第3章:玩物的自觉

nansangkandaolechuangshangdexianhong,bujiezhouqilemeitou。

tahexiaoyilaizaojiushifuqile,erqietadelijiayizhihenzhun,suansuanshijian,xianzaiyebuyinggailai。

nansangbuzhidaozheidaodizenmehuishi,haimeiyouxiangqingchu,erbianjiuchuanlaixiaoyilaichaofengdeshengyin。

“he,nimennanjialuopole,nijiuxiangzheyongzheiyangdefangfaquzhuanqian。”

nansangyaotou,“womeiyou,wo……”

budengnansangbahuashuowan,nanrenshenshouyibazhuazhuletadexiaba。

“jirannizheimexiangyaozhaojinzhu,neijiubanimaijiwoba,fanzhengbiqineixieyoulaoyouchouhaiyouweidaodelaotou,woyesuanshihuitoukele。”

nansangbiekaitou,xiaoyilaidehuataishangren,liantazuihoudezunyandouyaoshouzou。

kanzhenansangbuhuida,nanrenyoudao:“zhiyaonidayingwo,banizijimaijiwo,wojiubanifuqindefanzuizhengjudouhaijini。”

nansangyanshenshanleshan,zhongyuyouleyidianfanying,takanzhexiaoyilaishitanwenleyiju:“duozhangshijian?”

taxiangyaozhidaoyigeqixian,zheiyanghaiyouyixiepantou。

xiaoyilaiqingqingchelechezuijiao:“yinian。kenengyeyongbuleyinian,wojiuwannile。”

daoshihoujiuxiangrengyikuaipobuyiyang,batarengdiao。

nansangyaozhechun,huanhuandiandiantou,zuilijichuyigezi:“hao。”

tameiyouzaijieshishenme,yiniandeshijian,jiusuanshidiyu,tayeyaojianchixiaqu。

zhiyoujianchixiaqu,cainengjiufuqin。

xiaoyilaiyibashuaikainansangdexiaba,tazhanzaichuangbian,yifugaogaozaishangshenglizhedezitai。

“yijuliyouyifu,chuanhaoyifuzaichulai。jiusuanshijianbudeguangdeqingren,yedaibiaowodelianmian。”

nanrenshuowanxianchuqule,nansangdakaileyiju,kandaolimianyouyitaonvrendeyifu,zhengshitadechima。

tayouxiehuanghu,nandaoxiaoyilaizaojiuxiangdaoleliangrenhuifashengguanxi,tahuisihuaitadeyifu,suoyimailexindezaizheilifangzhe?

chuanhaoyifuchuquzhihou,nansangzheicaizhidao,zheiyifugenbenbushiweitazhunbeide。

xiaoyilaicikezhengzhanzailuodichuangqianmian,tademianqian,zhanzheyigenvren,shinansangrenshideren。nvrenzhengzaibangxiaoyilaizhenglilingdai,liangrendishengshuozheshenme,xiaoyilaimeiyanjiandoushiwenrou。

neiyifenwenrouhenciyan,cengjingtayeshizheiyangkanzhenansang。

keshixianzai,queshiduizhelingyigenvren。

tingdaokaimendeshengyin,nvrenzhuantoukanleguolai。dengkanqingzouchulaiderenshinansang,tayandishanguoyisijingcha。

“nan,nansangjiejie?”qiujinxinkaikouhuandao。

nansangzoujin,shixiantingliuzaiqiujinxinhaifangzaixiaoyilaixiongkoudeshoushang。xiaoyilaideshou,qingqingfuzheqiujinxinde,liangrenshoushangdeduijie,gewaiciyan。

nansanggangganghexiaoyilaizuodeshihou,jiufaxianletashoushangdejiezhi。

tajideliangrenjiehunshi,maileyiduihuangjindezuanjie,houlaitalikaideshihou,bazijidejiezhihaijilexiaoyilai。xiangzhetashizaimeiqiandeshihou,hainengbajiezhimaidiaoyingyingji。

xiaoyilaixianzaidaizhedeyeshijinjiezhi,danmingxianbushiyiqianneiyimei。tamendangshihenqiong,zhinengmaikezhongzuishaodehuangjin,erxianzaizheiyimeihenda。

nansangzhiqianhaizaixiang,zheixinjiezhideyoulai,xianzaisuanshimingbaile。

“guorannimenzaiyiqile。”nansangjichuyigexiaorong:“gongxia。”

qiujinxinshixiaoyilaidaoshidenver,wunianqianjiuyizhixihuanta。

dangnianxiaoyilaishoulenanjiadeyibaiwan,henansangfenshou,nansangbuxiangxinxiaoyilaizhendeshizheiyangderen,paoquzhaota。

xiaoyilaishuozijifagaoshaokuaiyaosile,keshinansangdaolechuzuwu,zhikandaotaheqiujinxinjinjinbaozaiyiqi,shenbianhaiyouyigezhuangmanlechaopiaodedaizi。

neishitamenwunianqiandezuihouyicijianmian,neiyitiannansanghennanguo,hexiaoyilaizhengchao,yeshizaineishihou,taduqishuozijiaishanglebiedenanren。

neizhihou,nansangshangxinyujuechuguole。

xianzaikanlai,guoranqiujinxindaitileta,liuzaixiaoyilaideshenbian。

“jinxinduiwoyouqingyouyi,woziranbunenggufuta。”xiaoyilailaqiqiujinxindeshou,zaichunbianqingwenyixia:“wozheigeren,yixiangenyuanfenming。”

nansangkuxiaoyixia,yanshenkongdong,taduizhexiaoyilaitixingyiju:“xiaozong,jidenidayingwode。”

nansangshuowanjiuzoule,jiusuanshibuxiangchengren,taxianzaixinliqueshitainanshoule,taganjuezijikuaiyaozhixile。

xiaoyilaiaxiaoyilai,nibushiyijingyouqiujinxinlema?xianzaiyoulaiweixieta,haihetazuozuiqinmideshiqing,youshiweishenme?

nansangyanshenmangrankanzhediantimen,zhouweirenshuohuadeshengyin,xiyinletadezhuyi。

“xiaozongdeweihunqihaopiaolianga,erqierenyehenhao。jushuowunianqianxiaozongdabingyichangchayidianersile,jiushitayizhipeizaixiaozongshenbianzhaogu……”

nansangshenxikouqi,tabuzhidaoxiaoyilaiwunianqianbingdezheimezhong,mingmingneishihoutahaiyouliqiheqiujinxinbaozaiyiqi。

“keshizheixiaozongweihunqishenmedouhao,jiushishentichaledian,ruobujinfengde。”lingyigerenbuleyiju。

qianmianshuohuadezheigeren,haoxiangzhidaoshenmeneimu,yadishengyindao:“nishibuzhidao,xiaozongdeweihunqiyiqianshentibuchade,shiyinweiwunianqianjixiaozongjuan……”

houmiandezheixiehuanansangmeiyoutingqing,zheixierenliaolaobandebagua,zongshibijiaozheyan。

nansangturanyouxiemingbaile,weishenmexiaoyilaihuiweixietaliuzaishenbian,yuanlaishidanxinqiujinxindeshentichibuxiao,batadangchenglejiejuexuqiudegongju。

yidiyanleicongyanjiaohualuo,nansangganjueyikexinhaoxiangbeishenmejiuzhuyiyang,tengdenanshou。

tazuogongjiaochehuilenanjia,meixiangdaoxiaoyilaidecheyijingzaimenkoudengzhele。

“nanxiaojie,xiaozongshuole,rangnishoushiyixia,bandaotaneibianquzhu。”xiaoyilaizhuligongshigongbankaikoudao。

nansangyaoyaotou:“xiaozongyinggaibuhuixiangwoguoqude,wohaishijiuzhuzaizheiliba。”

tayijingyouleqiujinxin,zijizhuguoquqibushijitamendailaibubianma?

shuowan,nansanghuilebieshu。

tameiyouxiangdao,banye,nanrenjingranzhijiezhaolaile……

nansangshuidebingbuhao,mimihuhuzhong,ganjueyourenzaifumota。

tatuikailejici,duifanghaibufangqi。

“biechaowo,woyaoshuijue。”nansanghanhubuqingshuoleyiju。

erbianchuanlainanrendechixiaosheng。

nansangfaxianzheibushimeng,mengdizhengdayanjing。

“xiao,xiaoyilai,nizenmejinlaide?”

nanrenqinghengyisheng:“zheilixianzaishiwode,woxianglaijiulai。”

nansangjianjianzhaohuilesixu,shia,zheiliyijingbushitadejiale,tahefumuyezhishizanzhueryi。

“neinixianzaiguolaixiangzuoshenme?”nansangyouwen,zongganjuexiaoyilaizheiyanghenqiguai。

nanrenlenglengkaikou:“nihaoxianghaibutaidongshenweiwanwudezijue,suoyiwoqinzilaitixingniyixia。”

南桑:“……”