第六章你永远是外人
shiguangrenran，jibianshiguoqulezheimeduonian，dangtazaiduyutaxiangyuzhishi，rengjiuzhiganjiangzijideshixiannuokai。
“nizuihaokanqingchuzijideshenfen。”qinglengdenanshengzaitaerpandiyu，“zheigejiali，meiyounideweizhi。nizhisuoyinengjinlai，shiyinweiniyouyongchu，mingbaima？”
wenyan，guyuqingzhijuedezijidexintouyongshanglefuzadeqingxu。
mianduiyanqiandenanren，tahaoxiangshuoshenmedoushitulao。
xintoudekusejianjianmanyankailai，guyuqingnulichechuyigeweixiao，rangzijikanqilaibuneimeshihunluopo：“moxianshengbiedanxin。wodongdekanrenlianse，zhidaozijideweizhi。”
tingwenzheiyiju“moxiansheng”，mobeihengmeixinweicu。
buzhiweihe，zheigechenghujingranjiaotajuedeyouxienaonu。
“woxihuanshidatideren，nizuihaorunisuoshuodeneiban，zhidaozijishenchuhewei。”
mobeihenglenglengkaikou，yanshenfangfodaoziyiban，xiangshiyaocongguyuqingdeshenshangwanxiayikuairoulai。
qifenzaiyishunjianjiangdaolebingdian，guyuqingjuedefangfoyouyishuangwuxingdeshouzaiqiazhetadebozi，rangtajihuzhixi。
jiuzaitagangxiangkaikoujixushuodianshenmedeshihou，mobeihengquehuranzhuanshenliqu，liuxiaguyuqingzhanzaiyuandi，dailenglengdikanzhetadebeiying。
guyuqingshihunluopodizhanzhe，sixupiaodehenyuan。
“妈妈，妈妈！”
haizidaizhexieweiruannuodeshengyinchuanjinguyuqingdeerduoli，zheicairangtahuiguoshenlai。
guyuqingjiangmuguangshouhui，zheicaifaxianguxiaoyuyishoulazhemolaotai，yishouxingfendichongzheguyuqinghuishou。
“mama，wozheimechuanhaokanma？”
guxiaoyuxingfenbuyi，zaiguyuqingmianqianyoubengyoutiao。
cikedeguxiaoyufangfoyigexiaoshenshi，shangshenchuanzhebaisedechenshan，huisedemajia，haichuanleyumajiaxiangpeidexiku。zheiyangzhengshidexifu，rangguxiaoyukanqilaijiuxiangshigexiaoshaoyeyiban。
jibianshigezhexiejuli，yebunankanchu，zheishenyifudingshianzheguxiaoyudeshencaizuode，mianliaoheyangshidoushishanghaode。
kanzheyanqianhuopokeaidehaizi，guyuqingfangcaideshiluocikeyanxiaoyunsan。
“haokan，haokanjile！”guyuqingdemeiyanzhijianmanshixiaoyi，“buguo，woshuodekebuzhishizheishenyifu，womenxiaoyu，chuanshenmedouhaokan！”
molaotaiwenyan，hahayixiao：“haole，douzaizheilizhanzheganshenme。shaohaodecaidouyaoliangle，kuaizouba。”
“mama，womenzouba。”
guxiaoyunaishengnaiqidilaidaoleguyuqingdeshenbian。
yixingrenlaidaolecanting，guxiaoyuduanduanzhengzhengdizuozaileyizishang，guyuqingjiuzaitadeshenbianzuoxia。
buduoshi，mobeihenglaile。
tameiyouyouyu，zhijiezuozaileguxiaoyudeshenbian。
guxiaoyubeijiazaimobeihengheguyuqingzhongjian，huranjiandishengxiaoleqilai。
“baba，wohaogaoxinga。”
tazhuazhulemobeihengyixiudeyixiaojiao，laihuihuangdangzhe。
“zenmele？”mobeihengfangruanleshengyin，dishengxunwenzheguxiaoyu，yandimanshiduihaizideaixizhiqing。
“yinweiconglaidoumeiyouxiangxianzaizheiyang，womensangerenyiqichifanya。”
guxiaoyulianshangshidadadeweixiao。
mobeihengxintouweiweiyizhan。
zuoweiyigefuqin，taqueshishizhi。
rujinshiguangwufadaoliu，mobeihengzaixinzhongananfashi，rihouyaohaohaohehuguxiaoyu，rangtakuailekaixindezhangda。
“weilaiwomeitiandougennizaiyiqichifan，lagouweizheng。”
shuozhe，mobeihengshenchulexiaozhi。
qishimobeihengzheijuhuadeyisishi，meitiantadouhuipeierzichifan。erbushisangerenyiqichifan。
danshiguxiaoyuquemeiyouzhuyidaozheiyidian。
guxiaoyukaixinjile，shenchuxiaozhihemobeihenglagou，suihouhaishayoujieshideyongdamuzhigailegezhang。
“xiaoyu，changchangzheige。”
yikuaishaodeqiadaohaochudehongshaoroufangjinleguxiaoyudewanli，guxiaoyukaixindejiexia，manzudichileqilai。
jianguxiaoyuchidekaixin，mofurenhemolaotaierrenbiangengjiaqinkuaidijiguxiaoyu“weishi”。
“nainai，zheigedaiyu，woxihuanchi，mamayexihuanchi。wozheikuaijimama。”
guxiaoyudaoshijiling，duizhemolaotaikaikoudao。
zhikeximolaotaimanxinmanyandoushiguxiaoyu，duiyuguyuqingzheiyangderen，tayagenmeifangzaiyanli。
guyuqingkanzhewanzhongdedaiyu，wunaidiyaoleyaotou。
buguanzheiliderenzenmekanta，duitalaishuo，zuizhongyaode，shizhongzhiyouzijidebaobaobale。
chiwanlewanfan，xiaoyubianlazhemobeihengdeshou，zenmeyebukenfangkai。
“xiaoyu，hebabazaiyiqidaiyihuihaobuhao？”
molaotaiciaidikanzheguxiaoyu。
“haoya。”guxiaoyukaixindizhuaizhulemobeihengdeyixiu，“mamayelaiba，womenyiqiquwan。”
molaotaixiaozhemolemoguxiaoyudenaodai：“mamahaiyouxieshiqingyaohenainaiyiqizuoni，dengwomenmangwanle，jiujiaomamaquzhaoni，haobuhao？”
“hao。”guxiaoyudianlediantou，“nainaibuyaotaixinkule！”
ruciguaiqiaodongshideguxiaoyu，rangmolaotaidexinyoubianruanlejifen。
molaotailianshangguazhexiao，zhidaomobeihengdaizheguxiaoyuzouyuan，talianshangdexiaorongdunshixiaoshibujian，huanchengleyifuyanedebiaoqing。
“你跟我来。”
molaotailengbingbingdiduizheguyuqingshuodao。
guyuqingyouxiejujin，gensuimolaotaizoujinleshufang。
“够了吗？”
yizhangzhipiaochuxianzaiguyuqingdemianqian，taculvesaoleyiyanhoubiandeling，zhidaozheidingshiyidabiqian。
这是要买她的孩子？
guyuqingzuijiaogouqileyigechaofengdehudu。
yanjianguyuqingmeiyoujieguodeyisi，molaotailengxiaoyisheng：“gewaikaien，dengnizheiduanshijianjieshuzhihou，zairangnimeizhoujianhaiziyici，zongxingleba？”
“wosuiqiong，danbuzhiyuyaozheibiqian。”guyuqingnulipingfuzijidexinqing，“wozhishixiangyaohexiaoyuzaiyiqideshijianeryi。”
“jingjiubuchichifajiu。”molaotaijiangzhipiaosuishoudiuzailedishang，“suibianniba。woyelandehenifeihua。”
翌日清晨。
guyuqingtianbuliangbianqilai，zhunbeijiguxiaoyudezaofan。
hetashenghuolezheimezhangdeshijian，guxiaoyudezaofanyijingyangchenglexiguan，yidingyaoneijiyang。yezhiyouguyuqingzuode，caihetadekouwei。
“mama，wozenmejuedehaimeishuigouni。”
guyuqinghaizaichufangmangliuzhe，jiukanjianbaozheyigezhentou，shuiyanmenglongzhanzaichufangmenwaideguxiaoyu。
“xiaoyu，bukeyizaishuilee。nikuaiquhuanyifu，womendaihuiyaoqushangkele。”
guxiaoyuguaiqiaodiyingleyisheng，buduoshi，zuodaolecanzhuobianshang。
cike，molaotaihemofurenyeyijingzaicanzhuoqianle。
“xiaoyu，shuidexiangbuxiang？”
mofurenqiaojianguxiaoyu，xinlijiufangfokaileyiduohuayiban。
guxiaoyulianshangguazhecanlandexiaorong：“dangranla，wohaizuolehaoduomeimengni！”
shuohuajian，guyuqingjiangtuopanfangdaoleguxiaoyudemianqian，shitajingxinaozhulexujiudezaliangzhouheshuizhudan。
haimeilaidejiguxiaoyudongshaozi，molaotaibianzhongzhongpaileyixiazhuozi。
“guyuqing，nishibushixiangyaoesiwojiaxiaoyu！jiuchizheimeyidianmeiyingyangdedongxi，zenmegou！”