临终前,我才知道女儿不是亲生的精选章节

yiyuanxiaodushuideweidaozuanjinbiqiang,wotangzaibingchuangshang,tingzhediandiyoujiezoudedidasheng。feiaiwanqi,

yishengshuozuiduohaiyousangeyue。menzhiyayishengkaile,litingzhanzaimenkou,shoulilinzheguolan,

quechichibuyuanzoujinlai。“tingtinglailea。”wonulichengqixiaorong,zhengzhazhexiangzuoqilai。tazheicainuobujinlai,

baguolanfangzaichuangtoujushang,dongzuojiangyingdexiangshizaiwanchengshenmebudebuzuoderenwu。“yishengzenmeshuo?”tawen,

yanjingquedingzhechuangwai。“jiuneiyang,laomaobing。”wobuyuangaosutazhenxiang,patadanxin,

suirankenengzhishiwoyixiangqingyuan。tadiandiantou,kongqiyouninggule。zheizhongchenmobiaixibaogengrangwozhixi。

“gongsihaiyoushi,woxianzoule。”budaoshifenzhong,tayijingnaqibao,“yiyaofeiwoyijingjiaoleyibufen,

shengxiade...dengwofagongzizaishuo。”menqingqingguanshang,wobishangyan,xiangqitaxiaoshihoufashao,

wozhengyebushuishouzaitachuangbian。xianzailundaowoshengbing,taquelianduodaiyikedoubuyuanyi。hushixiaozhangjinlaihuanyao,

kanwoshenqinganran,qingshenganwei:“lishu,nvergongzuomang,nenglijie。”wokuxiao。mang?

shangzhouwoqinyankanjiantazaipengyouquanfaheguimiguangjiedezhaopian。wodenver,wocongxiaopengzaishouxinlidebaobei,

zenmehuibianchengzheiyang?sanshinianqian,wodiyicibaotadeshihou,taneimexiao,yanjinghaimeiwanquanzhengkai,

xiaoshoujinjinzuanzhewodeshouzhi。neiyikewofashi,yaojizheigexiaorenerquanshijiezuihaodedongxi。“laoli,

kankanniguinv,duoxiangni。”qiziwangjuanxuruoditangzaichuangshang,xiaozheshuo。wozixikanyaolanlideyinger,

zhoubabade,qishikanbuchuxiangshei。danlinjumendoushuo:“yanjingxianglaoli,yimoyiyang。”woyejiuxinle,

gaoxingdejiquanyuanfalehongjidan。weilerangtaguoshanghaorizi,woshenmekudouchiguo。baitianzaichangliganhuo,

wanshangchuqudengsanlun。youyiciweileduozhengdianqian,lianxugongzuosanshiliuxiaoshi,leidecongsanlunshangshuaixialai,

kediaobankeya。kanzhenverchizhexinmaidetangguoxiaodekaixin,wojuedezhile。tashangxuele,wotiantianjiesong,

fengyuwuzu。jideyouyicibaoyu,wohunshenshitoudigandaoxiaomenkou,taquexianwoyifutaijiu,

rangtongxuekanjiandiuren。neitianwoxinlinanshou,danhaishibasanquanbuqingxiangta,zijilinleyilu。gaokaoneinian,

tatufajixinglanweiyan,kaozale,kudesixinliefei。woqiubiansuoyouguanxi,zhaozuihaodefuduxuexiao,

xuefeiguideheren,woerhuabushuojiujiaole。houlaitakaoshangdaxue,wogaoxingdedabaiyanxi,

huaguanglezanzhemaiyaodeqian。nverjiehunle,wonachuquanbujixujitafushoufu,

zijihewangjuanzuzaichengjiaodelaopoxiao。tashuo:“ba,dengwomenzhengleqianjieniquxiangfu。”woxinle,

meitiandoupanzhe。waisunchushenghou,wozhudongqubangmangdaihaizi。nvxuzongxianwoxiguanlaotao,yuerguannianluohou。

youyiciwobuxiaoxinranghaizikeleyixia,nverzhengzhengyigeyuemeirangwojianhaizi。zheixiewodounengren,

zhiyaotaguodehao。keshixianzai,wotangzaibingchuangshangdengsi,talianpeiwoshuoshuohuadoubuyuanyi。“laowang,

woshibushihenshibai?”wowenlaikanwodelaoyouwangjianjun。wangjianjunjiwoxuepingguo,shoudoudelihai:“biexiashuo,

tingtingjiushigongzuomang,haizidaledouzheiyang。”tayanshenduoshan,sihuyouhuameishuo。zheijinian,

haojigelaoyoudouzheiyang,yuyanyouzhideyangzi。woyiweitamenshitongqingwoshengbing,meiduoxiang。

bingqingehuadebixiangxiangzhongkuai。budaoyigeyue,woyijingxuyaoyangqijile。yishengzhaolitingtanhua,

shuowoxuyaozuoyicifengxianhendadeshoushu,kenengxiabuletai。talaidaobingfang,diyijuhuashi:“ba,

shoushuyaowuwan,woshoutoumeineimeduoxianjin。”wangjuanzhongyurenbuzhule:“liting!nibayangnisanshinian,

wuwankuaidoumeiyouma?”“ma,woyeyaoyangjiaa!xiaobaomashangyaoshangxueqianban,yinianxuefeijiuduoshaole?

nimenyoubushibuzhidaoxianzaidewujia!”wokanzhetamenzhengchao,xiongkoududehuang。neiyike,

woshenzhixiwangshoushushibai,yilebaile。shoushuqianye,womimihuhushuibuzhe,tingjianmenwaiyouyadidezhengchaosheng。

“bixugaosutale...zaibushuojiumeijihuile...”shiwangjianjundeshengyin。“buxing!

laolihuishoubulede!”wangjuandeshengyindaizhekuqiang。“haiyoushenmebixianzaizheiyanggengzaodema?

”shengyinjianjianyuanqu,wotaileile,henkuaihunshuiguoqu。shoushudangtianzaoshang,yihurenyuanlaizuozhunbei。

woxuruodejihushuobuchuhua。litingzhongyuqinglejialaiyiyuan,zhanzaijiaoluolikanshouji。

jiuzaiwoyaobeituijinshoushushishi,wangjuanturanputongyishengguizaichuangqian,zhuazhuwodeshoutongkushisheng。“laoli!

woduibuqini!youjianshimanlenisanshinian!”takudehunshenfadou,

“tingting...tingtingbushinideqinshengnver!”shijianfangfojingzhile。wolengzaineili,

yiweizijichuxianlehuanjue。“nishuoshenme?”wodeshengyinsiyadebuxiangziji。wangjuanguizaidishang,

qibuchengsheng:“haijidenidangnianchuchasangeyuema?neishihouwofaxianzijihuaiyunle,

danhaizi...haizibushinide。shichenmingde...jiuneimeyici...wobenlaixiangdadiao,

danyishengshuowodetizhiliuchankenengyoushengmingweixian...”chenmingshiwozuihaodepengyou,sanshinianqianyinchehuoqushi。

wodedanaoyipiankongbai,wufachulizheigexinxi。“houlaichenmingchushiqian,tazhidaozijikuaibuxingle,

qiuwoyidingyaoliuxiazheigehaizi...womeibanfa...laoli,

wozhendeduibuqini...”wangjuankudejihuyunjue。wokanxiangliting,tamudengkoudaidizhanzaineili,

shoujidiaozaidishangpingmusuiliedouhunranbuzhi。

deshoushuo“zhaoguhaowangjuan”;weishenmezheixienianwangjuanzongshiguodubuchangbandiduiwohao...yiqiedouyouledaan。

fennu、beipan、tongkushunjianyanmeilewo。wopinmingzhengzhazhexiangzuoqilai,queyinweitaixuruoershuaihuichuangshang。

yihurenyuanjimangshangqiananzhuwo。“weishenme?!”wosihouzhe,yanleibushoukongzhidiyongchu,

“weishenmexianzaicaigaosuwo?!

”“wopashiquni...panilikaiwomen...”wangjuanguizaidishangbugantaitou。wokanxiangliting,

taliansecanbai,yibubuhoutui,fangfowoshigemoshengren。shia,xianzaitayanli,wodequechenglemoshengren。

“tuijinshoushushiba。”zhuzhiyishenglengjingdifenfu。jiuzaibingchuangyaobeituizoushi,

wokanzheliting——neigewofuchuquanbuxinxueyangyudenvhai,neigerangwojiaoaoyouxinsuidenver,

neigeqishiliuzhebierenxueyedehaizi。sanshiniandediandiandidiyongshangxintou:tadiyicijiaobaba,

zhe;tagaokaoshiwozaikaochangwaishaileyizhengtian;tajiehunshiwokudexianggehaizi...xueyuanzhendeneimezhongyaoma?

sanshiniandefunvzhiqing,nandaojiuyinweiyizhidnaerxiaoshima?“dengdeng。”woyongjinquanshenliqitaishou。

suoyourendoutingxialaikanzhewo。woxianglitingshenchushou,shengyinzhandouqueqingxi:“tingting...guolai。

”tayouyuzhe,manmanzoujin。wowozhutabingliangdeshou,leishuimohuleshixian。

“ba...”tadiyicikudezheimeshangxin,xiangxiaoshihouneiyang。woqingqingcaqutadeyanlei,

jiuxiangtaxiaoshihouwozuodeneiyang。“xueyuanbuzhongyao...”wochuanzheqi,meigezidoufeiliquejianding,

nian...nijiaolewosanshinianbaba...nijiushiwonver...yongyuandoushi...”litingpujinwohuaili,

haotaodaku:“ba!duibuqi!duibuqi!wobuzhidao...wozhendebuzhidao...”wofumotadetoufa,

hengqitaxiaoshihouzuiaitingdeneishouyaolanqu。wangjuanyepaguolai,womenyijiasankoubaozaiyiqi,kuchengyituan。

“shijiandaole。”hushiqingshengtixing。litingjinjinzhuazhewodeshoubufang:“ba!niyidingyaohuilai!

wohaiyouhaoduohuayaogennishuo!haoduoshiyaoweinizuo!”woweixiaozhediantou,beihuanhuantuixiangshoushushi。

menhuanhuanguanbideshunjian,wokandaonverleiliumanmiandelian,turanjuede,yiqiedoubuzhongyaole。ai,

conglaibuzhishixueyuanneimejiandan。——————shoushushidedengguangciyandehen,womizheyanjing,

ganshouzhemazuijihuanhuanliuruxueguan。sixupiaodehenyuan,huidaolesanshinianqiandeneigeyutian。neitianwoxiabanhuijia,

kanjianwangjuanzuozaichuangqianku。tashuochenmingqushile,chehuo,meijiuhuilai。wohaianweita,

shuoyihouwohuititazhaogutadejiaren。xianzaixianglai,zhenshifengci。wangjuanneishiqingxudiluolehaojigeyue,

woyiweishibeishangguodu,haiteyiqinglejiapeitaqusanxin。houlaitashuohuaiyunle,wogaoxingdeyiyemeishui,

genbenmeisuanshijianduibudui。chenjinzaijijiangweirenfudexiyuezhong,nahuixiangdaozheixie?litingchushenghou,

wocengyouguoyishunjiandehuaiyi——haizizenmeyidianyebuxiangwo?danwangjuanshuoxinshengerdouzheiyang,zhangkaijiuhaole。

houlailinjutongshidoushuo“nverxiangba”,woyejiuyuekanyuejuedexiangle。xianzaihuixiang,neixieyuyanyouzhidepengyou,

neixieyiweishenzhangdeyanshen,yuanlaiquanshijiedouzhidao,zhiyouwozheigeshazibeimengzaigulisanshinian。

mazuikaishiqizuoyongle,wodeshentijianjianshiquzhijue,dandanaoqueyichangqingxing。woxiangqilitingwusuineinian,

turanfagaoshaozhuyuan。yishengshuokenengshinaomoyan,qingkuangweixian。wozaiyiyuanshoulesantiansanye,

zuihoupazaibingchuangbianhunshuiguoqu。xinglaishifaxianxiaolitingzhengyongtadexiaoshoumowodehuzicha,

naishengnaiqidishuo:“bababianchengciweile。”neishitajuedewozharen,quehaishibaozhewodelianbufangshou。

shisuineinian,taxueqizixingche,shuaidexigaiquanshixue。woyibianjitaxiaoduyibianchuiqi:“babazai,

butengbuteng。”tayanleiwangwangdiwenwo:“babahuiyongyuanzaiwoshenbianma?”wohaobuyouyudidiantou:“yongyuan。

”shiwusui,chulianshibai,kudesixinliefei。wozuozaitachuangbian,dizhijin,

tingtakusuneigebuzhihaodaidechouxiaoziyouduoxia。zuihouwoshuo:“meiguanxi,

babajuedenishiquanshijiezuihaodenvhai。”tapotiweixiao:“yinweinishibabaya。”ershiwusui,hunlishang,

wowanzhetazouguohongtan,bashoujiaojilingyigenanren。siyiwen:“xinniangyoushenmexiangduibabashuodema?

”tazhuanshenbaozhuwo,zaiwoerbianqingshengshuo:“baba,xiexienijiwodeyiqie。xiabeiziwohaizuoninver。

”neijuhuarangwokudebitahailihai。sanshiniandediandiandidi,meiyigeyongbao,meiyicianwei,

meiyiju“baba”,doushizhenshicunzaiguode。nandaozheixieganqing,jinjinyinweimeiyouxueyuanguanxi,

jiubiandeyiwenbuzhima?mazuiyishengditouwenwo:“lilaoxiansheng,ganjuezenmeyang?”“xiangqilehenduoshi。

”woqingshengshuo。taxiaolexiao:“shoushuyaokaishile,ninfangxin,womenyidingjinli。”wodiandiantou,bishangyanjing。

shide,woxiangmingbaile。litingshibushiwoqinshengde,zhongyaoma?wokanzhetacongbazhangdadeyingerzhangchengyaotiaoshaonv,

kanzhetachengjialiye,zheifenganqingzaoyichaoyuelexueyuan。shoushudengliangqideneiyike,

woqidaozhe:zaijiwoyidianshijianba,rangwonenggouqinkougaosuta,woyidiandoubuzaihuneixieguoqule,

wozhiyaowodenver。——————“ba?nixinglema?”zheishiwohuifuyishihoutingdaodediyijuhua。

shengyinshaya,daizhekuqiang,danworendechulai——shiliting。wofeilidizhengkaiyan,

bingfanglirouhededengguangrangwoshaoweishiyingleyixia。litingdelianzhujianqingxi,yanjinghongzhong,danxiemanledanyou。