第三章 冷漠与温暖

zaigongsili,liqingzhujianshiyinglegongzuodejiezouhehuanjing,dantafaxianyouyiweitongshiyuqitarenbutong,neijiushigongsidefuzongcaixule。xuleshiyigegaodaershenmidenanren,tazongshilengmoershuyuan,jihucongbuheqitayuangongjiaoliu,rangrenganjuenanyijiejin。

liqingcengjingchangshiguoyuxulejiaoliu,danmeicidoubeilengbingbingdetaidusuodaji,rangtagandaowubijusangheshiwang。tabuzhidaozijizuocuoleshenme,weishenmexuleduitarucilengmo,rangtagandaoshifenkunhuo。

“liqing,nibuyaotaizaiyixuledetaidu。”zhangyakandaoliqingdejusangbiaoqing,zoudaotashenbianqingshenganweidao,“tashigexingbijiaoneixiangderen,kenengzhishibutaishanzhangbiaodazijieryi。”

liqingdianlediantou,suiranxinlihaishiyouxiebujiehebuman,dantayezhidaozhangyashuodeyeyoudaoli。huoxuxulezhishiyigexinggebijiaogupideren,tabuyinggaitaizaiyitadetaidu,ershiyaojixuzhuanzhuyuzijidegongzuo,zuohaozijideshiqing。

raner,xuledelengmotaidubingmeiyouyinciergaibian,taduiliqingyiranbaochizheshuyuanhelengmodetaidu。liqinggandaohenshiwunai,tabumingbaizijidaodizuocuoleshenme,weishenmexuleduitarucilengdan。

“liqing,niyaoxiangxinziji,buyaobeixuledetaidusuoyingxiang。”wangjinglikandaoliqingdekunrao,guanxindiduitashuodao,“zhiyaoninuligongzuo,zhanxianchuzijidejiazhi,zongyouyitianhuiyingdetaderenkehezunzhongde。”

liqingtinglewangjinglidehua,xinzhongjianjianyouleyisixinxinhejianding。tajuedingbuzaiguoduozaiyixuledetaidu,ershizhuanzhuyuzuohaozijidegongzuo,zhanxianchuzijidejiazhihenengli。

shijianmanmanliushi,liqingnuligongzuo,buduantishengzijidenenglihejineng。suiranxuleduitayiranbaochizhelengmodetaidu,dantabuzaibeitasuoyingxiang,ershijiandingdizouzijidelu,zuozijirenweiduideshiqing。

zaizheigeguochengzhong,liqingyudaolehenduokunnanhetiaozhan,dantadounenggoujianchixialai,buduantupozijidejuxian,buduanchengzhanghejinbu。taxiangxin,zhiyaozijinulifendou,zongyouyitianhuihuodezijixiangyaodejieguo。

yucitongshi,xuleyezaimanmangaibianzhezijidetaidu。zaiyuliqingdejiechuzhong,tazhujianfaxianleliqingdenulihezhizhe,yijitaduigongzuodereqinghezhuanzhu。takaishiduiliqingyouleyisizunzhonghexinshang,jinguantabingmeiyoubiaoxianchulai,danneixinliduiliqingdetaiduyijingyouleyixiegaibian。

lengmoyuwennuan,zaizheigefanhuadedoushili,tamenjiaozhizaiyiqi,gouchenglerenmenshenghuozhongdeyidaofengjingxian。liqingzaizheigeguochengzhongjinglilexuduotiaozhanhemolian,dantashizhongjianchizhezijidexinnian,buduanqianxing。erxuleyezaimanmangaibianzhezijidetaidu,xuehuilexinshanghezunzhongtaren,yijizhenxiyutarendejiaoliuhegoutong。

zaizheigechongmanlengmoyuwennuandeshijieli,liqinghexuledegushihaizaijixu,tamenjianghuijingligengduodetiaozhanhekaoyan,dantamenxiangxin,zhiyaobicixianghulijiehezhichi,gongtongnuli,yidingnenggouchuangzaoshuyutamenzijidemeihaoweilai。

suizheshijiandetuiyi,liqinghexulezhijiandeguanxizhujianfashenglebianhua。suiranxuleyiranbaochizhetadelengmoheshuyuan,dantaduiliqingdetaidujianjianruanhua,kaishigengduodiguanzhuhezunzhongta。

yitian,liqingzaichuliwenjianshiyudaoleyigejishoudewenti,takusimingxianglexujiurengranwufajiejue。tabuzhidaogaixiangsheiqiuzhu,xinlijiaojieryouwuzhu。

jiuzaizheishi,xuleturanchuxianzaitamianqian。tamianwubiaoqingdixunwenleliqingyudaodewenti,ranhouchensilepianke,tichuleyigejiejuefangan。

liqingjingyadikanzheta,xinzhongyongqiyiguganjizhiqing。tameiyouxiangdaoxulehuizhudongbangzhuta,gengmeixiangdaotajingrannenggoutichurucijingzhundejiejuefangan。

“xiexieni,xulexiansheng。”liqingganjidishuodao,“wobuzhidaogaizenmeganxieni。”

xuledandandikanletayiyan,meiyoushuohua,zhishiweiweiyixiao。tadeyanshenzhongtouluzheyisiwennuanheguanhuai,rangliqinggandaoyizhenguwuhegandong。

congneiyihou,xuleduiliqingdetaidufashenglehendadegaibian。tabuzailengmoheshuyuan,ershikaishigengduodiguanzhuhezunzhongta。tahuishibushidiguanxintadegongzuoheshenghuo,bangzhutajiejueyudaodekunnanhewenti,rangtaganshoudaoletadewennuanheguanhuai。

liqingxinliduixuledetaiduchongmanleganjihejingyi。tacongtadeshenshangxuedaolehenduo,bujinshigongzuoshangdejinenghejingyan,gengshirenshengdetaiduhejiazhiguan。taxuehuileruhejianchizijidexinnian,ruhezunzhonghexinshangtaren,yijiruheyutarenhexiexiangchu。

zailengmoyuwennuanjiaozhideshijieli,liqinghexuledegushizhongyuyinglaileyigezhuanzhedian。tamenzhijiandeguanxibuzaizhishitongshi,ershipengyouhehuoban,bicizhijianchongmanlexinrenhelijie。

shixideriziyitiantianguoqu,liqinghexuleyiqijinglilexuduotiaozhanhekunnan,dantamendounenggouyongganmiandui,buduanchengzhanghejinbu。tamenxiangxin,zhiyaojianchinuli,gongtongnuli,yidingnenggouchuangzaochushuyutamenzijidemeihaoweilai。