjuewuzilidekongqidoubiandezhanchou。
guaishikaishibianbenjiali。shujiashangdeshuhuimomingqimiaodiaozaidishang，banyezongnengtingdaoduanduanxuxudekusheng，
ruoyouruowu。kongjumanmanbeiyizhongmamudejuexinqudai。wobixugaoqingchuzhenxiang。wozhongxinzhandaojingziqian。
jingzilidesuwan，lianshangyexiemanlejiaoji。tataiqishou，yongxizhangdeshouzhi，
zaibinglengdejingmianshanghuanhuanxiexialianggezi。“jing”。ranhouyoushisangezi。“bushiwo”。
wosisidingzhetadeyanjing，zheiyici，womeiyoukandaoeyi，zhikandaolehewoyiyangde，shenbujiandidekongju。
womendouzaihaipa。danwomenhaipade，bushibici。jiuzaizheishi，shoujixiangle，shilinyu。
tadeshengyinyadehendi，daizheyisiyanshibuzhudejinghai。“qingqing，
wo……wozaicunweihuidejiudanganjuzuidixia，zhaodaoyifenmeiguidangdecunminkoushujilu……”“shuoshenmele？
”wodexintidaolesangziyan。dianhuaneitou，linyushenxileyikouqi，yiziyijudiniandao：“……neiniantou，
sheijiameidianchoushi。doushuoshisuwanzijidiaoxiaqude，kewoneitianzaiqianggenxiakanjianle，
shitajiejiesulanbatatuixiaqude……haiqianglerenjiatoushangdefaka，daizaizijitoushang……houlaisujiajiushuo，
huoxialaideshisulan……”wonaozili“hong”deyisheng，zhakaile。suoyi，dangniansizaijinglide，
shiwodezumusulan。erhuoxialaide，yongtadeshenfenguoleyibeizide，shineigerijilichongmanjidudenvhai。
shineigesharenxiongshou。bu，dengdeng。cunzhijizai，niwangdeshisuwan。huoxialaideshisulan。wodezumu，
jiushisulan。neigebaqinmeimeituixiajingde，sulan。3wowozhebinglengdeshouji，ruzhuibingku。
naozilifanfuhuixiangzhelinyuzuihouneijuhua。huoxialaideshisulan。sharenxiongshoushiwodezumu。
woyizhiyilaigongjingjibai，shizuobangyangdezumu，shigeshoushangzhanzheqinmeimeixianxuedeemo。
jingzilisuwanneiju“kuaitao，takuaixingle”，cikexiangjingzhongyiyangzaiwonaozhonghongming。tazhidebushiziji。
shisulan！shineigeqiequlebierenrenshengdesharenfan，tadecanhunyaoxingle！kongjuxiangwushuzhibinglengdeshou，
congsimianbafangzuanzhulewodexinzang。wozaiyewufazaizheigewuziliduodaiyimiao。tao，bixuliketaozou！
wodiediezhuangzhuangdichongxiagelou，huluandibajijianyifusaijinbeibao，zhuaqiqianbaoheyaochijiuwangdamenchong。
wozhixianglizheigebeizuzhoudedifangyueyuanyuehao。kewodeshougangpengdaomenba，jiujiangzhule。neibalaojiudetongsuo，
wensibudong。wofalefengyiyangzhuandongyaochi，lachemenshuan，keneishanchenzhongdemumenxiangshibeihansizailemenkuangshang，
renworuhezhuangji，douwensibudong。“kada。”toudingdedengpaoshanleyixia，miele。
wuzishunjianxianruyipiansijideheian。zhouweidekongqiwenduzhoujiang，woshenzhinengkandaozijihuchudebaiqi。
qiangbishang，chuanlai“zizi”deshengxiang，xiangshiyoushenmeshiluludedongxizaishangmianpa。wodakaishoujishoudiantong，
guangzhuzhandouzhezhaoguoqu。banbodeqianghuishang，yigeyouyigeshilinlindexiaoshouyin，zhengcongqiangjiaopingkongfuxian，
yiluxiangshangmanyan。neishicongjinglipachulaidehenji。wojianjiaozhe，liangundaipaditaohuilegelou，
fanshousisidizhumen。zheishiweiyide，youguangdedifang。jingzilidesuwan，lianshangdejiaojijihuyaoyichujingmian。
takandaowokongjudeyangzi，pinmingyaotou，kushoudeshouzhizhixiangjingzibenshen，zuichunkaihe，
wushengdizhongfuzhelianggezi。“bieza。”ranhou，tayouzhixianggelouneishanxiaoxiaodemumen。“men。
”woshunjianmingbaile。zheimianjingzi，shikunzhusuwandeqiulong，dantongshi，tayeshiyidaomen，yidaofengyin！
fengyinzheneigegengkepadedongxi——sulandecanhun！jiuzaizheishi，louxiaxiangqilejiaobusheng。zhiya，zhiya。
meiyibu，doucaizailoutishang，yecaizaiwodexinjianshang。neijiaobusheng……wotaishuxile。shiwodejiaobusheng。
kewomingmingjiuzaigelouli！kongjurangwohunshendexueyedouninggule。wojiangyingdizhuanguotou，kanxianggeloudeloutikou。
yigeshenying，manmanzouleshanglai。tachuanzhehewoyimoyiyangdeyifu，liuzhehewoyiyangdefaxing，shenzhilianshang，
doudaizheheworuchuyizhedejingkong。bu，budui。tadeyanjinglimeiyoukongju。
zhiyouyipianshenbujiandideyuanduhetanlan。neige“wo”，jiuzhanzailoutikou，duizhewo，
huanhuanluchuleyigeweixiao。ranhou，“ta”kaikoule。shengyinquebuzaishuyuwo，neishiyizhongcanglao、shaya，
fangfoshazhimocaguohoulongdeshengyin。“wodehaosunnv……”“bashenti，haijinainaiba。
”4neigecanglaodeshengyin，congwodehoulonglifachulai，meiyigezidouxiangcuiledudebingzhui，zhajinwodeerduo。
neigezhanjulewoshentideguaiwu，shiwoneisiqudezumu，sulan。tayibu，yibu，chaowozoulai。
geloubenjiubuda，tameikaojinyifen，woshenhoudekongjianjiushaoyicun。kongjujuezhulewodehoulong，
wofabuchurenheshengyin。wochaoqishoubianyibaaideng，yongjinquanshenliqichaotazaleguoqu！
aidengchuanguo“wo”deshenti，zhongzhongdizazaihoumiandeqiangshang，fachuyishengmenxiang，ranhougunluozaidi。
“ta”haofawushang。neigenbenbushishiti，zhishisulanyongyuanqiningjuchulaidexuying！tademubiao，
shiwoshenhouzheijuxianhuode，shuyuwodeshenti！wojuewangdikanxiangjingzi。jingzhongdesuwan，jiaojidipaidazhejingmian，
kushoudeshouzhixianshizhilezhiwo，ranhouyouyonglidizhixiangjingzibenshen。wodongle。jingzishikunzhusuwandeqiulong。
dantayeshiyidaofengyin，yidaonengjiangsulangejuezaiwaidemen！weiyideshenglu，jiuzaijingzili！wobuzaiyouyu，
zhuanshenjiuchaoneimianjudadechuanyijingpuqu！jihushitongshi，shenhoudeneigexuyingyedongle。tahuazuoyituanheiqi，
yibiwogengkuaidesudu，chaowopuleguolai！tayaoqiangzaiwojinrujingziqian，zuanjinwodeshenti！wolaibujile！
yigefengkuangdeniantouzaiwonaozhongzhakai。wodebudao，niyebiexiang！womengdichazhujiaobu，
zhuanshenzhuaqipangbiandeyibamuyizi，gaogaojuguotouding。qusiba！womentongguiyujin！wopaoxiaozhe，
yongjinzuihouyisiliqi，henhenjiangyizizaxiangjingmian。jiuzaiyizijijiangchupengdaojingmiandeshunjian。
yizhibinglengdaojidiandeshou，haowuzhengzhaodicongjingzilishenlechulai！neizhishou，pifucanbai，zhijiawuqing，
queyibazhuazhulewodeshouwan。bushigongji。shilache！wohaimeifanyingguolai，
yigujudadeliliangjiucongshouwanchuanlai。tianxuandizhuan。wozhenggerenbeiyiguwufakangjudeliliang，mengdixiangliyizhuai！
shijiezaiwoyanqianniuqu、lazhang，zuihousuiliechengwushuguangying。dangwozaicinengkanqingdongxishi，
wofaxianzijizhanzaileyigehuibaisede、diandaodeshijieli。wo……beituojinlejingzi。erjingziwaimian，
wodeshenti，haibaochizhejuqiyizidezishi，jiangyingdizhanzaiyuandi。xiayimiao。menwaineituanshuyusulandeheiqi，
huxiaozheyongrugelou，shunjianguanjinlewoneihaowufangbeideshentili。“wo”deshentimengdiyizhan。ranhou，
manmandi，fangxialegaojudeyizi。“wo”zhuanguotou，kanxiangjingzilidewo。neizhangwozaishuxibuguodelianshang，
huanhuandi，luchuleyigewubideyiyouyuandudexiaorong。5jiaoxiashibinglengdechugan，woditou，
kandaodeshiyishuang**dejiao，canbai，meiyouyisixuese。zheilideyiqiedoushihuibaide。
kongqilimimanzheyigufuxiudechentuwei，hunzazhedandandemeiwei。wohuangusizhou，zheilishigelou，
queyoubushiwodegelou。suoyoudedongxidoushifande，xiangshizhaopiandedipian，touzheyigusiqichenchendeguiyi。
yigexuruodeshenyingzhanzaiwomianqian。tachuanzheyijianxidefabaidejiushuiyi，zhangfapisan，mianrongqiaocui，
zhengshijingzilineigewushucixiangwoqiujiudenvren。suwan。tabuzaishimohudeyingzi，ershiyigeqingxide，
jihutoumingdehunti。“duibuqi。”tadeshengyinxiangfengzhongdetanxi，xuruoyoubeishang，
“wozhinengyongzheizhongbanfajiuni。”“ruguowobubanilajinlai，nidehunpo，huibeitazhijietunshidiao。
”wozhengzhengdikanzheta，naoziyipiankongbai。“shisulan，wodejiejie。
”suwandeyanzhongliuluchukegudehenyiyubeiai，“dangnian，tabawotuixialejing。”wodexinzangmengdiyisuo。
“womenshishuangbaotai，ketajiduwo，jidumuqinliujiwodexinwu，jidusuoyoudeyiqie。
”“tabawotuixiaquhou，nazoulewodedongxi，congciyihou，tajiushisuwan，erwo，
zhishijingdideyijukugu。”meiyigezi，douxiangyibazhongchui，henhenzazaiwodexinshang。yuanlai，
woyizhijingaidezumu，shigesharenxiongshou！shigeyonghuangyanheqiequlaiderensheng，huoleyibeizideguaiwu！
“zheimianjingzi，shiwomuqindeyiwu，wodehunpoyizhiyutaxianglian。”“sulanpawobaofu，
jiubajingziyongbugaizhu，suozailezheigegelouli。tayiweizheiyangjiunenggaozhenwuyou，quemeixiangdao，
fanerbawoyongyuandikunzailezheili。”woxiongkoududelihai，yigunanyiyanyudebeifenjihuyaojiangwosilie。
suwanzhilezhiwoshenhoude“jingzi”。neibushijingzi，ershiyidaotongwangxianshishijiedechuang。wochongguoqu，
kandaolewaimiandejingxiang。wodeshenti，zhengzhanzaigelouzhongyang。bu，shisulan。tazhanjulewodeshenti，
zhengzaiditoudaliangzhezheijunianqing、xianhuodequti。tahuodongzhewodeshouzhi，niudongzhewodebozi，
lianshangshihaobuyanshidetanlanhemanyi。ranhou，takandaolewodiaozaidishangdeshouji。“wo”wanyaojianqishouji，
shuliandijiesuo，fankanzhelimiandeneirong。wodezhaopian，wodeliaotianjilu，
wodeyiqie……doubeizheigeguaiwusiwujidandikuitanzhe！fennurangwohunshenfadou，wochongzheneidaopingzhangsihou，
yongquantouhenhenzazaishangmian，quezhifachuyizhenchenmende，wulidehuixiang。waimiande“wo”sihuchajuedaoleshenme，
taiqitou，chaowodefangxiangkanguolai。tadelianshang，luchuleyigehewoyimoyiyangde，canlandexiaorong。ranhou，
tadiankailelinyudeweixintouxiang。woyanzhengzhengdikanzheta，yongwodekouwen，dachuleyixingzi。【ayu，
womeishile，zhiqiandoushiyalitaidachanshengdehuanjue，rangnidanxinle。】【wozhunbeizaizheilihaohaoxiuxiyizhen，
nibiezailaile，woxiangyigerenjingjing。】fasong。tazheishiyaoduanjuewosuoyoudehoulu！wodexinyidiandianchenxiaqu，
wubiandejuewangjiangwoyanmei。“tazhengzaihenideshentironghe。”suwandeshengyinzaiwoshenhouxiangqi，
“yidanwanquanronghe，nijiuzaiyehuibuqule，huihewoyiyang，yongshibeikunzaizheili。”yongshibeikun？bu！
woderensheng，wodepengyou，wodeyiqie，bunengjiuzheimebeiyigeeguiduozou！“yidingyoubanfade！
”wozhuanguoshen，zhuazhusuwandanbodejianbang，“jingzishitongdao，yeshitadelilianglaiyuan，duibudui？
neiyidingyoubanfakeyixueruota！”suwandianlediantou，youwulidiyaoleyaotou：“wobeikuntaijiule，
lilianghenruo，wobuzhidao……”wobunengfangqi。woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，kaishidaliangzheigehuibaisedegelou。
zheilideyiqie，doushixianshidedaoying。xianshizhongyoushenme，zheilijiuyoushenme，zhibuguoshifuxiu、pobaidebanben。
wodemuguang，luozailejiaoluoliyigejimanhuichendemuxiangshang。xianshizhong，neiliyefangzheyigeyimoyiyangdexiangzi。
wochongguoqu，dakaixiangzi。limianshiyixiejiuyifu，haiyou……yigetunlesedebuwawa。worendeta。
suwancengbaozheta，zaijingzilichuxianguo。wonaqineigebuwawa，rushoudeganjueyouxieqiguai。
ruanmianmiandemianhuali，sihubaoguozheyigeshenmeyingbangbangdedongxi。woyongliyinie。neidongxidelunkuo，