第五章不愿意吗
“nixiangrenerzi？nimozhezijideliangxin，yaoshidangchunizhidaowoyouhaizi，nihuifangguotama？yaobushihaizimingda，liunianqianjiusile。”
luxinliangdehuaduzailetadexiongkou，tadexintouhennanshou：“doushinizuodenie！”
tazuodenie？luxinliangqiliangyixiao，xiaodeyanleidouchulaile，tahaijuedeailinshitashima？
“qinye，wohenijieshiguole，womeiyouhaiguonidexinshangren。qishizheiliunianlaoyuwoyidianyebuweiqu，yinweiwoshizizuonie！”zizuoniedeaishangleyigeboqingzhiren。
tabinglengdeyuqi，juewangjile，taduiqinyezhendebuzaibaoyouxiwangle。yinweiqinyejitadedoushiemeng，juwuxiuzhideemeng！
qinyelaidaoleluxinliangdemianqian，yibazhuaiguoletadetoufa，luxinliangtongdemeitoucuqi。
tademuguangbinglengdekanzheta，jiuneiyangjingjingdekanzheta，xiangshikanzheyigemoshengyiyang。
“shibushijuedezijidelaoyuzhizaizheimeweiqu，suoyijiaohuaiwoerzi，xiangnizheibanlingyalichi！”
luxinliangtaitoujingjingdekanzheta，“niyouneimeduonvrenjinishenghaizi，wozhiyouta！”
qinyeshenxikouqi，suishoujiangluxinliangjituikai。
“nizhibuzhidaonidouzaishuoshenme！”
luxinliangchuaichuanleyikouqi，muguangzhenjingdekanzheta。
“wozhiyaoerzi，wohuidaizhetalikaizheili。henishengsibufuxiangjian！”
“bukeneng！”qinyechaoqipangbiandeyanhuigangzhijiewangluxinliangdenaodaizaqu。
luxinliangdeetouliuchuguguxianxue，luxinliangpazaidishangyouxieqibulai，tabushiqinyededuishou。keshitabunengjiangerziliuzaizheili！
她不能！
tanulidepadaotadejiaobian，shuangshoujinjindebaozhetadexiaotui，yanzhongmanshiqiqiu，“qinye，woqiuqiunibaerzihaijiwo，wocongweiqiuguonishenme。zheishiwodiyicikaikou，yeshizuihouyici！”
qinyeyouxiebunaifandejiangluxinliangjichuaikai，yanzhongmeiyouyisideqinggan，zhiyaoyixiangqitadeerziduitadetaidu。tadexinlijiuhenbushiziwei，sheiyoulaitiliangtani！
真是可笑！
“xiangyaoerzikeyi，jintianwanshangwoyouyigezhongyaodehezuo，nizuoyipangyoushuodexiaojie。zhiyaoxiangmuchengle，erzijiushinide。”
luxinliangyouxienanyizhixindekanzheqinye，youshuoxiaojie？waixingderenkenengbuzhidao，keshitaqueshihenqingchu！
qinyejiuzheimetaoyantama？
qinyetiaoqiletadexiaba，zuijiaogouqiyimomieshideqingxiao，“zenme？buyuanyima？”
luxinliangjiannandecongdishangpaleqilai，yankuangzhongbaohanzheleiguang，“qinye，nizhenhen！”
liunianqianshizheiyang，xianrujinhaishizheiyang！
tabunengshiqutadeerzi，neishitaweiyishengxiadele。
“hao，woqu！xiwangninenggouzunshounuoyan！”luxinliangshenxiyikouqi，zuijiaowanqiyidaohaokandehuxian。
“zhishi......xiwangqinzong，zheibeizidoubuyaohouhui。”luxinliangxiaohenmei，rangrenyiyanjiubeixijinqule。
qinyejinjindezuanzhequantou，xinlihenbushiziwei。taweishenmeyouzhongkanbudongyanqianluxinliangdeganjue！
liunianqiandeta，yanzhongmanmandedoushita，liuniandeshijian，momieletaquanbudeyiyang。tasile......
死在了她的心里。
tabuganxin，mingmingtajiushiyigexiongshou，pingshenmerangtaneijiu！qinyeyibazhuaiguoluxinliangdeyifuling。
“luxinliang，nizheizhongangzangdenvren，wokannishibabudequpabierenchuangba！”
“nishuodezhendui！”luxinliangqiliangyixiao。
tayijingmamule，beiqinyezhemodemamule，tadexinbitahen。danshiyicitahuibuxiyiqiedaijiajiangerzidaihuilai！
qinyesongkailetadeyifuling，luxinliangyaoyaohuanghuangdelikailebangongshi。
taxianzaidemoyanghenlangbei，danshitaren。
tingzhebeihoudeneixierenyilunta，tasihaobuzaiyi，ganggangchugongsimenjiupengshanglequjiang。
qujiangkanzhetaetoushangdeshangkou，xinliyouxiebushiziwei。
“你......”
tahaiweipengdaoluxinliang，luxinliangjiuhetalakaileyidingdejuli，neizhongganjuefeichangderangrenmosheng。
“qushao，xiexieni。”luxinliangduiqujianghaishitinglimaode。
“liaodebingbuyukuaima？”qujiangmuguangyishunbushundedingzheluxinliangneizhanglian，zhenbuzhidaolaoqinzenmexiangde。
zheimehaokandenvren，juranshededongshou！
luxinliangxiaolexiao，“bu，yijingshuohaole。”
shuowan，luxinliangjiuzhunbeilikaile。
qujiangqueyibalazhuleluxinliangdeshou，luxinliangyouxiebujiedehuitoukanleyiyanqujiang。
qujianglazhetalaidaoleyichuanjingdekafeidian。
“qushao，youshenmeshiqingjiukaimenjianshanba！”suirantaduiqujiangmeiyoushenmediyi，danshiqujiangshiqinyedehaopengyou。
tazuobudaowanquandefangsongjingti。
“ni......shilaoqindeqianfuren？”
luxinliangdiandiantou，suanshichengrenle。
qujiangyoujiangtacongshangdaoxiadaliangleyifan，tajidetadiaochadeluxinliangshiyigeleguanxiangshangdenvhaizi。keshiyanqiandeluxinliang，xiangshimeiyoulinghundequqiao。
cangsangdexiangshisuishidouyoukenengxiaoxiangyuyun。
zhenbuzhidaolaoqindangnianshizenmezuodaode，fangzheimeilideqizibuyao，pianpianxuanzeyiwushichudeailin。
“haiyouqitadeshiqingma？”luxinliangwenleyiju。
“meiqitadele，yaobuwosongnihuiquba！”
“不用。”
luxinliangdizhetoulikailekafeidian。
qujiangshenxikouqi，kanzheluxinlianglikaidebeixin，xinlibujinninan：“zheinvrenzhenleng！helaoqinhaizhenxiang！”
buguojingjingdesikao，qishiailinheluxinliangmeiyoudebi，luxinliangdejiashibeijinghaiyouyanxingjuzhidoubiailinhao。
ailinjiushiyigeconggueryuanchulaidehaizi，yebuzhidaozenmegoudashangqinyede。
秦家。
luyuanhendongshidebangzhejialideyongrenzuojiawu，neixierendoutingxihuanluyuan，yikouyige“xiaoshaoye”handehenshiqinqie。
zhishiluyuanbingbuxihuanzheigechenghu。
“jiaowoluyuanjiuhao，wobingbushinimenqinzongdehaizi。”luyuanhenzhibaidejujue。
keshineixieyongrenjiushibuting，“xiaoshaoye，zheilishinidejia，niyaoxuehuixiguan！”
“bu，zheilibushiwojia，youwomamadedifangcaishijia！”luyuanyibenzhengjingdeshuo。
“这......”
mianduizheimekerentengdehaizi，yongrenmenyeshebudezema。
jiangshanganggangjinlaijiutingjianleluyuanshuode，tajintianyaoqinglejigepengyouguolai，ganggangneijigeguifutingle。mianzishangyehenshiganga！
luyuangangganghaikaixindexiaorong，cishiciketalexialai。
jiangshanyebuzhidaozenmeshuozheigehaizile。