黑暗的房间。
shengmianmian**ditangzaihaohuadedachuangshang，shouxindoushihan，jinzhangdidengdaizheneigerendedaolai。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，menkouchuanlaidongjing，suihou，tazhijuedeyougegaodadeshenyingshanglechuang。
xiayimiao，nanrenweiliangdeshouzhifushangletadelian，ranhoumanmanwangxiahua。
“zhunbeihaole？”tadeshengyinbinglengdaorangrenzhixi。
“ng……shide……”shengmianmiandiantou，kazhesangziqingshenghuida。
keshi，shenzihaishizhibuzhuzhandou。
tabuganshuotaiduohua，yilaishijinzhang，erlaishitabunengbeinanrentingchutadeshengyin。
tashidaitishengqingrouguolaide。
mamashenglezhongbing，zhiliaoxuyaohuahenduoqian。
shengjiagaosuta，zhiyaobangshengqingroushengyigehaizi，mamadezhiliaofeitamenhuifuze。
shengqingroudaguojicitai，yishengshuotayijinghennanshouyun。
fouze，tamenyebukenengrangzijilaidaiti。
“那就开始。”
zheishi，erbianchuanlainanrenbinglianglengmodeshengyin。
shengmianmianyinweikongju，shenzirenbuzhudizhandouqilai。
nanrensishichajuedaotadejinzhang，meitouweicu。
tazhidaozheigenvrenshishengjiadedaxiaojieshengqingrou，yeshizhudongbaomingjitashenghaizidenvren。
jiranzhudongyaozuozijideshengyugongju，youhebiyifuhaipajinzhangdeyangzi？
huoyuhanlengzhelian，zhijiekaishi。
“痛……”
盛眠眠脸色一白。
ruguobushirengongshouyunshibai，zijiyebuyongzoudaozheiyibu。
“忍着点！”
talengchileyisheng，haowulianxi。
……
九个月后。
yichusirenyiyuan，shengjiayijingmaitonglezheilideyisheng。
ziconghuaiyun，tajiubeiyizhiguanzaishengjia。
meiyueqimingshiyangtai，qishishibuxutachuquluanpao，yifangbeihuojiafaxian。
手术室。
buzhidaojinglilejigexiaoshi，shengmianmianyijingganjuetongdehunshendoubushizijidele。
zhongyu，tatingdaolehaizidekutisheng。
“是男孩儿。”
mimihuhuzhong，tatingdaoleyishengdeshengyin，suihoujiuyunleguoqu。
dengtaxinglaideshihou，shizaiyigehaohuadebingfangli，tabuguyishenghehushidezulan，dadeqianwangmamazhiqianzhuyuandeyiyuan。
mamayuanlaidebingchuang，shiyigemoshengdelaotaitangzhe，shengmianmianzhejidezhaodaomamadezhuzhiyisheng。
“zheijigeyuenidouqunale？yinweimeirenjiaofei，womenyebugandongshoushu，nimamasangeyueqianjiuyijingqushile。”
什么？
妈妈没有得到治疗？
已经……去世了？
shengmianmianzhijuedeyanqianyihei，hundaozaidishang。
……
三年后，北城机场。
chulejichangdating，yanqianshixiaguodelantianbaiyun，shengmianmianjuedeyouxiehuangrugeshi，tameixiangdaozijihainengtazuzheikuaidifang。
dangniantahundaozhihou，dengtaxinglai，yijingzaiquwangmiguodefeijishangle，erqieshenwufenwen，jiulianyijianxinglidoumeiyou。
shengjiashixiangnongsimamazhihou，zainongsita。
danshi，shengmianmianzaiyiguotaxiangjianqiangdehuolexialai，buguanguodeduoku，tadouyaoyajianchi，zhiweileyouchaoyirikeyihuilai——baochou。
“mami，baobaobaobao。”
chensideshihou，shenbianturanchuanlailexiaohaizideshengyin。
shengmianmianzhuantouyikan，yigekeaidexiaonanhaierjiuzhanzaitadepangbian，xiangtazhangkaishou。
yanshenconglinglibianderouruan，taxiangqilezijidehaizi。
dangchu，tayeshengguoyigexiaonanhaier，ruguotanengjiankangchengzhangdehua，yechabuduozheimedale。
shengmianmiandunxiashenzi，molemoxiaonanhaierdeliandan，roushengwendao：“baobao，nidediedihemamini？zenmeyigerenzaizheili？”
“mami，woxiangmamibaobaoyanyan。”xiaonanhaierduozhejiao，duzhezui，yifubukaixindeyangzi。
“wobushinidemamiya！danshi，wokeyibaobaoni。”shengmianmianzhangkaishuangbei，yibajiangxiaonanhaierbaoleqilai。
xiaonanhaierkaixindeliekaizuixiaoleqilai：“mamibaowole！mamibaowole！”
kanzhexiaonanhaierkaixindeyangzi，shengmianmianyebuyouzizhudexiaoleqilai。
“biedong！ganjinfangxiaxiaoshaoye！”jiuzaizheishi，yiqunheiyirenjiangtatuantuanweizhu。
shengmianmianyouxienamen，haimeidengtafanyingguolai，huailidexiaonanhaieryijingbeirenqiangzou。
“nishishenmeren？xiangduixiaoshaoyezuoshenme？”lingtouderenyikanjiushibaobiaotoutou，yilianyansudiwendao。
“wo……wojiushibaobaotaeryi。”shengmianmianjuedeyouxiemomingqimiao，ganjinjieshidao。
“weiweiwei！nimenganshenmeni？”zheishihou，shengmianmiandejingjirenwangandiyishenfensexiuxianzhuang，niuzhetunzouleguolai，zhijietuileyibalingtoudenanren，jianruidijiaodao：“datingguangzhongzhixia，youmeiyouwangfala！”
“mianmian，tamenshibushixiangbangjiani？”wangandizhuanguoshen，huiwuzhelanhuazhi，duizheshengmianmianwendao。
shengmianmianhaimeikaikou，yidaolengliedeshengyinchuanlai：“zenmehuishi？”
zhijianjigeheiyirenqishuashuadixiangzheshengyindefangxiangjugong，xiaonanhaiergaoxingdehanzhe：“diedi！”
shengmianmiankanxiangzhengzoulaidenanren，tadeshengaotebiedetingba，zhishaoyouyimibawuyishang，shencaibilikeyishuoshiwanmei，youqishitademianrong，jiuliandingjidenanmingxingdoubibushangta。
zhendeshiyigejuemeidenanren！
keshi，tashensuideshuangmou，rangshengmianmianjuedehenshishuxi，sihuzainalijianguo。
“huozong！”lingtoubaobiaobaozhexiaonanhaierganjinshangqian，shuodao：“xiaoshaoyepaodiu，shihezheigenvrenyouguan。”
huoyuhankanxiangshengmianmian，tademeiyanzhijianheneigenvrenhenxiang，danshi，quejitayizhongshuobuchudeganjue。
“huaiqiangqiang，tashimami！”xiaobaobaodexiaoshouchuidazhebaobiao，zhizheshengmianmianhandao：“mami！mami！yanyanyaomamibaobao！”
“mianmian，zheishenmeqingkuanga？nierzi？”wangandinamendekanlekanhaizi，youkanlekanshengmianmian，yihuodewendao。
shengmianmianganjinyaoleyaotou，ganggangxiaobaobaohanneigehuozongjiao“diedi”，neitayinggaijiushixiaobaobaodebaba。
“neige……huozong，baoqian，wogangchujichangdating，haizituranshuorangwobaobaota，wojiubaolexia，meiyouqitaeyi。”shengmianmianjieshileyixia，suihouduizheshenbiandeandishuodao：“andige，zanmenzouba。”
“mami——”jianshengmianmianyaozou，xiaobaobaohaotaodakuleqilai。
shengmianmianturanganjuexinhaotong，haosijiuzaileyiqiside，tazhuanguoshen，faxianxiaobaobaokudeshangqibujiexiaqi。
gangxiangshangqiananwei，neibinglengdenanrenquexiankailekou：“baoqian，xiaojie。yinweinizhangdehehaizimuqinyoudianxiang，tahaixiao，kendingshirencuonile。”
“yuanlaishizheiyanga！”shengmianmiandebufadunzhu，buzaishangqian。