第四章 朵朵的日记

kanzheduoduojianjianyuanqudebeiying,wodelinghundouhaoxiangbeichouzoule,gezhongqingxujiujiezaixinjian,wolianjiaozhutadeyongqidoudiushile,zhenggerensihuhaichuzaihunhundundundangzhong,shenzhidoumeiwanquannongqingchu,ganggangdaodifashengleshenmeshi,zhidaoduoduochedidexiaoshizaiwodeyanqian,wocaimengranfajue,zijidexin,haotonghaotong。

cishi,linshuyehuanhuanzoudaowoleshenpang,kanzhekongkongruyedemenwai,zhongzhongdetanlekouqi。huoxushicongxiaoduoduoduiwoderumataiduo,linshudouyijingxiyiweichangle,suoyiduiyuganggangduoduoduiwodetaidu,linshuyemeiyouwenwoshenme。

erwo,jishihenxiangzhidaotashizenmefaxianduoduodeshide,danwoyebuganduowen,wozhishidingzheduoduoxiaoshidedifang,anranshenshang。woxiang,yaoshizaijiandaoduoduo,woyidinggentajieshi,keshi,duoduozhendezaiyemeiyouhuilaile,taliujiwomendezhiyouneijueqiangshangxindebeiying,tajiuzheiyang,zouchulewomendeshijie。

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zheigejia,shiquleduoduo,huranjianjiubiandediaolingleyiban,linshufangfoyixiazicanglaolexuduo,dangchudepolixiaoshidaijin,suirantaduiwoyijiuhenhao,danmingxiandexinbuzaiyan。

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wohenxianggentajieshi,wohenxianggentadaoqian,neitian,yaoshiwoduoyidianyongqi,quzuzhilinshuduitadeouda,yaoshiwoduoyidianguoduan,lijihetashuoqingchu,bushiwogaodemi。huoxu,duoduojiubuhuineimejuewang,huoxu,tajiubuhuizhendebuzaihuilai。

keshi,shiguangmeifadaoliu,shijianyemeiyouhouhuiyaokeyichi,gengzaiwoxinlidezhiyoukuijiuyuzize,kandaobawoyangdaduiworuqinerzibandelinshuyitianbiyitianqiaocui,wozhendehennanshou,kewozhongguibushitaqinshengerzi,wotianbubuletaneixinlidequeshi。

wodeshenghuo,yuelaiyuezaogao,wodechengji,yiluoqianzhang,henduoshihou,wodouzhishidingzheduoduosongwodeneizhigangbi,duzifadai,wodenaohaili,huizhibuqude,zongshiduoduodeyinrongxiaomao,suirantaqifulewoneimeduonian,suirantapannibadao,danwozhendezhendehenxiangzaijiandaota,woduomexiwang,zheigejiakeyihuifudaocongqian,linshuhaishineigelinshu,duoduohaishineigeduoduo。

keyiqie,yiranhuibudaocongqian。

shijian,jiuzheiyangzaiwujindechenmenzhongqiaoranliushi,gaokaodeqianyitian,linshuchumenle,woyigerendaizaijia。

kanzheqiangshanglinshuheduoduodezhaopian,wozaiyicidexianrulechensi,buzhibujuejian,wodejiaobunuokaile,nuojinleduoduodefangjian。

zheihaishiwodiyicijinduoduofangjian,tayoujiepi,fangjianfeichangdezhengjieheganjing,shenmedouzhenglidejingjingyoutiao,dawoyijinzheigejiamenkaishi,duoduojiuminglingjinzhiwojintadefang,zheili,jiufangfoshiwodejindi。

jintian,laidaozheipianjindi,wodexinyuefadebiemen,woshizaixiangbutong,zheigeaiganjingdenvhai,zenmehuiganshangneiyangdegongzuo,zenmehuizoudaorucidibu。

wozailimianqingqingdehuangzhedangzhe,ganshouzheduoduodeguowang,bujingyijian,shujushangyibenfenhongsedelaojiurijibenyingrulewodeyanlian,worenbuzhudejiunaxialeta,manmandefanlekailai。

womeiyoutoukuibierenyinsideguaipi,danwoquehenxianglejieduoduodeguoqu,xiangzhidaotadaodiyoushenme“kuzhong”!

fandaodiyiye,wolikejiubeiduoduoduanzhengxiulidezijisuoganranle,congshangmianxiederiqilaikan,shiduoduoqisuiduxiaoxueyinianjideshihou。

yinianji,wocaikaishixuehuixiezi,meixiangdaoduoduoyijingzhidaoxierijile,buguo,tabushimeitiandouxie,jiushiyougaoxingdeshifashengshi,tacaijiluxialai,meipiandoushiduanduandeyiliangjuhua,biru“jintianbabajiwomailexinyifu,woaisitale!”,“jintianbabadaiwoqudongwuyuanwanle,haokaixina!”,“wodeshuxuekaole100fen,bababiaoyanglewo!”

yiyeyedefanguoqu,tademeipianriji,jihudoudaiyoubabadeziyan。tongguotayinianduodelingsuirijipianduan,woyezhidaole,duoduodemamazaitahenxiaodeshihou,jiugenrenpaole,shitababayibashiyibaniaobatayangdade。

shenzaidanqinjiatingli,duoduoduifuqindeyilaibiyibandexiaohaiyaoshenyidian,erlinshu,yeshidangzhiwukuidehaofuqin,weileduoduo,fangqilehenduo,pahoumaduiduoduobuhao,doumeizaihun。

duoduo,cengjingyeshigehendongshideguaiguainver,congxiao,tajiutingtabadehua,xuexirenzhen,chengjizongminglieqianmao,yinweitaxiaoxiaodeneixinshifenqingchu,zhiyouchengjihaole,tababacaihuigaoxing,takandaobabagaoxing,zijijiugaoxing,tachenjinzaineiwujindefuaizhongguozhemanzudeshenghuo,kexi,zheiyiqie,douyinwodechuxian,erhuile。

fandaoduoduobasuixiederijishi,yipianxingmuderijimengranchudonglewodexinxian。

rijideneirongshi:“jintianbabagenwoshuo,yaoqujiegedidihuijia,wojianjuebutongyi,kebabaquehechilewo,zheishibabadiyicixiongwo。xiawu,babadaihuilaileyigemanlianbadenanhaizi,woyikanjiubuxihuan,kebabaqueduitahenhao,wotaoyanta!”

haimeijiandaowo,duoduojiutaoyanwo,jiandaowozhihou,duoduogengtaoyanwole。daoxianzaiwocaimingbai,tataoyanwo,bushibiedeyuanyin,shitabuxianggenbierenfenxiangfuai,gengdanxintababayihouhushileta。

wojinjindedingzhezheiyiduanwenzi,neixingankaiwanqian。xujiuguohou,wocaijixuwanghoufan,houmiandejipianriji,jibenshangdoushishuo,wozheigechoubaguairuhedeaiyan,tabashizenmeyangdezhongshiwo,youshizenmeyangdehulveleta。taweileyinqitababadezhongshi,douteyizuoleyixiepogedeshi,danyijiudebudaoguanzhu,zhidedaolepiping,tayuefadehenwo。

er,dangwojixufanyue,fandaohoumian,faxianqizhongdeyipianrijitebiedexingmu,neiyiyedezhi,haoxiangbeishuijinshiguo,neishangmiandeziji,feichangdeliaocao:“jintianbabadawole,weilehuzheneigechoubaguai,babajingrandongshoudawo,zheishitadiyicidawo,wohenneigechoubaguai,wohenbaba!”

yiqiandemeipianriji,duoduodezijidouhengongzheng,zhidaowochuxianyihou,tadezikaishibiandeyouxieniuqu,daozheiyipian,tadezidouwanquandewaiqule,er,neiyezhiyebushibeishuijinshile,neikendingshiduoduodeyanlei,dangshideta,shiyouduomedeshangxin,duomedejuewang?

wobuzhidaoweishenmelinshuhuiduiwoneimehao,danwonengshenqiedetihui,yigexiaonvhaibeiduozoufuaidebeishang。

duoduohewoyiyang,zaojiumeilemama,zhinengquanshenxindeyilaibaba,dangbababuzaineimeaizijideshihou,neizhongxinqing,youduotongku。

woshenshendexileyikouqi,jixufanyue,caifaxian,meile,rijibenhoumian,quanshikongbai,yuanlai,neishiduoduodezuihouyipianriji,congneiyihou,tazaimeixierijile,zaiyemeiyou。zheixia,wojiuzhedexin,gengjiadenanshoule,zizeyukuijiujiabeideyongjinlexintou。

woyizhiyiwei,duoduotianshengjiushidiaomande,tadexinggeconglaidoushipannide。yuanlai,yiqiandeta,guaiqiaokeai,aiganjingaizhengjieaixuexi,shenghuozuoxiguilv,manxindexingfu。

doushiyinweiwodechuangru,caihuiletadexingfu,cairangtabiandeyuelaiyuepanni,shiwo,doushiwohaileta。

suiran,tazuoneizhonggongzuodekuzhonghuoxubushiwo,danruguomeiyouwo,tabukenengbianchengxianzaizheiyang,bukenengziganduoluo,bukenenglijiachuzoudaojintiandoubuhuilai。

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